September 7, 2019: READ: WARNING: Stop Hurting Me

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September 7, 2019

If you haven’t figured out by my lack of writing, I cannot trust you people anymore.  I am at a loss for words over what feels like deception and lies.  It is unwise, we are not friends.  If there was a time, we were friends, you’ve lost me.

Again, I want no harm to come to this family.  However, I am not a friend, nor am I a foe.  You fired me because I love my boyfriend, love David, and you seek to want to take that away from me.

It has been more than twenty-eight years since I’ve had a boyfriend or any romantic male companionship, and you fired me for loving them.

Stop de-coding movies and television like it is Gospel.

No one believes in me anymore, that is another reason I’ve stopped writing.

When you’ve brought a resolution to the Vietnam War like I have…a loss for words.

I reject your man/woman team, Britain.  I am so appalled.  I am so hurt.  I am a real person, not a bargain, or a trade, for you to use as you please.

I feel I can no longer trust any of you, pound for pound for have proven untrustworthy.

I am so hurt.

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