August 22, 2019: READ: WARNING: A DISGRACE TO THE FEMALE SEX!

AUTHORIZED CLEARANCE ACCESS PERSONNEL ONLY!

BE ADVISED: THIS IS TWO DAYS AFTER THE ANGER YOU CAUSED IN ME AT WORK AND I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO CEASE IN MY ANGER TOWARDS THOSE WHO HAVE WANTED TO TAKE MY BOYFRIEND FROM ME – AGAIN!  IN MY MIND, YOU PEOPLE ARE IN SERIOUS TROUBLE!  I WILL NOT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY DELAYS IN WORK THAT HAVE HAPPENED – BECAUSE OF YOUR INCOMPETENCE!

August 22, 2019

I am 47 years old; I have been working nearly every day of those 47 years, and certainly, I have been working since I was 18 years of age.  To all those of you who have or had clearance, to those of you who have or had worked in intelligence, to those of you who have or had clearance and are serving time for crimes,  I AM AT THE END OF MY FUCKING, SPARE YOUR FUCKING FEELINGS ROPE, JUST BECAUSE YOU’VE HAD ACTUAL BADGES AND TAX RETURNS AND I HAVE NOT!  SPECIFICALLY, TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN ABLE TO HAVE IT LEGAL ON THEIR TAX RETURNS, I AM DONE WITH POLITELY GIVING YOU – FEEDBACK!  I AM WELL OVER BEING YOUR EMPLOYEE WHILE YOU PRETEND YOU ARE THE BOSS AND MANAGER – WHEN THE WHOLE GODDAM WORLD KNOWS NOW, THAT HAS NEVER BEEN TRUE!  EVERYONE KNOWS NOW THE ORDERS COME FROM ME!

FOR DECADES I HAVE HAD TO SUFFER THROUGH MEANIAL HOURLY WORK, AND WAGES, WHILE OTHERS GOT CREDIT FOR THE WORK I’VE DONE, THEN WORSE, THEY HAVE TRIED TO CONVINCE ME MY WORK IS NOT MY OWN!

I WILL NOT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE IF ANYONE CONTINUES TO ALLOW EITHER CASEY, BRIANNA, COURTNEY, OR THE BLOND WOMAN I SAW IN THE POLICE LANE, OR ANY OTHER FEMALE INMATES, OR THEIR PAROLE OFFICERS, OR THEIR PRISON CHAPLANS NEAR ME, AROUND ME, TO WORK WITH ME, OR TO SPEAK WITH ME IN ANY WAY!  I AM BEYOND MY ABILITY TO EXCUSE YOUR INCOMEPTENCES ANY LONGER!

This blonde woman brought an English computer criminal over here, so she could use him to get to me, simply because I wrote how in Moana, the English suit me, and this criminal reads: fashion, he loves trendy and fashionable clothes, looking nice and clean, and so on.

Here is where she is WRONG – again!

Does a woman wear her man’s clothes?  I mean, does she wear his clothes with him still in them?

This suits me, is about handlers, straight white male handlers.

What is to be seen on my body – is ME!

My fashion sense, my personal style, my sense of self, that is seen on me, is not from the English, I very much have a French fashion sense.  This one detail alone, if I could, I would wear scarves nearly every day.  Not everyone will be able to understand that.

Before you fucking idiots took away all my clothes in this house, meaning after Edison, you had some moron living in my head, making me crazy, so I gave away nearly every piece of clothing I owned, and I did not have that much to begin with.  You have no idea how important some of those items of clothing actually were.

I had an assortment of vintage, antique gloves, I had purchased from various locations, I happen to think gloves, at times, are chic, and it is seen in the film, Munich as the antique store as a cover or front.  At least I still have my antique jewelry.  I actually do not BELIEVE people, emotions, or memories can be replaced, or are DISPOSABLE!

DISPOSABLE LIKE TRASH IN A LAND FILL!

Buy and Large from the movie, Up, Bin Laden.

I have never wanted to live in Florida, I’ve been here since the age of fifteen.  It is a nice place to visit or to vacation, but I cannot stand the lack of vision this state has brought unto itself with its lack of development.  Also, this is an often-overlooked point, there is a lack of clothing that is required when living in Florida.  Shorts, t-shirt, flip-flops, 360 days of the year, some years more than 360 days.

It is about a state of mind.  California is also a warm state; however, California has a desert climate, so the temperature actually cools in the evening requiring a light jacket, long pants, and so on.  Florida much too often, and I am tired of being nice, looks sloppy, unkept, untidy, and with no polish.

My fashion sense is not bourgeois.  Some people will get that, others will not be able to understand that.  I am not explaining it to anyone.

I am at the end of meddling females.  Including those who are trying to take away the privilege to detainees who have worked with me, then as a way to get involvement from these men, they have offered some time with me on my bench, not my bed.

Meddling females.  Still trying to look as though they are more important than me to these men.

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