October 4, 2019
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This writing is from yesterday, I got tired, brain-tired, needed to do something different, I just didn’t finish it yesterday, there are only so many hours of writing in a day to be done. I am most surprised by the media attention, I don’t, truthfully, get it, as it looks like there were competing news media’s wanting that appointment, well, my Babee Bear would have been honored.
I looked like an adult when I was fifteen years old, that is the first time I had a headshot taken of me, here in Florida, and ever. Greta Thunberg, in size looks like a pre-teen. Her facial expressions are the only thing I’ve seen in the news that are close to being a close proximation to my command.
Oh my God, please do the world a favor and stop interpreting your own intelligence. Yes, I know how to read. Stop giving me, so much of a report (it’s what it looks like in my head), a report of intel and ask whether it is true, or if this is what this says. I am reading their report. It does not mean I agree, or believe you’ve done a good job, or if you’re even on the same fucking planet as the intel you’ve gotten. It means I know how to read your work. If you’ve interpreted it wrong, or missed something, I am not to blame because none of you’ve have given me complete and direct access when you’ve given me intel.
Keep it in the family, from Crazy, Stupid, Love, is also the same as from The Rescuers, who ever adopts me, has to adopt Teddy too. And, this is seen, as a read, by grown men of me, Cherith, a child, no-fucking-shit, making sure you men, when you’ve worked me, were ALSO GOING THROUGH THE CORRECT CHANNELS, MEANING THE WHITE HOUSE. I am a US citizen. It is a fact. If I had dual citizenship in another country, that would be different, I do not.
This happened the other day.
So, they brought a man, and profiles, and probably real photographs of terrorists, near me. Upon seeing, understanding, reading, and reading the threat levels of these men, I scream, WHO THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE IN THERE?! I don’t just mean I screamed loudly, and your CIA military men will understand this, military personnel will understand this, intelligence communities, and agencies will understand this, I screamed from a level of zero, to over a million. Like that. In a second.
WHO THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE IN THERE?!
YOU’RE GODDAMN RIGHT THAT’S WHO I AM!
YOU’RE GODDAMN RIGHT THAT’S WHO I AM!
Back down, to zero.
If you do not have commanders, Generals, military persons, that are able to go from zero, to over a million, back down to zero again, then you do not belong in my room.
That rage does not live in my heart. Get it? Nor, should it in any of yours. Keep your objectives. Don’t get swayed, confused, and altered by the rage of war. That is not who we are as Americans. I will write that again because it is the truth, that is not who we are as Americans. Or, we, and be real careful you understand this, take it to heart, place it in your logical head, and believe in it, we would not have the global command as a nation, if we as a nation, as a people, not only did NOT help foreign countries and people, but if we did not live and love our families, every day, on the street corners, in our shops, in our homes, and as is seen in television, as decent, hard-working Americans, who love each other.
Whatever they did with my A/C, I was not comfortable about having a work man, or technician here at all, not until my brother was here. So, whatever they did, was suspicious, again.
Stop asking it of me, to answer questions for you, like what was the meaning behind protection in Sherlock, mentioned so many times. It is not that important; however, when information like, leave while you still can, is given, specifically, to me, you really need to let me work on it. So, shut the fuck up!
If my German father doesn’t approve of a man, and he is seen as Dudley in Crazy, Stupid, Love, and it is a pretty close read to his reaction, he would have gone to see a performance, and one look of Michael, set him off. And, I really did comply rather quickly when my mother asked me to go to California, on vacation.
And, no joke, he probably, my German father, he probably needed several days, if not a week, to calm the fuck down, with the idea they had done of Michael and me. Meaning it took him about a week, or several days, of both him and me in California before he could get some work done and to me. I, if I were any intelligence agencies, would really pay attention, and heed his warnings, and really fucking listen to whatever the fuck he has to say. I mean, whatever he has to say, listen to him.
It is because of this German father that the diaper display at my former work, that was hanging from the ceiling was finally taken down. His demeaner is probably, not brash, or crass, and to some dumb American’s it might seem, simple. So, if I were you, I’d really listen to me, and make sure, any person who works with me ever again, listens to this man. Because he will kill you. And, I will let him.
He is important to me; this German father is important to me. There is a reason the headless man in the movie, Gladiator, is riding a white horse. I am the horse. I shut down all the mountain passes. I’ve cried buckets for this man. Listen to him, if he sees a problem in another man.
If the actress, Jessica, was cast specifically in the movie, Crazy, Stupid, Love, to be so thin, it really says, Dachau. Be careful everyone gets the timeline correct.
It is a pretty accurate read of me and my personality, of Hannah Banana’s sidekick, funny, friend, when you brought men around me that were not good enough for me, it is more accurate to say, I don’t think so, than, on what planet, meaning on what planet would I ever be seen or date a man, like that?
You want to give these really smart men that you have around me a fun assignment? Have them watch, You Don’t Mess With The Zohan, and let them de-code it. Without me re-watching it, this movie, to me, looks like more military, and more military work, than movies like 13 Hours, and Zero Dark Thirty. And there is a reason Maya says, you are not being fulsome in your replies, that goes back to my hotel chain employer.
Did David choose dachshund dogs, or was he told to get dogs? Dachau dogs? Because dog is also code, for God. It is why the dogs in the movie, UP, are not on leashes, these are actual military men talking to Cherith.
The Downton Abbey man is the same man as in Young Sherlock Holmes, and Sherlock Holmes looks very Russian, and he is the reason I watched that movie over and over again when we lived in Oldsmar.
That DL photo, says, horrifying to me.
Be careful to know the difference, the turn your radio down references in so many movies, just says, when listening, especially when listening inside someone else’s car, the sound is louder, than in normal circumstances, nothing more. Stop following things that are meaningless, and unimportant.
I did hear, an incepted message, at The White House, from a previous employment of mine, from an email employment of mine, and it, to me, just looks like, incompetence. Something, I cannot stand, abide, and abhor, especially within our government.
The Paris killer story, says, true, about psychotic fit, so who is that about?
Do you people really not know that the only reason I got a China call while at Disney, had to do with me choosing my Disneyland Hong Kong lanyard, and that was an intelligence man. I chose an intelligence man with that lanyard, it is why it is seen in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, as me with dark hair.
There was no intel to be gotten from the children who lived in the compound with Bin Laden, most likely, they never had any interaction with him, for their protection. How would I know that?
Take a real look at this, this says, you had people, who’s fucking job it is in intelligence is to capture or kill known terrorists, targets, and they were not willing to kill Bin Laden? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! They had me playing patty-cake with the children in the sandbox? Are you crazy?!