November 1, 2019
BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.
Let’s save time, by having me tell you by writing it, how this house reads to me, spoke to me, before my surgery, how the purchase following had been used going back to before my family and I ever lived in Plant City, Florida, before Germany. So, no one else is guessing, how it works, used to work, or what has worked, and what has been done before. This house is almost nearly – empty.
This house reads to me, as if it is actually asking me in words, for a lot of purchases.
It’s asking for the carpeting to be replaced with hard wood floors.
New furniture, in nearly every room. Furniture, specific to this house, this location. To fit the house, at this location. That means, no joke, smaller sized furniture. This is not a large home. The rooms are small. It’s asking for room-sized appropriate, functional, and organized to this home.
Doorknobs, door handles, or pulls on – all the cabinetry in the kitchen, and bathrooms.
The house didn’t ask for drapes, until, every window had, a peeping tom. I’ve been taught or talked into, in so many different ways, to black out the windows, with curtains or drapes. It never spoke to me that way – before.
It’s asking for personalization like the entryway, door accessories, plants, and so on for personality, function, purpose, life, and distinction.
It’s asking for storage and organization in nearly every room and garage because the storage here is nearly, non-existent. A lot of organization. A lot.
And, some additional lighting, specifically, on the stairwell.
The patio or balcony has never spoken to me, really, mostly because it’s just not big enough for much – function.
It has never asked me for numbers or the address to be displayed on my door. That is someone else’s idea. It has never said that to me.
Storage, storage, storage, that’s organization. This house must have organization and storage – in every room. And, I mean, a lot. It’s asking for clever ways to store and organize household items, in every room.
It didn’t ask me for new closet-systems, until I got to The Container Store, and I just couldn’t go that much further in debt, without being able to have the re-sale return on it.
New flooring, new furniture, those are big-ticket items. Especially, being unemployed at the time. For months.
It’s probably asking me for about – nearly thirty thousand dollars, once completed. And it was asking me for that in 2012. It was asking me to have it done in a few months, in 2012.
That amount of money, that’s a lot of money, that’s probably, a completely new agency outpost, or office, set up. And, more.
I don’t understand what you’re doing up my nose outside since about 2017. All it tells me is you are punishing me for – being alive, still.
You’re punishing me up my nose, for being alive.
How many different ways and days and nights must I say and write the same things over and over, Casey will never have my approval. Brianna will never have my approval. Courtney will never have my approval. 1989 California man will never have my approval.
Punishing me for thinking about the future, and planning.
Looks like, I’m dead.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 