September 21, 2019
Let’s get something straight, real fucking quick, STOP trying to replay history to justify your work, justify the means to the end, and justify your actions – ADMIT YOUR MISTAKES, CONFESS, IT IS THE ONLY THING THAT WILL SAVE ANY OF YOU, INTELLIGENCE INCLUDED, ANYMORE.
Who is the dumb, fucking moron that believed because I was friends, and friendly, meaning not HOSTILE, toward a co-worker at The Container Store, who “claimed” she was gay and in a lesbian relationship, that I, IN ANY WAY WHATSOEVER, APPROVED OF HER TO WORK WITH ME IN AN INTELLIGENT WAY?! WHO IS THIS DUMB FUCK?! I SUGGEST YOU ADMIT YOUR MISTAKE, AND MISTAKES, IT WILL SAVE YOUR FUCKING LIFE! SO, DO IT – REAL FUCKING QUICK!
WHATEVER EMBARRASMENT ANY OF YOU IN INTELLIGENCE MIGHT HAVE TO ENDURE BECAUSE OF ANY MISTAKES IN HANDLING ME WILL BE WORTH YOU BEING ABLE TO LIVE – THE REST OF YOUR NATURAL LIVES! SO, FUCKING LISTEN AND READ MY WORDS, AND HEED THIS WARNING! BECAUSE I AM, YET AGAIN, SAVING YOUR FUCKING LIVES!
Someone needs to be held accountable for this meet. Correct, I did say, on my last working day, that I would not agree to this meet. This meet was what? A gay, lesbian woman, being used as a proxy for this man who handled and read me at the California restaurant. Of course, I would NOT agree to this meet, had I known in advance, that there was another person involved, a straight white male, involved, I wouldn’t have gone.
What has happened to this man because of this meet? Does anyone fucking realize you placed a goddamn death threat on his real life, just because you allowed a GAY, LESBIAN woman to be seen publicly with me. THEN, YOU FUCKING MORONS ALLOWED HER TO BE SEEN AT THE CONTAINER STORE WITH ME AFTER EDISON! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE! YOU STUPID, STUPID, STUPID FUCKING GODDMAN MORONS!
Most likely, they had his name written on a piece of paper and placed that in this man’s wallet, this man at the bar that I stared at, while Casey was trying to talk to me, and his pants, read California, and I was trying to figure out why this man at the bar was NOT walking over to me and TALKING TO ME. I was looking at his pants, and his face, and his pants, and why was he not walking over to me and talking to me because he read that he wanted to.
Yes, most likely, after you allowed “Casey” to be seen at The Container Store, talking through co-workers to me, someone, not me, placed a death threat on Edison – BECAUSE OF CASEY! YOU FUCKING IDIOTS!
So, these geniuses decided to tamper with my A/C unit to “try” and interpret my reaction to him and the problem, check the temperature, code: the, Ch, meaning, the Cherith.
Once this gets published, most likely, it will stop most, if not all, of the death threats. You stupid fucks!
Either give me what I need, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, MEANS, EITHER GIVE ME THE MEANS, THE MONEY, A WAY TO ACTUALLY PAY FOR THESE ORDERS AND OTHER MEANS OF COMMUNICATING AND COMMINICATING PURCHASES, OR STOP WORKING IT IN THIS MANNER! These fucking assholes, use these purchases to work intelligence, yet they do not ACTUALLY put into consideration, HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO PAY, WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THE FUCKING MONEY COMES FROM? LIKE I CAN REPLICATE IT, XEROX MONEY AND CURRENCY?! WHERE’S YOUR FUCKING HEAD?!
Silence of the Lambs, is not code for slots, it is code for, Lot’s wife, it means that while I was at Dachau, as my mother and I were walking to the crematorium there was in front of us in about 180 degrees of sight, work, and people with jobs, that were worked because my mother and I were there, I turned toward my mother, and we walked no further toward the crematorium. So, to my nine and ten o’clock, were the greatest threats, to my three and four o’clock, on my mother’s side, was at least one US double agent, my eleven and twelve o’clock’s were military, my one through three’s were mostly blocked with trees and buildings, this is intelligence work, and they had the worst, eyeline.
How they coordinated and orchestrated, (Mr. Holland’s Opus, and Dirty Rotten Scoundrels) the silence was having all persons and parties, at the same time, inaudibly, give the loudest noise, most likely, they had people silently scream to me, or at me. Perhaps, some included names, and so on.
They didn’t block me. I still see them. Why someone would do that to me is the only thing that has perplexed me all these years.
Missed three appointments, from Silence Of The Lambs, this is about my Englishman, in this line of dialogue from The Vow episode of Sherlock, you can’t go, I’m pregnant, and the three appointments are my mother, my brother, and myself when we lived in apartments, and the appointment, is me telling two black women in a waiting room, how to defeat – Brain Research. He learned this information too late. Self-defense, in advance.
A lot of white noise after 9/11, from Zero Dark Thirty, means a lot of – black noise. You fried my Blackberry, you fried the whole village, from Leap Year, Leap means, a leap of faith, year being the year I visited Germany, and brought the Berlin Wall down, and the code is: fried me, FM, Blackberry, was not supposed to be a woman with me when I saw, The Matrix. The whole village is just a way to reference my head and brain, they thought it was the noise that affected my head, it’s not.
Why the fuck would someone go to all that trouble with and for me? That’s what this has been all about.
Has anyone looked at this: Lord Of The Rings, LOTR, rotten, lady. Meaning Tolkien, disapproved or did not like someone, a woman, at his present and current time of living, most likely, an Earl’s wife or something similar. She is seen, in my mind’s eye, as the inspiration for the Ringwraith’s. And the lidless eye, is just another way to describe a mind palace, as seen in an evil, or wicked mind.
The car that backfires in the Scandal episode of Sherlock, is a cat, morons! That is my Barney, the most perfect English gentleman, in the body of a cat, that’s my Barney, in the hatchback window of our car as we drove to Florida from Oregon. Backfires, code: back-fir. Probably, the reason it is a backfire, is because they did, these handlers, did not get to transfer to Florida, with my family.
It is referenced in 12 Strong, car backfires, fir on your face, it is what happens when you kiss cats, fir on your face.
The recently returned home sports man, from Sherlock, has no “s”, it is, recently returned home, portman, meaning inaudible, portman. Recently returned, means this man who pushed my mother in the wheelchair while we were at the Brisbane airport, saw the relief on my face, as he took care of my mother for me, for just a little while. R&R, rest and relaxation, Cherith needed a break, a vacation, some rest, they were working her too hard, often, and much. In my opinion, incorrectly, they were working me, incorrectly.
He also showed, that is was possible for a man to date and eventually marry me, and me take care of my mother also. It was my family as a unit that needed to be seen, as a unit, and not individual parts, persons, and people.
The boomerang being washed down stream, this is my brother’s baptism, you should ask him about it, although I was there, it was not about me, and I do not remember the people that were there. My brother’s baptism took place in the Columbia River. My baptism was done in a church. I am pretty sure my brother thought that it was “neat” at the time, to be baptized in a real river. And, it’s been played out with an actor from 12 Strong in an HBO series, Boardwalk that I stopped watching when they killed off the best actor in the series, and the only reason to watch the series, Michael Pitt.
When I worked for Disney, the second time, they were just curious if I knew what these repairs meant, and what they were doing.
The dryer they’ve broken in this townhouse, means you have a local threat, he has probably been arrested on smaller charges, a few times, and he is still causing problems.
The ice machine and water dispenser, I forgot what I said a few days ago, I have a lot I am going through.
The electrical, the outlets that do not work that need repaired, the outside light, the light on the staircase, these are death threats, not specific, at least not specific enough.
There was a threat against Harry by Casey when my electricity went out the other day. Do not let her anywhere involved. She is not smart enough, to begin with.
The hang sandwich in the movie, Leap Year, is code: NAG, my father’s initials, H, the H, is an 8, and half of an 8, is 4, Norm, it also says, either way.
Send her down there, from the movie, Rescuers, code: SH, Sherlock, down, Downing street, there, meaning, Cherith was already working on Downing street as a child.
You caught her sending messages in bottles, code: bot, tells, meaning, bot, is not a robot, it is computer language or code, meaning work orders that were placed in computers, and tells, just means, Cherith will be able to tell you the work she did.
The black hole reference in the movie, The Rescuers, says, Space Race, Space Race says, the Russians won the Space Race against the US and America, meaning, inaudible and a linguist when I was in my mother’s womb, and, I’m scared to go down there, is an opposite, as Penny says, I’m not scared of them like you are. And that is about the most of me that is seen in the movie, The Rescuers. I am not an orphan, I am not and was not a child that thought other girls were prettier than me, it did not live in my mindset as a child, I was not insecure, shy or timid.
Whoever adopts me will have to adopt Teddy, just means, that Cherith is a US citizen, as Teddy, means, Teddy Roosevelt, one of my favorite President’s, he seems very contemporary to me still today, adopt, code: POT, President Of The, ad, means, da, or yes. The reason for the word, adopt, is not, for me to be seen as POTUS, it just says, Cherith is a US citizen, or they wouldn’t have put the da, the Russian. Here is another reason why I am not seen as POTUS, this line of dialogue, you’ve had her down there for three months, this means someone met me, pretty close to my real age of three months, and they brain-spoke to me, probably in Russian, and other languages, and they saw recognition in my face, and also, most likely, they brain-spoke a persons name, a man I would have liked, who died, and I cried!
All of this information, fact, and knowledge is really unremarkable to me. I don’t see it as anything else other than fact about who and what I am, nothing more.
You people have swag that’s based off of false bravado, my confidence is from me actually fucking knowing what the truth really is.
These marriage – I do’s, were never supposed to be covers, or false, I really am supposed to get and be married, in a sexual relationship with a straight man who loves me, and who I love in return. I have no idea why anyone has allowed it to go on so long, or to be seen as such. The reason I said, my be-married dress, just means that as such a small child, I already saw myself – for real – being married to such a man. An intelligence man because, wow, he had such a brain!
If anyone is interested at all, the – her confidence, line of dialogue, is from a purchase I made of a coffeepot set made in Ireland. That purchase, showed someone, I still knew what I was talking about. George, in Zero Dark Thirty, is a man, I do not yet know, who had worked in Washington, DC. It looks pretty true and correct, this man, this real man would have spoken to me about Bin Laden, and I would have told him his whereabouts before 9/11.
Probably Chris Pratt was cast in Zero Dark Thirty, code: Chris, Is, R (our), Ch, Cherith, Chris is code for, Is Our Cherith, the United States.
Magnussen, from Sherlock, unless you let me flick your face, this is just, I believe I have already written about this, is a make-up bag I used to have that I used when we travelled, I specifically remember it at the Wyndham hotel near Sea World, in Orlando, Florida, that had the words War Paint on it, war paint says, the reason they named the character War Child in the movie, Point Break. It’s not really that interesting or of any importance to solve any crimes, other than details, I still remember. If it is in the script or from the direction of the director of Sherlock for the actor to use his middle finger to flick his face, it just says, not Fuck You, it says, the middle finger is the longest finger, that’s all. Nothing more. Nothing significant.
Is it in the books, in the LOTR books, do the trees actually talk in the books? Because trees do talk. Sort of. Has anyone been to the California Redwoods? We vacationed once at Mt Hermon, it is a Christian retreat with cabins, and I remember being all by myself under those redwoods and listening.
There is also a detail of a photograph of my mother sitting on a sofa with a Norway poster behind her, that looks just like the last fight scene in LOTR, of the entrance.
No Man’s land, in War Horse, just means and shows how Cherith survived when none of you men, no man, loved me, in all those years, and being a brown horse, is a suntan, and practical for a farm horse.
The Legend of 1900, a movie I watched over and over, code: LOT, 1900 is code for 1009, remove the zero’s and it is a 1 and 9, meaning ten. It is not Lot as in Lot’s wife, be careful you are not led astray, it is LOT, meaning biblical, and 10, meaning Downing Street.
The reason I love the movie, The Legend of 1900, is just one scene alone, the scene of Playing Love, of the character Tim Roth playing an impromptu song while he looks at a young woman walking in front of him. This is actually supposed to be the real Hannibal Lecter, this is supposed to be my boyfriend, I am supposed to be the young girl, it is not factually correct of a read on him when he was on the cruise when he gave me Pelvic Inflammatory Disease from the toilet paper in the bathroom of our cabin.
I was all alone, when I went back to our cabin to use the restroom. As I went to wash my hands, I was in immediate pain. Doubled over in pain. The real Hannibal Lecter is seen in the Vow episode of Sherlock, as the character, and in the dialogue, it won’t hurt the little one, meaning I would still have sexual function, and be able to have children.
Reliving this is actually really painful, hurtful, and upsetting. The PID, means he, the real Hannibal Lecter was also, appalled, repulsed, angered, upset, disgusted, and ANGRY, at how fat I was. So, you fucking morons, that keep PUSHING ME INTO FAT AND BEING FATTER AND FATTER, are now doing it to make my boyfriend angry, so he will do something stupid, like attack me again, or maybe perhaps, someone thinks and believes, this time he will kill me. Just by making me fatter and fatter.
It really is upsetting that by weight alone, you are placing death threats on me. By making me fatter and fatter. Yeah, I am angry at the weight and size of me. None of you are helping me, you are all trying to kill me.
I am finding it really difficult to write the words, my boyfriend, as my boyfriend at the moment. I am really hurt by this. Emotionally hurt, and truly saddened.
How did the real Hannibal Lecter get so much information on me? While in prison?
I am so hurt by it because I can see it from his mind’s eye, from his mind. It’s extraordinary hurtful. He is now, not the same man; however, I don’t actually get to work through this because I don’t get to talk to him or anyone else.
Isolated, we could tell him anything from Zero Dark Thirty, code: is, so, late, meaning she missed her period, late. We could tell, meaning, people could tell I was pregnant. Him? This Englishman. Anything? Do you have any feelings for this Englishman, Cherith?
David since Courtney, we have never been the same. I have no idea how and why people continue to allow her to attack me over and over.
I know the real Hannibal Lecter is sorry for all his crimes. Sorry, for giving me PID. At the moment, I am so upset, it is so hurtful to see me through his eyes. He has told me he is sorry; he has not asked for my forgiveness. I am working on it, all I remember over and over about the PID, and everyone’s reactions and looking at me, I’VE DONE NOTHING WRONG.
I guess this is all I can do for today…too much hurt.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 