October 15, 2019
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If you thought I was joking, if you thought I was kidding about a hunger strike, you are yet, wrong again.
Let me be clear, I am no longer willing to accept the conditions of being alive based upon a game show mentality of product placements as people and wearing it upon my person.
I am willing to die for it.
Learn to live without me.
I am yet, super pissed, again. Watching 13 Hours, last night, and realizing how I was set up, improperly, and made to look a fool.
Yes, it’s beautiful, but it’s too busy, from 13 Hours, who interpreted that? Who interpreted that, and used that sentence in the film? Because it’s wrong.
Busy, is wrong.
The interpretation of busy, is, wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, WRONG, WRONG, wrong, get it? It’s wrong.
Busy, says, underpaid. It’s interprets to, underpaid.
Let me explain, did they or did they not, make a video of Mark and myself at an expensive restaurant, so I would have to put on my best clothes, to show and share with another country why the attack on our US ambassador happened, and why they needed to explain to the US, they allowed an attack on the US to happen.
Let me explain again, did you show them the daughter of the house, that was supposed to get a country money and aid from the United States, on a “date”, in my best clothes, a dress? Does anyone know how much that dress cost me? The best dress I owned. Do you want to know? Probably, including tax, $30 to $40.
Even the ball gown, I wore at the Staff Ball of the inauguration 2012, about fifty dollars, maximum.
They made me look like an idiot, as a US convoy. I won’t thank you for that.
There is a tell that evening, at the end of the meal, Mark went to use the restroom, and left the receipt turned upside down on the table. There was an ask, in that. See how much the bill was, and how much he tipped. It was asked of me several times before Mark returned from the restroom. I never looked.
To me, it said, unethical. So, I didn’t look.
Man, I’m super-pissed. You again had people talking about me to other people, making me appear, better-looking, then I am. Wow, that’s hurtful. Please stop using me, learn to live without me.
Worse, then that, worse then using me to show how poor and meager my wages, income, and life is, you’ve allowed it to go from there, to where I am now, even further and closer to poverty level, and even less attractive, by physically abusing my body, through products. You shouldn’t wonder why I am willing to die, instead of living this life.
The secret spy base in 13 Hours, is my house in Plant City, Florida, it is also, The Container Store. The Container Store being used as a spy base.
It’s why Woods, flips his shit and screams at the CIA tool about blue-eyed Westerners, those blue eyes, are not mine, that’s Casey, and other women, fucking shit up because she is incompetent.
You people got my mother killed, killed her in a nursing home, got her executed, did not tell me, still have not told me the truth, and you think, I will continue living for you, so you can maintain your jobs?
I won’t do it anymore.
You’ve only led them in training, 12 Strong when does anyone think this training happened? Before or after 9/11? Before, is the truth.
I led them, I led Tim, who led his men, before 9/11. Uh, no, it was not my first time. Stop making me look like a beginner and novice because none of you have had clearance to my previous military work, AS A FUCKING CHILD!
So, the next time, you wander outside, as a toddler, and save a man’s life (Morpheus), a real military man’s life being held in captivity BY OUR ENEMY, AND you show these top-level military men THE BEST LOCATIONS FROM WHICH TO STRIKE OUR ENEMY TO BRING AN END TO THE VIET-FUCKING-NAM WAR, THEN MAYBE I’LL THINK ABOUT RECONSIDERING MY POSITION!
NO, MOTHER FUCKERS! I AIN’T TRAINING WOMEN! I NEVER HAVE AGREED OR CONSENTED TO TRAINING WOMEN! READ ON, ASSHOLES!
They were way off weren’t they? Way off. In the Vietnam war, they were WAY-THE-FUCK-OFF! At the end of the Vietnam war, they were way off. Meaning, the locations of our men and allies, were no where NEAR our goddamn enemies to even BEGIN to engage them in fighting.
13 Hours is code, for our house, that is the CIA claiming me in a movie, as one of their own, how my house in Plant City, Florida was being used also, as a spy base. It also has known and unknown persons attaching themselves to me and my family, for (in the movie, at the time) reasons, not many people have understood.
My clothing wasn’t expensive enough, at the meet, with Mark, at Burns dinner, my clothing was not expensive enough, and you’ve not only NOT corrected that mistake, YOU’VE ALLOWED IT TO CONTINUE AND GET WORSE, LIKE A FESTERING WOUND, THAT IS NEVER CLEANED.
Let me explain The Container Store further, so no one is under anymore misconceptions, or misperceptions, The Container Store was full of – opposites. So, if a woman, was a woman in body, her proxy, was male, a man. If a person was a lesbian, they were straight. It is NOT the same, for men. Men were always, men. If a man was gay, they were gay. If a man was straight, he was straight.
So, Erin at The Container Store, a lesbian female, was really a straight male, man. Probably, David. David, as Erin says, Arendelle in Frozen, that says, Irish coffee, successful kill of Bin Laden.
It is possible to decode Arendelle; however, in my mind, it is not really useful, or important.
Why did Cherith choose Erin to be her wing-woman to help her procure available men, to date because she was David.
The opposites, at The Container Store, concerning sexual orientation, lesbians, were only opposites, as women.
Using, Benedict Cumberbatch at The Container Store, as a lesbian female, was an – opposite. A straight male, man.
The tells, since you morons, have been misleading the public into thinking something that isn’t true, as real, the tells, are in the touches.
I didn’t touch Casey or go anywhere too close to her when she appeared her at my door, disguised as Edison. I didn’t touch her, or hug her, and this was supposed to be a man, I just had sex with. You people look like the WORLD’S WORST READERS!
I did eat some of Eric’s salad. I did hug Eric. I didn’t eat anything from Edison when we were at Panera. GET IT?! I ALSO, DIDN’T GO ANYWHERE NEAR – DAVID, THEN.
Really, you need to stop using intelligence this way, it’s killing me.
The morning after the election night 2012, my bosses’ boss approached me in the office, after having been drugged, drug interrogated, sick as anything, he approached me to hug me, and it read as David, and I didn’t want to touch him, yet how could I logically explain, after a night like that, to my bosses’ boss, I don’t want to touch you. That fast, as sick as I was, I don’t want to touch you, David, you have someone else with you, and I don’t want to touch them.
I hugged, Kat, I hugged, Rob, I hugged, Eric, this man in the merchandising team that set-up the store who talked about kissing the lip with just me, with sweat upon his brow, and hugged me as he had to leave the store, was David. He has yet, to show people how hurt and upset he was at the loss, of our friendship.
My German man was using David at Disney, (Frozen) to get me to figure out why. Sorcery says, double agents or conspiring against the US, the word is dubious.
Your training is over, Tim. Conceal, don’t feel, this goes along with his training, not mine, regarding me, and I told him so while working at Amazon when he was working with me, and in so many words, told me to not show emotion, about the work I just gave him, and I told him, that’s just your training. It’s not mine.
Too many secrets. When was this movie, released, (shoes) Sneakers?
The electricity to my garage light that has not been restored says, “they” didn’t want me to go on anymore missions because “they” wanted to only use me as a non-human being, a pet, a baby, a child, A THING. NOT A REAL PERSON. NOT AN ADULT.
You morons are continuing to allow for SUCCESSES, to be destroyed as soon as they occur. Like David. Successful training, so you removed him from me, and look what happened because OF IT! 9/11.
I am going to focus on what is important. And, the details, are not important. Not at present. Stop wasting my time with – trivia.
Stuff my face with chocolate (Frozen) says, this other FBI man as wanting to make-out with me, and it has been read by several persons, that the two of us would make a good couple.
What’s that amazing smell (Frozen) and the reason Anna and Elsa are looking at each other is because Cherith is a mirror and Anna and Elsa are one person, me, the amazing smell is code for, sex. Seeing a man and wanting his sex! Oh yeah, that’s a man I want to have sex with! Not a PG movie in code.
Seeing a man and you imagine mentally undressing yourself and him, immediately.
Cathy, at The Container Store, after Edison, telling me it was a good thing to see David at Starbucks with a wedding ring, and her telling me it was a good thing, IS WRONG! That’s a lesbian telling me being heart-broken, again, because of David being removed from me, is not a good thing, or proper procedure.
Taking the strongest male from me, that I would be sexually attracted to, IS REALLY DUMB SHIT ON YOUR INTELLIGENCE! YOU DUMB FUCKS!
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, STOP BEGGING OUR ENEMIES TO KILL AND ATTACK US, YOU DUMB FUCKING MORONS!
THAT RESPONSIBILITY – IS ON YOU, NOT ME!
ADMIT YOUR GODDAMN MISTAKES, SO THEY DON’T CONTINUE!
YOUR JOB, YOUR JOBS, ARE TO THWART THREATS! NOT CREATE THEM! YOU HAVE BEEN DOING NOTHING, BUT CREATING THEM, SINCE EDISON!
CONGRATULATIONS! YOU LOOK LIKE FUCKING IMBECILES!
I’LL REPEAT AGAIN, ERIN TELLING ME AT THE CONTAINER STORE THERE WAS SOMETHING – WRONG – IN THE FILES?! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! USING AN ENGLISHMAN, A CITIZEN OF THE UK, TO MIND TALK, SPEAK TO ME ABOUT THE LOCATION OF BIN LADEN AND I FUCKING GOT THAT MOTHER FUCKER, AND THEN YOU USED THAT INFORMATION TO REMOVE MY PRESENCE AND EMPLOYMENT FROM THE CONTAINER STORE?! YOU’RE FUCKING MORONS!
This Atwood photo news story says, it is a photo of me and my mother I posted on Facebook, Casey liked it on Facebook, a photo of my mother in her nursing home, eating a slice of cake, I took a photo of the two of us. It says, Casey has no understanding, or comprehension whatsoever of what it means to be a caregiver, to give of yourself, for no other reason, other than, you can.
It says, Casey has no comprehension whatsoever of who my mother really was, to this country, to intelligence. It says she has no comprehension of a mother/daughter relationship, either.
Evaristo says, conspiring against their own FBI people.
The female minister looks inadequate.
The blue motorcycles repeated in front of me while working the Obama campaign says, they had the wrong information, intel, and they couldn’t figure out why.
If you’ve used celebrities in black paint, to get me to decode this line from Forest Gump, life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you are going to get. Haven’t I written this already? That line, never know what you are going to get, reads, you are not a reader.
If you buy, or receive a box of chocolates, all you have to do is, read the box, or read the writing, it tells you everything that is in the box of chocolates. With a picture, its name, and a description of the item.
What you have been doing by not disguising celebrities in black paint, is showing real criminals, celebrities are not readers, and placing death threats upon their persons, and it’s been playing out, in prisons, around the world, all these years you’ve put this “reality” show on television.
Again, it is their jobs to thwart these efforts, not create them!
You fucking idiots!
Relatives seek, photo, profile, news story, says they had no business being involved. No clue what they were doing, and they were getting people killed with their incompetence.
Texas mom goes to jail news story says, Brianna and her cellmate.
Again, copying the Russians in 12 Strong says, they can’t, cannot, proven they cannot inaudible.
The fact that Lauren’s husband visited with me when I was working at Home Depot says, you got chatter, you didn’t understand. It goes together with the death threats placed upon Benedict Cumberbatch, me, and the UK because this dumb fuck Edison, has no idea what he is doing, and he never has.
Admit Edison was a mistake. I cannot even begin to tell and write how many times, I refused, and did not want, or wish to meet, all the Edison’s. Admit, he was a mistake. Eric was better.
The very fact that they had to use so many different means to contrive a way to get Edison romantically involved with me, although there was no romance, speaks more volumes than all my swear words of recent years.
It’s really atrocious.
They, the United States, the US intelligence, what you were really doing? You were and have been – destroying your own Weapons with Edison. That’s on you dumb fucks, not me.
Do you really wonder why you’ve lost your Weapons now?
Thought it was going to be a peaceful night, 13 Hours means, the dinner with Mark at Burns, did not go over so well. Did they have to re-do, make another video with a real military man (I told you so) with me designing an office of shelves for him at The Container Store, with the real Eric involved and around because he is so adorable, it reads on me, and when he returned to complete his purchase, he brought his whole family, and that worked because it was the closest to the real thing?
Mark, at Burns was probably these two ding-dongs I saw at the Bourbon fest, that had no chance in hell of me considering dateable. Uh, duh!
Every person Erin, at The Container Store that she talked about hiring, I never liked. None of them, and I mean NONE of them, were in any way, or could in any way be considered – STRONG.
I am going to repeat this word, strong over and over, because you fuckheads, are DUMB!
Didn’t this FBI man believe that the California restaurant was my first job? Had no information about Germany. And, obviously, no information about Vietnam.
Even if the real Eric was and is really married, he still reads as adorable. It, I, would never allow it to go further with a married man, but he reads, guns and all, killed men and all, as adorable. None of you saw the VALUE in that?!
Again, you women, NOT ME, show the US and America to be weak and cowardly because you haven’t allowed me to date – for real. You look like scared little girls running for your big girl panties because CHERITH LOVES MEN, LOVE A PENIS, LOVES A COCK, LOVES DICK, ALL THE TIME!
You look stupid! Oh no. Not a penis, those things are icky! Uh, no they’re not!
I LOVE IT! BALLS AND ALL! LOVE IT! WANT IT! NEED IT! LOVE IT!
David, were you so excited out of your mind, almost unable to allow Erin to talk for you because you wanted to be in that bar with me, drinking beers, and just talking?!
Um, and what would be so wrong about David being seen as ALL OVER ME PHYSICALLY?! You dumb fucks!
Well shit, I believe you, 12 Strong, this looks like a real read of how someone got financing, not military, from Hollywood to finance the reality storytelling of my life, these years.
This photo news story of a black woman in a vehicle wearing a gold shirt just says, she doesn’t belong here, has no business here, in my neighborhood, or at all.
The bush is the biggest from Zohan, this is George W Bush. It says, Australia, it says this man who pushed (Frozen) my mother in a wheelchair at the Brisbane airport was from the White House.
It’s not the biggest, Zohan, is just being kind to me about how fat I was at the time. It’s not truthful.
Sam Bobrick profile is the man from Visionworks who kissed me on the cheek.
Ethiopia news story looks like you have people upset about my hunger strike. I AIN’T GIVING IN!
Concerning my boyfriend and brain research that turned him into Hannibal Lecter, he needs to be touched, physically. Something that doesn’t happen in prison, does it? To get the two men I’ve seen, who have been brain researched better they need – touch. It is similar to all those news stories about Romanian babies and children in orphanages turning into nothings, no personalities because there were not enough caregivers for all the children and babies in these orphanages.
There is something in that, with brain research as a way to control people. It’s also why I wasn’t afraid (mentally) to touch my boyfriend in any way, or the high school shooter.
What I didn’t want to happen was exactly what they allowed to happen, my boyfriend and I befriended each other and then they HURT me with it by removing him once we are friends. Just like David.
It says this FBI man is afraid of failure, so he self-implodes his own work, sabotages his own work because it succeeds. He also has a little savior-complex, meaning, he likes to be the hero, and that is the trait and personality you want in work such as the FBI, it just looks, again, mismanaged. He needs to be de-gay programmed, gay de-programmed.
You have wasted all these years of my life from 2014 with Edison until I was fired from Amazon August 2019 because you thought you extended (13 Hours) and all you have proven in all those years is you CANNOT do the work. What incompetence.
My mother and I had been – for years – trying to sell our Plant City house, for years. It was making her sick. It was killing her. Of course, we wanted to leave. “They” sabotaged our efforts to get help by not selling our home, with real estate agents.
Every real estate agent that listed our house for sale, was a scam. Here is the tell, a real estate agent I hired to sell our home before my mother’s last stroke that required her to have constant care, upon returning to our home with my mother after another supposed “open house” to get buyers to our home, sat in the chair and ottoman I BOUGHT AT TARGET, with her feet up, shoes and all, on the ottoman.
That is on you. Not me. Creating enemies out of allies because of your incompetence. That’s on you. That weight is on you. Not me.
Again, creating enemies out of allies because me and my family didn’t get – anything, a thing – we wanted, that is on you. I didn’t do it. It’s not on me.
The movie Hunter Killer, and the alarms blaring, water spurting everywhere, deep underwater, be aware, be advised, this – calms me. I’ve lived it. Watching it doesn’t excite me, agitate me, anger me, it calms me. As if I am perfectly at peace with myself. Be very aware you understand the gravity of that in a person, in a woman.
If anyone wants to work 9/11, again: watching the plane, planes crash into The World Trade Center, I am still working on.
I want to know why there wasn’t more footage and coverage of the crash into the Pentagon.
The crash footage of the plane, and really please, for the love of God, stop thinking phallically with this imagery, like it is a penis entering a woman, the footage of the plane crash, how did they film that? With helicopters? The helicopter angle is too low.
If anyone wants to work this and analysis this as data, there is a message to be read, the helicopter and the camera are too low. Take the camera, off-center it to the right of the emerging plane crash, not too the far-right, to the mid-center of right, about two, three, maybe four stories high, no more than four, and Matrix it.
Matrix, the fragments.
Take out the plane, remove the other buildings, the ground, the sky, darken the lighting to a somewhat mid-gray, remove colors to an extent, darken it, so there is no glare, or direction or angle of the sun, like shadows, take the fragments from the moment of impact until the building collapses, take those fragment, time-lapse them, and re-arrange them in non-sequential order, it is a like a word jumble. Take the fragments, rearrange them, move them around like in The Matrix. I told you brain research was a weapon to be USED to elicit allegiance with our enemies.
I believe there is still a message to be read in the crash.
I look at the US news footage from the crash, in my mind, and all it says to me over and over is, this doesn’t make sense.
When I watched the BBC news coverage of the event, it felt better. We are not alone. We are not the only ones – grieving.
Learn to live without me.
LTLWM
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