October 4, 2019: READ: WARNING: So, Help Me God

October 4, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

I am trying really hard at the moment, to control my rage and anger.  So, be careful.

Is this really true, did the real Chris Stevens go to Libya within a few days of 9/11, 2012?  Because if this is true, I am really fucking pissed.

If this is true, it would have been a matter of days after my hysterectomy, and I believe my brother was told to leave me alone.  Meaning, after a few days that I returned from the hospital, after my hysterectomy, my brother left me here alone in this house, at someone else’s insistence because if my brother had been here with me at the time that the attack on the diplomatic outpost in Benghazi happened, I could have helped.

However, because I was recovering from surgery, I was in and out of sleep, every day.  For many months.  Even after I was working full-time.  Anyone with the slightest amount of medical knowledge would know that to be true.  It is how the body – recovers, it sleeps.

I am so sick of your shit, Tyrone, this is the last time, from 13 Hours, this is about a man in the White House, who might not, truthfully, had full knowledge about what was going on, um, like, instead of asking me if this is a threat to the White House, they threatened my employment, yet again, and that is how they read me, that I believed it to be a credible threat.  By, yet again, chasing me from one employer, to the next.  Creating instability, never allowing me to have a, norm.

Meaning as soon as I got to a normal, a base level, a place upon which to build my life, they’ve destroyed my own security.  The United States’ own Weapons of Mass Destruction, you’ve allowed to be corrupted from within, shame on you.

Really, you’ve done a shitty job.  Treating me like a lawn mower, a yard person, instead of the person in the White House, speaking to the President.  Please, do not repeat this mistake, again.  For the safety, and protection of American lives, and those of our allies.

I am so beyond rage, I am calm, and you should be scared.

I am really tired of covering up and protecting the mistakes of this FBI man, and others.  Do not do it, again.

The government, is on a budget, from 13 Hours, and yes, Agent Alex, really is code for an intelligence person needing to go to Alcoholics Anonymous, let me show you the picture they used on my house and family: how many people re-roof a house, one shingle at a time?  How many companies would help you, if you asked them to only shingle, one single shingle on a roof at one time?  How many?

Let me slow down and write it again.  Does anyone, shingle a roof, one shingle, at a time?  No.  No one does.

The very reason no one re-shingles a roof, one shingle at a time?  You must remove all the old shingles, to see what is underneath.  Is there any damage?  Any weather damage?  Any water damage?  Is the material beneath the shingles, USABLE AT ALL?  BECAUSE WHAT WOULD BE THE POINT OF RE-SHINGLING A ROOF IF THE FOUNDATION TO WHICH YOU APPLY THE SHINGLES – IS UNUSABLE!

Whoever is responsible for this course of action upon my Plant City home and my current home, I mean it most sincerely, admit your mistakes, come clean because I cannot control my rage at this point.  It is most unfathomable, that these really smart people, our US intelligence, could not see the fatal flaw in their plans, trying to then place the blame upon my family, my family members,  AND OUR GODDAMN ENEMIES AND ALLIES HAVE BEEN SO ENRAGED AT YOUR NEGLIANCE THEY HAVE BEEN WILLING TO ALLOW MURDER AND KILLINGS TO HAPPEN.

STOP CLEANING UP THE MISTAKES AFTER IT HAS HAPPENED, BE THE GODDAMN BEST FUCKING INTELLIGENCE THIS WORLD HAS EVER KNOWN, AND PREVENT THIS SHIT BEFORE A SINGLE CIVILIAN SOUL, EVER HAS KNOWLEDGE ABOUT IT.  SO, HELP ME, GOD!

Literally, someone’s best plan, best course of action that they could put forth was to place upon my families’ home, replace one shingle here, replace one shingle over there, replace another shingle there, replace another shingle here.  You’ve got to be out of your goddamn mind, a child would be able to know, that would never work.

The loss of life is so unbearable to me.  Not just my own family.  The loss of life that is avoidable, preventable.

The brightest minds on the farm, should have been shoving dick in my face, every goddamn day.  Do not be fooled by this.  There is no reason in the world that the only man I have ever made love to has been, my former fiancé.  Shame on you.

Believe in the power of love.  If you believe, in intelligence, at all.

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