September 22, 2019: READ: WARNING: Not Working, Day 1

September 22, 2019

Yeah, I am still fucking pissed about my weight; however, I cannot just NOT write this information when I know the answers to the questions, and guess what?  Zero Dark Thirty, is not yet over.  Although Bin Laden is dead, I wouldn’t still – it’s not over.

On 9/11/2001, they would have had help from within my employer at the time, without realizing the implications of their actions.

When this man spoke the word, try, try and have a nice day, he was not brain-speaking to me, he was thinking about what was going to happen that day, and THAT’S why my fucking alarm went off in my head.

Understand, I wasn’t going to go to work for Hilton, it was too far of a drive, too far away.  THEY wanted me there, they told me so in the group orientation before my interview.  THEY FUCKING SOLD ME ON WORKING THERE, by selling me on PAYING FOR MY COLLEGE EDUCATION.  THIS IS BIG, BIGGER THAN ANYONE HAS GIVEN NOTICE ABOUT.

I was off the phones when the attacks happened – ON PURPOSE!  SO, WASHINGTON, DC COULDN’T REACH ME PERSONALLY BY PHONE!

I was in a training room, been trained on a new program, I happened to be THE PERSON who alerted the trainer about a message of planes hitting The World Trade Center, and the trainer, a woman, disregarded the information I gave, and continued with the training.

When training was over and EVERYONE got the message about the planes, I WENT STRAIGHT TO THE BREAK ROOM AND STARTED WATCHING THE NEWS!  A message was sent to me through a man I liked at work, who had a brother that also worked there, and he told me, after reading his personal phone, that it was terrorists that hit The World Trade Center, I am about to blow your mind because I didn’t believe him.

Want to know why?  Because the truth is, it wasn’t terrorists, it was businessmen.  I spoke with a businessman over the phone, and there is a whole lot of money going around that is not strapped to C-4, and other explosives.  I believe them to be businessmen, not radical terrorists.  It’s a difference.

So, be careful you don’t put them all in the same pile, as – terrorists. 

Businessmen.

And, for the love of God, it’s a bit rude that noise, from Sherlock, JFC, this is just about men, noticing me, hold on, sighing, sighing on the phone, or sitting waiting for calls, it’s just a goddamn sigh.  It means, I’m exacerbated, I’m frustrated, I’m dealing with a lot of emotions, of lot of strain upon my person, and I sighed – a lot – at Disney.  It means, let me explain further, YOU AREN’T FUCKING HELPING ME, IF I AM FUCKING SIGH!  YOU ARE MAKING IT WORSE!  SO, GET OFF THE FUCKING TEAM!  WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU HAVE PEOPLE AROUND ME TO MAKE THINGS WORSE RATHER THAN FOR THE BETTER OR GOOD UNLESS YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES, WANT THE TERRORISTS AND BUSINESSMEN – TO FUCKING WIN!  GOD-FUCKING-DAMMIT!

STOP LETTING THEM WIN!

I don’t care if no one believes me, I know the truth; they slaughtered our forward deploy, from Zero Dark Thirty, this is referencing what they DID to my mother, and my cats.  I should never have given up caring for my mother.

Not Working: Day 1

 

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