September 24, 2019
Here is some more misinformation that you can stop believing in, since it seems I am the only one who truly has the correct answers, either that, or everyone else has been happy to purposefully get it wrong, just so they can keep repeating it over and over and over again.
The belt, wearing a belt, my belt(s), whatever color they are, my belts, why Maya in Zero Dark Thirty is wearing a snug-fitting shirt, not tucked into her pants or slacks, anyone? Want to guess? Or would you like to know the truth and the real answer? It is so unimpressively, uninteresting, I cannot believe anyone has made such a big deal, about a stupid belt. Guess what? Cherith in real life, is not tall, no one would consider me a tall woman, I am short, and specifically, I am – short-waisted.
A belt, everyone has been making such a deal about a belt, Cherith is short-waisted, meaning from the top of my shoulders to my bustline, to my waist, to my the tops of my hips – because this is how they think and consider it in fashion terms, language, and speak (I am being very specific and careful because you have an interpreter nearby and I don’t always trust interpreters, I really, actually prefer – not to upset and anger people with misinformation, and yes you all should be worried he doesn’t escape; however, let me finish writing and you’ll see why I am not buying cigarettes at present), is very short.
I am not worried about him. He considers this a holiday, or a vacation. Does he have information? Or are you only interested to see how I react to him? At what age do any of you think I was working with these men?
Did he just chuckle? A little laugh?
It is also mentioned, again, in Sherlock, I thought you were taller. Cherith is short-waisted, so guess what she does to improve her appearance, she doesn’t tuck her shirts into her pants, so it gives the appearance of looking taller. It is just a detail that has been noticed. And I really did not like to wear, when I was fat and heavy, ill, or improperly sized clothes and clothing. As a woman, an American woman working and living in the United States, all my clothes and clothing say, appropriate and fashionably sensible.
What does he want to give you now? Information?
Be careful no one misreads this information from Sherlock also, for protection, Irene Adler using photographs on her phone for – protection, code: pro, tech, ion, meaning, there were people within intelligence communities that were aware, knew, and understood that not everyone could access Cherith, Cherith’s brain and mind; however, when the correct person did access Cherith, she handled herself like a pro, a pro meaning better than the average appearance, and better than most people knew or could understand from her every-day appearance.
Did the real Hannibal Lecter yesterday happen to look at a photograph of a man while I was writing and typing and because the real Hannibal Lecter was looking at this man, I wrote the paragraph about man not being able to serve two Masters? Is this true? Because the boat is not supposed to blow up in real life from the movie, The Legend of 1900. That’s me as Max, as 1900’s friend in the movie, in real life, being able to befriend him and bring him to who he really is, his true person, that is not a monster, or murderer.
Before I continue writing, it would have been really nice if I had not lost a week, and weeks because of weight-gain and the A/C having to be worked on that has cooked my brain causing me to recover, yet again, from someone else’s incompetence. I am also not interested in showing false support by driving around in my vehicle at this present weight, so don’t look for me any time soon. Again, I am not interested in showing false support by being seen at this grotesque weight.
It has been used this way previously, any cigarette purchase has been connected to a number of my weight, and well, I do not want to be anyone else’s number other than my own. I do not like being fat. I do not enjoy being heavy and fat. I do not want to weigh this number that is soooooo high and getting higher. The reasons you let my weight get sooooo out-of-control is completely irrational.
Do you believe this story, that’s the concrete data point, I’m looking for, I’m cool with it, bro’ (either with or without the bro’ because it looks like my copy of Zero Dark Thirty has been edited with the word bro being removed), these lines of dialogue, and I understand, by locating the courier, we’ve located Bin Laden. Would anyone like to know what this really means and how this actually happened? It was, again, in the mind, of one man, one trusted man, and I, I am the only person that responded. Not just the only woman, I am the only person that responded.
It is almost too unbelievable to be true. Here is what this looks like: I am going to do my best to write this, so everyone will be able to visualize it the way I see it in my mind, it looks like there was a trusted butler-type of man, a man capable of thinking and not just a butler, in an important household of some lineage, and it does look English, an English household and an Englishman, who was trusted with literally just thinking at the time when a broadcast was going to be on live, on live television, in my time zone. An Englishman thought, I do not believe he thought a name, or something as non-specific as terrorist, he thought something like Al Qaeda, he had several photographs, no names to the photographs, and one of them was me, most likely the last photograph of me at Disney as a brunette, this man thought, and I made my purchase of a coffeepot set from Ireland, during St. Patrick’s day, most likely, 2011 from a television network that sells merchandise, and it looks like I am the only person, who responded, it is difficult to believe; however, it looks like, I am the only one, the only person who understood the information and responded and gave them the information – with a purchase.
You don’t mind if my female colleague checks out your junk, from Zero Dark Thirty, do not get this wrong, this is NOT about looking at a detainee’s penis, or crotch, this is about our garage in our Plant City home, of females and women, and neighbor’s spying on my father through the garage window while he changed his clothes to work outside. Also, it is a sight line because of the A/C unit attached to the garage that my father used, the garage was mostly used by my father, he watched television in there, from the garage window, out the other side of the garage, follow that line to a neighbor that used to live there a few or several streets and houses away, and this is a colleague working against their own agency person’s to achieve career superiority over a man. And, yeah, I do mind, and yeah, it has not yet been dealt with. Anyone want to fix this?
Also, in Sherlock, referring to Sherlock’s apartment as a toxic dump, and so on, in our Plant City home, the litter box was in the garage. Also, my father had boxes and boxes of paperwork of nothing, boxes from the floor to nearly the ceiling of – junk. I couldn’t stand it, I am very fastidious, I do not like, nor appreciate being surrounded by uselessness, especially if it serves no purpose for any logical reason, and it is also a read of how I feel about my father is actually treated at his employment, meaning I do not believe my father is treated very well. They’ve taken advantage of his financial situation and treated him appallingly, at times. I am not actually certain if they have purposefully given my father food that was expired and had bugs in it, on purpose, or not. If you have never been poor in your life, then it is possible, you have no understanding of what it means, to not know where your next meal is going to come from.
Be careful everyone understands this, I am not Casey’s friend. We haven’t been friends. Friending a person on Facebook is not the same, as being a real friend. I am not her friend. Not now nor have I ever approved of her. Know the difference. Doesn’t Casey have a drug problem? Did she use my brother? No, I do not approve. We are not friends. Just another person using a straight man to get to me because they cannot do the work without them because they cannot do the work.
Are you stupid? Same-sex coupes cannot have children unless they adopt them. Is there actually someone who believed that was the real purpose behind adopting Teddy from the movie, The Rescuers, meant?!
Everyone be certain you understand, I want nothing to do with Meghan and Harry. Nothing. Either separately, or together, I want nothing to do with them. Nothing. These two alone have taken real love I’ve had for real straight men and shattered it. I want nothing from this. I am more than hurt.
I am so disgusted by my own country at this moment, I have to stop writing.
Not Working: Day 3
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 