November 9, 2019
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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.
If I have not written about a news story or profile you’ve displayed for me or in the news, you should be asking yourselves why I haven’t, and not the other way around.
His former partner’s partner does not feel safe. That is what it looks like. She doesn’t feel safe to be awake, asleep, alive, dead, around, thinking. She doesn’t feel safe. She needs help, and I cannot be her measure.
What it looks like she needs most, no joke, organizing her head. Arranging people, places, incidents, events, and so on in her head. She’s never done that before. She feels like she doesn’t know what she is doing, so she almost needs someone to take over control for her, just for a while. Not to control her, to help her.
I didn’t rush to my computer and start screaming and ranting that she doesn’t feel safe because – that’s not who I am. I actually check and recheck and use my own well of truth to make sure, for everyone’s benefit, and not just – some.
I don’t know if it is because of her, I don’t feel safe to leave my home. For something as simple as just going to a store. Or, if there really is a current problem, you have too close to me.
I mean, for fuck’s sake, you’ve given the wrong people control and means and power, and you don’t know why. And that has been going on for too long now.
Let her decide if she should be removed, like an extended stay with help, or stay local, with help. But, it’s extensive. The amount of help she needs, is extensive.
I would like to say otherwise, but I just can’t.
In my opinion she needs staff. Meaning more than one therapist, or psychologist. If this helps, she is like a geyser that goes off without warning, rather than a tap, you turn on and off, on your own. And, she also, doesn’t know why that is.
Distance like an extended stay might help her, it’s what I would want for her and would want to do if I was her; however, she is very insecure about leaving where she is familiar. Reticent.
She has to accept the help and want it.
On another note, this FBI man believes I made a good choice. And, he isn’t going to tell you what it is, or what it’s about, until and unless he feels it is ok to do so.
Leap Year, the movie, the kissing scene with the three couples kissing at the dinner table, this is very unusual for me, this is the Parson’s home in Redondo Beach, California. The table, the home, is the Parson’s home in Redondo Beach, California, and that says, they are – famous. The people and the home are famous.
It goes together with the movie, UP, and the building of skyscraper’s around their home, in reference to Leap Year, it just means bigger, and million-dollar homes, around a more meager home.
The kissing scene of the newlyweds is another theory of how David and I would do together. I always like those two Irishman in Leap Year, I never know what you’re talking about, idiot, does it look like they’re digging a well (Silence of The Lambs).
If you noticed, the train ticket person, has a – Border Collie, dog. Border. That’s why that dog nearly takes her hand off. It actually looks like they had a real low-life, or known kind of thug, on the set, where? Stage right, or from where the actress is sitting, off-screen, to her right, and that is why the dog, says, get off my roof (UP, Bethlehem star), or in other words, get out of my country, or in other words, you belong in jail, and not in my yard!
Also, the border collie, isn’t on a leash. That’s really bigger than it looks. It’s a big detail. It’s a reformed con following me, around like a puppy dog because, I am Keyser-fucking-Soze, and a con, knows the truth when they see it. And, most likely, they are more than military able.
The down and dusted, from Leap Year says, DDT, meaning the use of DDT and its destruction on the nest and eggs of Eagles. I remember this in the news when I lived in Oregon as a young girl. Like I remember Reagan’s shooting, like I remember the Space Shuttle exploding, I remember – eagles being, threatened.
That goes together with another news story fairly recently, probably within the last ten years, of eagles, here in Florida, being shot, hunted, found dead, and so on. Um, that’s – intel. That’s not a simple poaching story. That’s really clever, and it’s really deceptive, and its real intel.
All the support groups in the movie, Fight Club, do you know what that really is? That’s about – medical messaging. Criminal, medical messaging like in the movie, Frozen, love is an open door, is code for – overdose, is a lie. It’s what I’ve been saying, and writing. Too many celebrities, have been dying from – overdoses. When they shouldn’t be.
Isn’t the writer of the book Fight club, wasn’t he a mechanic in Oregon? It goes together with the movie, Overboard. Being a mechanic, probably, goes together with the murder of Dimitri’s character in the movie, The Peacemaker, meaning, the car accident my family had when we were on vacation and a deer hit our van, was actually meant to kill – me.
Because it doesn’t make sense to kill a child, there are certain – rules. I couldn’t have been more than five or six at the time. It goes together with the – take the shot, in the movie The Peacemaker because as the audience you are invested (not code, just the English language) in the movie enough at that point, you don’t want this bomber with a nuclear war head to blow up New York, do you? Except, that’s why there’s a little girl, on her father’s shoulder’s, laughing, having fun, enjoying life, and the sniper – cannot take the shot. Um, that’s me, the little girl on the shoulders.
It’s why the movie, The Peacemaker ends with, yet another reference and visual image of windows being shattered. That visual image, the windows being shattered, people jumping in and out of windows, that being repeated in so many movies, is on purpose, that’s me, Cherith, working – people. The shattering, is another way to say, visualize, Cherith – turning people. It’s – that’s dramatic.
Capturing and killing terrorists. Ending the Vietnam war. Bringing the Berlin wall down, averting WWIII, on more than one occasion, that’s really dramatic stuff, and this is Cherith’s response, yeah, why.
Yeah, why, isn’t that the right and correct thing to do to begin with?
If you people are so caught up in yourselves, you can’t say, yeah, why. Then, maybe you shouldn’t be here.
I love people.
My mother loved people like she knew everyone of them was supposed to be a child of God.
My mother loved this movie, What Happens In Vegas. At the time, I was rather perplexed by it because nothing about the movie says, my mother should like it. However, I’ve always felt it looked like David and me. David and I as a married couple going through marriage counselling, is just a way of trying to figure out, why it screamed danger to me when my mother mentioned me talking to someone about Michael, um yeah, no thank you. I’d rather stay alive, thank you very much.
It means my mother actually liked David, if this is true. Or, would have liked him.
Honestly, I don’t think David and I would look like that as a married couple, or a couple living together. I’ve always felt David was different around me. Again, oh, is that the truth. Phew, relief. Not that he’s been brain researched, just being around another mind and brain that – doesn’t hurt.
This African American female you have with a NY hat on, all it says to me is a beat cop. Like a good, at best beat cop. No intelligence. If you must know, she limits herself. Meaning, she doesn’t want to be – great, or the best, she’s ok with just being a cop.
It also, makes me cringe in a way. As if to say, you really don’t know what you are doing, you don’t know what you don’t know.
Well, I happen to think I am better at it than – anyone else.
Yeah, why.
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