September 3, 2019
Did you think I was going to continue working in the same way, for free?
I really don’t like being lied to, I really don’t like being tricked, I really don’t appreciate being treated in this way. What has been the real purpose for all these years because I very much doubt it has anything to do with entertainment?
When you put together a puzzle, a jigsaw puzzle, what is the first thing you do? You place all the pieces on a surface, and the first thing you do is find all the border pieces. The border pieces of the puzzle that happen to all have one side that is straight. When you put the border pieces together, usually, I do, most people, place all the border pieces where they look like they will go together according to the picture before you place the intersecting pieces into one another. Until you’ve started putting all the pieces together what might look like one piece belongs on one side might actually belong to the other side.
Loyalties change, sides change, they might actually stop fighting the Taliban, and start fighting each other, from 12 Strong. Perhaps this has nothing to do with politics, or tribal leaders, and perhaps it is possible they are actually following films, movies, and the cinema.
Make friends with us river rats from Chocolat, and you’ll make enemies of others, code: Figure out that River Phoenix’s death was murder and not an overdose, and the real criminals will have to go to jail. Because I never believed River Phoenix’s death was an accidental or purposeful overdose. I have believed it was murder. I have always like River Phoenix as an actor. So, this tells me, someone or people found a way to try and get my attention. So, it is also possible that the celebrity deaths could stop, just because I know who I am, and who I am to people.
You will be our enemy if you stay, from 12 Strong, this has nothing to do with the US military or its allies, this is – again – allowing gays to interfere with the work, specifically brain work, but also allowing gays to be involved with Cherith. So, historically, they have attacked our homeland because you allowed gays to be seen as having fired me, and you did it again.
Tell me you didn’t submit the paperwork, from 12 Strong, this is deceptive because when they fired me at Hilton, they didn’t walk me out of the building like they were supposed to. They let me get my things and leave. This tells me, they were afraid someone in the building would see me fired before they had time to prevent it.
I am not doing well. This feels like death around here. I have no interest in continuing going on job interviews for fake companies like they have done since 2012 before they let me have a job from a real company. It’s the same pattern. Whether it is a real location and real company before I ever get to the job interview, they have already decided whether or not I will be employed.
I would not have placed my pristine military man with that woman. I would have placed him on a better team. A two straight man team as it is supposed to be with me, a man on the ground and a man who reads me. No bullshit.
Your glory lust for my talent is most unbecoming of everyone who has used me to get ahead in your careers and not mine.
Of course, I wanted to further my career, I have never wanted to stay an entry-level worker all my life. Bring me back a bottle, from Zero Dark Thirty, code: bring me back.
Joe Bradley and Dan in Zero Dark Thirty are the same man, it looks like this other FBI man, and it looks like he was working on other things to be focused on Osama Bin Laden. And, it is true, he really doesn’t understand Pakistan or Al Qaeda, the way I do. However, he still has information that people will need.
This house in the movie, Munich, with the chandelier on the floor, the house being a person I wrote before that I wouldn’t have trusted; this is the bleeding Vicar. This is a Catholic priest. I like him, I like this man, but I wouldn’t have trusted him with any intelligence work because he doesn’t have the mind for it. He doesn’t understand the criminal mind. I am sure he has done other good work, or he wouldn’t have been involved in the movies, but I wouldn’t have trusted him. He is seen again in the movie, Chocolat, as the Priest, and singing, you ain’t nothing but a hound dog, just confirms what I’ve already written. Hound dogs being penitent men.
If you don’t understand the criminal mind, intelligence work, is not where the person belongs.
Is this actually real? I am finding it most difficult to believe Harry’s marriage. Did they actual have Harry marry an actress with black skin, just because of the heavy stickers at Amazon, red and black. Meaning Harry’s red hair, her black skin, and when I was (sort of) around Harry before I was too fat and heavy for him to be attracted to me?
If this is in any way true, a straight-forward approach would have been better, if you wanted me to figure out it was Harry that day in December. This trying to story-tell events, I find most gruesome. And I don’t believe them anymore.
I want no harm to come to any of them, but I don’t want to be involved. My feelings have been most hurt.
Do you know this picture of Harry with his face shaven, I have not allowed myself to think it in a sentence until today, audible or inaudibly, this picture looks like a boy I know? Have known. Like, Bella and Jacob from Twilight, we used to make mud pies together. I have no idea how that could be unless it was from when I lived in Gresham, Oregon. Perhaps, I read it off of a man who was near me.
I am sure, you thought I would rush to my computer and write after watching John Wick 3. You guessed wrong because of my situation. When John Wick and the other man go to sit down on the sofa with their backs to the camera, as the audience you visually place the other man on the other side of the sofa after John Wick sits down. When this other man gushes over John Wick at being allowed to meet John Wick, I don’t think anyone but me understand how funny that bit really is. It was the funniest thing I’ve seen in decades. Decades.
There is also so much sadness in that dialogue it’s more than one person could hold onto. It was like seeing on film how I’ve made another man laugh (as this is about one real man) for decades. And it is not true, I have disappointed him. Probably for one reason alone, how many decades has it taken for me to see I am already in the movies, as intelligence.
Most of John Wick 3, is really not interesting to me, I don’t see movies the same anymore. All the stunts and actions really could be from all these years of men using virtual reality, and since I don’t usually know who is on the other end, I’ve fought back, punched, and beaten the living shit out of them. By now, people should have figured out, I am not the laying down woman type.
No, we are not the same, as this person then changes into another person. The dog shot would have been a man I cared about. So, it would have made me angry.
Is all anyone cares about is the code in movies? Pay me for it then.
The chocolate shop in Chocolat is not a chocolate shop, it is my backyard in Plant City, Florida. My mother did plant all sorts of exotic plants, some from retail stores, some from the University of South Florida, they held an annual plant sale that was open to the public, and my mother planted things that were not common.
One plant that happened to end up in between our backyard fence and the fence of our neighbor was a Dragon fruit. I had never seen one before, we had some neighbor over at our house, and this man told me it was a bad plant to be destroyed. I have no idea why any person would want to appear so dumb as this man is to me by speaking to me in this way. It is manipulation and I believe manipulation is not a smart thing.
I am not Catholic, I am a Christian, I have been baptized in a Presbyterian church; however, I do not believe in the politics of Christian denominations.
Christ said, I am the way, the truth, and the light. He didn’t say, I am the Baptist way, the Presbyterian way, and so on. He said, I am the way. I believe. I believe it. And, I did stop going to church, but I have not stopped believing in God or Christ His Son.
Every father is a son. Not every son is a father.
Juliette Binoche is code for Juliette, as in Romeo and Juliette. As in one of the greatest love stories of all time. Tragic, but true. Like David and me.
The imaginary kangaroo that hops away from the little girl, is not a good thing, this is Cherith no longer believing in herself, her abilities, or everything she has already done. The little girl and Juliette are the same person.
The wheel in the shop is my inner ear. Or people’s inner ear. Someone once told me that women were better marksman and shots because they had better inner ears. I wonder now if this is in any way true, or just another time someone told me about myself, as this was said to me when I was on campus at college.
Juliette’s performance is pretty close to how I was when I moved back to my family’s home, people would almost use me like confession, talk to me when I was working, and I would make them better. Guess their favorite as in guessing how I could make them laugh when they didn’t want to, and not everyone thought my humor was appropriate, as if it made me appear not serious enough. I did it, of course, I used my humor, mostly because I am so over serious. Most people saw it as a way to deflect how embarrassed and upset I was at my body size, as I am still upset about my body size.
Why is this a constant in my head, failed to meet.
Whose safety is everyone actually worried about mine or Harry’s? Or someone else’s? If Harry is actually in any way interested still in me, he couldn’t have chosen a more dangerous woman if he tried. I am known by terrorists, criminals, in and out of prison, by spies, intelligence, I am known around the world.
I am really not interested in writing more about the events that happened at Amazon, you placed a gray pick up truck in front of me here, having them open the gate, then you have a line of other cars behind me. To me, this was a set-up, a set-up for failure, so I DID NOT FOLLOW. So, that the line of cars behind me, did not meet their doom. I am in no way interested in having people follow me, if it only leads to their demise. Got it?! I do not have a lust for power if it is obtainable at the expense of others. There is no victory in that. Not for me.
The Cat in The Hat is a way of telling children how to protect their minds from intrusion, brain research, people are not supposed to hurt children’s minds when their parents are away, or while they are sleeping. The cat shows you how to clean up your mind, categorize, deduct, rule out other possibilities, and so on. This is also done, biblical, as in putting on the Lord’s armor.
Thing One and Thing Two, are men’s balls, and you’ll need a set of mental balls when dealing with brain research.
Why did you never date me, David?
My boyfriend is the first man to have loved me back from Michael. Loved me back from pain and hurt, and brain-malfunction. He loved me because he saw the truth in it. Straight love back to my mind. I am so grateful to him for that.
If this is in anyway true and not just edited in, if the name Harry, in Buckingham Palace, in Sherlock was in the original script it is meant to show, there was a problem with my facial hair, as it was not in my family or Norwegian genes.
I am not working.
I am not doing well. There will be a lot of people who are happy about that.
Good-bye.
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