September 16, 2019
BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.
I didn’t proofread this. This is an all-male household and neighborhood, no WOMEN ALLOWED! It suggests that David knowingly hurts me with his women because he enjoys watching me hurt and suffer. Stay away from me, David.
Oh my God, oh my God, Oh my God, oh my God! Oh my f’ing God! Please everyone, stop pretending any of you have the vaguest notion of what the actual code is in movie, television, and most specifically, in Sherlock.
Did any of you think you were in any way protecting me by telling me, I cannot go underneath the belt? The reason they claim they fired me.
Have I committed suicide? Have I committed Hari Kari? No.
The Royal guard who dies from a knife in his belt, this episode of Sherlock, please stop pretending you people have any knowledge of my childhood, my life, and who I actually am. It was not meant for you to take into your own hands. It was meant for me to discover, and learn, and know, this is about me, and nothing more. Please stop decoding as if it was Gospel. Literal.
Some of you didn’t actually know you were in these films and television until I wrote about it and told you. My boyfriend, God love him, didn’t realize that was not actually him in the film, either. And, I wrote, I would have approved him, I didn’t say I did approve him, yet. I had to work with him.
It is also in Twilight, if you were smart, you wouldn’t want to be my friend. Well, guess fucking what? I didn’t. I told you not to let him near me; however, there are more people involved then are sometimes seen, or in film. I did discover that when I got to work, not everything was, let just say, not everyone is a reader, and some men are better at it then others. He is a rather interesting man because of it. He is able to read people off of other people, not everyone is able to do that. Or, perhaps, if truth be told, he’s learned it off of me, he’s learned it from me.
I told you people, you should have been shoving dick in my face, all these years, instead of hands and loneliness.
I didn’t want to alarm anyone, mostly myself, I got so overheated, dehydrated, from just a few short minutes, it really is no laughing matter, being overcome by the heat, and heat, can happen in a matter of minutes. Check the statistics. Check the fatality statistics of body temperatures. It can happen in a matter of minutes and most people are not able to do anything about it.
I thought I was ok, other than I couldn’t get out of bed, too much acid in my stomach, I heaved all the bile, and a coughing fit started, not much coughing, and it looked like blood, I was coughing up blood. It’s a little extreme.
I’m ashamed of you all.