October 31, 2019
BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT CONTENT AND LANGUAGE.
Well, guess what world? Former President Barak Obama also, has a message for you. Do you know what he said? Or can’t you read?! Well, I guess you can’t. Since you cannot, I will.
Two minutes, twelve seconds. Two minutes twelves seconds of my life watching a video of former President Obama – speaking, I want those moments, that time, two minutes and twelve seconds of my life – back!
Do you know what else it says? Or, were you just paying attention to the – words?! Yeah, well since you cannot, since you’ve allowed it to appear that none of you can, I will.
The message says, that former President Obama believes Cherith Joelle Gjestland, responds accordingly to each person, regardless of who they are, their position, their nationality, their country of origin, their political affiliation, their sexual-orientation, their marital status, their job or employment, or employer, their income level, their social standing, their sex, or the color of their skin – for who they really are, on the inside. Not the other way around.
I’ll remind you I voted for Barak Obama in both elections, 2008 and 2012 because I believed he was the strongest person for this country, to be seen as the United States President, for all the world to see him as our United States representative.
And this portion of his speech, I can sum up like this, his response also includes this, I’ll let her write the words for all the world to see and read, and the feeling behind it, looks like this, watch her fly!
How fucking dare, you!
How fucking dare, you defile and desecrate the office of the United States President, The White House, and all the branches and offices of the United States government!
How-fucking-dare-you!
The inference from that if not made to comply with its order, will most likely, be felt in ways, you cannot imagine.
The rest of the message is not contained within the video or speech of former President Obama, and it is in the same vein of dialogue from Frozen of because I love you I insist that you run, just because these former President’s no longer reside in The White House, or oval office, does not mean that they no longer have powers that can still be felt.
Do you really want lesbians, homosexuals, gays and lesbians – to be seen as rapists? Do you?! To be seen as raping me?! Do you?! Because obviously, I will never consent to a lesbian, gay, or homosexual relationship – ever. I never have. Do you really want to be seen as my rapist?!
Then, may God have mercy on your soul. Because I won’t.
I will not love my rapist! I will not love a rapist!
There are moronic women out here showing me their legs. Must I really shave my entire body with a razor because of a conversation at an employer, I no longer work for? Then, I will be throwing those razors – away.
Perhaps a terrorist will seize the opportunity to fulfill their wish – because you’ve now given them an opportunity to attack more Americans, and I didn’t.
Is all any one of you sees, when you look at me is tits and ass?! That’s all anyone sees in me?! Tits and ass?!
Then I will write it again, thinking of leaving Amazon, we can help you resign. Is just the same as looking at a black person just for their body parts, you’ve been doing the same thing to me.
What happens when a person, stops thinking?! They die.
That is what is really going on around, here. They are trying to stop me from – thinking. That’s death. You dumb fuck!
That’s Brianna and these lesbians, preventing me from thinking – well, I want them removed permanently never to return.
Fuck you assholes! I want to think as long as possible because to NOT – think – means to die, and death! You dumb, stupid, cunt(s)!
HBO, you mother of dragons, your queen of dragons, does not look physically strong in this photo on a news site, she looks weak, like a foreign country’s over-inflated budget. She looks wobbly. She looks like your working off an old model, that you have no comprehension of how something actually – worked.
FBI man stop using David as your proxy. I have never approved of David to do any work. I approved of him to be my boyfriend, in college. I don’t approve him, at the moment. I want to punch you in your fucking face at the moment, FBI man! Punch you in your fucking face!
This FBI man is not afraid to look like a bad guy, even to his own peers. Good. Good for him. Another, by God damn hotshot, from Always, is about this FBI man, and that is a real man saying that dialogue in the movie, Always.
David does mind looking like the bad guy, especially to me. You stupid fuck! Since, I do believe I am smarter than you FBI man, I will tell you – when to shut the fuck up!
This FBI man doesn’t mind appearing like a bad guy to his own peers, his own co-workers, even his superiors – all the way to God, he doesn’t mind. Do you know why? He is willing to catch, apprehend, convict, and remove, every single person who knowingly commits crimes, breaks the rules, doesn’t follow procedures, and breaks the fucking law. He will send all of you to jail.
There is nothing wrong with that.
Here’s the thing, I have never approved of this FBI man, to work with me, let alone, date me.
Never.
No one has yet to ask me, if I want to work with this FBI man. At the moment, he does not have my approval. Shall I list all the reasons, why?
His grand entrance into my life, was by way of Lance after Michael. Lance? There was nothing wrong with that thinking, he was age-appropriate, mannerly, clean, with some personality, good-enough-looking, we would have made a nice looking couple, except of course, if I was completely unaware of the dangers all around me, the dangers and the men that follow me, that will never leave me, if I was COMPLETELY – STUPID – AND DIDN’T HAVE A GODDAMN FUCKING CLUE, WHO THE FUCK I WAS, well then I would have dated Lance, wouldn’t I?!
So, yeah, you dumb fuck, I really don’t like how you see me.
Let me explain so everyone understands why I want to punch his fucking face! I need to be with a man, I need to be involved in a relationship with a man, that will be able to protect me – in a bar fight.
Capice?!
Everyone should be figuring out that’s the reason, I gave my boyfriend, his name. In a bar fight, my boyfriend could protect me.
Lance wouldn’t have been able to protect me, I would be left having to take care of him, after something bad happened to us because these assholes will still – come.
Did he really place Stuart in my life, for me to figure out, or for him?! Because Stuart would have been another man, I would have had to take care of instead of being protected.
If this FBI man, and he does not read to me as sexually interested in me now or at any early time. He would have done it himself, if he was sexually interested in me. Unless, you people really are that stupid, and could not see, Michael was a failure.
Let me write that again, using a man to talk through another man, has and always will be – a failure. As a way and means to gather intel from me. It will always be a failure.
If this FBI man was really interested in me, then he was managed – incorrectly.
Yeah, when I saw this FBI man on the side of the road, he read as – SEX! Like, oh yeah, I want some of his sex, I’ll have his sex. However, what he was trying to show me was that he was using David to talk to me, in college. And, he really couldn’t have done that himself?! In person?! If only as a friend? An acquaintance?!
Um, why?!
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU PEOPLE AFRAID OF?!
ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID?!
I MEAN, FOR-FUCKING-REAL?! NONE OF YOU THOUGHT IT WOULD – OH-MY-JESUS-FUCKING-CHRIST -MAKE YOUR FUCKING INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY LOOK, STRONGER?! JUST TO HAVE AN ASSOCIATION WITH ME, FOR-FUCKING-REAL?!
YOU LOOK SCARED AND AFRAID!
If this FBI man was in any way sexually, romantically interested in me, well, guess what?! I don’t need to be saved.
Let me explain, he has a savior-complex, and that’s a good thing, that is what a person who works in the FBI, should have. Let me write the scene as it appears to look in someone else’s head.
Scene:
Me, Cherith, dressed as a damsel in distress, from the Old West, bound and tied to a railroad track, screaming, in a damsel-y, high-pitched voice, Save me! Help me! S-s-s-s-s-a-a-a-a-v-e-m-e! Then, this FBI man dressed in his wild west outfit, spurs, handguns, leather vest, and a deputy’s star on his chest, scooping me up in his arms, just before the train was about to – run me over.
Then, as this FBI man has me in his arms, we look into each other’s eyes, and I swoon with these words, my hero!
With his back to the camera, my face to the camera, staring at him, swooning, lovey-eyed, the camera shot closes in on the two of us, only, as he walks me into the – sunset.
Do you know how this reads, to me?! This sort of scene as it pertains to me. Dysfunctional. To me, for me, about me, a man who wants to look and be that to and for me – dysfunctional.
I don’t need to be saved. I need to be protected. I need to know that if my man and I go into a bar, I won’t be having to take care of him because another man, beat the shit out of him. Got it?!
And, David’s feelings have been hurt by this FBI man because he doesn’t understand a lot of the reasons why this FBI man has used him.
I really do know how to work, without hurting the ones I love.
If this is new information to this FBI man, well, let him think. Work it out in his own mind.
But, let’s be real clear real fucking quick because this has not been a good thing for me, my mother, and for every intelligence – opportunity. It is seen in too many movies, like War Horse, Point Break, Cars, none of you have been using my mind. Just my body.
That is actually extraordinarily wrong, dangerous, manipulative, deceitful, and shameful.
You have me seen not just within intelligence communities, but any one of any smarts that could put things together, you have me seen – as dead. Because you aren’t using my mind.
She just loves me for my body, in the movie Cars, is meant to be funny about Michael and me, and it is not truthful. Yeah, I love straight sex with a real man, but I felt like I had to have sex with him. Or, people would have died. Please don’t get it confused.
Doc Hudson is this German man, it is why my mother loved this movie, Cars is not my favorite Disney movie. Do you want to know why? I am every piece of equipment in the movie. The cars, every vehicle, except, I do not have a voice – in anyone. Not one of the character’s, is me. Not one.
That’s why Doc is in the movie. Because my German man, did not make a mistake, in attempting to forever keep me from, not only not having sex with Michael, but to be in a relationship with him, in any way.
He did not make a mistake. Michael was a failure. He destroyed a piece of equipment he was neither cleared for or understood in any way. He destroyed my brain, for decades.
That’s why I am the vehicles, mindlessly, going about the film. That’s a dead Cherith. Just like the bloated stomach on Cherith, putting it in my nose, that’s death. It stops me from thinking. To no longer think, is to – die.
No, I won’t work with any man, who does not allow me – to think for myself.
No, I will never approve – any woman.
My dead mother is the reason why.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 