October 14, 2019
BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.
Lest anyone failed to witness, see, I am – a little pissed. A very simple thing blown waaaaaay out of proportion, the size of my body. I am unwilling, anymore. I will not kowtow, I am resolute. I have no more plans for any other food to be eaten other than what is remaining in my home. When that is gone, I will be gone. I do not accept the conditions of this – what feels like – surrender. I will be me, or I will not be – at all.
I do not accept the less than the greatest, strongest reflection and being of myself, I do not accept your failed attempts, your failed – physical attempts of my person.
I am resolute.
You just lost Weapons.
You lost Weapons – by following your own selfish needs, your own sexual agendas.
To begin with I would not yet be writing this morning if it wasn’t for this motherfucker irritating the bejesus out of me – just to get me to my computer, for some reason because I no longer see a purpose for it. So, these are my notes taken starting back from the morning of October 11, 2019 before I went to the Honda dealership, until today, October 14, 2019. If they are in any way relevant, anymore.
There was a photo, profile of Brianna, that shows she has some sort of body dysmorphia. Mostly meaning, she – does not accept her body for what it is. Not that she wants or desires a different body shape, she does not accept her own body, as her own. Probably goes along with sexual abuse.
The chubby faced child, fat girl photo, just says, Brianna is looking for someone to blame, most likely, for her actions. Meaning she is unwilling to take responsibility for her actions.
If a person is unwilling to take responsibility for their actions, they are not sorry, penitent, for their actions.
If Brianna really flipped her shit about David and I talking, or working together at Disney, it says, again, she uses sex as a control. Again, the purpose, the only reason people have sex (in her mind), is to control the other person. There is a fine line there, meaning, whoever initiates the sex, seeks to control the other person with pleasure.
Because those are such small degrees, and not SCREAMING IN YOUR FACE WRONGDOINGS, it’s a little unnerving. It’s unnerving, no one has been able to reach Brianna, and attach her brain. They’ve let her prance around like a spoiled child. It’s like driving along in your car on a road, seeing a dead body, a corpse, in the middle of the road, and just driving by with no reaction, and you continue to drive by every day, and do not react.
Brianna’s female friends also say, Brianna is a little perverse in the choice of her female friends. Not normal, not natural, it suggests she seeks power and control over her female friendships. So, that would suggest she, in herself, realizes she has an inability to control her own emotions, rationalize her thinking, and be an adult. In her mind, she is still in high-school, high-school thinking, high-school mentality, and not a Senior in high-school, she is still a Freshman in high-school. She’s rather too old for that thinking.
If she is still a Freshman in her mind, it suggests, trauma, that she is not able to deal with, or overcome, or more importantly, acknowledge.
Brianna also, uses sex as means of control. Meaning she controls other people with having sex with them, and she sees it as a way other people have controlled her. Be careful to note, this says, she has never seen sex, as lovemaking. That’s a little alarming, if this is true.
David and Brianna did post a video online with David spanking Brianna on a bed, and her “getting off” on it, like it was sexually pleasurable. At the time, I didn’t think much of it. That, in and of itself, is not necessarily a bad thing, or hurtful between consenting adults. I personally, am in no way interested, in that kind of sexual gratification.
To me personally, its immature. Lacks depth and meaning. To me personally, if the only way a person can be sexually aroused is through physical pain, it’s an alarm. A warning sign.
So be careful people because there has been a lot on television and in the movies, normalizing physical violence, and sex.
I do not believe making love and violence go together, at all.
Sex can be violent. You can get off, cum, with violent sex, that does not make it – love. There is a difference. Do not fall into the trap, of loving an abuser because you are a person that has been abused. Also, do not get confused, if a family member or other person has abused you, and they asked for forgiveness, and you’ve forgiven them, and still love them because they are family or a person, human being, do not confuse that, with physical love.
There are waaaay too many people around me with really warped ideas and notions of love, and not being able to understand the difference between physical love, and a love, like faith, that cannot be seen.
Belly of MS looks like a credible profile.
Far right photo of male, bride bouncer news story, has something in the photo of the man that is supposed to read as an enemy of the United States and its allies, and it is not. He is, most obviously, not an enemy. He is super pissed because of what a woman – not me – did to his pride, reputation, his ego, his standing in the community in his country and the world, and so on. Far left male in the photo says, I told you so.
I took notes on this, and do not remember to what reference or news story this goes at present – Coffee, funny, I have to hold my nose when I laugh because I haven’t really laughed since the discovery of the Edison scam.
The door with the stairs in the Salon, in Zohan, I know it. I know that door. I know those stairs, and they are not in this country.
Explain the fat bastard you keep placing on my skin.
This USPS business that has this FBI man’s former partner attached to it says, Drama Queen. Something I am not. Something I abhor, drama, with no meaning, or logical purpose.
Previously written – What I just saw says, that the FBI man’s former lesbian partner, is terrified out of her mind, over me, and Germany. Germany could mean, what happened in Germany, a mistake she made about me and Germany, and/or what has happened because of her decisions.
The re-creation of my Toyota (mother’s car) car accident in January 2015 looks like people were trying to create a cover-up story about the real meaning, the real purpose, the true motives behind my car accident in January 2013.
It also looks, like they were then, trying to frame or place blame upon my brother with the second car accident.
Also, a detail, I did build, on my laptop computer, in this house, several “Matrix” vehicles. It was the car I looked at a lot, as wanting to purchase, I like the body shape of the vehicle. And, what would happen if I, Cherith had my name, on a loan, in title of a Matrix vehicle? Looks, like someone was willing to kill me to make sure, I never owned a Matrix. So, no one would have any knowledge, whatsoever, about brain research. The Matrix, specifically, is all about, brain research.
The Shepard Smith news story is very surprising. Really, what is that about?
You people really need to get over what you think men’s boxers mean, they are the closest thing to shorts that I have, could afford, and own, and Florida is always hot. I wear them around the house because I do not have any other sort of shorts that I can wear casually.
When I worked at Home Depot that is when this notion of Cherith eating pizza, started into motion. It is a death threat to England, to the UK, to Benedict Cumberbatch, and to myself, by showing the world a heavy-set African American woman, extremely large and droopy breasted, and a small African American boy, child who looked out the glass door and stared at the BP, British Petroleum gas station.
Let me explain that further, it is a death threat – BY GAINING WEIGHT, AND TURNING – FAT!
They again, repeated the death threat while I worked at Amazon, at the Red 2, station 10, meant to be the White House, with the African American Marilyn at the opposite station, allowing a terrorist to BASH MY HEAD IN, causing pain and suffering that lasted weeks. I had to ice my head for weeks to recover.
This news story of Ukraine and Maria Yovanovitch says, both the former lesbian partner and her lover of the FBI man are, bitter, mean-spirited, close to vengeful, angry. It is not in the photo; however, it shows they’ve placed their own needs, their own sexual agenda above, their job. It’s tricky and deceiving.
Trump immunity photo is the strongest photo I have ever seen him. That photo, that is the message you want to send to the world.
Raising the rent in, Zohan, starting with the shorter man in the electronics store (shorter man being the man from the LA, Mexican restaurant) and the taller, white male with a briefcase (being this man who worked in the White House, when I got an “email”), shows the California man looking an idiot, in response to the White House, by failing to understand, and comprehend what was stake concerning my person.
Raising the rent, is a storytelling means of describing, men who follow Cherith, the white rabbit. It’s more complex than the movie shows it to be, raising the rent, most of all, is describing, how it works, how they’ve followed me, and who I am to them.
It is not really a good thing, that this California man is seen, as dismissing White House communications.
I earn right, 13 Hours, just says, Cherith and her family were not earning enough money to be able to BE THE MEANS OF GETTING COMMMUNICATIONS THROUGH TO THE WHITE HOUSE. It would be very frustrating if a country was seeking help, seeking assistance from the United States, and the US responded with so much as, the check is in the mail, and not much other communication, and this continued – for years – another country seeking assistance from the United States and the best we, no, you, I am not including myself in that thinking because I know what would have done better, was tell the other country over and over and over, and it could have been – decades, and not just years, we are working on funding, we are coming with the money, or truthfully, how it looks, the check is in the mail, hang up.
Let me explain further, let me show you the picture in my mind, as I see it, another country, respectfully, earnestly, steadfast in need asks, the United States for assistance by telephone, they get a receptionist, as far as a receptionist in an office, the receptionist responds with only these words, the check is in the mail, and she then, hangs up.
If you were another country, how long you would continue to trust the United States?
This thinking, or mode of operating, goes back to when my mother and I went to Germany. We received a free or paid airline tickets, and nothing else. Food, lodging, rental car, insurance, airport transportation, excursions, all out of pocket expenses. Where was that money supposed to come from? And, if you place it all on a credit, how do you pay the credit card off?
It is a thinking and mentality of a person who is unable to grasp the concept of a budget, or expenses. While we were in Germany, I think it is why my mother tried to get an earlier flight home. The airline tickets were probably, the least expensive to purchase, compared with the other expenses.
My mother was very financially, savvy. How many people calculate the minimum payment on a credit card? How many people know what it means to calculate a minimum payment on a credit card? I’ll explain, if you pay so much money by this date the interest rate is X amount. If you make another payment by this date the interest rate is this, or X amount, and so on.
This is back in 1988 before they put that sort of information in any credit card statement. Okay? Place it in context.
And, people were aware my mother was financially savvy, and it is one way they could use a stereotype of Jewish people being financially aware, and my mother. If you followed that, it would lead you nowhere, and those who knew better, would be able to see you for a fool.
What’s the Chief’s number one rule, 13 Hours? What’s the one rule in comedy? The absolute truth about comedy is that, it must be true, it must be truthful. Zohan wouldn’t be so funny, if it wasn’t true.
Example, here’s a joke, Today the sky turned orange, and the sun turned brown. Did you laugh? Would anyone laugh? What’s funny about that sentence? Nothing. The sky is not orange, the sun is not brown, and the person telling the joke looks like a dunce.
That’s why Zohan was so funny to me, too – true.
Jesus Walks, Kanye West, I listened to this song because this has been bothering me for years. I remember being watching from behind me, in my car, another vehicle following me, in my neighborhood, with my windows down, and this song, Jesus Walks, on the radio.
I listened to this song, every time it was on the radio. It is a powerful song. It is a strong song. I want to know why these white Americans – what looked like young adults – were doing tailing me. Because I don’t like it. It doesn’t look good, again, for America, and Americans.
The real problem, I stood apart, on the Obama campaign, I stood apart. When I dressed myself, I stood apart even in a crowd. I did not look like I was from Florida. Floridian’s have a sort of dulled, washed too many times polo shirt look to them. Dull, not bright, not crisp, not finished, not pulled together, sloppy, messy, not chic, not definitive, and not in touch with global concerns.
Conceal, don’t feel from Frozen also says, don’t let the world know Cherith is the real person doing the real work, um, it’s not a good thing. Example, the night I went to work (my most recent former employer) went to look where my station would be, and I looked to one side, and saw the results of my previous night’s work of capturing terrorists, AND I IMMEDIATLEY WAS SO OVER-JOYED I BEGAN JUMPING UP AN DOWN WITH SCREAMS OF YIP-PEE, SO MUCH SO ALL THE CONTENTS ON MY POCKETS FELL TO THE FLOOR, and when I went to pick them up off the floor, that is when they allowed another person, a woman to view and share in my achievement of the captures, and a switch happened.
A switch, just like in The Matrix, not like this, not like this, and the character dies, is like a brain switch having been read going back to the early nineties, probably, of at least one person, who should never have been involved – in my work.
It’s a deceitful and dishonest person. Warning.
This other FBI man should look at my Christmas tree profile, if he hasn’t already. No one has done anything with my Christmas Tree profile. Is it too difficult? Too complex? Or would it reveal too many high-level personnel?
“They’re just mad, we look good doing it.” This is very true. It’s shocking to me. It’s true.
Analysis: The Greta video I saw: you should be worried, she appears nervous, not resolute in her beliefs. She looks like an actress. You had about 30 seconds of active listening at the beginning, and that’s all. People stopped listening when she started talking about statistics. We will never forgive you? And people applauded? What is that about? Why would that receive applause?
Frozen, elated or gassy? Did anyone notice the inconsistency? If a person is gassy, they do not take their fist to their chest, they hold their stomach. It says, gassy means something else? And did anyone notice?
The, nothing in my way from, Frozen and then she hits, or bumps into a horse, these are details, is all. The time I was grooming, or brushing a horse, 4-H, twelve, thirteen years old, and the horse moved his hoof, and stepped on my right foot, and that is why you wear BOOTS when riding horses, or around horses.
It’s just a detail for me to remember, same place, same stable, same time, same horse that I was riding around the ring, and an adult male watching spoke another language – inaudibly, most likely Russian, as the horse was bucking, and they probably used another inaudible means to get the horse to buck, and I held on as the horse was bucking until I heard – DO YOU GET IT KNOW, HOW MUCH NOISE AND COMMOTION WOULD BE GOING ON AROUND A PERSON AS THE HORSE THEY ARE ON IS BUCKING? And yet, I heard inaudibly, Russian, so much as, did he say fall off? So, I did.
It is likely, he wouldn’t have been able to reveal why the horse bucked, why I fell off, and that is why I didn’t get any more horse-riding lessons.
Nothing in my way, Frozen, also says Shoo-Shoo, meaning my cat they killed because I stopped an attempt on the President of the United States at that time, it is also, I’ve written this, in Raiders of The Lost Arc, when they run the man over in the vehicle, Indy is driving.
This University job I had when I locked the building every night, is disturbing, in that the woman I replaced when my shift started was a Hispanic woman with a Hispanic accent, and she made a comment about wanting to have her period as long as possible. That it was best for the female body. It is an unusual thing to say or comment about with no other basis or conversation to connect it to.
The CIA man in 13 Hours wearing the blazer at the compound at the beginning of the movie, is me, in Washington DC, 2013 when I arrived at the airport, arrived and checked into my hotel. When they caught a man (while I was in the Metro) because I was moving, travelling, and they were following. I wore a black turtleneck (Frozen) and a cowl-neck sweater (Champion sports) all bought at Target, a blazer, and a winter coat, skirt, tights, knee-high boots. All completely normal given the location and time of year.
Guess what else I purchased at Target somewhere between 2000 and 2004? Sheets. Bed sheets, that I still have. It is another reason Sherlock is dressed in bedsheets at Buckingham Palace.
The difference between Michael and Zohan, like, how can you drink this soda? Is meant to show the difference in constitutions between my mother and myself. Closest comparison, my mother is Mr. Glass, and I am Thor.
Super charged wi-fi from 13 Hours says my personal X-Box, that my brother brought with him when he moved back to Plant City, Florida (bought at a pawn shop) says, there was a hidden camera in the X-Box, or reading the games I was playing, It also says, my brother asked me to get two video games, Assassin’s Creed and Formula 1 Racing that he paid for with a personal check (a detail, Michael, my former fiancé, paid for my abortion with his check from his bank) from his bank. It shows, premeditation and motive, and plotting for my car accident.
There is a dangerous difference between reading and following.
The movie Legally Blonde and Clueless go together. Legally Blonde is about a handler whose life was in danger because a stylist my mother knew, gave me a perm, not in a salon, at her home, and melted all my hair. I had long hair that had to be cut to about the distance between your thumb, and your index finger, and that was after weeks of putting treatments and conditioners on my hair. It took days for my hair to dry from the outside strands of hair. It’s rather severe.
Removal of Babee Bear’s eye says, they injured my cat’s eye, it swelled more than twice the normal size sending me to the vet with him. I put drops in his eyes for days, and it didn’t work, leaving the only course of action to remove his right eye means, there was a threat to the Tammy Faye and Jim Baker children when I worked at WORSHIP, it is the reason they were brought to WORSHIP to be seen by me, and it looks like just by being seen by me, they were given a protection from – whatever, wherever the threat was. I don’t like you hurting my cats, just because I saved someone else’s life.
William Parrish from Meet Joe Black, code: Widow’s Peak. I used to have a more pronounced widow’s peak. Bangs or no bangs? Probably the reason the brown-haired woman in Zero Dark Thirty has bangs, and this other man, did NOT want me to have bangs. He wanted me to scare these motherfuckers before they could even THINK about planning any attacks.
Don’t be misled in Frozen, there is no monster in Elsa. The imagery of sending up sheets of ice between Elsa and the common folk, UM, YOU FUCKING WANT THAT SHIT! YOU’LL NEVER EVEN KNOW – USUSALLY – WHEN IT HAPPENS. AND, YOU’RE WELCOME!
AND GUESS WHAT, DUMB FUCK, AMERICANS. THESE ARE FOREIGN, NOT NATURAL BORN CITIZEN’S LIVING IN THESE UNITED STATES SEEING CHERITH AS THE PROTECTOR OF THE UNITED STATES AND THE WORLD.
SO, SHUT THE FUCK UP!
The female Salon owner in Zohan, is a real read, of a real man, that understood my physical body then in 1995, 1996, and my mental image of who I wanted to be, and how I saw myself, in body size – were making me unhappy. I wanted to be small and petite, similar to the female Salon owner in Zohan. The black color of her hair just says, it has been seen and read that Cherith loves all kinds of men, and their hair color is irrelevant.
Something happened the day my brother and I went to First Watch (second time) for Brunch. We waited outside for a table (about 30 to 45 minutes) I was dressed in a running outfit, or workout clothing, I didn’t change from what I was already wearing when my brother stopped for a visit and suggested we have a meal, and while we were waiting a helicopter sat on the restaurant roof, again.
Did this Sona? Did this former lesbian partner of the FBI man subvert the efforts of my firing (Amazon) because she didn’t want the other FBI man to learn the truth? About Bin Laden? And my time here in Florida?
The FBI man is seen in, The Matrix, as Neo, as not being the One through Trinity because of his lesbian female partner.
The Irish coffeepot set I purchased at QVC says, the lawsuit of the woman who had coffee spilled in her lap, and sued McDonald’s. Although, don’t follow that. It just says, McDonald’s. McDonald’s says I was seen as a young girl in McDonald’s in Gresham, Oregon, and that says, the playground at McDonald’s, and that says, children. Playground, children.
Stank house, 13 Hours, does not say, Zombieland, it says, Tank, House, meaning I used to wear nothing but tank tops and shorts when we lived in Plant City when I took care of my mother. It was always too hot in the house, for me. And, all I could afford.
Don’t touch me, I don’t want to hurt you, Frozen, used when I worked at Dillard’s, and it could mean, don’t go, or looks like a don’t go. Not a flinch.
David used the word, obsessed with Edison in this house, the first night. The word sent me to thinking, I am not obsessed with David. It says, there was already a concern and problem with Courtney having a fixation, dangerous to be around me, and obsession with me as a pet, or toy, or seeing me as something other than a person.
Chris, the actor, Zero Dark Thirty, there really was a Chris in our theater group, and he asked me if I wanted to feel his ass, I did. Hard as a fucking rock, and I left my hand there, for some time, imagining his ass. I never believed the Chris in my theater group when he told a story about Afghanistan. It sounded made up.
It goes together with this young kid adult in our theater group who asked me if I wanted to go to a shooting range with him. I said, no because it said, shooting range, caution. It caused me to ask him why he thought I would want to shoot? So, a caution, and the caution could have been a person.
So, be advised, be aware, the strongest male, of all the men in my theater group was, David. Strongest physically, strongest mentally. Hmm, I wonder why I would be attracted to the strongest male? Oh yeah, I don’t wonder, I know.
Chris, from my theater group goes together with Eric that I met at Panera, Eric goes together with Mandy from The Container Store. Chris, Eric, Mandy, go together with Boone from 13 Hours.
Before I met Eric at a restaurant, he texted me that he didn’t drink alcohol. I don’t drink, code: I, Department of Defense. I was immediately surprised, uh, he does drink alcohol, the real man.
Before I met him, I had an interview for Sales Trainer at The Container Store, I didn’t get it. I was told I was rude to Sally, I interrupted her, or some other lame excuse, where are my manners, 13 Hours.
I got to the location, to the meet, to the restaurant, to Panera – ahead of schedule. I didn’t change my clothes from my work clothes. I didn’t really feel like a date, date. You walk into Panera, the food ordering was to the left, and the seating was to the right, I, immediately sat down. I had no desire to eat, or order anything. Why? So, what did they have planted at the food counter?
Because it would be normal for me, or anyone, to at the least, order a beverage, a coffee, something. I had no desire, whatsoever. I sat facing the door, so I could see him as he approached, entered, or walked in.
Eric ordered food, a Fuji chicken salad (not my favorite at Panera), a smoothie, and a sandwich. It just says the man has an appetite, and his physique wasn’t obese, he wasn’t rail-thin either, it’s probably a close approximation to the real man. I ate some food from his salad, and that, if anyone was noticing, just says, I was comfortable.
Eric texted me a photo of an antique (Pawn shop) wedding ring on his pinkie finger. It’s a little forward for never having met a man before. He also shared of photo of him, after having worked out, on an orange motorcycle (orange motorcycle goes together with the blue motorcycle before my hysterectomy 2012, crashed in pieces, and a Sheriff walking around the rubble, I looked at the Sheriff, meaning the biggest threat, blue motorcycle was repeated often while I worked on the Obama campaign, meaning, I saw it several times thereafter) that was taken from the back seat of another moving vehicle. Point of view of the photo, man on the motorcycle, left.
Pretext, I was in my own home, after coming home from work and getting the mail before I met Eric, 2013. I was at my kitchen counter in my home when Eric, texted me and asked me what I was doing, and I answered, truthfully, opening my mail, doing household stuff, etc.
Whatever happened at Panera because I didn’t order food, here is the tell, Eric told me he liked my clutch, wallet that was on the table. These are just details, it was a Coach black wallet with pink tab pulls, and my phone was in and out of the wallet.
This man must have teleconferenced me most of the time, being in and out of the country, through the televisions here in my home and at The Container Store.
I’m sexy and I know it, I do have a gun in my cubbie and I will use it, 13 Hours, this is me seeing this really man-man through Mandy. I have a gun in my cubbie and I will use it, my response, my read of him, I know, and he is adorable.
Isn’t he adorable? He is so adorable. Really big man, has killed people, been in battle, been to war, and Cherith says, he’s so adorable.
So, what was the problem? Why didn’t they use Eric instead of Edison? Because I liked this adorable man?!
Oh, look at him, he has a gun, he’s been to battle, he knows how to kill people, isn’t he adorable!
YOU PEOPLE ARE MORONS!
Did he get rid of me? Or, did you people FUCK UP AGAIN?!
Oh, he’s so adorable.
You people look like idiots!
It looks like the only reason they used Edson is because he is malleable – by women. And this big man would not be malleable – by women. He would; however, listen to me. IDIOTS!
Mandy, Jack Silva your late as usual, 13 Hours, Mandy telling me being late was becoming a problem, I was not able, at the time, to tell her there was a problem in house, in my house because he’d (this man through Eric) had been watching me through the television here in my home, and Edison had since been in my home. There is a lot of confusing chatter, I was getting around that time, around my person, I was trying to figure out, and most of it, just looks like confusion.
This late problem goes together with the Beer and Bourbon fest I went to in 2014 before I met Edison. Meaning, there was or is a Rachel and Roy problem, meaning, people using Rachel and Roy, I don’t like, and were not good, or good enough.
I saw David across the street at the Beer and Bourbon fest, at a Bourbon tasting, there were two young (twenties) men to my right, the one furthest my right wore cheap wayfarer style sunglasses, the sort you would buy at a gas station, or drug store, for a few dollars, the other male closest to my left was somewhat Hispanic looking and both of them said and read, on what planet (because they were both eyeballing me like they had a chance) would either of you men be able to speak to me, let alone, date me?
The last thing I had at that Beer fest was a sample of Mexican beer around 3:30pm. I was supposed to believe I over-drank. Um, it doesn’t happen to me, on my own, not ever. I have an internal – and some, maybe not all people will understand this and know about it – governor all my own, that does not allow me to drink into a black out. I’ve never done it in all my life. If I feel myself while drinking going over, I stop, or I eat, usually, I just stop. I know it.
However, the real truth is I was at a food sampling booth from a restaurant with Twist, or Twisted, or something in the name like that, I was facing the Performing Arts Center, my back was to the benches across the park, a man was watching me, and the woman (most likely, had no idea the information she was giving) at the booth gave information or acknowledged me in some way.
Because she gave information about me in some way, they drugged me, somehow, probably planted something, they knew I was going to use in my home, and I woke up about 7:30 am, the next day. They probably also used the cameras and audio in this home somehow. That’s a long time. From 3:30 pm to 7:30 am, that’s a lot of hours.
It says there was a leak, a problem, a big concern, that no one has corrected in this home, with the camera’s and monitoring of me in this home. It’s not just a death threat to me, or my family, it goes to everyone I was friends with on social media, and at The Container Store, every profile on eHarmony, and every man I met, dating.
It also, goes together with Lauren at The Container Store, saying she didn’t want to get pregnant (and was) because she couldn’t drink during pregnancy. That goes together with my hysterectomy. It just says, problem.
Lauren’s husband, I liked, and he said he had a man crush on Marvin, and they talked about fishing all the time. Eric had also texted me a photo of his dinner, fish and couscous.
All that goes together with this problem in Tanya’s files, and Tanya was in disguise as a really big woman who really cut my hair while I was working at The Container Store, and I didn’t like the haircut because she cut into my natural curls (Zohan).
Did this Eric use Mark to take me to Burns Steakhouse because of what happened at Panera? Because the only man I was looking at was the man at the bar and wondering why he wasn’t taking me to dinner?! Did he actually dye his hair? Great disguise, I almost didn’t see him as the only man there! And, that is sarcasm.
Burns, just says, Cat on A Hot Tin Roof, and that just says, Chris at the theater group. And perhaps, he just wanted to see me in a dress, dressed for a real date, as a woman. I bought, gum, by the way, on the way to the date, it made me late, cinnamon, Trident, Shell gas station.
Did they just not use Eric because he had a girlfriend? Something there doesn’t make sense.
Russian vodka in 12 Strong goes together with, Alfred (Johnson?) that I didn’t shake hands with but met at the Obama election office. Alfred was – WOW, WHAT A MAN! 6’ 3” built like a former football player, and so manly! He wasn’t just good-looking, or gorgeous, he was A MAN!
Not only was he so manly, he could speak, had manners, could carry on an intelligent conversation, speak about politics, books, religion, all sorts of things! JESUS CHRIST! If that isn’t a panty-dropper! Yeah, I was mentally drooling over him.
It says, he or the person talking through him must have really liked me, and the WOMEN in the office, escorted him away from me after I had two beers with him. I had another beer and a shot of vodka, 9:30, 10:00 pm and that was all I remember from the evening. I was meant to believe, I consumed more alcohol, I did not. Did they drug interrogate me, at an Obama election office, on election night? How disappointing of our government.
I was sick for about two days, after that. It took that long for whatever they gave me, to go through my system.
I woke up that election night around 3 or 4 am, to an older man on top of me in a car, his car, groping me. Partially undressed. That is not consensual. I did not have my handbag, or other personal belongings with me, he, this father of my boss’s boss, told me they were in the office that was now locked and we had to wait until morning before they would reopen the office to get my things.
He took me to a hotel, I slept, or laid down, I didn’t sleep, with all my clothes and shoes on, in a bed of my own.
In the morning when we checked out, there was a USA today newspaper in the lobby. This man was trying to make it appears as we were a couple, and I went along to an extent with it. I was mortified.
Another helicopter went over the roof of the hotel as I got in his car to get to the office to get my things. He bought me coffee, I could barely drink it, I was so sick.
It’s very disappointing of my government, if they drug interrogated me based on what evidence?
This FBI man is seen in, the Matrix, as not being – the one because of his lesbian partner, and Trinity talking into Neo’s ear while he is “plugged in” is to show how in my mother’s womb, I learned, and was born with this talent.
The cab driver in Zohan, is a real cab driver, when I went to Chicago, and he really liked me. Tried to come on to me by placing his armpit over the vent in the cab, I was just, respectful. Obviously, this man had no chance with me, romantically, whatsoever.
Why he wanted to meet me, I have no idea. We ate at a Rainforest Café near the hotel. Not my favorite just because it is a chain restaurant and I wanted something local since, I didn’t travel to eat and experience the same things I could do where I live.
The side garage door, in my Plant City home, also needed to be replaced. The trim, the door, everything. Every time I tried to get help with it, home improvement store, etc. I was met with a dead end. I couldn’t get it done. It could mean they didn’t like my real father and wanted to replace him.
It is possible that someone could have placed tree frogs through the side garage door, Froggitt & Froggitt (Young Sherlock Holmes), and Thursday brought them to me, like a mother cat brings a kitten (detail).
My boyfriend has a theory, it looks correct. Regarding the Nicole Brown Simpson story. I always believed the Perlman family.
It does look like OJ Simpson did get manipulated into not killing, rather than allowing another person to kill his wife, for money.
It would give him plausibility in innocence of not killing his wife.
Kato seemed to be telling the most truth.
If the killer wore gloves, and blood soaked the gloves, they would shrink when dried.
It would mean the real killer is in prison, currently, not for the crime of killing OJ Simpson’s wife. If you want to find him, he would be a mostly white male about 5’ 10”, 5’ 11”, in prison for probably stealing art, or artwork in a personal home, something very valuable, millions of dollars, around the time of the murder, same area, and state.
If you want him to confess to it, you will have to convince him of the glory. He wants glory.
He did it because he was working or talking to another man could be FBI and/or CIA, or another intelligence community, looks like there is an overlap, meaning working for both. And this criminal got so pissed off at this man he was talking to, he wanted to show how smart he was. By creating a scene. I doubt, he thought it was going to get so much coverage.
I am so very sorry for the family’s loss.
Also, Marcia Clark was the better lawyer, meaning she had better response from the public’s opinion. She was “removed”, or they didn’t use her as often, for her protection, that’s what it looks like from their minds.
No, Casey is still in trouble. Danger zone. She has not committed to being clean, no longer, ever again, using drugs. She is still thinking about when she can get another – fix.
If this mole over my right ear is not natural it would have been placed at a dentist visit.
LTLWM.
Learn to live without me.
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