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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!
SO, IS THAT WHAT YOU MORONS ARE ALL REALLY AFRAID OF?! I’LL BE TOO FUCKING GOOD; YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO FIGHT?! YOU DUMB FUCKS! THAT IS THE WORST MILTARY STRATEGIC THINKING IN THE FUCKING WORLD!
December 10, 2019
Yesterday was better.
Just like Eric was a real man and not in a dummy costume, Gerry, another man I dated in 2013 was also, a real man. What is really looks like is, they were using eHarmony, and my dates and as way TO GO AFTER AND KILL THESE MEN WHO’VE WORKED WITH ME THE VERY SAME WAY, I HAD NO OTHER CHOICE OTHER THAN TO HAVE AN ABORTION. Same work. Same pattern. Same thinking. Same everything.
I also, met Gerry at a Starbucks. However, we first met at a restaurant, he gave me a hug to greet me, and that was ok; however, when I sat down at the table with him, I freaked out when he had ordered a drink of water for me at the table. It’s similar to in the movie, Frozen, didn’t anyone warn you about strangers? Yes, the drink bothered me, like it had been drugged or tampered with, and I immediately ordered an alcoholic beverage.
There is nothing wrong with having water with dinner, and I did talk a lot about not drinking other sugary drinks like soft drinks, pop, or soda. However, that bothered me, like a threat on my life. Like a shanghai, a drugging and kidnapping.
He did at our dinner talk about the children at the table to our left in Halloween masks because it was on Halloween, yet my attention was not on them because they were not the threat – he was. He must have been wearing a profile, and he didn’t know it.
All the dates I had, not a of one of these men, including Gerry were in any way – interested in me. Interested to date me, interested in me sexually, interested in anything about my person. That’s how they all read. Edison was the only man who appeared to be sexually or in any way interested in me. What idiot copied after this movie?
They had no idea the people they were messing with.
Gerry was a divorced man he said, worked for a trucking company, and spoke Spanish. His email had the word mountain in it. I didn’t always believe him, especially about being divorced. Sometimes it was true and sometimes, it wasn’t. He lived in Fish Hawk Ranch, a more expensive neighborhood than my own. When he talked about Fish Hawk Ranch, I saw his house in my mind, and I didn’t believe him.
Just like the first Edison, these men tried to get me to go to their homes. I never went.
Gerry was more age-appropriate, polo shirt wearing or golf shirt, and slacks, or jeans, and I did look at his crotch at least once, and it did not look – padded. However, he was a bit of a dud. I believed I was a hot piece of ass, so why was I getting dates with all these duds?!
I dressed well, better than my income, did my hair, my make-up, smelled nice, had manners, would be good for any man to have as a wife. All I got on these dates, were – duds. Uninteresting, unsexual, bland, dull, non-committal, nothing in common conversationally, no shared interests, passion-less, are you getting the picture? Duds.
Like if I have to have sex with you, I guess I will. What?!
Why am I the only one the sees that – just doesn’t make sense. None of you know anything about love, or were you so afraid of another – David? Because too many people have not had the correct information.
I was so in love with David in college, it read all over me. Just like this proxy Eric, so adorable, this gun-toting, has killed men, won’t hesitate to kill men, and on ME – HE READ AS SO ADORABLE!
That’s really bad misinformation. Get it?! A military man or former military man READ ON ME AS ADORABLE, AND YOU MORONS DIDN’T THINK ENOUGH ABOUT THAT! YOU’RE STUPID!
I have this memory that in my head looks like the threat against the real Gerry, a younger man. It was probably this real Russian man I brought over, and no one really understood that UNTIL I WROTE ABOUT HIM. AND, TO WHOM IS HE A THREAT?! BECAUSE I JUST DON’T SEE IT!
I flirted with Gerry, I touched Gerry, I tried to get him interested in me, and I GOT NOTHING!
I did also, have another date with Gerry, at Taco Bus because before you dumb morons, I used to believe it was an interesting place to eat. And, that date looks like HE PROTECTED ME BY GETTING ME OUT OF MY HOUSE THAT NIGHT.
The rest of the date, he was not really, as usual, interested in me as a date-date.
I am an intriguing woman, interesting, and a lot of other things. Why are you not showing the real value of me? It’s very saddening.
If this gorgeous man, and he IS VERY GOOD-LOOKING, is the real man, why would you send a dud, if not to subvert your own intelligence?!
And, they’ve trained me, so to speak, that no good-looking man WILL EVER BE INTERESTED IN ME – SEXUALLY. I won’t thank you for that either. Every other straight man in the WHOLE world is either married or involved in another woman, really?!
What the hell are you doing?!
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 