October 18, 2019
BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.
Marvin Price, Mr., it’s Mister, Mr., not MP, or PM, it reads Mister, Marvin Price at The Container Store is, or was my Englishman. The reason Marvin took his coffee black, he would be siding with this black man, this slender African American man who lost his fucking mind when they found out, they had given me and caused me, a hysterectomy.
What they showed me last night says, Casey not only has a drug problem, an addict, she is also, an alcoholic. She is unable to withstand, endure, tolerate, or manage, alcohol. This also means, when she sees other people either on television, in the movies, or in real life, and sees how they are drinking, and okay to still work, or are not inebriated, she cannot understand how they are able to, and she is not, and that is denial. Denial of addiction, and not owning and be responsible for her own actions.
A Lannister always pays his debt, from Game of Thrones, is not a financial debt, they pay their debt to society, by doing their prison or jailtime. That is what that means. Think.
El Chapo news stories, looks made up to me.
Do any of you really not see the danger in trying to play and replace my real FATHER?! Are you sure that is how you want to be seen in the world? Replacing my FATHER?! OR, MY MOTHER?! I’m real fucking serious right now. I’m real fucking serious to the left of me, also. Because right now is not a DIRECTION – IT’S THE FUCKING ENGLISH LANGUAGE!
I mean it, for real, take a step back, and THINK about what you have done and put out there in the world. REPLACE, my father?! I don’t fucking think so.
You fucking assholes let my mother die, in a nursing home, while in care of people WHO WERE PAID TO PROVIDE HER CARE, AND LIFE! SHE DIED – MARRIED! I WILL NOT L-E-T YOU RE-WRITE HISTORY, YET AGAIN!
Marvin, I mean this Englishman, is not my father, he is old enough to be my father, but he has never been a father, or fatherly type in my mind. YOU, FUCKING PERVERTS! It’s just storytelling.
I WILL TELL YOU THE TRUTH, AND EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ONE OF YOU WILL STOP LYING ABOUT THE REAL TRUTH!
Marvin, this Englishman is a good man, he does really good work, it has been proven over and over again. I am not convinced he sees me any other way other than a means for work. I never have seen him as anything other than work, it’s not love. All he says to me? Work.
I am not confused by him. Or, by the work. He says work. Nothing about him says anything more personal. Not regarding me.
If he was in any way involved with Michael impregnating me, to the depth of my soul, I wish I had never had to live through Michael, or an abortion.
Do you know the reason Bella starts in dialogue, in Twilight, I had never given much thought to how I would die…dying in the place of someone I love (paraphrased), this is my unborn child? In all my life, I never believed I would ever have an abortion.
If anyone was actually watching Michael and I, he was lying down on the sofa watching television, I walked by him, stopped to talk at the end of the sofa, he went to touch by belly with his foot (a tell), and I moved away from him so fast, I was already filled with rage and disgust at Michael.
So, you have again repeated the same mistake over and over because I will never be able to see this Englishman without having to relive the tragedy over and over again of my abortion, and worse, I can never have children – again.
You have allowed some of the worst mistakes in intelligence I would never have imagined. You have taken really good intelligence minded persons and connected them to some of the worst tragedies in my life, simply because it is an emotion connection – that is in the BRAIN!
The first thing you should have done after Michael, realizing what a mistake he was, was to send another stronger man to love me. I didn’t need to be rescued, I needed to be loved because I had not yet been loved in my life. Sending a man who had a lesbian partner, is obviously, a mistake.
You, intelligence, are either repeating your own mistakes, out of incompetence, or you are sabotaging your own work. Neither is acceptable.
Yes, this Sona, looks responsible for lying, not in position, lying by not telling the truth, about my weight, for many years.
Egypt pilot story is true. Serious. I have screamed this for years, since 2014, I never wanted anything to do with Edison, again. I used to be beautiful. I am a three, on my best day anymore. I won’t thank you, for that.
Learn to live without me, Harry.
You have connected Harry and a lesbian, and me, I am more than upset about that. I want nothing to do with any of them, I do not wish harm, but I do not want to be seen in any way connected. I am so grossed-out and disgusted. It has most permanently severed any connection whatsoever, emotional, or physical, its been severed. Just like David.
Bobi wine story is correct.
If the only job you have is to write news stories to make me dress one way or another, you’re doing it wrong. You’re still trying to re-write history as though I have followed after the news, you’re trying to create a reality that doesn’t exist, has never existed.
Your MEANS of control have been through my WEIGHT! SO THAT YOU CAN PORTRAY A REALITY – THAT NOT ONLY ISN’T REAL, DOESN’T’ EXIST!
YOU PEOPLE ARE FUCKING STUPID, WASTING WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION ON – DRESS UP BARBIE!
LET ME BE WHO I AM. NONE OF YOU HAVE ANY CLAIM ON ME. LET ME BE WHO I AM, OR SO HELP ME, YOU WILL LOSE MY HELP, COMPLETELY. AND IF THEY BOMB AND KILL MORE PEOPLE – WELL, YOU’VE BEEN MORE THAN WARNED!
It’s because I’ve applied to work at the Anheuser-Bush office here in Tampa, in the nineties, and I never got a call back, or an interview. I wouldn’t have made that connection before now because I don’t place importance on the same things, they have been placing importance.
The reason I never got an interview, or a job at Anheuser-Bush tells me someone had no knowledge of my German, Austria, Switzerland work, and it is a threat against my German man that I never got seen in an interview, or a job. Big fucking mistake.
I did get another job interview at a family, if not family-owned, it was a much, much smaller business (this is the reason for Lynn, at The Container Store) liquor business, not just beer, liquor, like Vodka. I was not impressed at this place or business. I did not like the woman, interviewing me.
I liked Lynn at The Container Store, I did not like this woman who interviewed me. Most likely Lynn’s proxy was a lesbian female just like the proxy at the liquor store job.
Be very careful you understand the difference, I am VERY business minded. Business is business, work is work, play is play, fun is fun. I know the difference. I get it done.
I have never liked working for small, or smaller businesses. I prefer to work in corporations, that have greater stability, longevity. Corporations give benefits that smaller business simply cannot.
Drugging me on election night 2012, is so vile!
Let me explain something about horse-back riding, if you’ve never been on a horse before. The rider of the horse, rides with a straight back, as erect as possible, if a rider slumps, or turtlebacks, your horse is going to know – you don’t know how to ride. This is not the same for jockeys, in a horse race.
The posture of the rider is for the benefit of the horse, and the rider. Also, the rider is not held onto the horse by the reigns (leash), a rider stays atop the horse, by holding on with your thighs.
So, if any of you have used a chest only means of communication, you have not been using intelligence I’ve received – as a child.
A rider must keep their feet, close to the horses, belly, this is again for the horse, and the rider. The horse will know, if you do not sit in the proper way, if you flail while in motion, your horse is going to think you have no business being on a horse. And, you want a horse to – respect its rider.
The respect and relationship between horse and rider, is very important. It can be read. The relationship between a rider and its horse, says more than words about the character – of the rider.
It is really the purpose for the movie, Hidalgo, for the horse race in Hidalgo, it has nothing to do with the race itself. Hidalgo wins the race, not because he was the fastest horse and rider, Hidalgo wins – because of his CHARACTER. It’s a big difference.
Horseback riding, canoeing, kayaking, going to the beach and reading a book, all sorts of outdoor activities, daytrips, all these sorts of things are what I was wanting to start participating in again, when I moved here, or I would never have given up the care – of my mother. You’ve denied me this, all these years.
Silky smooth, Zohan is not just code for Secret Service, or the White House. And, I used to shave Michael’s neck, all the time, and I used to give Michael erections, in public, or in our home, all the time, whenever I wanted to. Nothing unusual there.
What did you think of the girl, Zero Dark Thirty, I have written this before, she was the threat, at Dachau, Germany, that is why I turned, with my mother, to face her, she was jeopardizing all the work that was in front of me. She is probably, also, or was, Lynn’s proxy, and the woman responsible for the liquor interview. The reason I didn’t get that job is because she didn’t pass my measure.
If you cannot understand the subtlety of my dislike for a person, they you cannot do the work, or the job.
My boyfriend sees the danger in LOSING YOUR WEAPONS. And, you morons are not listening to him.
The reason I never orgasmed with Michael is because he didn’t want me to orgasm. He didn’t love me. Don’t get it confused with anything else. It was pleasurable. It was not orgasmic. He was working, not in love with me, nor I with him.
I won’t thank you for the loss of my love and sex life, either.
Hands, dildo’s (gross!), strap-on’s (gross!), have never replaced the pleasure Michael gave me. And, you fucking morons have allowed this stupid, idiot, Michael to be seen as greater than he ever possibly could be, by way of me. Instead of showing a strong man with me. You idiots!
She likes it, is not the same as giving an orgasm. You fucking idiots look like middle-schooler who have yet to take sex-education class and are going around talking to your peers spreading mistruths, like being able to get pregnant if you use a tampon during your period. Obviously, that has no scientific fact.
Bob, in 13 Hours, probably is referring not just to my former employment at Disney, also a hair style I’ve had many times before. It’s just a detail, and not really that important. The most it says, is my time at WORSHIP and I had a long bob hairstyle, I would drive to work with Velcro rollers in my hair. Some men would understand I was being efficient with time-management.
I am going to stop telling you people yes or no to people you place in front of me to read because you are getting it confused, again. No one seems to be able to make the distinction, or are purposefully sabotaging the work, when they are not able to distinguish between, yes to the person not in front of me physically, and the person actually in front of me. Wow, I thought you people were smarter than that.
If the only reason you are placing extra weight upon my body is because David had a photo of himself posted on his Facebook page, seen as a waiter at a bar with a heavier belly, you have no idea what you are doing. This is Ruby Tuesday’s, the day I went to see Black Hawk Down, and it says, the movie, Munich.
Why they made me sick, I have no idea. Making sure I would vomit all throughout the movie. It says, you had a saboteur within your group, Munich, Zohan, and it was not me.
David obviously wasn’t a waiter anymore. And, I won’t thank you for severing that connection to a man who could have loved me. Severed.
Let me repeat, the weight, the extra fat of weight says, saboteur. It is not acceptable. Honestly, it means, someone will probably die because of it.
If I have not yet previously included you, do not believe you are exempt, learn to live with me.
LTLWM
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 