October 5, 2019
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I am…a little bit in shock. First, I couldn’t believe it, then I realized it couldn’t have happened without my help. Then, I realized, it looks like it was completely avoidable. I am glad, the guest, was in-house.
If you do not yet, realize, or understand, Franco why I do not love, you, love you. Well, I was sharing, talking with the other FBI man about what happened in this house after I went to the west coast driving, and it appears, whatever relationship that could have been possible, if at all, was doomed – by proxy, and others.
This other FBI man, and I have spoken about this in my home for quite some time, and no one, other than my boyfriend, and this other FBI man, have shown much compassion to me, regarding the loss of my mother.
Human relationship cannot be told to be something. You either feel it, or you don’t. I am not an actress that “pretends” to be friends with people. I can be civil, but if I am your friend, it is not make-believe, it is not an act, it is for real.
Whoever was in charge, or in my home, for so many years, I was told repeatedly, and they did things to my head, making it, in a way, to erase the memories of my mother, including photographs that I had, in a video frame.
The fastest way I can write this is, there was a connection made in my head, to Franco, and the removal of memories of my mother, starting in January 2015. How is it possible to love, or like a man at all, if he does not even allow you to remember your own mother, your own family, your own flesh and blood, especially when, I have spent nearly all my adult life, taking care of my mother. Since the time I was 21 years old.
This other FBI man was quite revolted by this information.
Just like me wanting to make amends with David, and no one allowing us to ever speak. Yeah, it looks like a she, blew that meet because she wasn’t supposed to be in the car, it doesn’t matter if the shei knows what she is doing, I AM their 12, their 12th. I always will be.
He had been my only connection. It is like a person severing and cauterizing emotions, and love from your brain. Of course, I don’t love these people, they took my family from my mind, and it hasn’t been until my boyfriend that I was allowed to feel, again.
I will remind everyone that Casey and I were friends until she asked me to go to the movies with her, and I, declined. Telling her it was not appropriate; I did not like her in such a way, again. It wasn’t the first time I told her, no.
It wasn’t two friends going to a movie, she was asking me out, how completely inappropriate, and Tanya at The Container Store was – straight. Meaning, by way of The Container Store, most likely because someone had figured out the founders were supporting the success of Bin Laden, someone created a cruel hoax, not just upon me, upon the viewing public, that I, not only could not continue my employment at The Container Store, I was a bad person because of this Englishman because both of us are straight. It is more than worrying. This Englishman is a good man.
Yes, this other FBI man is seen as Cal, I am seen as his wife, in the movie, Crazy, Stupid, Love, and the dialogue of, I should have fought for you, does look like a real read, and truthful both in his thinking, and in the minds of others. It doesn’t necessarily mean, he and I are soulmates; however, it has been proven, I do know how to bring men back to their manhood. It’s very important to men. I quite literally mean from a health perspective, it is important to men, to feel, and be men.
I happen to be very good at it.
Guess what, David, you don’t think with your penis, like some men, and there is nothing wrong with that. Obviously, his penis works, rather well. It just says something about David, that he doesn’t think from his penis. Why is David sad?
And, don’t get all crazy because I wrote this man had a sealed top-secret message taped to his torso, follow his torso, if you want to, it will get you nowhere. Details are not the same, as intelligence, or code.
If this California man wants to continue to work, I want my German father to meet him, talk with him, and he needs to have HIS approval. Not joking around on this because this Germany man, will, spot you. From the inside out.
And women, appreciate a man even if he is not a biological father who is willing to fight another man for you, and in this case, kill him.
I have not yet finished, de-coding Crazy, Stupid, Love if people are at all interested. Kevin Bacon, if he was cast on purpose, it says, Footloose.
My mother was not just important to me. Even if my name, was the only name, on the manifest.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 