January 1, 2019: READ: BRAIN PALACE WRITING

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

REMOVE COURTNEY’S FORMER AND CURRENT FRIENDS!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; BRIANNA HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS, COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, ANY BIRTH DEFECT – SPRAYERS, MY FORMER EMPLOYER, THE MEDIA, NY COP, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

 

January 1, 2020

Robocalls news story looks like someone’s full-time job was to pretend to be different people on the phone with my mother just to make her job unlivable, unable to fulfil, more difficult, just to waste her time so she wasn’t doing other things like, being with her children.

Oldsmar phone

This photo has obviously been edited.  This is in our upstairs Oldsmar, Florida apartments.  This is more evidence of when others were being employed to “listen” to what I was thinking at my former employers, and to whom I was talking to, they were getting drunk and high and wasting their time, re-editing my photographs.

oldsmar mom

This is the same location and they’ve re-edited my mother’s body.  If you look at these photographs and think the people responsible for doing this, are just having innocent fun – YOU’RE WRONG!  And, you can’t tell the difference between subversion, and a hole in the ground.

This re-editing of my life is another form of – subversion.

That Matt Rhule profile is dumb shit, meaning a person who was not capable of handling me, having any information or knowledge about me, and it’s a warning.  It’s a little frightening because it looks harmless enough, yet – that is subversion.  That is just one profile of subversion.

The Sharon Osbourne story about the artwork reads, true and correct.

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This is the downstairs apartment, and my mother’s face has been re-edited.

Mom haircut

This is my mother and father at our home in Plant City, Florida, about early nineties.  That door behind my mother is the door to the pool bath.  That would have been the name or title if any person looked up the blueprints of these homes.

The pool bath is also where my mother planted night-blooming jasmine on a white lattice from the ground to the roofline, to protect the privacy of persons using – the toilet, or bathroom.  And, that was in place before I moved there in 1992.  Meaning no one was paying attention to the FACT that my mother was ALERTING people to a problem, by way of a lack of PRIVACY.

It literally is how that reads – you have an agency problem that is NOT TRUSTWORTHY!

Just like Meghan Markle, did she have access to the information that this not wanting to be tortured REAL man from the movie Zero Dark Thirty was being sent to me?!  Did she?  It is most serious.

If Meghan Markle had access to the sensitive information of a detainee transfer, SHE IS NOT TRUSTWORTHY!  And, you fucking morons did not protect her, you let her fall into that trap.  Or, is she completely incapable of saying, no?  No one has advised her NOT TO DO DUMB SHIT?!

When you are a person with some form of power, like a celebrity, it is part of your job, being in public life, just to be better, especially in public life, to be considerate of others.  And, that’s for someone like a person asking for an autograph, you’ve allowed Meghan Markle access to detainee – movements, and NO ONE STOPPED HER FROM LOOKING LIKE A DUMB FOOL AND IDIOT?!

GET OUT OF PUBLIC SERVICE – YOU DON’T BELONG THERE!

You allowed her to purposefully sabotage a detainee transfer because he was being brought here – because of me.  It’s incredibly stupid.  And, I WOULD NEVER HAVE ALLOWED HER TO LOOK LIKE SUCH AN IDIOT!

YOU ALLOWED MEGHAN MARKLE TO LOOK A FOOL – BY PLACING 30 EXTRA POUNDS ON MY FORMER BODY, AND MOST RECENTLY, WITHIN THE LAST FEW WEEKS, NEARLY TWENTY POUNDS OF EXTRA BODY MASS BECAUSE THIS MAN WAS SCHEDULED TO BE TRANSFERRED – TO ME.

JUST TO PREVENT ME – FROM WORKING WITH THE UNITED STATES MILITARY – AND A RESOLUTION TO AN ON-GOING PROBLEM.

Did you actually allow Meghan Markle by way of traffic cameras access to my home, sabotaging my body lotion with a body swelling agent, and use the pastor at my church to threaten me?!

That would also mean she is responsible for the light delay, a traffic light that is literally next to a United States military command post (Spectrum), operation, and communication location, and she is responsible for getting them to change the light that I went through – I went through because people needed the information then, not later.

Be careful this doesn’t cause a red light.

Why are you people allowing her, access to me?

I want a restraining order against Meghan Markle.

I want a restraining order against Prince Harry.

A WOMAN WHO DOES THAT…

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…IS NOT CAPABLE OF DEALING WITH SUCH AFFAIRS, AND THAT MEANS, PUBLIC LIFE.  NOT SEXUAL AFFAIRS.

You morons let her take the easy way out, of trying to place me in the position of UGLINESS…

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Is there anything in these most recent photographs of me that says anything similar to I care about other people, the welfare and happiness of their lives, the quality of life they live, their interests, and how I am able to make a difference in their lives?

What you’ve allowed to be seen on my person is that Meghan Markle has no comprehension, understanding, awareness, or any mental capability of her role, not just as Harry’s wife, to the Royal family, and to British citizen’s, and to the citizens around the world.

The question you should be asking is, why would anyone let that happen?

If the Mississippi documentarian really committed suicide in 2019, it says, she was guilty, and she couldn’t live with herself because of it, and it looks like it’s about how she’s used my life.  Was everyone too busy chasing after ghosts, that no one had to time to – at least convict her.

Literally, if you’d have convicted her of crimes to which she was guilty, it would have helped her, more than allowing the real criminals to continue running the show.  And, it could have saved her life.  Not a joke.

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This photo taken at a Village Inn/Perkins type of restaurant, Countryside Table in Clearwater, Indian Rocks area of Florida in 1984 (?) has been very edited, it’s my father’s famous t-shirt, I believe the shirt was purchased in Solvang, California in the ‘70’s, You Can Always Tell A NORWEGIAN But You Can’t Tell Him Much.  My father wore that shirt for decades.  You’d have to be a Norwegian to really understand the saying, and it certainly doesn’t imply my father is in the movie, Frozen with Can’t.

You Can Always Tell A NORWEGIAN But You Can’t Tell Him Much, a close translation is – Norwegians, are hard-headed.  No joke.  That is not the same thing as, can’t, or unable, or dumb.

Hard-headed meaning, stubborn, obstinate, determined, unmovable, resolute.

If you have this Russian man on any medication like an ADHD drug, take him off of it, he doesn’t need it, he doesn’t need any of it.  And, stop messing with his head.  He, like David was stronger before you women, thought you understand what was really going on.  You’ve made him look weak, and a controlling man, instead of like a real man.

Please stop listening to them and working with any of these other women, Russian man, they are out to get you killed for crimes, they are responsible for.  Please stop relaying messages.

And, I am still living in my head in September 2019, meaning just s few days from my former employer letting me go.  That tells me you have problems, still, unless all it means is you are still following after the same plans as 2014, or September 1989.

This brain palace writing is most difficult.  You have me sort of free form writing while someone else is nearby because other people are sort of transmitters, meaning I am able to read them just by being near them.

Is the movie Defiance in any way true because it means, I read it off of someone either by talking to them on the phone, or seeing them and then I wrote the short story, Sarah’s Star?  They are both very similar.

I don’t know at the moment what else to tell you about this Russian man, him working with Meghan Markle was not wise, and it is most hurtful to me that he would have done so.

Don’t be misled…

tennis oldsmar

…if anyone of any intelligence had knowledge about the 1980 USA victory against the USSR hockey game, and they saw me going to the racquetball court everyday with my tennis racket and tennis balls in 1988, 1989, in Oldsmar, Florida, it has nothing to do with sports, soldiers.

I rode my bicycle to the racquetball court, myself, without a coach, and hit the tennis ball against the wall, until I was so worn out, I vomited, more than once.  I would return home so red in the face, my mother was worried, often.  I played with blisters on my fingers.  Nobody pushed me, no one told me to continue, slow down, move, or anything.  It is similar to Hidalgo’s horse in Hidalgo at the starting line, already to go. 

That would be a solider read, at the racquetball court.  Going and going and going.

No, Stuart wife, is not workable.  I don’t trust her.

This is the Sona woman you have here?  She’s a problem.  I have written more than once, she’s a problem.  There is a problem with her.  You let her subvert the work of our United States military, by weight.  That’s not fun and games, that’s serious.

You people have been following after games, like computer games I play like you have a clue why people were interested in the reasons I play games.  You have people walking around like they are placing themselves in the games as a way of intelligence, and it’s not.

I used to have a Big Fish account, and the only reason people probably got orders for the games I played, was just to analyze, meaning analytics, analyze results.

You morons are walking around like its important.  And, it’s not.

You got popped from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, is really about Edison, although they didn’t know who the “who” was in the sentence about who was responsible for my mother’s strokes in 2005 and 2006.  A medical emergency.  That wasn’t supposed to happen again.

Now, you have David upset again because he NEVER would have worked with you people, if he had been able to understand and know these things, as I’ve explained them.  He’s been hurt by it, and these years.

And, I’m sorry David, I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings the other night, it is a little difficult talking the way you morons have set this up, like I am in an auditorium full of people I do not see, talking to me rapid-fire sometimes, and I do not always have a lot of patience at such times.  Because they were working me. 

I’m sorry.  It is not my wish to hurt his feelings, I see him better than anyone else.

Probably the answer my Boyfriend wants to know, Hannibal Lecter the Evangelical, is why when he makes declarations of love, and planning a life, I do not and am not able to see a future, with – any man.

So, how does that happen?  How is it plans, and orders get put into play that have denied me a loving, straight male relationship, like a husband?

I believe its important that it is fixed.

Did I write that too fast?   Hannibal Lecter the Evangelical, and it is really true.  No one else did that with him.  It’s really amazing, actually.  Any man wanting to turn his life around, and this man, has really been learning – a lot.

All I see, is all these men, will live without me, still.

vanity stool

Here is a picture of my vanity stool, or stool I had since Simi Valley, California, that is in the movie, Olympus Has Fallen, extracting information from people by torture, my brother’s cat Jerry, and the  vanity table cover my mother made for me.

Zohan it looks like they used my dates with Gerry in 2013, 2014, and combined him, Gerry, with this Russian man as a way to extract information from me about these men, how idiotic.

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This is my brother and me, probably August 1992, someone should be wondering why this girl, this woman in the photograph wasn’t being – loved back whole again, with a better male relationship than Michael Brown.  To love my mind and brain well.  Because that’s subversion against the United States military, me, not being loved.

It’s not just a simple matter of me really being some sort of old maid.  When people have known since the time, I was a child…

father christmas

…I wanted to be married to a very masculine man.  It’s the idea of marriage I had in mind, marriage to a very masculine man.

That’s subversion, and no one has noticed or corrected it, yet.

wilhemenia gardens

This is important, this is me, at Queen Wilhelmina (code: Will-Helm-In-A, in a room) gardens in San Francisco, California, in the early ‘80’s probably, 1983, 1984.  Historically what did Queen Wilhelmina do? 

Queen Wilhelmina allowed the lives of Jews to be spared, by not fighting.  Remaining neutral during World War II, and it helped to save lives.

That goes together with Diary of Anne Frank, I did not get cast in college, I did costumes.  That goes together with Will that I worked with at Disney because he is in the movie, War Machine, and it is a problem.  Will, as the story was told to me, was fired from Disney for not answering phone calls and hanging up on people.

At Disney they tried to get me to tell on Will.  Because Will told me he hung up on people, I did not say anything to get him fired because I believed it was the job of the supervisors to do their own work.

It also reads, as I look at it now, not – advantageous – to do so.  Advantageous.  It was not advantageous to talk to any supervisor about the stories Will was telling me, and Will is a gay man.  A gay man who was in a partnership with an older man, I named, Grandpa.

Not advantageous goes together with the movie, Vantage Point.  If anyone wants to try and decode those movies.

I liked Will – as a person.  You people are confused.  Because I like a person WOULD NEVER IN ANY WAY MEAN I TRUSTED THEM, ESPECIALLY TO DO REAL FUCKING WORK!

Will was fired and Char Messe was fired from Disney.  I also liked Char, she has a disabled daughter, she also won her unemployment against Disney, so I don’t know – yet – what you motherfuckers were doing at Disney, it looks like diversion after diversion as a subversion plot to prevent me from working with the United States military BECAUSE THE FBI MAN SHOWED UP AND NONE OF YOU FUCKING MORONS WERE ABLE IN ALL THE YEARS FROM 1992 TO 2003 TO RECONNECT MY BRAIN – EXCEPT FOR HIM, AND IT HAS EVERYTHING TO DO WITH HIS ABILITY TO SPEAK – RUSSIAN, WELL.

Portland House

NOW, I’M SO FUCKING PISSED OFF IN JUST THESE FEW MINUTES OF WRITING ABOUT THE UNITED STATES MILITARY, DISNEY, AND THIS FBI MAN, I AM ABOUT TO START A FIGHT!

YOU MOTHERFUCKERS EVER AGAIN START A PLAN, A STAKE-OUT, A PLAN OF ACTION, ANOTHER GODDAMN STUPID, FUCKING PLAN, LIKE WHAT YOU FUCKING MORONS DID WITH THIS RUSSIAN MAN I DEFECTED FOR THE UNITED STATES, SUBVERT MY EFFORTS BECAUSE I AM THE WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION AND YOU ARE NOT, YOU MAY AS WELL STICK YOUR FUCKING ASS IN THE AIR, BEGGED TO BE ASS-RAPED, AND HAND YOUR FUCKING CAR KEYS OVER TO REAL FUCKING TERRORIST AND SAY YOU’RE SORRY FOR KILLING OSAMA BIN LADEN FUCKING DEAD!

 BECAUSE – I AIN’T!

YOU CONTINUE WITH THE STUPID SUBVERSION MEDIA NONSENSE ABOUT THE TRUTH OF KILLING BIN LADEN, AND YOU WILL NOT SURVIVE!

I-AIN’T-SORRY!

YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO WEAKEN OUR UNITED STATES MILITARY BECAUSE IT WAS SUCCESSFUL?!

THERE IS A WORLD OF HURT – WAITING FOR YOU!  AND, THAT’S NOT ME.

Mimzi Gresham

The fact that I must share photos of my childhood bed is repulsive to me; however, someone needs this photo, this is my bed in Gresham, Oregon.  That’s an antique headboard, and the material for my bedspread was polished apple cotton, a rather unusual choice for an antique.  And, my cat Mimzi who was a very good mouser.  Meaning, she caught, killed and ate mice.

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Some of my mother’s artwork and paintings.
stolen photos
This is one photograph I have of the photographs that were stolen from me. That’s the lady bug shield that was given to me by a tribe in South Africa, and they used that to pervert the truth by entering my home. The other photographs of college night from The Container Store look like Courtney was hurting me to hurt David – and that’s not logical.

Eight, ten, twelve hours a day writing here, I think it’s too much.

I need to quit.

 

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