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August 19, 2019
Who was that this morning? Who awoke me with this overwhelming sadness it feels like suicide? Suicide? Anyone else want to wake up to this work? Do this work? Is this survivor’s guilt? This is why I love my boyfriend. Find someone to love who will love you in return. I love my boyfriend.
The Interview is just about what I’ve already written about, when I went to Washington, DC for the inauguration and they followed me, the white rabbit. Whoever they got off the streets, it got me the interview with The Container Store. I took that phone call on the stairwell of the hotel I was staying at. I wore a skirt and knee-high boots, and he was not Korean, the man who followed me.
The rest of the story is not really very interesting. Mostly it just says Cherith is very fuckable, in that specific language.
Is there someone in production who is terrified of me having a life without these cameras? And virtual reality? There is something wrong there because no one should be worried anymore, I know who I am now, I know what I’ve done, I can decode all these movies and more, so no one should be worried if I have a life of my own with a man I love who loves me. If someone is worried, or terrified, or upset, it’s a problem.
If anyone wants to know I believe the movie poster of Munich with his mouth open does say, suggest, infer, tell everyone, tell the world, no more secrets, too many criminals hiding in the secrets, too many good intelligence getting killed because of bad information or intelligence. Too much of the movie Munich, was not in the past, but present day up to the time it was filmed. And most of it does not look like factual information.
It really looks like all the Dr. Seuss books are code for preventing brain research. It suggests brain research has been going on for quite some time. Green Eggs and Ham, ham, meaning Hamburg, Germany. Sam actually means Sunday, the day to go to church. One fish, this is about Jesus teaching the fisherman to fish. I would have to read the books to write more about it.
The California grapes you delivered to me were meant to make me appear fat and less attractive to the men who already find me attractive. Awesome. Same thing with the alcohol, giving me bags and dark circles under my eyes, it is to make me less attractive to the men who already find me attractive. Terrible job of intelligence if this is true.
I’m sorry to say, I was so tired, I truthfully have no idea who that was on the morning of August 13, 2019. Exhausted.
Anything to do with this Iran story just says David to me. If it is meant to be someone else, they don’t belong there. David was the last man I saw running on a treadmill.
Boyfriend, how long has it been? Since March or February?
Why does it feel like something is wrong this morning? It shouldn’t. Just like it should feel like a good idea to give me back my life without all the cameras and so on. I know who I am. There is no reason to continue pretending I am not who I am. So, something is wrong.
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