October 20, 2019
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I don’t feel like writing, today. Hunger strike. Hunger strike, taking effect.
Most people, most American voters, do not base their vote upon debates on television. That’s why you have to grab voters’ attention in less than 30 seconds (or a very short amount of time) before any debates start in the election cycle. My opinion, it just happens to be true.
Analysis:
Elizabeth Warren, she looks like a Sona, or the real woman involved creating the character Sona. She doesn’t have my vote, to me she has, no gravitas, or at least not enough, not for me. And, America, is really gonna need a big set of balls.
Kamala Harris, are you kidding me? Is this in any way real? She reads as, ignorance. How embarrassing for America, how stereotypical, she will NEVER have my vote. It doesn’t look real to me at all, like a real candidate, it looks like someone trying to create tabloid media attention, and it is more than insulting, not only to my mind, to the American people, the American public, the American population, to American voters, and the world.
Gross!
Andrew Yang, who is this guy?! Wow! I like him. And, I mean the person behind the physical person. He reads, you are going to need him. Need him, you are going to need him.
Tom Steyer, says The Container Store. Probably it is in there because you read it wrong. When I was on a “date” with “Tom”, I mean, David, or whatever his real name is, the threat, to where I was constantly looking while on a date – because I was not looking at David, I was watching the table to my 9, 10, 11 o’clock’s, and the worst threat was at my ten. Whatever this idiot did, I DON’T LIKE HIM! NEVER HAVE, NEVER WILL! AND YOU FUCKING MORONS GAVE HIM YEARS JUST TO FUCK SHIT UP LIKE HE HAD A FUCKING CLUE!
Bernie Sanders, I really don’t appreciate this, he looks, I really don’t like saying mean things about people, he looks like a buffoon. He will never have my vote.
Joe Biden, beat them! FUNNY! Go get ‘em Joe! I like this real person, not any proxies. Joe has my vote, he is the strongest democratic candidate.
And, as a note, because I have said this out loud to people before, I always wanted the strongest Democratic candidate and the strongest Republican candidate in the Primaries together. Yes, that is my strategy, and it could be that in the nineties that would or could have made no sense to someone. Does anyone see the benefit of having both the strongest Republican and the strongest Democrat together in the Primaries, in the General election, in the November elections?
For the American people to decide by democratic vote, who shall represent the United States, its citizens, and its people, not only to the United States, to the world.
Do you see that America? Do you see what happens when that is what we do? The world sees that as well.
Smarten up, all candidates, all political “thinkers”, all those people who have thought they were political thinkers. Let me tell you what you showed EVERYONE with the news piece of a Democratic debate, take a breath, take a moment, um, because YOU’VE BEEN DOING IT WRONG.
Do you know or can you not see what it looks like when the only possible way a candidate is able, um, what? To get attention? By attacking the other candidates? You look like sniveling little children on a playground that have no real conviction, or convictions about who we are, who America is, what America stands for, the VERY BASIS, for our founding fathers, to create the Constitution, do you have any idea how far ahead of its time, writing our Constitution was?!
Everyone run for cover, put on your big girl panties, if all your going to do to get the American voter’s attention is to attack the other candidate(s), YOU LOOK – DUMB!
You either stand alone, on the basis of your own convictions as a candidate, or you DO NOT STAND AT ALL!
Meaning, you will never win the hearts and minds of American voters, listen, smarten up, be r-e-a-l careful you r-e-a-d, a real candidate, a real politician, in my mind, by my strategy, by my approval, they must be real, based not just on their experience, by the very foundation of their own truth’s. If they do not have it. If they do not have THAT truth, they never will.
Be real careful also, a politician, and a politician like the President, like the Presidency, is not a job. Yes, they receive income and payment for the work while in the Oval Office, it is not a job, however.
If you think about it, no one in the right mind, or correct mind should ever want to be President of the United States. Why? All that hassle. There are so many other ways to make – money.
There is a news story about Trump yelling in a microphone, and it is supposed to look like me, yesterday, screaming my head off about being Keyser-fucking-Soze, and it is, in my mind, no way accurate.
Respect is earned.
Respect is a commodity within the prison community, and it is not given, it is earned. I earned, Keyser-fucking-Soze, as a pre-teen. So, don’t pretend with me. I won’t have it.
Tropic of Cancer, this is a little complicated to write. I did go on a cruise with my mother and brother, from San Juan, Puerto Rico, that was the departure port, probably why Jamie (her husband, Cam (camera) a firefighter), from The Container Store was there, although she was a – red flag to me, as soon as I saw her on the very first day, I knew, something was wrong.
It means there was a man on the dock returning from the cruise, mostly hidden from my view. He can still, you people do have the means to be able, if you have not done so already, catch this man, through cameras, he is criminal and more, where everyone gets their luggage, I would question him at the very least, he has information, even if he has no idea the real meanings for the work he has been given.
It might have connections, or he might have connections to cancer deaths, I doubt it though.
Tropic, does turn into a woman holding two machine guns, standing on a horseshoe, if you use all capital letters, the T and P are arms, the I and C are the ground and horseshoe, R is the body, and O is the head. Not really that interesting to me. Maybe to other people.
Yes, the title of the book, Wuthering Heights could be used as code for, white house, not The White House, white house, and it does create two upside down tombstones if you write a capital W over top of a capital H. Either real or imaginary, it looks like Brontë, as I’ve written before had a secret love, it does look real, as though she saw value in a man who was probably a stable boy, and he could have lived across from her. It is what probably what helped her to become a writer, secret messages.
Did they go to church today? David, and my boyfriend? Who else went? Did my brother go? My father? Oh, I wish, if that was true, I could have been there with them. It would be interesting to see David in church. And, my boyfriend. Did they go to more than the service? Oh, how interesting!
What an amazing and interesting group of men assembled.
Englishman, they have translated it wrong. Tell him you’re not dead (Sherlock) means, tell him YOUR PREGNANT. This looks like it goes back to the early 2000, 2001, 2002. It means they were getting information and chatter; they didn’t understand.
If they tried to speak, or speak, to me, they were doing in WRONG. Probably by attaching people, not realizing I am a fail-safe, and wouldn’t respond, if good men, or married men, were involved.
This is painful enough, being all alone. I do not really speak to people or have real interaction. I am still grieving from my surgery.
I am dead.
Whatever intelligence they thought they could get from giving me fibroid cysts? There is no remedy, other than surgery. So, whoever is responsible for this course of action and plan, was not protecting the homeland, they were not protecting me, they were using me for their own agenda’s.
What you did with Edison, could be read, as an act of war. By the very people we are trying to make sure, do not attack America. It was over in April of 2014. Stop replaying this. Stop asking our enemies to go to war with us because – you have no idea what you have been doing.
Another reason the unit in Phase 1 was preferable? The electricity was shut off to the unit when it was shown to us. It’s normal since no one lived there; however, I don’t know what you people have been thinking you were doing, if all you were doing was recreating the same thing, I was wanting to get away from, all over again.
To see intelligence managed and handled, like it is a hamburger-flipping job, is so insulting. I just can’t stand it. American intelligence, full of lard, grease, burger-flipping, and that much intellect. Appalling.
No wonder they’ve used messages passed from one person to the next, as me being the manager. People would think it was referring to Marvin, no.
The man in the adoption photo, the man reads, I’ll take her, meaning Cherith. Did anyone ask me?
Missing in El Salvador shows the FBI man’s former lesbian partner was conspiring with KNOWN terrorists. That’s how it reads, it doesn’t mean it is true or not, that is just how it reads.
If that is true, obviously, the FBI was not her line of work. She looks like she was trying to cover her tracks. How awful.
The right knee the child is touching in the photo suggests, his former partner was responsible for my surgery. Meaning, she was the mole, Zero Dark Thirty. Very serious, if true.
It suggests then, that she would also be responsible for the cysts I had removed on my right knee. It says and looks, inept. She doesn’t know how to read intel, decode, decipher, or translate. Is this true?
Let my people vote says this:
The far-right black man, good, yelling and swearing at criminals, that is just what we want!
The middle black female says, causing trouble, deceptive, its manipulation, all not good.
The far-left black female says, I have no idea what is going on. Do I look pretty? How do I get to look important too?
You people have a really warped idea of what black power was supposed to mean going back to the sixties. You people have been putting it in the news as bodybuilding, over-musculature, and so on. What is it that you think, anyone was marching for in Washington, DC, protests all over the nation, creating change to our laws, and societal thinking?
Do you think African American’s, black people, just wanted to be seen – for their BODIES?!
Oh, my fucking God!
It was a way to show their minds were important, their intellect was important, they were, are, human beings and deserved to be SEEN, no – different.
Personally, I cannot believe I am still writing about this, I cannot believe this is actually still being perpetuated in the news, in the media, in television, in movies and film, and in people’s minds at all.
Anymore, I think, the more time you spend – pointing people out, choosing this person, versus that person, you look like you are still holding onto your Jim Crow handbook and manual to life.
I just can’t…I can’t speak to that at all.
Stop misunderstanding Black Power. Do the world a favor and just, stop. You have such a distorted view. It’s sick to me.
I will remind you, Russia, the Russian’s, my Russian Jews, what did they do in history before America, again? They freed their slaves; their Serbs before Abraham Lincoln freed the slaves. Before. Not after. Meaning, they were ahead of their time.
Do you know what writer? What author is also responsible for creating that change in society, in Russia? Leo Tolstoy.
No wonder Anna Karenina was remade by a British filmmaker. I bought the book. At a Books-A-Million in Lakeland, Florida with my mother and brother, there is a yogurt shop in the store, and I bought, a reusable store bag. I also bought a book, for my mother to look through, she would circle words, underline words and sentences, and write in books, it was a book about George W. Bush. It happens to be true. A true story.
This goes together with the “date” I had with Shia LaBeouf at a yogurt place. There was something really wrong that day. And this, feeling, this happening, what it feels like is confusion in my head, and I am trying to figure out what the fuck they are doing. It’s happened since I moved to Plant City, Florida.
I was almost an hour late to meet him at the yogurt shop. I knew the location; however, in my mind, what happened? I went to Countryside mall, in Clearwater, Florida. I drove there, drove around the parking lot, and was trying to figure out why, what was in my head, was not at the location my head took me to.
And, this has happened a lot in my life. Since moving to Plant City, Florida up until, I remembered I am who the FUCK I am.
I am going to write that again, imagine that, your head is telling you one thing, your mind, your brain, and you have information in front of you, like an address, and it is simply, not computing.
That is not my fault. That is me, being mismanaged by intelligence, and it looks like Tom Hahn. Unless, more people used the same means to try and brain-speak to me.
You try living with such confusion like that and see how well you do.
I was so embarrassed when I finally go to the yogurt shop, I was not present with him, Shia LaBeouf. I do not know what else, you people set-up, this other man, if there was only one, does not look, competent.
I felt bad, it also, was not a very good date. I have no idea why anyone set it up. I don’t think Shia would in any way ever be interested in someone like me as a date, meaning romantically. And, he like every other date, said the same thing over and over, they all talked about their mothers, they all talked about writing, they all talked as though they were the same person. How disappointing. How unreal.
His name was also, Mark.
I did also, volunteer for the SPCA, they had a store they brought puppies and cats to be adopted. I sat on a backless, sort of stool with puppies and dogs, walked them. There is something not correct about that store. Don’t confuse it with the SPCA, something about the store, is not correct. Probably, again, just wrong information.
It does look like Edison and Casey were using a computer program to create scenarios for creating threat, not thwarting, that is not FBI work, and it looks like they were guessing, and had no real idea what they were doing.
Washington, DC, 2012, the tell at the restaurant, when the blond waiter told me he was from California, and talked about surfing, the tell, was in the kitchen. There was a man in the kitchen. Fail-safe. Cherith is a fail-safe. I don’t think it is going to work that way, anymore.
If someone gets scared or doesn’t like it when Cherith speaks in whatever manner she feels she is supposed to, then you are not Weapons trained, and you never will be.
Would you like to know why English brains work better? Think about it. Think about their speech. It takes longer, they enunciate their words, usually. Cherith’s brain works so fast (Speedy’s, Sherlock) it is why they “tested” me for dyslexia. It works so fast, other parts of my brain processing, how words form in the brain, and then spoken, some parts of my brain work much faster than other parts. This is not that unusual.
Don’t stare at Sam’s fiancé from Twilight, do you know what this is? This is Cherith, talent spotting on a plane to Chicago, it was a stop before we went to Chicago. A stewardess was talking to another man, and I was really staring. Like I couldn’t take my eyes off of them. This is me, talent-spotting, I don’t think they understood why , he, the man watching me, must be very good looking also. He goes together with the cab driver from Zohan.
The shoe being thrown in Zohan, is a slipper. This is My Fair Lady, Professor Higgins, and my mother, Eliza Doolittle throwing a slipper. It looks real. I can’t believe she did it, she did it, this song looks real. This is my mother in the sixties before she had children.
Let there be no more retaliation, like the strokes given to my mother because she helped thwart – terrorism, in the goddamn sixties!
I’ve always liked this movie, Howl’s Moving Castle, the moving castle being a brain palace, and Howl’s Moving Castle code, Her Majesty’s castle. Hat shop, Sherlock Holmes. The waltz music is interesting to me, it has good things in it, to me.
The storytelling of witches and such, I do not believe. To me it is storytelling.
My brother is stronger around me; it must have been seen this way. It looks like some people, misinterpreted the change in his person, around me. Meaning they thought Creggan needed to be gay-trained, so he could be gay, instead of being – who he really is. Inside.
Honestly, it’s really gross. Those are decades of my brother’s life gone unfulfilled because other people thought they knew better.
The divorce in Crazy, Stupid, Love, at the beginning with Cal, telling his wife to stop talking in the car, this is a mirror. This is me, telling the other FBI man in my psychology class, stop talking. Stop talking to me because he is the threat. The crime scene he brought with him, was not a threat. It already happened. He was. He shouldn’t have committed a crime, or crimes.
Did he or did he not stop committing crimes, by being seen by me. Just like my brother. Just like the real Hannibal Lecter, my boyfriend. By being read by me.
It looks to me like this other FBI man became repentant almost, immediately.
I did purchase a psychology book of the Third Reich book at Stanford University when I was there before 9/11. True.
The West Virginia care news story just says the hotel in Germany my mother forgot her passport, she discovered when we got to the Austria border. We went back to the hotel and the woman (there really wasn’t a front desk with a lobby) was, almost waiting for us to return. My mother was so mad at herself. I didn’t think she did anything wrong, so I reassured her as so.
You have a man who is concerned about the children who were in the house when Bin Laden was killed. He is correct. It is a concern. I would suggest sending someone.
Fab cup coffee story says someone likes me. Who?
Bevin (L) at the podium shows manipulation.
Want to know why there is a Robbie character in Crazy, Stupid, Love? That’s me, at my eighth-grade dance in Gresham, Oregon, swearing like a sailor that never had a mother, and why? This was people, it involves terrorism, it is connected to night-clubs in Los Angeles, behind where the dance was being held. They were not quite in the area that was multi-purposed, one of them being a gym, they were in a room, to the right of where the dance was being held.
So, the next time, you help intelligence as a teen-ager thwart terrorism at your middle school dance, then maybe I’ll think about changing my goddamn shirt!
Robbie goes together with Germany, and my German man.
Do people think this FBI man who used David is abrasive? If so, all he needs to do is be seen by me, like this other FBI man, and my boyfriend. The only reason he hasn’t worked well in the last few years? You’ve had the wrong information.
This FBI man, has also, never really been loved. Just like me. He could be afraid I will change him. And, I will. It is always for the better.
It might be difficult for these men to be seen by me when they’ve had academy or agency training that tells them, this is the only way or correct way, and I really believe, I know better, more often than not.
The way I read the photo of the children and mother in the kitchen news story just tells me these people have other priorities. There is nothing really wrong in the photo. It also says they are managing the demands of their household as fast as they are able. Is it going to make a Town & Country cover, or Architectural Digest, no. However, there is nothing wrong in the photo.
Hot bagels photo tells me it was a former location and it is now cleared.
I stopped writing my Coffee and Breakfast, every day. And this was because? I am the agency expert that got you the exact location of where Osama Bin Laden was staying? You dumb fucks!
The best coffee I’ve probably ever had was at the Starbucks in the lobby of the hotel I was staying at in Washington, DC, 2012. I had a quatro shot of espresso in my grande latte, either sugar-free hazelnut or vanilla.
If any one of these readers have been interpreting any of my purchases, a quatro shot in a latte, tells me the espresso, the coffee stands up to the cream. They are not opposing forces, or opposition – these people really do think like this – it is very strong coffee, it was also not the only coffee I had that day, it would say I have a strong constitution. Probably a lot of other things.
A quatro shot latte is not a sipping coffee.
The latte needs the cream for balance, texture, subtlety of flavor, nuance.
The reason I choose sugar-free syrups, the reasons I choose them, I don’t want to waste calories in a syrup, I am watching and being careful about my weight, it’s not logical unless, the only reason a person does not take sugar-free syrups, is for the taste, or some dietary reason like an allergy.
Why consume those extra calories in a latte or a coffee when you could eat something, that to me, would be more interesting.
I don’t feel well enough.
Hunger strike.
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