September 14, 2019
BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT CONTENT AND LANGUAGE.
I didn’t proofread this; I am so beyond bored with my rage at all of you. Don’t ever touch me again, David, don’t ever speak to me again, don’t ever let any of David’s girlfriend’s past or present near me again, I will not be held responsible for whatever happens to him or any of them, anymore.
A little ambitious, maybe, from the movie, One Day, should stick with short stories. Well, the truth is, I love short stories. Truthfully, love short stories because they are the abstract art of the literary world, I’ve written this, many times before. After short stories, classical literature is beyond belief, to me. Short stories exist in their own world, it is why they lend themselves so well to film adaption. Yet, classical literature, begs, not asks, begs to be – read. By the author’s own words, they beg you to see them beyond their moments in time and history. If it didn’t, if they didn’t, we wouldn’t still read them today.
He didn’t break the fiddle, from Wuthering Heights, the author put this in there specifically, for her own father’s reputation to be protected as she hinted that Heathcliff was the child from an affair he had out-of-wedlock, and the author specifically, wrote, no, he didn’t break his marriage vows, the fiddle.
Hindley Earnshaw, code: He. Hareton Earnshaw, code: He. Heathcliff, I am sure, a lot of people already know, Heath as the flower, like a woman’s complexion, like a man in love with a woman seen on his face, by the look of him, he is in love with his wife, and cliff, as the cliff’s of Dover.
Catherine Earnshaw Linton, code: wax seal, like letters and orders, and military orders are sealed with candle wax, and a ring. All of this is not really code to be important; however, as the reader, as the audience of the book, you see it and listen to it, and it just makes it interesting – to read.
Hindley also means, hind, like the hind quarters of a horse, the back legs, meaning the author took information, or gossip as it is actually in the writing, of several mean-spirited persons, and placed them in character’s like Hindley.
Emily Bronte obviously loved her real brother, and wanted another child, another brother, probably, to liven up the place, and her family, and herself. She wouldn’t have written her brother so completely devoted to his wife, and devastated by grief by her death, if she didn’t love her brother.
Be careful, when reading, you don’t become complacent, and passively listen and read, and take it all in as the Gospel truth. Think. You’ll get so much more than you wanted. And, most seriously, think, and stop letting the terrorists – win, goddamnit!
Heathcliff and Edgar, code: He. They are both the same person. Edgar, I cannot believe a writer actually chose the name, Edgar. Not even in Victorian times, Edgar? It could only have been done purposefully, to have Edgar seen as the lesser man to Heathcliff, just for the reader and the audience to root for one character over the other. This is not Catherine that needs to decide between two men, this is for the audience’s benefit. It is why we as the reader and audience, then continue to – read.
The name alone, the title alone, Wuthering, is remarkable. The word, Wuthering, has literally stood the test, of time. That is an incredible thing for a writer to be able to accomplish.
It would suggest that Ellen Dean, the servant girl, and, no joke, I cannot believe this is in the movie, Hunter Killer, in dialogue, I’ve worked all your jobs before, as I have been a servant girl in the play, Amadeus, at mt Hood Community College, as a girl no more than thirteen, with boobs and breasts, no joke, that could poke a man’s eye out. How old is she?! The same height I am now, weighing no more than I do now, and with breasts, up to my collar bone. I, myself, would not write this information because I don’t think anything of it; however, it is and has been in the minds, of men.
It would suggest that Ellen Dean is code for education, as in educating those of the lower class, although in the mind of the author, education was not more important, or to be to the exception, of love and marriage. Her writing shows that she thought about the lives of those who served households as being important enough that they have lives and marital life of their own beyond those of just the household, they served.
This pestering in my mind, yes, I believe Josh Hartnett was probably cast as me, in the movie, Black Hawk Down, a military movie, to show, and be seen as me, having, all heart, especially where the military is concerned. Military strategy is fun. I have no idea why people make it into such a bloated belly, or ballooned bottom, strategy, military planning and thinking, is fun!
Heathcliff and Edgar are the same person, be careful not to think of it just as it is written as not wanting to marry beneath her social class. How dirty you look, this is just a way to picture and describe manners, and the author, Emily Bronte, challenged the double standard of men and women in how women had to behave and talk in order just to be feminine. To me, Emily Bronte, was very feminine, and she saw nothing wrong with thinking that it was acceptable for a woman to be seen, not as an equal to a man, be careful, but the with power to be able to persuade and think, and have knowledge that a man would value, need, want, and desire. Because men need that, some men, really need that in a woman they marry.
It’s nothing really that earth-shattering. It is ahead of its time, or we wouldn’t still be reading it, today.
People who still read the book, Wuthering Heights, today, continue to read it because we understand the desire, the pain, the hurt, the wanting for someone, the wanting to be loved, and we forgive the untruth’s, the violence, the bad behavior because we know it is not factual, it is a book, and we all as human beings want and desire to be loved, on earth, and not just in Heaven, by our Heavenly father.
I will write that again, we want to be loved here on earth, and not just by our Heavenly father. We know it to be a truth, or God wouldn’t have made us His children. His children to be loved here on earth, so that God would in turn, also, be happy to see His children, loved.
Strength of spirit, determination of mind, the gravitas of person that people listen to because it is truth because it is the truth; ideals, virtues, character, the will of soul and mind. These do not just live and are formed in the male mind, or men would never marry women. Don’t get them confused. Or, if men married women, they would never speak to them. They would use them for body parts and nothing more, and this is not true, men desire and need the companionship and affection of their wives, and children. They need it, like the air they breathe, need it, or these character’s because it could not read true if no one has never seen this happen in a real person, in real life, die – from heartbreak, and grief. From the loss of love.
I truly find it unbelievable that anyone finds, any of this, interesting at all. Or, anything I write to be interesting at all, but then, perhaps, people have trained that out of me, since being here in Florida, or perhaps, I will just not allow that part, or side, that ego part of my brain, turn that side of your brain off, maybe you’re in the wrong meeting, from the movie, The Bourne Legacy, to exist within my mind-set for the benefit of my own self.
Arrogance, ego, are truly disgusting, or we wouldn’t have heroes. No, I’m have no evil plan, I’m no villain, from Sherlock, I am no hero either, I am just a girl, just a woman, and I have no real idea why they’ve placed me in so many movies.
No, I never wanted to act again. I placed my mother in a nursing home, I lost weight, for the sole purpose, for the only reason, to get married, so I could start a family of my own. If I didn’t feel it was a must, a need beyond, I would never have left my mother in the care of other’s. You’ve all gotten wrong.
My mother told me once when we lived in California, when I was very young, the movies, are not real. She wanted to make sure I understood, movies are make-believe, the actions, like sex, don’t actually happen on the set, the blood, the sound effects, none of it real. And that is true; however, it stuck in me. Because they truth is, I am real, and I am in the movies, most of it, intelligence. Most likely, my best supporting actress award from middle school, the reason when I heard the announcement over the speakers in middle school, this is in the movie, Grease, that a drama club was starting was probably just there way of getting the information to me about the work, I’d already done as a child. I’ve never thought I was a great actress, or singer, or a great performer of anything. I am; however, better than anyone in the history of the world, at things like defeating, terrorism.
One reason the author might have used imagery like dirt and dirty, was to show a distinction between social classes, and it suggests that Emily Bronte might have had a secret crush, or a real man, like a stable boy whom she found worthy enough, to be seen beyond his job and work. The way she describes the way Edgar looks at Catherine, is to show, and for us the audience and reader to see the difference between love as husband and wife. In the mind of the author, as it appears to me, she doesn’t really see them as different people, Heathcliff and Edgar, she does and she doesn’t, it makes it more interesting of a read for them to be, different people.
In Twilight, did anyone, did someone actually believe that the women from the amazon being able to make people blind, was supposed to be a literal – truth? It’s not, blind, pay no attention to them being from the Amazon, it was just a way to describe global, or world, and not just one country, blind says, no joke, Kunta Kinte, from Star Trek, Star Trek says, Dr, Livingston, Kunta Kinte, says, Reading Rainbow, as in biblical, God’s promise after the flood, and teaching children to read and be literate. Have a little faith, from the movie, Leap Year and Star Wars about saving mankind’s souls for God.
There was a lot of white noise after 9/11, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, means there was a lot of black noise, this is about the black woman who went with me to the movie, The Matrix instead of a man of suitable dateable material – that was ordered by people, and came home to my mother having a stroke, there’s that loose wire again, from the movie, Up, my cat Snowball was on the chair with my mother, as though placed there, on purpose, just as I arrived home, and Snowball, I am sorry to write, had somehow, played with a loose wire on our second refrigerator, in the middle of the night, or it was done purposefully, all I remember is her being electrocuted, by the loose wire and lived.
They are after your house, from the movie, Up, means they had people purposefully damaging and destroying our home, like causing our sunroom to leak when it rained, probably so they could get payment for work done on our home, and then orders, for jobs and work, such is as seen in Zero Dark Thirty with the prayer rug, and your gonna get the money for me, without realizing, the work that would or could have been ordered to repair OUR HOUSE, COULD HAVE ACTUALLY COST AMERICANS THERE LIVES! YOU DUMB FUCKS! YOU DUMB HILLBILLY HICKS THINKING OUR HOUSE AND MY FAMILY WERE NOBODY’S AND SHOULD BE PICKED UPON!
The doorbell kept ringing, from Sherlock, I put it in the fridge, code: IP, meaning, IP address, it, in, two eyes, the fridge. Most likely, this is again about the many attempts I had on losing weight and weight loss, like weight-loss shakes, that I purchased for weeks, and never cheated, and never lost so much as a pound or so, no joke, literally. You dumb fucks!
This just can’t be, it cannot be, I have, I have always wondered and doubted when my mother and I travelled to Quebec, Canada, I believed the movies, you know, that Frenchmen, Frenchpersons either French Canadians or French from France would always be able to tell the difference between a real French speaking person, and an American speaking, French. When in Quebec City, specifically, I said, Bonjour, to every salesperson of every shop I visited because it was custom and polite to return the, Bonjour. They always, I mean, every person, always, responded in full French speaking, telling me of sales and this or that, and I was literally blown away, as in unable to really determine if they were sincere in believing I spoke good enough French from one word, that I must know more, or if they were simply being polite. And, well, polite, in matters of speech, are not really, very French.
You can’t go I’m pregnant, from Sherlock, is to my English handler who was with me when I was with Michael, who did not know, I was in danger with Michael, and because I was with child. Self-defense in advance, he would not have been able to get there in time. And, he had no idea, they were planning to kill me, and him.
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