January 24, 2020: READ: WARNING: DEPRESSING

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

 

January 24, 2020

Do not get this confused, Cody is workable, and it is not to be confused with the message I received of bad code.  That is – something else.

I do not remember every detail of other people’s lives, for instance, the year my father HAD to work for the Lighthouse because USF let him go.  The state, state level, let my father go in his employment, probably because whoever was connected to my father’s employment, did not get a promotion.  Because he didn’t deserve it.

There is another conspiracy at The Lighthouse, trapping me, and my family within this state, and that says, people like Sona, are simply not able to work, on their own, without my help, that means, they will never be good enough, and if she really is an intelligence officer, it means, there is another cover-up, it is a theory in 13 Hours, with this dialogue, Army retard, meaning, who’s had there grades changed to get into the CIA, or intelligence?

Not me.

If you can’t do any work without my help, you can’t work.  I’m a resource, not a tool, or when I was a child, they would have used me every day, instead they sent the leaders of countries, the biggest missions, the most difficult work, when they needed help.  I am not the horse to be used mindlessly pushing ammunition up a hill.

My brother repeatedly for years talked about wanting to retire in Florida, obviously, this is someone else’s words and not his, now.  Otherwise, I would not have spent so much of my own money, on my former home.  I did it for my brother’s – future.

We did not have a choice in this home, this home to me says, it’s too far away from the interstates.  It takes too long.  To drive.  It’s about the same distance as our former home.  One purpose of me moving, was to be more – active, and not sedimentary at home.  I was always going to be on the go, busy, not sitting at home watching the television, like I am in jail, a virtual jail.

It’s a bad email in Zero Dark Thirty, that got connected to this former White House staff, and the reason I quit that employment, 2002 or 2003. 

It’s not my job to work with lesser men.  It WAS your jobs to bring the BEST men to me.  Here’s an example, FBI man, HIS connected employment, December 2003 to August 2009.

Another house we put an offer on (2012), was too close to our former home, we went so many places, one that has stayed in my mind was a townhouse close to HCC, close to the movie theater, really, really close to the interstates, it would have needed almost $50,000 (it was in foreclosure, or short-sale) to bring it to a livable standard, for me, and that offer also, fell through.

California thinking, is really different, than Florida.  Californian’s are open to new ideas, new ways of thinking, new technology, different cultures, it’s really different, it why there is the dialogue in Cars, I’m in hillbilly hell!  Since 1986, I have always told every person, I wanted to return to California.  Probably because they need me more than they understand.  Just like maybe, the real reason, after 9/11, I couldn’t stop watching BBC news, wasn’t just because the British made me feel better it was because my mind understood the businessmen, funding the attacks on America, were British.

Following the money for 9/11, is in London, is in Great Britain, and people thought, if I looked afraid, it must be the answer?  When the truth is, that is this 1989 California man’s model, and it’s not a very good one, and I do know how to get you the answers – faster, than decades, or months, perhaps, I  shouldn’t be giving you answers anymore.

It appears President Trump did lie, and the proof is, I would not pay for the new unit on my air-conditioner.  Because it reads as, not legitimate.  It is better to accept the disgrace, and admit the truth, and accept the consequences.  Impeachment.

It appears this news story of Casey accidently overdosing is true, she didn’t kill herself on purpose and it didn’t happen recently, and you have several of Casey’s friends, who also have an addiction problem (problem in production around here) who have been taking their grief out on me at my home.  By abusing me.

There are several people who want me, and my family removed from this state IMMEDIATELY simply because of The Lighthouse connection to my father, and it’s been used, improperly.

I have no problem whatsoever, with ending everything – IMMEDIATELY.  Ending production, ending filming, ending the videos that get uploaded, and all of this that has been happening since 2014.  I see no problem whatsoever with the truth being revealed and moving on.  Either me continue to work with intelligence or not.

All of these companies will continue to profit and make money.  News agencies will continue to profit, Hollywood will continue to profit, actors will still be able to make movies and television, all without me.

I need, to be able to speak with my own family, honestly.  About their own health, my mother’s death, and so on.  The truth is, there is no real problem with me being able to live – on my own, without earpieces, and filming.

Since I am a reader and a mirror, the only people it benefits with not living a real life, managed, or handled by real intelligence as the real Weapons, as the United States’ greatest weapon, are the   criminals, not me.

You’ve been giving criminals – bags of money, not me.

Some people are readers.  Some people are mirrors.  Not many people are both.

You’ve downgraded me to human interest stories, rather than, working me as intelligence.  You have one man here, who wanted to show people how dangerous this work is the way you’ve started it by filming it.  Most of this is classified and classified means, it is not meant to be shared with the public.

And, I also see nothing wrong with being able to create, a secure room from which to work.  Or, not at all.

And, there really is no need for the dental work.  It really is possible to set up a way of communication that does not involve living in my head.

And, nothing around here is on a secure server.

This actor’s profile just says he doesn’t like himself very much.

It’s all been a lie.  This FBI man didn’t lie about anything, he was told to create a scenario, so he did.  The fact that they had to make it so credible, proves how good I am, and how difficult it is, to sway – facts, specifically, concerning reads on me.

You have destroyed my relationship with HL, for the fun and enjoyment of a royal couple.  Like I am a nothing, and they are still treating me like I am a nothing.

The truth is you’ve ruined my working relationship with HL, also.  I am not certain he is workable with me, anymore.  That doesn’t mean, he isn’t able to live and work on his own.  I am not sure, I approve him to work with me, anymore.

If HL is on any medication, take him off of it, he doesn’t need it.  I told you he would be able to run mental circles around these people.  And, my opinion of him still matters to him.  And, if he does not want to be read by me, have me see him, it’s a problem.  He was not afraid of being seen by me, before.

David’s penis is disgusting because of how many women he’s slept with, and never choosing me.  HL’s penis is disgusting because he’s slept with this disgusting black woman who is responsible for sticking a finger in my mother’s crotch (sexual abuse), in an attempt to get her to orgasm, it’s coming (I need your report on Yellow Cake, it’s a cover up and people have been suspicious of Sona and other women, and the production around here, is not secure it is tainted), from 13 Hours.  He’s disgusting to me.

I do not find married men, sexually attractive because, I am not crazy, and psycho.  Not one of you men, is man enough, to be real with me?  Not one of you American men is man enough to be seen and read as being sexually proficient enough to have me sexually satisfied with actually having real sex and MARRYING ME?!

NOT EVEN THE BIG SWINGING DICKS OF MILITARY GENERALS ARE MAN ENOUGH TO BE WITH ME?!  AND SHOW YOUR GODDAMN – FEELLINGS?!  BY MARRYING ME?!

David, did you get talked into this production around here?  That’s a shame.  They were only interested in themselves, and not what was best for you.  It’s why I wanted to talk to you before you married Courtney.  It’s why I messaged you so much, I was warning you, and you didn’t know it.

Same reason, I made HL my boyfriend, I was warning him, and he hasn’t known it.

He’s so disgusting in my mind, now.  Gross.

It leaves the door open for so many better men, better than David.

Or, I’m dead.

I’ve had my constitutional rights taken away from me.  I do not get to choose my employment or employer, I do not get to EVER be loved, in the flesh, and married?!

Most of your news stories like the journalist killing of Jamal, mean nothing to me, meaning, you’ve not done your work, or it is not a real story.

If all they’ve been doing since 2014 is creating false leads, false news stories, what have they really been doing, other than trying to find all these men I’ve worked with before, to KILL THEM!  Like Cody.

Stop letting this lie, perpetuate, the only way this blonde lesbian known as ABC, was able to not get me to STARE HER DOWN?!  She used David, as her protection.  She would have had a photo of David, most likely, on her chest, that she kept with her, all the time.

That’s a fail-safe.  That’s me, in public, not alerting people to the threat because it wasn’t secured.  David was in the parking lot when I saw this ABC woman face to face, do you know if you had guns on you, David?!

Ready to go?  I’ve been ready.  Ready for the reality that is not a truth, to end.

Poor fucker had to get up in the middle of the night, Zero Dark Thirty, that was me, I am not the one who had to get up, I was on “night duty” taking care of my now dead mother.  It’s how it’s worked before, in the middle of the night, I would go outside, to my pool, look out the window and so on.  Until, usually, I was worried about how much time I was away from my mother.

And, that’s only because they didn’t know what they didn’t know, at the time, they didn’t know a better way to work me, than to take my entire house (UP) in my head with me to battle.  How many soldiers or Generals or Captains, take their entire house and family with them to battle?

They don’t.

Do you see the connections to my mother’s strokes and the United States military, yet?!

This is the most depressing place.

And, way to live.

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