October 2, 2019
BE ADVISED: THIS CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.
Someone needs to be held accountable and pay for what they did when I went for a job interview, and then they placed me in a car accident, totaling my MOTHER’S car. They need to be held accountable. They need to pay.
I went to a job interview, a man behind a desk explained the job was selling Direct satellite dishes within a store, and it is “tough” to sell, he told me. I thought, he was stupid. Of course, I could do something as simple as selling televisions.
Does everyone get it, yet? Do you see what our own US intelligence, and persons did – to me, the UNITED STATES WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION, and that is to really say, a de-coder, they tried to kill me because of the coffee set I purchased, at QVC.
Then, arranging for David to either, for real, or pretend, be in a marriage with a woman who works at QVC. The coffee set I purchased that led them to Bin Laden, and the kill of Bin Laden, I purchased at QVC.
Because I gave our US intelligence, YOU FUCKING IDIOTS THEN ALLOWED ME TO BE PLACED IN A CAR ACCIDENT, MEANT TO KILL ME, AND NOT ALLOW ME TO RECOVER – JUST LIKE MY MOTHER – YOU FUCKING IDIOTS FAILED ME AND THE CITIZENS OF THE UNITED STATES!
I AM STILL BEYOND RAGE AND ANGER.
When they come, we’re gonna unleash hate on them, from the movie, 13 Hours, I am the hate. It’s code and it’s not, and it is just a reference point to when David, disguised as Alfredo Cruz at The Container Store, I am a dude, disguised as another dude, playing another dude, or however, that actual dialogue goes because Tropic Thunder is just about the Vietnam war, when David asked me if I would like to (in so many words) do a project around the home, like re-doing a closet, one piece at a time. I said, I would hate that!
What to know why? It’s dumb! Why would anyone draw out a project over months or years when it could be done, all at once? Get everything together at one time to do a project, then you don’t HAVE TO KEEP GOING BACK, OVER AND OVER BECAUSE IT’S DONE! DONE!
LIKE DROPPNG A GODDAMN BOMB ON A KNOWN TERRORIST OR ENEMY OF THE UNITED STATES OR ITS ALLIES INSTEAD OF SENDING GROUND TROOPS OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN!
So, I will write this until I feel it is okay, safe, and good for me and all, if our enemies do something stupid like attacking or killing Americans because I AM NOT HAPPY, OR ANY OTHER FUCKING REASON, LIKE I WANT TO BE WITH A MAN LIKE MY BOYFRIEND, OR DAVID, A MAN I AM AND OR WOULD BE SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO BECAUSE THEY WERE BORN MEN – BECAUSE YOU FUCKING IDIOTS HAVE NO IDEA WHY AND WHERE THIS TRANSGENDER NOTION EVER CAME FROM AND IT IS ONLY BECAUSE OF MY BABEE BEAR WHO’S MOTHER I NAMED, MR. TOM, IT NEVER IN ANY WAY MEANT I THOUGHT OR BELIEVED MY GIRL CAT WAS A MAN, I NAMED BOTH CATS MR. TOM AND JERRY, IT IS JUST WHAT THEY LOOKED LIKE AT THE TIME, AND IT DOES LOOK LIKE YOU MOTHERFUCKERS DID SOMETHING TO MY CAT, MR. TOM (KEVIN IS A GIRL) TO MAKE MR. TOM REJECT HER BABY.
YOU FUCKING IDIOTS STILL LOOK LIKE YOU ARE INTERESTED IN PLAYING SILLY TWADDLE! WELL, NOW THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS, I, NOT YOU, I, BROUGHT AND HELPED BRING AN END TO THE VIETNAM WAR, I SPEAK MORE LANGUAGES THAN ANY OF YOU, I KNOW BRAIN-SPEAKING, SO GIVE ME WHAT I FUCKING NEED!
UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, YOU BETTER START PROTECTING ME, START WORKING ME, START RECOGNIZING ME AS YOUR GREATEST WEAPON BECAUSE I AM NO LONGER GOING TO BE HELD RESPONSIBLE, ACCOUNTABLE WHEN OUR GODDAMN ENEMIES GET SO FUCKING ANGRY ABOUT WHAT HAS HAPPENED – TO ME, THEY TAKE IT OUT ON OUR OWN US CITIZENS, AND THE WORLD!
DO YOU WANT TO BRING AN END TO THIS BULLSHIT OR DO YOU WANT IT TO CONTINUE FOR GENEREATIONS?! THEN, SHUT THE FUCK UP!
I still remember the tall, blonde woman at the dentist’s who talked about her husband renovating their kitchen, I went there for many months, if not years, and he was still renovating their kitchen.
He’s being a tool, today, from 13 Hours, really just says, whoever that was supposed to be was not really the contact point or person, looks like I was. He, or she, was just a person to get the orders to The White House, or agencies.
So, if I tell you and write, I don’t like a hand’s life, I want a real man, I want to be married, for real, and people do dumb shit like attacking or killing people because of me, or for me, I AM NO LONGER GOING TO TAKE THE BLAME FOR IT! YOU FUCKING PEOPLE HAVE FUCKED UP FOR TOO LONG!
IT’S REAL FUCKING SIMPLE.
STOP TURNING ALL OF THIS INTO SOMETHING ITS NOT.
YOU FUCKING IDIOTS THOUGHT I WAS STUPID AND SIMPLE AND DUMB! AND OUR FUCKING ENEMIES, BELIEVED IN ME IN WAYS THE UNITED STATES HAS NOT SHOWN – YOU FUCKING MORONS!
TAKE A REAL MOMENT HERE. TAKE A SECOND AND REALIZE.
IT IS POSSIBLE OUR OWN ENEMIES WOULD NOT HAVE, IT IS POSSIBLE, DECADES OF HATRED COULD END.
BUT I WILL NOT DO IT, YOUR WAY. NOT ANYMORE. TELEVISION SHOW, OR NOT, TO SAVE MY JOB, OR NOT, I WILL NOT DO IT YOUR WAY, ANYMORE.
You got real problems still present.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 