November 2, 2019
BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.
You people still haven’t figured it out. It has to speak to me. It literally has to speak to me in way, most of you, will never understand. That’s ok. Preventing me, from a purchase, or an order because someone else wants me to buy something different those are acts of treason, manipulation with intent, malicious and wanted acts, subversion, I could go on.
Throw the book at these people who have been preventing me by telling me this is just for a television show.
If you fucking morons cannot remember so far back as to – just a few days ago – when I do approve of someone, IT IS BECAUSE THEY WILL RETURN, COME BACK, AND BE SUCCESSFUL! YOU STUPID FUCKING DUMB-DUMB WOMEN! YOU STUPID FUCKING MORONS!
That held over for murder plot is real, and it is comprehensive, meaning there is a lot and a lot of people connected and involved in it.
If the only reason you had David post pictures of himself and Brianna on-line was for me to read, you’ve wasted a lot of people’s lives, and time, by not doing it correctly.
When David was in college with me, he was close to a precipice, or a turning point. You took a man, who had talent, in his body, and he was physically able for me, and – you let him go to waste. Truthfully, that is what he says in every one of his photographs, you let him go to waste. His mind, and his heart were not connected, he was making bad decisions, and he was working harder than he needed to be.
If a person is working too hard, or harder than they need to be, they are not working smart.
I honestly, have no idea how he ever had sex with Brianna. Eeww. Gross. Truthfully. Gross. Sick. Disgusting. What a turn off just to see David with Brianna. It makes me want to get as far away as possible. IMMEDIATELY!
Let me write that again, David and Brianna together scream, run for cover, hide, get away. Danger.
She thinks she is harmless. I’ve seen her, for how many years now, trying to convince me she is harmless and meaningless. I DON’T BUY IT! I NEVER HAVE! NOT FOR A SINGLE MOMENT!
YOU FUCKING MORONS HAVE BEEN WARNED MORE THAN ONCE BY ME ABOUT USING BRIANNA! SHE’S GOT TO BE OUT OF HER FUCKING MIND, TRYING TO CONVINCE ME! MY DEAD MOTHER IS PROOF – SHE SHOULD NEVER BE USED, AND SHE MIGHT NOT EVER BE SAFE TO BE AROUND OTHER PEOPLE!
You people have got to be fucking stupid if you’ve purposefully placed bad women in David’s path – just for me – to read on him. As a way to try and bring him back to me. You gotta be fucking stupid! This mentality, this thinking, has no military understanding, work, workability, or military strategy – at all.
David and Courtney having sex, this actually – gets worse. He literally looks like he was not present in his own mind and body at the same time when having sex, or in his relationship with Courtney, and that’s really not good, or wise, nor does that look – anything like love.
I’ll write it again because I see how people do not get enough detailed information from paragraphs I write, and that means – they’re not smart enough.
David not being present in his own mind and body at the same time, is a little close to having – split personalities. I am not suggesting that David in any way has a split personality. I believe, you’ve managed him – to look and appear as so, and it probably sent his head and mind into – further hating himself. Because that is not who he really is, on the inside.
If you follow that, it would be – and this is also not wise – why James McAvoy was seen by me, as a David proxy, in the goddamn building, and my fucking car!
And, I wouldn’t do that to David. Do you know why? It’s completely illogical. Illogical.
Let me explain illogical because I am surrounded by dumb-dumbs, if it is illogical it serves no purpose, no function. If something serves no purpose, no function, it is about the same, or equal to, slamming your head repeatedly against a concrete wall, and expecting – an outcome.
It just doesn’t compute.
It’s like taking a calculator, punching numbers into the calculator, and expecting it – to rain. It just won’t happen.
So, let me explain it – again. God is logical. Although it requires faith, something that cannot be seen, God is – logical. God created everything, every animal, everything around us – with a purpose.
The leaves on a tree, consume the carbon monoxide, we humans exhale, carbon monoxide. We breathe, humans breathe, and the trees, lives, plants live, plants give oxygen to the air, and we humans breathe it. Get it? A purpose, a function.
God isn’t some lunatic creating useless items that no one, no animals, as a nothing to be un-useful or unhelpful.
I actually cannot believe I am having to explain God in this way. This is such kindergarten stuff, that most kindergarteners already know.
I’ll write it again, I’ll explain it, again, David had talent, he had potential, and you so much as dumped him in a wasteland, all by himself, just to see if he would survive, or could survive. I would never do that to him. I wanted to love him.
If this is truly the work of the FBI man, I have no idea what the fuck he was doing! Truthfully, it looks inept, so the blame cannot fall completely upon him, it just cannot.
It does suggest, he was never able to read me, the way a lot of the Englishman have been able to read me, and that just says his talent, is elsewhere as it pertains to me.
Did you people really and truthfully fire me from Amazon because of the message you thought you could decode, the message Benedict Cumberbatch was sent to give to me, and you believed, it was a death threat – to me?
Please don’t tell me that is actually the truth. Please don’t.
The message with the time-delay. The gift tag, that read, Do not open until Christmas. Please don’t tell me, you didn’t understand it. Please don’t.
I can’t write this enough. Please don’t tell me this was the real reason, for telling me this is the reason they used the words, I failed to meet safety. Please don’t tell me this.
I just cannot write this – enough. Please don’t tell me this was the reason? His message, alone? His messages that you could not decode or understand?! Please don’t tell me this.
If this is in anyway, true. If this is the real reason, they fired me from Amazon because some moron believed they could decode – a message?!
I am sorry to tell you this, you will be so sorry.
Not a joke, if that was the real reason, you will be sorry. Not me.
I responded effortlessly, without panic, and I responded correctly. I can read, faster than – humanly possible. And real people, know it, and have known it.
You will be so sorry.
Not me, I didn’t fire myself. Whoever is responsible for firing me, you will be sorry if this is true. You set about a chain of events, a ripple effect, that you are completely unaware of, and are not capable to manage, control, or understand.
You will be sorry, again. Not me. I didn’t do – anything wrong. Again.
It’s actually really disheartening to me, to see someone have to suffer, for their own, incompetence. I wouldn’t do that to anyone. That’s why they follow me, that’s why they’ll follow me anywhere, that’s why they want to work with me, that’s why I’ve been given what I’ve been given, although, I’ve never asked for it.
Choked by news story just says women plotting against Rob at The Container Store because he was – a man.
I’ll explain again, plotting against men because their men because Cherith likes men because Cherith gave approval to men because Cherith enjoys and likes what she likes – is completely illogical.
It’s about the equivalent of placing a death threat and murder plot on my person. Just by preventing me to be around the men I want, for whatever reason. THE MEN, I WANT. FOR WHATEVER REASON.
You would have to be a complete simpleton, to think, or believe that I have given up on my boyfriend in any way just because of a t-shirt. Obviously, when I made my boyfriend, my boyfriend, I said yes.
If a couple is married, and one takes off their wedding ring, does that mean they are no longer married?! It’s really repulsive to me to see these women, these people, as such morons. Repulsive.
Below, Buffy, that code, I’ll repeat and write, again. It had no sexual overtures, undertones, connotations, innuendos of any sort. None. If anyone believed or placed it there themselves, that’s on you, not me.
It’s like an abused child thinking every person wants to place their sex organ on them, or in them, or abuse them with it. It’s really not mature, and its really not smart. By – a lot.
Since there was no sexual advance in the message, no sexual overtures, no sexual innuendo, there was nothing wrong with them being – pants, or legs. Get it?!
Not every man in the world is after – only sex with me. I don’t think like that. That’s someone else. And, um, it’s gross.
It’s so stupid, so idiotic, so appallingly lacking in any moral function, moral decision-making, moral compass, moral ability – at all, I just really can’t speak to it. It’s beyond mortifying.
I don’t trust any of the neighbor’s here. None.
I don’t trust this complex. That’s what you’ve done here. This is not a safe house, a safe building, or a safe complex. If you think because it’s in Zero Dark Thirty, those safe houses, that safe house, has never been present here, and it gets worse – every day.
Putting a camera at my door, is someone else’s idea, this house has never asked it of me.
This house has never asked me to replace – EVERY SINGLE LIGHT BULB IN THE BUILDING! This house never asked that of me, you people FORCED me, to replace every light bulb. That purchase only wasted my money, it wasn’t intelligence.
What a fucking waste of my life! I should never, I would never have given up the care of my mother, if this was going to be my life! The rageful anger it creates in me, is beyond words I can describe! Years of my life – wasted because you are all simply waiting for me to die.
None of you are working real intelligence or working me intelligently. You are all waiting for me to die!
Hunger strike!
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