October 5, 2019
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He gets his jollies pushing around Alphas because he can, from 13 Hours, is a read from a military man about, David. Meaning, David has been psychologically getting off being able to make me feel bad, and feel bad about myself, making himself feel better because he’s made me feel bad, and unloved. Mostly, he uses women to do so.
When it was supposed to be, as it has been made to appear to me, he was supposed to be a means and a way to get intel and military work. He has also allowed his girlfriend’s ex’s and current’s to do the same. Push me around, make me feel bad about myself instead of getting military, or intel work done.
It’s more than a concern. It is close to subversion. It is not supporting the works of the United States government.
It’s a little more than warped for a mind like his. It says juvenille. He has the knowledge to be a better person, and he chooses to be an anger-monster. An anger-monster. He’s much too old for that.
This information is more than disappointing. People have been using it against him, it is another reason they force this unwanted weight upon my flesh.
He’s in real trouble, in my mind. It’s a deal-breaker.