August 29, 2019
I am miserable. I don’t want to eat. I am finding it difficult to drink, anything at the moment, including coffee. I am only writing at the moment because it looks like from Louis point of view, this, being with me, listening to me, is helping him. Well, isn’t that a good thing? That’s the way I see it.
I have no idea why you fired me for no reason and no cause. Just like you did when I worked at Hilton. I have been saying this over and over, and writing it, that it is a problem in the world for Hilton to be seen as having fired me, the threat is not from me, it is from others. I have, more than once, told people to make a deal, so that Hilton will not be seen as responsible anymore.
He needs to realize how helpless he is, from Zero Dark Thirty, reads: intelligence, US intelligence needs to realize not how helpless, but how helpful I am to them because I am the way that has ended wars and regimes, and I actually help because it is the correct thing to do.
It is really disturbing to me just looking at my manager, she literally creeps me out. Especially when she does hand moves over her crotch. Gross. I go to stand up, I listen, so why do you and everyone else threaten and punish me for good work?
You read it wrong, Louis is not interested in the affair I had with Harry. It is of no interest to him. The fear was what Louis needed from me to see he needs to change his ways. He needs to find his well of truth within him, so he gets better. He does want to live, so that makes him smarter than everyone else has made him appear to be.
I am not going to follow Louis as a leader, and that is how it was set-up. Well, that’s not good enough. So, why fire me?
This other Englishman does not wish or want to be involved with me, a straight woman, and a lesbian. I have no idea why you’ve allowed him to be involved as such.
The way they set it up, I was supposed to know by every person painted black from the time of Home Depot on, that my mother was dead. It also included a death threat to every person who participated in appearing with me. Most celebrities probably would not have a problem since they could be seen as just doing art-type of work. I wouldn’t do that to anyone. I am not interested in making death threats because someone else killed my mother.
It does appear that Brianna has a crush on James Franco. It should have been as a red flag if Brianna wanted to be seen as my manager. It looks unhealthy, very unhealthy.
They removed the classification of my computer because the man responsible or connected to it, looks like he had his privileges revoked because of his actions.
So, at the moment, Amazon terminating me is real until otherwise.
The garage(s) in Umbrellas of Cherbourg are code for military. The reason Guy quits the garage shows how the French dishonorably discharge their own based on conduct unbecoming. It’s a good thing for them to show the world they require their men to conduct themselves in their duty as such. The other garage Guy works at is just to say, another branch of the military.
The moustache on the man that Catherine marries is just to show a double agent, he looks like a Barnaby, from Babes in Toyland, he is in no way a double agent, criminal, or pervert, it is to show how France is not willing to have double agents in their intelligence. That’s a good thing.
Kind of like Gandalf, in Zero Dark Thirty, means, you shall not pass, meaning terrorists will not be allowed to enter the United States. It is not about penitent men.
Tall, white beard, from Zero Dark Thirty, probably does mean the woman David was then seeing, and then married?! I actually find it difficult to believe he married her. Since, it is obvious he doesn’t love her like that.
This other FBI man just needs to work on creating boundaries in his mind. If David ever worked with him, it is probably why David also needs to work on creating boundaries in his mind.
If anyone is uncomfortable around David or myself, it just says, I and he, are stronger people than they are. They’re all cowed, from Zero Dark Thirty, that is what cowed means, cowed means unable to work at the level of these very scary men. Cowed meaning afraid. I do not believe any strong person should have to carry a weaker person in their work performance. It is like having to do multiple person’s jobs just because the strongest team possible was not put together.
I think she’s fucking smart, from Zero Dark Thirty because there really was a Jeremy at college with me, means he could not find the words (can’t explain, song lyric) to express my ability and talent.
Protect the homeland, in Zero Dark Thirty, I am the homeland, I am what you protect if you don’t want any more bombings or wars to occur. That is how it reads; I am the homeland, Cherith is the homeland.
They sent an email about meeting with a person in HR to reinstate me at work. Well, I am so miserable I went to sleep nearly as soon as I got home and stayed in bed. I didn’t want anymore bad news. How was I to know they would do that so quickly? Immediate termination after being told not to do something once and then not doing it anymore, not going underneath the conveyor belt, truthfully, is very threatening, and not how to protect me.
The reason the legs at Amazon are important, that is how sex happens, that is how procreation happens. The mayor’s wife in the movie Chocolate is to show the world that having Trinity from the movie, The Matrix, appear as genderless, sexless, androgynous, was being seen as a mistake, since it is not biblical.
No, I am not interested in hugging another woman.
My Fair Lady, the word is Fair, meaning fare, as in the fare my mother took to get from Canada to Los Angeles, California. It is also, the one thing I couldn’t prove after my mother’s stroke, so that she would receive her Canadian pension. My mother is seen as Audrey Hepburn in the movie, My Fair Lady, and the ball is to show how well she managed herself working in the field, she fooled a Hungarian.
All I know is my mother was in a car accident in California, in her VW, I do not know anymore information other than that, she didn’t tell anyone about it, her car accident is probably because of Umbrellas.
My mother lived her whole life telling me her gun shot wound was self-inflicted, a suicide attempt. I no longer believe that story. She also, kept that secret, all her life.
Am I never to be allowed to have a real life, ever again? Am I never to get married, and have a life without being recorded? No real life, ever again?
David do you just love the work? Only?
If any of these men loved me, they would want this reality show to end, so we could be together, live as man and wife. Am I never to be loved by a man in the flesh and live with him as his wife?
Making me so miserable and unhappy is not the way to create a true Vatican cameo.
Harry Potter the movie, just looks like it is from the time I was seen by English handlers when I lived in Gresham, Oregon. Most of the characters look like me. Hogwarts means, warts, planter’s warts, it just says the swimming pool at Mt. Hood Community College. Hog means, Dukes of Hazard, and that means American television, and that means when I watched Great Expectations.
If the only reason you brought me into HR to terminate me was to tell me that this FBI man broke the rules and that is why he is seen in Black Hawk Down as being yelled at regarding his safety. I am at a loss for words over it.
David did you really get back together with an old girlfriend, have sex with her, and then come to me in my bedroom, and then let your girlfriend fire me because you still choose another woman over me, just like you did in college? Because you still think you can do better than me? After you’ve proven to yourself you can’t?
Whoever set that situation up, doesn’t know women at all. They certainly do not know me at all. I am really hurt by it, David. Offended and hurt.
A man’s penis is in his pants.
I have no idea why after Michael, none of you in intelligence weren’t shoving dick in my face. You should have been having me dating – constantly. Military men, specifically. Why did no one think of that? It is what would have prevented, probably all of the attacks.
I am so hurt by you, again, David. I don’t believe anyone – in the world – was really seeing it as David’s pants only. They saw it as men. Well, that’s where the penis is, in men’s pants.
I am so hurt, so sad, I am at a loss for words. I don’t want to write anymore.
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