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January 16, 2020
HL doesn’t get to die. He just doesn’t. He’s upset. I had been wondering all these months why I don’t get to talk with him more in this home. He’s your connection to brain research. He’s not just a man I more than like. He’s a real connection to brain research.
Either you believe brain research is real, or you don’t.
I don’t need, nor want, any non-believers.
I also, would never have treated him this way. He’s a real man, not just a news story.
It’s a little depressing, realizing that I’m just not in your budget. I’ve never been in the budget for intelligence. Although they’ve used me, to get results, I have never been in the budget. Because I am not in the budget, and I am too expensive to work correctly, you’ve allowed people to believe and discuss, how it would be better if I was dead because I am not in the budget.
It’s ok for a United States citizen like myself, to just die, especially after all the service I’ve done and given to this country because I am not in the budget. It’s what’s been happening for a long time, and it is not just the military man who wanted me to die because I am a woman and have been working with the military.
It’s intelligence. Believing I am an acceptable loss. My death would be acceptable.
Please retire me, I am too expensive for you.
If you’ve used my father as a model, reading him, and his purchases, and been using a black American man in intelligence, as is seen in 13 Hours with the character Dave, he’s probably not bad, I just know how to do it better.
My father has never been the financial planner, my mother was. It’s probably just not that interesting to my father.
And, if you have wanted to work with me, your time for budget cuts, was when we lived in Plant City, um, and you blew it.
So, stop working with me. Because how I see it, the way I would work, would take millions of dollars. That’s what’s at risk, that’s what’s at stake, millions of dollars. So, stop working me, and working with me.
The comparable would be using a piece of tape to keep two objects together when they need to be welded together. The tape will always fail. It might work a few times, in the end though, it will always fail.
This has been going on since 1986, real life takes real time, and it is comparable to someone and people not being able to comprehend a budget. A budget meaning, allocating money and monies.
I want to take care of my father. I have no idea what you people have been doing with him. He was better when he was with me.
Yeah, David you must disclose your income, and its ok. I love you. We are not a couple or in love, I still love him.
I love HL. We are not a couple; I still love him.
I believe Prince Harry needs time away from his wife, for a few months. His wife looks like she would prefer to be in a relationship with another woman, who looks similar to herself, similar in height, outward fashion, appearance, and skin color.
I would want to know how those two met and got together. I would want to know that information.
Trump news story about knowing, reads, yes and no. Would you like to clarify? Because a person knowing information does not necessarily make them – guilty.
However, if you are referring to information given to Meghan Markle (she prefers this name, rather than her titles) about AMA, a detainee in United States custody for crimes, and you allowed her to purposefully interfere, it is about the same as obstruction of justice, misleading investigators and counsel, and interfering in an on-going investigation.
I would never have allowed her to do that. Why didn’t you people PREVENT from interfering?! It’s a rather serious crime and charge. They are taking it – very seriously.
She had sensitive classified information and she is not trustworthy of this information.
It is also NOT MY JOB TO GIVE YOU INFORMATION OR HELP YOU, IF I DON’T TRUST YOU. IT IS YOUR JOB AS A HANDLER AS THE HEAD (DIRECTOR) OF AN INTELLIGENCE AGENCY (CHARLIE’S ANGELS) TO FIGURE WHY I DON’T TRUST THEM AND NOT USE THEM WITH ME.
I DON’T HAVE TO GIVE YOU INFORMATION OR WORK WITH YOU IF I DON’T TRUST YOU!
So sick of the rah-rah speech from 13 Hours, and so sick of your shit, Tanto, well, David is correct. David as Tanto is correct, the rah-rah speech is the stupid notion that he and I are, should not, and are not allowed to be – friends. Or, ever talk?
And, whoever set up that meet with Edison using David, and trying to “gather” intelligence from reading the scene at Panera, really has NO IDEA WHAT THEY ARE DOING!
The proof of the incorrect response to David and I no longer being allowed to ever be friends, is Courtney. And, Courtney’s actions. And, if the only reason you’ve never allowed us to be friendly although we’ve worked together and been around each other all these years is because you DIDN’T UNDERSTAND – HE’S DEAD, FROM ZERO DARK THIRTY?
Either you figure out I am a future thinker or GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY!
The rah-rah speech is also, obviously there is no real threat to David and David’s life, is there?! Or, he wouldn’t be allowed to be – working!
So sick of your shit, Tanto, just means someone doesn’t like being – incorrect. So, dial it the fuck down. You should be asking the expert her opinion, that’s Cherith Gjestland.
That rah-rah speech is also, me, seen and read by more than one man, getting a President elected, President Obama, and literally winning the hearts and minds of foreign countries because I believed it.
Me, the Rockstar. Winning the hearts and minds, and it also has to do with my appearance and how I was dressed, business casual. When my supervisor and other people in the office, look like Floridians. I will also, never look like a Floridian. I’m not from here.
You also, any agents, any intelligence officer’s, this is how I work, it is also your jobs, their jobs, to protect their handler or boss, or head of intelligence. Don’t they teach that in schools and the Academy? It’s their job as intelligence to make sure their CIA tool, or whatever, gets their information, and not work outside of their work, that’s similar to a solider going AWOL, or an intelligence officer going ROGUE. Rogue meaning, without authorization.
This looks like Prince Harry had no idea they painted HL black, and had another person say to me, ok, bye-bye, Meaning I was no longer, yet again, to work or be friends with HL because he is a straight male, and I more than like him. It appears as though you’ve been working Meghan Markle in this neighborhood, after having dismissed me from my former employer, and creating a story of my manager, Meghan Markle, not being allowed to go below my belt, meaning sexually, then, you’ve allowed her to have access to me in my neighborhood, in my car?!
So, no one has stopped or prevented her from harassing me, or stalking me?! Because it’s unwanted attention. I do not reciprocate or have any feelings for her. You have a real control problem with a lesbian. More than one lesbian.
If this Sona woman has a problem with me, loving straight men, she has a real problem. That’s a serious control problem. She and I are not friends. If she has in any way flirted (Sherlock) with me, or has some sort of girl crush on me, she’s got A REAL PROBLEM.
Gay people should not be having crushes or feelings for STRAIGHT PEOPLE. Straight people shouldn’t have crushes on gay people. Something’s wrong, if that is in your head.
Desperate for my attention (Sherlock), a lot of these are more than one thing, or piece of information, desperate for my attention, means there actually is a British citizen of some notoriety who was desperate for me to get acknowledgement. It goes together with what does it need a title for, in Sherlock.
And, the only reason you let me go from my former employer, was to try and TURN ME INTO HAVING A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH MEGHAN MARKLE?!
GROSS!
These women from the compound do not understand about masturbation. They think it is a sin. And, they do not understand the difference between my t-shirt, and masturbation. Obviously, I am not meant to have a hand-only sexual life. Obviously, I am meant to have a real sexual relationship with a man and be married.
So, I am really sick of this rah-rah speech that the only way to work, any intelligence with me, is in isolation! Without ever talking to David or HL or have any friends, at all.
My life is the source of other people’s – income. I’m sick of it.
What are you people doing with detainee’s and the children from the compound? Are you concerned for them; is there an intelligent reason you are working with them?
Because driving around town with me, creating news stories, allowing them to be in news stories as simple as what food I might be eating for dinner?! It’s deceptive, and it’s not something I would be doing.
It’s creating a false perception that people are allowed in my home, family, to be near me, creating another false notion of acceptance, it creates a lot of other problems, as well.
You’re working me, as though I am employed when the truth is, I am unemployed.
If you want me to work with detainee’s, I should be talking with the face to face, using other people, for me to then, read it off of them, is protecting the detainee, while allowing wrong reads, and wrong ways to decipher a scene to happen around me, when you follow me to stores.
Yeah, you’re working me, although. You shouldn’t be. And, where you shouldn’t be.
It is possible to set-up scheduled meets, in person, discussing books or literature, or something else, or if all you need is for me to read, them, there is also a way to arrange that so it is not in or around my home.
This sentence I wrote yesterday needs to be edited: The concept of a woman, like me, willing to help a sexually abused young girl is almost unfathomable, it’s a foreign concept, to her.
This preacher’s kid might have some idea’s how to talk with this child. To me it looks like they should be doing activities together, talking together. It should help her, integrate.
Whoever placed the very little code in the movie, Klaus, is not a native English speaker, meaning English is not their first language, and the sheets, the woman flings refuse on, those are cats…

…it goes together with this photo because obviously, every person, agencies, and so on were given access to my personal photographs at my former employer. This is my bed at my Plant City home, and those are antiques. Antique bedding, lace sheer curtains, lots of Victorian in my furnishings, it was also the style or trend at the time. Victorian was very popular or in at the time.
My cats used to do this often, sleep all around me, in my bed. Does it look like there is any room for me on that bed? Because they used to sleep all around me. Its, cats are den creatures, meaning in the wild, they sleep in a den.
This is another instance of you needing to consult or understand like an animal behaviorist, intelligence. Because this photograph is intelligence it is not just a photo of cats sleeping, it is intelligence.
It is also not a key or legend like most code is often, decoded. This photo of my bed, in reference to the movie, Klaus, looks like a battle, or a plan of attack.
Don’t thank me yet until, from Zero Dark Thirty, really means, don’t thank him yet, you haven’t read him yet, Cherith. Because obviously, I really like this other FBI man, and have been read as really liking him, people saw us as a good couple together.
And, the reason I asked him to shut up and stop talking in 1999, was almost immediately changed when he had to be with me, as a guest speaker in my class, and was not present after, or when he was read on me again in the following years.
He’s really pretty good at catching terrorists. That’s why I really like him. It’s one reason.
And, you need his head, and mind. It’s another reason why I’ve forgiven him. You might not know it yet, you might think you are all able to do it on your own, and I will believe the truth, rather than, what you tell me, you think, it is.
Retire me, I am just too expensive. I won’t use tape when something needs to be welded.
Stop working me.