October 19, 2019
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This joke has always bothered me when I was working at a grocery store, Kash N’ Karry, 1990, as a cashier, I was told to straighten the aisles, since there were not many customers in the store. I was in the aisle with the salad dressings, and a man, I forget his real job title, he read as superior like a manager, and law enforcement, told me the salad dressing bottles needed to be shaken. It was supposed to be a joke. It was supposed to flub me. I was supposed to follow him, and shake the salad dressing bottles, and I never did.
To me, going around as law enforcement and telling someone to shake a salad dressing bottle (Philadelphia, the movie) says, hill-billy, red-neck, ignorant, incapable of complex and intelligent thought, a non-processing brain, and a lot more.
And, it was most definitely, not funny.
So, if you fuck heads had this ya-hoo say dumb shit to me so I would see a convicted pedophile (I’d personally punch these motherfuckers in their fucking face until they see God because that is what crimes against CHILDREN – SAY! READ THAT FUCKING SENTENCE AGAIN! CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN, GOD’S CHILDREN!) in prison, you fuck head, then connected this dumb shit pedophile (probably the moron cum-thrower in Silence of The Lambs, and probably the only reason that scene is in the movie, a person – spoke to me, out of rank, out of order, and they weren’t supposed to) to a real law enforcement (probably) officer. That’s really unwise.
Something else that started in this home, something I always (instinctually, naturally) used to do on my own, speak to my cats in a tone and volume, that could be described as close to yelling, like a mother who scolds, a child, a spoiled, or undisciplined, or a child. A parent scolds a child, even if they are not spoiled, and it is for the benefit, of the child.
Someone, or several, has a REALLY warped notion of parents, parenthood, and what a mother and father are.
This Eric man heard me yelling at my two cats, who were trying to get in a fight with each other, and I yelled, I WILL NOT HAVE THAT!
It doesn’t take a genius, if anyone was watching my home to see, my cats, none of them, were afraid to approach me, get petted by me, or anything else, after having been yelled at, and not just because I fed them.
So, who’s the moron who doesn’t understand the importance of boundaries?
It’s like a person who wishes they had never been born to parents. It’s a little sick.
If you are a person that is unable to understand that discipline, that meaning, you don’t belong here. He understood it. He sees the value in speaking to another human being, or an animal, in such a way.
I have a memory of being in a nursing home when I lived in Gresham, Oregon, I do not remember who I was visiting, or anything else, I remember what the rooms looked like, what the hallways looked like, and how very clean everything was, orderly. I thought of it (probably 12, 13, 14, somewhere in there) of a really good thing, good care, the way a nursing home was supposed to be. Also, it shows, I was not afraid of old people, as a teen-ager, old people who were not my relation.
The closest example I’ve seen of that level of care, was the Plant City nursing home, on Wilder road. It was close, there could have been improvements, nothing really alarming. However, to not allow my mother to have extended (EXTENDED) care, in that facility, BIG MISTAKE! It’s purposeful.
It takes a very special person to work with the elderly in a nursing home. It takes a lot of emotional and psychological understanding and knowledge to work with the elderly. It is very different from working with small or young children, like a baby-sitter.
People who are in a lot of pain, uncomfortable, unhappy, longing for the life they used to have, still knowing they are, in their mind, the young youthful person that used to be able to do things, it, at least to me, shows in their person, and people who are in pain and uncomfortable will not be their normal self, and a care-giver, must be able to understand and know the difference, and know when to let insults, or mean-speech, go. To not take it personally.
It is, in my mind, also a caregiver’s job to reconnect their brain and mind to who – they really are. They are not their infirmary, they are not their illness, they are not their disease, they are not their physical condition, they are ALIVE!
It is very demanding, it is very demanding work, it takes a lot of energy.
The Avalon haircut, in Zohan, goes together with John Turturro’s movies, Unstrung Heroes, Quiz Show, Gung Ho (probably), and the movie Avalon, I bought Avalon on VHS, I would have to watch it again, I’m sure it sent a message, no one has figured out the chain of events, that it started.
CNN news story about impeachment says, nonsense.
Why is it the Brits are the only ones in film and television showing the US they are using Cherith inappropriately, by using – proxies. Cherith is a mirror. A mirror. Cherith sees people for who they really are. A mirror.
I don’t think it’s important or of value at a veterinarian’s office for the assistant’s, or veterinarian to grab a cat by the scruff of the neck, first. Until the animal displays that they are too scared, or too upset, that they hiss, clawing, growl, show defensives in some way, then, you use the scruff of the neck. Otherwise, to me, you look like you don’t know how to work with animals, you don’t know how to read their behavior, and you don’t know what you are doing.
My veterinarian, Mark, I forget his last name at the moment, we used to have business cards of his with his personal cell phone number and office number (from the nineties) in Plant City, at Turkey Creek animal hospital, used to be named May Animal Clinic, never grabbed any of my cats by the scruff of the neck unless, and not always, he was giving them an injection.
And, I ALWAYS liked Mark, I ALWAYS, liked that veterinarian.
That goes along with me, being a talent spotter.
Be very careful, if Courtney is to blame for drugging me on election night 2012, it is a HUGE WARNING FLAG! Another person, let alone a lesbian seeking such a means of control over another person, let alone another straight woman, SHOULD BE, AND READ AS A BIG WARNING SIGN. SHE NEEDS LOTS OF THERAPY. SHE IS NOT IN A SAFE, NORMAL, OR FUNCTIONING MIND.
She will seek to destroy other relationships she will be in because she has been given an over-inflated image and ego, and perception of herself, and worse, she has been given means and access WHERE SHE NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALLOWED.
She will seek to destroy any other person she is involved in a relationship with, just like David. Be warned.
She is very close to a Dr. Jekyll and Mister Hyde personality at the moment. Be warned. No joke. She does not see me, as a living human being. She sees me as a non-living, object, thing. THAT’S A HUGE WARNING SIGN!
By allowing her to go on television she is like a tele-evangelist going on television as a saint asking for money for God, then going home, watching S&M pornography because she is sadistic. She is way hung up on sex. She is a front. A fraud. Courtney is a fraud.
I would never and have never approved, Courtney. I would never have allowed a person, such as herself, the fame she’s received from being on television. She is sadistic. I’m done with smiling and nodding, so other’s do not see the danger.
I have never approved of Edison. I will never give my approval for any Edison. Ever. Be warned.
You have created a monster in Courtney, and Brianna.
They have both lost their fucking minds because David and I have love for one another. That is extremely unhealthy.
The photo of Mick Mulvaney says, my boyfriend, who is very familiar with female anatomy says, that Cherith’s vagina should not be so constricted that it is not able to accommodate anything larger than her one finger.
Is there something to the claim in the news stories that this FBI man’s former partner, Nicole, rigged, or put a system in place at Hillsborough Community College, requiring me to take a placement test because of my GED, taken at Plant City High School, creating a way for her to be involved working with me, with the number of credits, 5, it took for me to take “prep” classes in English and Math, based on my scores on the test? Is this real? If this is in anyway true, people have died because of it. Many people have died.
Let the whole world know, it is my brain. My brain. I am a real person, I am not intel, I am a person. THAT IS WHY THE ORDERS ARE AND HAVE BEEN IN PLACE, I AM A PERSON! IT IS NOT THE SAME AS INTEL! I AM NOT A PIECE OF INFORMATION! I AM A PERSON! BRAIN! THAT IS THE ONLY WAY ANY OF THESE MILITARY AND INTELLIGENCE OPERATIONS HAVE BEEN SUCCESFUL – AT ALL! MY BRAIN! BRAIN! BRAIN! BRAIN! BRAIN! BRAIN! BRAIN! BRAIN! BRAIN!
You morons crated and allowed a cheat to happen – to me!
If you have allowed Courtney to drug me, drug interrogate me on election night 2012, you need to keep the Obama’s very far away from me for a long time, and I am not kidding. It is not a joke. That connection she made is very serious.
It goes together with this woman volunteering on the Obama campaign with me, making phone calls at a lawyer’s office (and this event – HAS ALWAYS BOTHERED ME) talking about drinking a rum drink (usually associated with having an umbrella in the drink), and her mother, and I, PASSED, MEANING, I DID NOT GET INVOLVED, DID NOT SPEAK TO HER IN ANY OTHER WAY OTHER THAN CIVIL CONVERSATION, I DID NOT ENGAGE IN ANY OTHER ACTIVITIES WITH HER, WE DID NOT EXCHANGE PHONE NUMBERS, AND I DID NOT AGREE TO HAVE DRINKS WITH HER, OR BE SEEN WITH HER IN ANYWAY OUTSIDE OF THE OFFICE, WORKING ON THE CAMPAIGN.
Wow, congratulations, one-way Cherith will never want to work on a political campaign (because Cherith really does have talent in this area), or with the White House again, drug rape her, and then – LAUGH ABOUT IT!
Yes, the last time before 2012 I rode a horse, was probably when I was 12 or 13 years old, in Oregon.
It is strange, I never had to interview for my employment at Amazon. It tells me it was a carry-over from Disney. Same people, same set-up, same scam.
I do not have to weigh myself; I can tell by the way my clothes fit me. All of you should be CONCERNED if I do not fit into my clothes. Sadistic.
This is disturbing. I liked Tammy Thomas. I liked Tammy Thomas as my friend when we worked together at WORSHIP. I am a mirror. A mirror. Stop using people as proxies BECAUSE YOUR FUCKING SHIT UP AND GETTING PEOPLE KILLED!
Remove, and I mean this like I mean everything I write, remove EVERY PERSON TAMMY THOMAS AND TAMMY HOSKINS (HER MARRIED NAME) HAS EVER BEEN ASSOCIATED WITH OR WORKED WITH IN INTELLIGENCE, PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS, DETECTIVES, ANY LAW ENFORCEMENT, OR ANY MEANS YOU HAVE USED TO GATHER INFORMATION FROM ME BECAUSE NONE OF YOU HAVE HAD CLEARANCE FOR THE WORK!
This is not a joke; this is the REASON Tammy Faye Bakker died.
That is the connection.
YOU FUCKING MORONS DIDN’T BELIEVE UNTIL MY BOYFRIEND THAT I UNDERSTAND THE CRIMINAL MIND! AND, I AM KEYSER-FUCKING-SOZE! KEVIN IS A GODDAM GIRL! AND THAT’S ME! KEYSER-FUCKING-SOZE IS THE GODDAMN TOP IN THE CRIMINAL WORLD THAT ALL OTHER CRIMINALS – FEAR! YOU FUCKING MORONS!
SOMEONE ELSE PUT IT IN A MOVIE, I DIDN’T!
I AM KEYSER-FUCKING-SOZE! I AM! STOP FUCKING AROUND! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE, AND HOW THESE GODDAMN CRIMINALS – SEE ME! YOU FUCKING IDIOTS!
Was that a picture of Michael you put on David, my mother said, no to, and NONE OF YOU LISTENED TO THAT?! YOU HAD PEOPLE KILLED BECAUSE OF IT!
The connection to Tammy Thomas and the Bakker (male child) is I had a subscription to the New York Times newspaper that was delivered to my home in Plant City. There was an article about the church his son had or has and its unconventional approach to Christians and Christianity meaning, the congregants had tattoos and piercings, and didn’t dress in Sunday school clothes to go to church.
It’s why Kat at The Container Store (an opposite) had tattoos, and it is why Kat was from Miami (light rail election).
My opinion of the article and his church, I didn’t see anything wrong with it. I thought it was interesting. I don’t think there is anything wrong in reaching the population that doesn’t want or like, button up clothing, and so on.
However, I read the newspaper – be real fucking careful here – I, was by myself, without my mother, in a chiropractor’s office, Dr. Dukes, and she is a female Christian, and I never understood why she wasn’t married.
Dr. Brenda Dukes did play Christian videos, like the Gaither Homecoming videos, in her office, in the reception office, and prayed with people.
Be real fucking careful to whom she gave any information to regarding – me, and my family. This other FBI man will be able to understand these Plant City people’s thinking. I won’t listen to such ignorance.
I don’t trust any of the people, I see this information about me, and my family was given to. None.
Disconnect all persons from Tammy Hoskins, Tammy Thomas because I liked Tammy for who she really was. She should NEVER have been used, she does not and is not able to understand the criminal mind.
I understand the criminal mind, so well, not because I’ve been trained, not because I’ve committed crimes, I understand the criminal mind because it has been brain-spoken to me in my mother’s womb!
And, remember, not all criminals might be real criminals if they are undercover cops, or detectives, or working in intelligence and they need to find out information from criminals in prison or jail and the only way they might get that information is being – one of them, a prisoner, themselves.
You stupid hicks!
Shame on you for not believing in me, my family, and thinking less of me.
All people, as adults, should be in relationships. Being a person, who never has a significant other, a partner, a spouse, its not normal. It’s in the brain, and God made us that way, for each other.
If they used Marvin, the Englishman’s chest because this Englishman is very well built, masculine, on the “Edison” it is not only a threat to the Englishman, it is a plot to demoralize him, take away his manhood, his penis, like a eunuch (Games of Thrones), probably medically, so his penis no longer functions because Edison did not use his own penis. How disgusting.
The threat to men’s penis’ goes with every man seen in Amazon as a chest only man, taking away their real penis, permanently. Non-functioning, erections. No joke. No man wants to have his manhood removed from him.
This woman, Cherith, did not want to have her womanhood removed from her either. Breasts are not what make womanhood in a woman. Her uterus is what makes her, a woman, it is her womanhood.
Who is actually responsible for my hysterectomy? Because you have been blaming men for it, so it could only then be a woman.
Using the image of a baby, how VERY WRONG TRYING TO BE SEEN REPLACING MY REAL MOTHER AND FATHER, is showing the world, none of you intelligence are THWARTING, YOU ARE SEEN AS CREATING THREATS – WITH, GODDAMIT, REAL PEOPLE! HOW FUCKING SICK!
The reason Rob was hired at The Container Store? I talent spotted him. I talent spotted him while having a meal, dinner, with my brother at a Taco Bus, on Hillsborough Ave, Tampa, and I saw him at the stop light. I wondered why this man wasn’t dating me, taking me out, and having dinner with me. He asked me to hug him at The Container Store. I liked Rob, a lot.
He was also seen on his motorcycle, by me, when I was having drinks with “Mark”. And, Rob didn’t like lying to me at The Container Store, that he didn’t know how to ride a motorcycle. So, why didn’t Rob get to date me? Why haven’t you used any real straight men to love me?! So, more Americans, and more people around the world will get killed and die?!
No one, I mean, no one, saw the warning signs, the behavior, the patterns, all the way to 1989 – AND STOPPED ANY OF IT?!
All you people cared about was your own careers? Your own lives? AND IT’S YOUR FUCKING JOBS TO KILL TARGETS?!
Jesus fucking Christ! You are allowing goddamn fucking terrorists to LOOK LIKE FUCKING SAINTS! YOU FUCKING MORONS!
This event has always bothered me in 2012. There is something really wrong here. I went to volunteer the phone banks (their terminology) on the Obama campaign, it was in a lawyer’s office. I put the address of the office into my phone for directions and it took me, with the information I had to Vandenberg airport, outside of the city limits of Tampa, an executive airport.
I called the phone number to get more information because obviously, an airport is not a lawyer’s office. The Vandenberg, and Vonderburg Dr. (a road next to Brandon Hospital in Brandon, Florida, more cause and reasons for premeditation for my car accident, meant to kill me because that is the hospital I was taken to after my car accident, in an ambulance) the Vandenberg and Vonderburg conversation went around between the person on the phone, a woman, and myself, and then again once I reached the destination of their office, over and over, with the lawyer of the office trying to convince me that the words they were saying, were not what they said. So, what the fuck is that fucking shit about?!
The receptionist finally had to admit, I was telling the truth, and I wasn’t hearing them wrong. To the lawyer.
It’s a little sinister, a little too sneaky, a little too deceptive, and an abuse of power. Especially, since it was involving a candidate for Presidency.
You fucking morons DID NOT WANT BIN LADEN DEAD FOR BOMBING THE FUCKING WORLD TRADE CENTER?! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!
DO YOU FUCKING MORONS HAVE ANY IDEA HOW THE UNITED STATES PROVIDES STABILITY, SAFETY, AND PROTECTION THROUGHTOUT THE WORLD, AND NOT JUST THE UNITED STATES?!
WE DON’T ALLOW PEOPLE TO KILL AMERICAN’S! END OF FUCKING DISCUSSION!
The only reason anyone might have included Jared Leto in meeting with me, probably has to do with my shorts I bought that were Jennifer Lopez brand. I don’t think this way. I didn’t buy the shorts because of her name, I bought them because they fit me well, and I looked cute in them.
Those denim shorts, have a Zohan connection, they look very similar to Zohan, so having a rock star, Jared Leto being seen as the man who fired me from Amazon? Not smart.
Chris Stevens, 13 Hours, he’s a rock star, is another movie reference, Princess Bride, hit it with a ROCK! That’s all. And, that ambassador was liked by LOTS of Libyans.
Are you morons really going to start a fight, who’s penis is bigger, over brain-working with Cherith, Englishman and FBI man? The whole, this is my safety and the weapon on his chest scene in Black Hawk Down, so, how many people knew before 9/11 that Cherith’s name is Weapons?! It’s a mirror scene, and safety comment with his forehead, looks nothing more than two grown men having a penis measuring contest.
You should be more concerned about who gets better results from Cherith, but all you fucking morons look like all you care about is your own careers!
The Facebook photo of David dressed as a waiter with the jiggly-belly fat that does not look like David says, a photo of my brother taken at Sea World, Orlando, that was on the keychain that had the safety deposit box key, be real fucking careful, that safety deposit box is real fucking serious, and it is not what you thought, or think it is, the photo of my brother says, he was being blamed because he does not look like that now, he was being blamed for bringing me and my family to Florida.
The jiggly belly was a marker on him.
So, fuckheads, by placing that jiggly-belly fat on me, you are provoking real criminals and real people to kill or hurt other real people because all you care about is – yourself, yourselves.
It is really disgusting to continue placing my brother’s weight on me. You fucking sickos!
If this FBI man used Edison instead of himself, it says, he is not a reader. That’s disappointing. He needs better boundaries, also, in his mind, concerning people. Boundaries, that they do not cross.
I will not submit to this FBI man, I know better than him, I do stand up to him, and it is the very reason, he likes me.
David was straight and single; this FBI man was married. He needed me to be seen with a man, not have them all taken away from me, you dumb fuck!
I see people for who they really are, I saw David for David. If this FBI man was using David, make sure he understands the difference, that I know work is work, and people are people.
If you thought the color of the house across the street looks like a relative’s house in South Africa, of mine, to me it looks like a house in Walden Lake, Plant City, near the Country Club when there was a Country Club.
If anyone wants me to believe that it was not Harry, that you used Meghan, I am so grossed out, she is so disgusting to me. I want nothing to do with them. They shouldn’t be harmed; however, the truth should be revealed. Stop scamming people.
Severed all connections to the British, just like David.
LTLWM
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 