October 27, 2019: READ: What Is He Doing In The Music Industry?

October 27, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

It’s not his favorite.

This scary Russian former spy is seen in the movie, the Matrix, as Cypher wanting to go back as an actor, famous, and rich.  It’s meant to look like me, uh, it’s not.

Did you people really place him in the music industry?

He’s been pretty successful, but it’s not his love.

But, the feeling’s all wrong, your heart is as black as night, is this song lyric really a read about me and Michael?

Yes, other FBI man it really did feel like something I had to do.  I didn’t love him.  And, I really do like (I can’t believe I must continue putting in these disclaimers) straight sex with a man.  But my mind immediately shut a part of my brain down when it was finished, over.  Every time.

Seeing a very masculine man as a child and knowing that’s what you want when you grow up – that’s hard-wired.  That’s one of those things that never changes.  They did it – just to hurt me.

There is something about him that says, lonesome, this Russian man.  I would then be the closest thing to Russia for him, wouldn’t I?

It would explain the movie, Doing That Thing You Do.

If it was chosen for him, it would be because of my singing lessons I took in Gresham, and my mother not liking the female singing teacher when she listened to the recording of our lesson together, having my mother then send me to a male singing teacher.

Mother Russia.

Had an affair with David Lindhagen from Crazy, Stupid, Love, is a read of a man, most likely this other FBI man, who could not believe I found Matthew McConaughey – sexy.

Kind of funny in retrospect because it’s made Matthew McConaughey a better actor.  Since.  He is seen as me in True Detective as drinking beer after beer and still being – straight.  Meaning coherent.

It would explain why there was then a Matt in my theater group, he was kind of a tool.  Meaning, not that bright, not smart.  He was attractive, good looking, clean, clean-cut, and all that, just not really very smart; therefore, I didn’t really find him very attractive.

That’s why David was the only male in the theater group.  Mentally and physically.

Now, why Matt called me at Disney on Valentine’s Day weekend looking for a hotel room, for him and his girlfriend, and mentioning Camping World, doesn’t make sense.  Unless, they were trying to find a way to get me back into my college mind.  It didn’t work.

The Russian scene in The Bourne Supremacy, they didn’t really name a movie after a burrito at Taco Bell, did they?  The Russian teenager scene, I am the teenager, the moving, where Bourne finds out she moved, means our Oldsmar apartments because that is where my mother told me she tried to commit suicide, and Bourne saying, I would want to know, means, my mother didn’t really kill or attempt to kill herself.  She kept that secret with her until she died.

It could explain why this FBI man was assigned to work in Florida, for his Russian.  And, people did not know I was a fail-safe at the time.  It means the moment my mother told me the story, I, clicked, and shut them out.  Meaning, you had people who were given access to my mother after Germany, who were not supposed to be there.

My mother was never melancholy, or depressive, just like me.  If she had really tried to kill herself, she would have bouts of depression.  She never did.  If anyone watched me and my family for very long, and saw this, they would realize it was a cover story.

How very sad.

They named a movie after a burrito.  Get it?  I had a burrito in the California restaurant.

It was not the beginning.

Franco, as a read, as an actor, he doesn’t read as a family man.  He reads like the movie, This Is The End, as a man who parties, is not really committed to one woman, and doesn’t really have much stability.

Do you know what this looks like?  Because I really don’t believe that is who Franco is.  It looks like he could be managed better.  Why isn’t he getting better acting roles?  Because he’s too good-looking?  He’s really close to being a real academic, isn’t he?  So why isn’t he getting better roles and jobs?

Hugh Jackman, a real family man, loves his wife and family, that’s a read.  It doesn’t appear that has hurt his acting career at all.

Franco, you need better management, or you need to change careers.  He’s not a nerd, he probably really loves academia.

So, how long has he been out of the music industry?

Decades?

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