October 7, 2019
BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGAUGE AND CONTENT.
Somebody needs to tell me; this really isn’t true. Someone needs to tell me my own government really didn’t do this to me. To my unborn child. To my future family. Before I really get angry.
I regret everything about Michael. I regret every moment, I ever had with Michael. I do not have one memory of Michael that I will take with me, until the end of time. He never, for one moment, had my heart. It was quite obvious. It doesn’t take a reader of people to see, I never loved Michael.
How I wish I had been on birth-control, and never gone internationally with Michael.
Somebody needs to tell me that our own US intelligence did not, once it was confirmed I was pregnant, our own US intelligence, this FBI man, did not use my unborn child as a bartering tool, by placing death threats and such upon my person, to entice foreign persons to enter the United States’ borders – just as a way to capture these men.
Because you failed.
If that is what happened, just as is seen in one of the Bourne movies, I’m going to wait until the next guys tries to kill you – you failed. You failed, and it is seen in the movie, Infinity War, with this dialogue, there was no other way.
This California man because I have no other way to reference him, is seen in 13 Hours, as the guy who super-charges the wi-fi, and that is just to say, he is a computer guy. Meaning, being able to read people intelligently like this German man did, my Germany father read Michael in a second and lost his fucking shit because my Germany father is a brain-thinker, and a brain-thinker is a person that can think, like a chess game, not just for the present circumstance, but for years and decades. Decades.
It is possible, Osama Bin Laden would never have been news, had I remained in California, when I was asked by my mother to go to California. My mother had already asked me to leave once, go to military school, something I love, I said, no. Go to California, ok, I’ll go. Very similar to Penny in The Rescuers when asked to go get the diamond.
This Californian man is seen as Neo, from The Matrix, waking up to his computer screen, Follow the white rabbit. That was a lesson for him to learn. He was and is, supposed to follow me. He, in recent months has shown me, he doesn’t have it, he cannot do it. He might be good at other work, but he has failed to realize the full gravity of decisions.
I see no one here who understands, the severity – of insults, and the consequences they bring.
This man sent me back to Florida because he was not interested in being my boyfriend. However, did he even think he could have been a guy friend at all? A guy I knew? He had no more interest in doing more work with me than what he had done at the restaurant? That should have been a flag, to someone.
A guy who had just done some excellent work thwarting and capturing terrorists and terrorism, and he did not want to work with me, the person who helped bring him that information, again? It says, insecure.
I am trying really hard, to reign in my rage, this Californian man is seen in this dialogue, in 13 Hours, and this is really more serious than it appears which is why it is in 13 Hours the movie that is trying to correct mistakes, my daughter’s drinking, and the drinking is supposed to represent sex, it is to say, my daughter’s having sex, and the tone the actor says the line is an accurate read of this Californian man, not being able to fully realize, everything that was at stake with me, my person, my family, and my body.
How is it, I know my name?
The danger to me returning to Florida, has nothing to do with the real Hannibal Lecter, and that means I probably know the real Hannibal Lecter’s name, it is probably what they spoke (inaudibly) to me, and I slightly turned my head to the parking lot in front of me, and gave a small nod.
This FBI man did he really figure out, or was it someone else, that my name is Weapons? It is the reason I was hired, I knew my name, as Weapons. This name was given to me. Given to me. I didn’t make it up. I didn’t ask for it. It was given to me, as a child, in California. How many decades did it take them, working with me everyday to figure out, my name is Weapons?
My German man, my Germany father did not get out-ranked, or out-voted, he was not in the country when it happened. He was not in country.
I am really appalled.
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