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January 27, 2020
None of you have learned your lesson. Your lessons. So, I’m writing it, again.
Look at Murphy’s face at his face. Look at his expressive eyes. Look at his good, sweet face. He’s a good boy, Murphy is.
Maurice loves to eat his food. When they get breakfast, whatever time of day that is, Maurice loves to finish everyone’s else’s dish because he loves to eat food. It is also, normal feline behavior, if a cat was in the wild, they want to make sure they get the most food to survive. It’s normal.
Lambert just loves to talk as soon as I wake up, talking, talking, talking, talking, until he gets some breakfast, he’s a talker.
Murphy, when he is given his dish of food, he eats his food regardless of the pressure from Maurice and Lambert who want to take his food away, by eating it.
Murphy says, no.
I know Cherith gave me this food, it is my food, and my dish, I get to have all the food she gave me in this dish; however, I want it because she gave it to me, and Cherith is my person, I love her, and she loves me, and she says, I’m allowed to have all the food in this dish, and I do not care if Maurice or Lambert want to eat my food, I know they are not allowed to have my food because it is my food because Cherith gave it to me.
And, Murphy will look for me, if I am not paying attention while they are eating trying to take his food away, Murphy with this expressive eyes, literally will find me, I am usually in the kitchen, just around the corner from their food, and say, they are trying to take away the food you gave me!
Murphy doesn’t fight Maurice and Lambert because he loves them, and he knows the greater authority, in this instance, is in me. Not in taking on the matter, himself.
Look at his face.
Murphy knows he’s allowed the food in the dish; I’ve given him because I’ve given it to him.
It’s a pattern of behavior, it’s a pattern of abuse, it’s a pattern of punishment, and it is not a work, or working plan. It’s a pattern of revenge, using me, to hurt men, mostly because they were born male, and also because I was born, exceptional.
When I was told to report to the HR on the last day of my employment from my former employer, there was a Hispanic woman in a red workout outfit, staring at the “white board” holding a hot pink water bottle. This woman is supposed to be the representation of all the women who are responsible for letting me go from my former employment, and also, seeking to DESTROY the reputation of my former employer. It was their attempt to make sure, through me, Amazon’s reputation would be ruined by creating false accusation against my former employer by creating a false narrative of racism, Jew-hatred, body/fat-shaming my body, and so on, that simply are not true of Jeff Bezos.
It’s a mistake.
Amazon could also file a lawsuit against the women responsible.
The Hispanic woman is meant to show his ex-partner, she is actually this Sona woman, who at this time of the morning, 10:54am, she is still drunk from the night before. So, the truth is then, when I am seen outside my house with an adult beverage, and alcoholic beverage, it stops her from drinking. It convicts her of her own, addiction to alcohol, and prevents her from drinking.
What you have then allowed is to create a narrative that I must need to stop being seen with an alcoholic beverage to help these other alcohol dependent persons around me. When the truth is, me being seen with an alcoholic beverage, prevents and stops them from continuing their addiction.
You’ve allowed it by fattening me, and body shaming me, also.
The red workout outfit on this woman is meant to be this other FBI man, specifically because he is seen in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, the red color is meant to be my belt, meaning he was supposed to not be seen (although I gave him permission) as having a sexual relationship (hands) with me, by way of these compound women, from Bin Laden’s compound. That previous sentence should SCREAM WARNING TO YOU!
Any women, and I mean, ANY women preventing me from having a relationship with this other FBI man – because he’s seen in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty as more than one man, as more than one actor – has nothing to do with what crimes he committed, HE REPENTED ALMOST IMMEDIATELY BECAUSE I READ HIM, IT HAS EVERYTHING TO DO WITH – KILLING BIN LADEN.
These compound women, are no longer allowed to follow me, go to church with me, work with me, I want nothing to do with them. I WON’T ALLOW THEM TO SUBVERT THE UNITED STATES’ EFFORTS IN CAPTURING OR KILLING TERRORISTS!
The hot pink water bottle is meant to be HL, my then, boyfriend. Meaning these women were preventing and stopping me from having a sexual (hands) relationship with HL, mostly because he frightens them. And, they have no understanding whatsoever of what brain research does, is, what it is about, how it could happen, nothing. They have no concept whatsoever of brain research, and that goes for all these women, involved. They have no concept, whatsoever, of research, let alone, brain research.
Worst of all, you have Meghan Markle being seen as the head of the United States Presidency. Effectively meaning, you have Meghan Markle working in media, and news stories, and plots, as having removed, by way of my vehicle, and my home, removing President Trump as President of the United States.
You should be asking why a woman such as Meghan Markle, would be in any way interested in not only being seen as the President of the United States, removing, the President of the United States. It’s a bit grotesque. To me, in my mind, its grotesque. Talk about a narcissist. You might as well have her seen as trying to remove the crown from the Queen of England. Because she couldn’t. Because she cannot remove the crown from the Queen of England, you’ve allowed to attempt to remove the President from the White House.
Grotesque.
I have removed your means of communicating with me through the media, and news because it is full of nothing more than doggie diapers.
You have Meghan Markle being seen as having me on a leash, and she walks me around, and I am a dog in her car, and she gets to decide – my underwear. Meaning, she has me on doggie diapers. Grotesque.
A married woman, let alone a woman married to another man wants to be seen as having me on a leash? That’s crazy! Crazy talk! I don’t know how to be a woman on my own, crazy!
Somehow Meghan Markle believes that because Cesar Millan has been changed, touched, by me, not physically touched, looked at himself from watching me, that he must be the man I virtually hugged with my father, when the fact is, it was this really sexually attractive military man.
Cesar Millan being involved because he understands and believes what it means to be a leader, especially concerning, men, con men, and the difference between coasts, west coast and east coast of the United States.
Cesar Millan could also have a correlation to the movie Zero Dark Thirty, in the dialogue, you volunteered for this, didn’t you? Being the SPCA I volunteered for, meaning yes, the SPCA in Lakeland that I chose to work on Sunday’s with the big dogs. Why?
I needed to do something. I had been sending my resume all over the place, every day, for hours I would look on-line for jobs after placing my mother in a nursing home, 2012, and look for jobs, employment, and NO ONE EVER RESPONDED – TO ANY JOB APPLICATION, RESUME, I SUBMITTED, UNTIL AFTER I STARTED VOLUNTERRING AT THE SPCA IN LAKELAND AND THE OBAMA CAMPAIGN ELECTION.
NOT UNTIL AFTERWARDS. AND THE ONLY EMPLOYER WAS A RETAIL STORE THAT ALISHA WAS SUPPOSEDLY A MANAGER AT.
I didn’t get that job either.
I volunteered on Sundays, with the big dogs because most families are together on Sundays, and most people, don’t want to work with the big dogs because they are more work. Big dogs are scary, they require more physical strength, and a stronger mind, just to get them to – obey you.
I liked the SPCA in Lakeland. They did a lot of work on the grounds, and buildings, and kennels. It was not a hole in the wall operation. Get it?
And, if I choose, it will probably be the most dangerous, difficult, hard to do work, and not because I am trying to get another person’s job and career because, I know how to do the work better than any of them, I’ve been doing it longer.
Here is another example of how my father and I differ about money. Example: Buy the saltshaker: If you are a restaurant and you want to increase your revenue, something as simple as replacing and buying all new saltshakers will increase your revenue by x-fold, or x-amount of dollars. Perhaps its information you read from a business article, or expert advice from another entrepreneur, or perhaps it is just information you know, and that is why you are a business owner.
If you don’t replace the saltshakers you will still earn a profit from your restaurant, but it won’t be an – exceptional restaurant, and revenue.
I would give the advice to purchase new saltshakers, where my father, who is really not that interested, and is better suited for other work, would tell you, you don’t need to buy saltshakers.
Buy the new saltshakers because the amount of money it takes to purchase the new saltshakers, with the increase in revenue you will (guaranteed) receive, minus the cost of replacing the saltshaker, factor into the equation of if you had not replaced the saltshaker over so many years, blah, blah, blah, do you get it?
I understand this kind of math, without having to show my work to teacher. I get it. Like that. That fast. Meaning I understand and can see the answer, almost before the question has been asked of me. It’s been proven, A LOT!
Something I have said to more people than I can remember, math is a language, its fluid to me in my mind, like a language, and there is an art to it. Math is not just about knowing the rules of mathematics. If that were true, more people would know complex and abstract math problems.
If you take the example of the purchase of saltshakers and apply it to, for instance, intelligence work, I am my father’s daughter, but I am not my father’s mind. Stop using him, incorrectly, if you want to stay alive.
Zohan, this is for you because this was very personally done to you, this man who was seen here by way of another man, probably a local police man, on September 19, 2019 (and this is the blown out of proportion, pot-bellied, fatted pig bellied man), this man is his to have, or whomever he wants to give him to, and he looks like he is still alive, and he is in hiding.
This man is terminated, he does not get another chance, he does not pass go, he does not get pardoned, by way of ANOTHER PURCHASE THAT WAS DONE, ON PURPOSE!
HE DOES NOT GET PROTECTION; HE DOES NOT GET TO HIDE!
Did you know this, Zohan?
I doubt they had any idea when they “required” the replacement of a part on my air-conditioner.
He is not a US citizen, he is not Palestinian, he is not Israeli, he is not French. They rest about him; is better I don’t tell you; I don’t write.
Both David and HL were seen at my front door, at this walkway to my front door, with HL in front of me, and David at my back. The truth is it looks like you have Meghan Markle as seen as a black man; executing both David and HL.
I suggest, you have someone work that because it does NOT get to happen.
HL is so upset that I broke up with him, and he did not see that coming. I did the adult thing, the grown-up thing, he slept with another woman, in the flesh, when he had a choice, and I STILL don’t have a choice. The grown-up thing to do is break up with him.
Just like having an abortion to a man who had no idea what he had gotten himself involved in, by way of American citizenship with a baby being born on US soil, was the adult thing to do because no one was protecting me. They were going to let it happen, kill me, my baby, MWB, my handlers, and my family. I had a choice to make, and I chose self-defense in advance. Most likely, because more than anything no one yet knew about – brain research. Certainly not enough, and not enough that believed in me.
Not because I didn’t want children or love children, and probably the biggest reason they took my child-bearing years away from me – brain research.
I was never in my mind “factually” married to him, HL, I described how I felt about him. Both David and HL because they have slept with other women, reconciling their actions in my mind, is something I won’t allow.
I am not able to reconcile it in my mind.
I won’t love them less, yet I will not love the same way, again. I might not love them at all again. Not like I had before. Wanting a life with them. And, HL did not realize, I would have such an effect upon him.
HL gets to have emotions, he gets to be upset when something has hurt his feelings, or he believes a person to be criminal, and so on. HL gets to have emotions. He does not frighten me. He is not scary to me because I actually SEE him.
I know, he’s done really bad things, killed people, and the possibility of him re-creating his crimes, should exist, yet, when did you get to be an expert in BRAIN RESEARCH?!
I do not see where HL got a thrill or was excited by killing people. He does really enjoy sex, probably because he’s pretty good at it. That is hardly the same thing, at all.
UNTIL ANY OF YOU FUCKING MORONS GET TO BE SCHOOLED BY ME, TAUGHT BY ME, ABOUT BRAIN RESEARCH, YOU GET TO STAND THE FUCK DOWN BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW, WHAT YOU DON’T KNOW, AND NOT A GODDAMN ONE OF YOU, YET, HAS ANY COMPREHENSION, OF THE – MAGNITUDE – THE DEVASTATION, THAT IS CAUSED, BY BRAIN RESEARCH, AND YOU ARE ALL ALLLOWING YOURSELVES TO BE – FOOLED, BY IT! WHEN I WON’T BE!
HL is mad, and mad at me for breaking up with him, and just mad and angry, it’s ok. It’s normal. It’s a normal reaction to have in a breakup. I’m okay with it. Why are you morons, worried about it?!
If HL scares you at all, you are not on my team. And, I never agreed to work, again. I never approved MP to be on my team. I wrote he knows how to spot people, good and bad people, I never approved him to work – with me.
First thing MP does is allow or align this drug-addict female, to “hurt me” at my house? He just disqualified himself. He is not and has not been seen as a guardian or protector – of me. Just because he is former military does not mean – I would place him on my team, as a protector. You morons want to continue following and copying after a movie, or do you want to do real work?
I SWEAR TO FUCKING CHRIST, IF YOU DON’T STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH THIS FBI MAN, YOU AIN’T GOING TO MAKE IT! FBI MAN, THIS STUPID BITCH OF A WOMAN IS TRYING TO REPLACE YOU, SHE LOOKS LIKE SHE WANTS TO DIE, TO ME!
GET THIS FBI MAN’S TEAM BACK OVER HERE, OR YOU AIN’T GOING TO MAKE IT! OR LEAVE ALL THESE INTELLIGENCE PERSONS – OUT OF HERE!
DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS FBI MAN SAYS TO ME?! HE IS NOT INTENSE – ENOUGH!
HE AND OTHERS (MEN) COULD BE – MORE INTENSE! SO, SHUT THE FUCK UP! STAND THE FUCK DOWN, YOU DON’T KNOW A GODDAMN THING ABOUT MILITARY STRATEGY!
YOU MORONS DON’T HAVE A FUCKING CLUE STILL OF WHAT IT MEANS TO STAND AT THE GODDAMN WALL WITH SUCH A FUCKING HARD-ON YOUR FUCKING ENEMY SURRENDERS – AT THE SIGHT OF YOU!
I DO! I KNOW! I’VE FUCKING DONE IT! MORE THAN ONCE, MORE THAN TWICE, MORE THAN THREE AND FOUR TIMES!
SURRENDERS! AT THE SIGHT OF YOU! WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK KEYSER SOZE IS?! THE FUCKING TOOTH-FAIRY?!
YOU DON’T SEE THE VALUE OF A KEYSER SOZE, I want nothing to do with you.
It’s not where I would place him, if I ever approved him to be on my team. I would not place him on guard duty.
What do you see when you look at this photo? Who stands out the most? Who looks the most important? Most interesting? Most threatening?
Intelligence has their programs and training to tell them what to see and how to think.
This is what I see: Reg stands out in the grey turtleneck. Yet, that’s all he says, reads.
Big Daddy, Wesley, the man who played the role, Big Daddy, in Cat on A Hot Tin Roof, with the vest, and two women on each arm, stands out, he looks charming, and that’s about it. Attractive, yes, mostly, charming.
The man sitting with me in the chair, on my right, looks like a Steven Surrency proxy, and he reads as comfortable with me, fine, happy, enjoyable, and respectful.
Thomas with the ballcap on looks manly.
However, to me, David stands out the most. Head, head, head, head, head, head, head, head, he reads head, all over the place. Head, meaning, brain, thinking, thinker, brain. Yes, he’s handsome, and attractive, fit, yet to me, he says, brain, mind, thinker, HEAD.
Do you know what nickname I gave David, in college? Bam-bam. I nicknamed David, Bam-bam. Who is Bam-bam in the cartoon, the Flintstones? Bam-bam, is the strongest boy in the (Flintstone’s) world. He’s so strong, he can pick up any object, and Bam-bam! Beat people up. Bam! Bam! Bam! Bam!
What moron failed to notice the reason(s) I nicknamed David, Bam-bam? And, why it would be important for me, to have the strongest, mentally and physical, male? Since, none of you morons have been working from a place of creating a safe place for me to work from?
Bam! Bam! He’s definitely, a Bam-bam!
He’s still Bam-bam, just…he’s gotten better, his responses have gotten better, more refinement in his understanding. And, I see nothing wrong with him being, a Bam-bam! He’s good at it, and he likes it.
HL is similar in that he has a very strong physical presence, and I am not frightened by it, swayed by it, moved by it, altered by it, in fact I enjoy the fact that he has such a strong physical presence.
The same goes for every intelligence man, I’ve worked with. The ones I’ve liked anyway. This FBI man is a good model, he is my kind of man I would want to work with, a by-God, damn hotshot. Meaning, a man willing to go all the way to God, to get his man. It’s a matter of ethics, to me.
I want to know why you haven’t moved Meghan Markle out, and HL into the unit across from my front door. Because he doesn’t want to be friends with me, or work with me, or someone else wants HL out of the way?
Bust your head wide open.
He asked, so I’ll answer and let people know, the truth is, I prefer a more traditional church, a wear your Sunday best church, a sing the same songs from a hymnal of 500 pages, over and over, or years and decades until its rote. A preacher who preaches from the bible, yet, I really enjoy a good fire in the belly Sunday service.
A good fire in the belly Sunday service is meant to inspire you all the week until you go back the following Sunday. So, I am traditional, yet unconventional. And, there has been a movement of contemporizing Christian churches, and Sunday churches.
I don’t care if people wear their fanciest clothes, or jeans and t-shirts to church, I’m from California. Truth, and true story, California, 1989, at church, I have a snapshot in my mind, of one person wearing beach flip-flops, casual, beach-like clothes, and the person across the aisle, dressed like me, in “Sunday” clothes. And, no one cared. That’s California, to me. Who cares?! That’s, also, how I grew up.
And, I know I look silly, and foolish maybe, yet I don’t want to sit still and calmly observe the grace of God, I WANT TO JUMP FOR JOY, AND SING FROM THE ROOFTOPS OF GLORIOUS WONDERS!
Truthfully, I don’t go to church for God, I go for me. I don’t have to go to church to be seen by God. So, I also don’t feel I have to go every week, although it is a good – habit. As part of a routine. It is not a requirement.
HL must be a good speaker. I only repeat the prayers because people, are looking for it. It does not change my mind, or my relationship with God. He knows who I am.
Bust your head wide open, is truly, the beginning of the movie, A Beautiful Mind.
Bust your head wide open, is the murder plot, meant to look like suicide, or derangement, that is very real, and happened to the real John Nash.
Are the dates in the movie, A Beautiful Mind, correct? He seems, much younger. If only his mind, is younger, than his physical body.
He says its fast, by the way. John Nash says, my reaction, and reaction time is fast, and much faster than probably he anticipated, and then they’ve been able to keep up with or understand and understood. He’s probably never seen anything like me before, and it’s likely no one, ever will again.
How many times has this FBI man been passed over? Passed over for advancement or transfers? Especially, out of state? How many times?
She’s a loose cannon. She gets cut loose, in my mind, she doesn’t get to follow, she doesn’t get to be involved, she doesn’t get included in any of the work BECAUSE SHE’S NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
I would make a requirement, if I were to agree to want to continue working with intelligence, that is an all-male team, and their wives, and girlfriends do not get to be included, or involved in the process and in the work.
Are all of John Nash’s delusions of people, female? Is this true? His delusions are real, he is not schizophrenic. I know, I also, must be crazy to see and know things, that are contrary to medical science, or perceived “experts”, yet John Nash does not look to me to be, schizophrenic. It’s close, it has a lot of the symptoms, behaviors, yet it is not schizophrenia.
If my neighbor’s in Plant City, were purposefully placed because their son had schizophrenia, it’s why I never really responded to those neighbor’s. I liked them. Yet, it makes more sense, now, they were looking for a response from me because they had a schizophrenic son, yet, John Nash, is not schizophrenic. Not in my mind.
John Nash’s delusions of people are real, and they are pretty scary. It’s about the equivalent of the neighbor’s in the movie, The Burbs. Did you just hack people up and bury them in your backyard? Most people would not want to be neighbors with a neighbor they believed did and able to hack people and bury them in their backyard. It’s about how his delusions, feel to John Nash in his mind.
The reason, the delusions look friendly, affable, likeable, is just for the storytelling purpose of John Nash’s life.
It looks like a precaution and not actually, factual. It does not look like John Nash really ever drank to excess, I’m sure he’s had a hangover, and gone out drinking with buddies, yet, one night, is not a lifetime of decisions. Meaning, just because a person, for instance, does not count how many alcoholic beverages they had in one night does not make them, in the future, not in control of their alcoholic consumption.
John Nash looks like he is able to have alcoholic beverages, if he chooses not to because of what he has been told, and how he’s lived, and functioned, that’s ok. However, I do not believe his delusions are brought on by stress or alcohol consumption. In fact, this information might help his wife also, she was going by what the doctor’s told her because, she also, had to have an explanation for his actions and behavior.
So, excluding stress, and stressful factors out of John Nash’s life, are not completely, untruthful, they would only help him; however, John Nash, must also know this, he knew more about his own condition than all the doctor’s, or his wife, or children. And, he is correct.
It’s probably why because this also looks true, it’s taken him decades to be able to think through all the damage they did to his brain. B-rain. The Rainmaker, those are eyeballs. Two eyes.
Here is more proof: is this correct? When I saw President Trump, then not long afterwards, to my right, I IMMEDIATELY WENT HULK FUCKING MAD! LIKE TEN FEET TALL, FIVE HUNDRED POUNDS OF PURE MUSCLE, BEAT THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF THAT FUCKING THREAT – MAD?! And, the real John Nash, got an erection upon seeing my reaction? Is this correct?
Don’t read so much into it, if this is correct, not every erection a man gets is, sexually. Most of men’s erections, probably close to sixty or eighty percent of men’s erections, are a mental erection. It’s normal, and a really good thing for them to have. A mental erection. It’s who they are.
We are a polite society, we want men to have erections the best way to describe this is this, we want them to have mental erections, we’ve evolved into a society of people who have asked men to put their erections away, with our fashions, for instance, so we can get some fucking work done. That’s all.
I would caution people to be careful of the difference between strong men with erections and turning into a society of gentrified, genderless men. A male erection is a beautiful thing. Not that I’ve been allowed to see my husband’s (because I’m not married) erection. It certainly is nothing to be ashamed of.
If the real John Nash got an erection upon seeing me lose my fucking mind with anger and rage – at this threat – the proof that his erection was a good thing, is this…I’ve already vanquished brain research, as a teen-ager, about thirteen years of age. I beat that motherfucker up in my sleep, in my dream, in my mind, and then, I killed him. And, placed my alive and living family members back where they belonged, in their beds, safely asleep.
If the real John Nash got an erection upon seeing my ANGER response to the “threat” that no one else was allowed to see, it’s because the truth is, he has been so frightened and scared, not of himself, he is not scared of himself, so frightened and afraid, of not knowing the truth of what was happening to him, and what happened to him.
If he got an erection it is because I KILLED THE BOOGEYMAN IN FRONT OF HIM, HIS WORST NIGHTMARE, THE SCARIEST OF SCARY, AND IT ALLOWED HIM TO, PROBABLY, FEEL SAFE, IN A WAY, HE HAS NEVER FELT, PERHAPS IN SO LONG, HE FORGOT WHAT IT FELT LIKE.
I’m not mad at him, if he got an erection, and I doubt his wife is really that worried or concerned about it. Perhaps, the only reason I have to write about is so the children pretending to adults, SHUT THE FUCK UP!
He looks afraid, John Nash in the movie, A Beautiful Mind, he looks, afraid, afraid, afraid, afraid, and when he starts yelling at people, and looking crazy and delusional, I see a frightened man.
I am not a doctor, I don’t have medical degrees, I am not an intelligence officer, yet I believe, I know things, most people do not, that does not make me crazy, arrogant, delusional, or insane. It makes me correct, when others are not.
Is this correct because it looks as though what really got John Nash into Princeton, was the paper he wrote that happens about the middle of the movie?
What happened to John Nash, was very personal. By one man, personal towards, John Nash, and not the government. It looks true that John Nash was working on top secret, governmental work, and when John Nash was discovered as having mental, or health problems, they covered their (the US government) tracks. And, it is possible for them to do that, without anyone being aware of it.
I’m sorry, it looks true. It looks like John Nash, was working on governmental work, and he probably didn’t get to work, for very long. It also, looks like such a disappointment to the US government. The loss of his mind. A loss. And, it does not look like he was working on codes, or decoding, it looks like he really, truthfully, doesn’t know anymore.
This, people don’t like me, I don’t like people much that is repeated in the movie, A Beautiful Mind, looks like a misperception.
This is what it looks like to me from the movie, A Beautiful Mind, it looks like, competition, for John Nash’s real wife. It looks a professor at the University with John Nash, who had a delusion about John Nash’s wife, and probably did not want John Nash to have any women to be his wife, just from envy over John Nash’s mind and ability.
It looks like it started about the time John Nash started dating his now, wife. It looks like he was both poisoned and brain researched. I know that must seem crazy, yet that is what it looks like, and the poisoning is not reversable. It is also, permanent damage.
The brain research looks like, in this instance, was used not to create criminal activity, it was used to get him killed, by suicide, or deranged behavior, like jumping into the middle of a busy street and traffic.
It’s rather sinister. For a professor of such a standing, social standing, to be so little as being envious of another man’s mind, it goes along with the movie, The Moulin Rouge, and driven mad with jealousy.
This professor would not have stopped with John Nash’s delusions. I would need more information, and there is something that says, hospital. Hospitals. Death. It would also, most likely, make this professor, a serial killer, over decades. And, the way to catch that would be to find the misappropriation of funds.
The movie suggests that John Nash has only had “episodes” when one person is present. Most likely, when this professor retired, and was no longer on campus every day, John Nash started getting better, and better.
It is possible there was some sort of high frequency to cause the episodes of delusion. Similar to a dog whistle, yet more sophisticated.
It also, looks like it gave this professor great pleasure to see John Nash, diminished so. Sick.
It is similar to what they did with me and MWB, creating a reaction in me to be terrified because a man was physically abusive to me. Because I have such a brilliant mind. And, it only looks like envy, of another person’s mental abilities.
For instance, I have no idea why you morons act the way you do, a person, a man like HL, and these mental midgets, gets frightened, afraid, and their way to control it is to sedate, drug because they are not able to – think.
More crazy plots, I don’t believe that John Hinckley Jr, was so obsessed with Jodie Foster that he attempted to assassinate a President for her. I think, he was paid. It’s how he looks. Bought off.
Hinckley looks depressed, low self-esteem, and maniacal. If anyone read him this way, and paid him off, they manipulated him into believing a delusion, about himself.
This has also had me wondering about all the crime I’ve seen reported on the news. There had been such a number of bank robberies, in this area within the last two decades. It seems unusual.
Recall the lessons of Adam Smith, the father of modern economics, in competition, individual ambition serves the common good from, A Beautiful Mind, what does this say to anyone else? Because it is the sum of the whole movie. Does it look like code to anyone? Can you decipher it?
To me, the word, Smith, stands out, yet is also, not that important. The only word, I see, is…common.
Think about that word, common, the movie, a Beautiful Mind, and John Nash, for a while.
Common. Did someone seek revenge against John Nash because they perceived him to be, common, and not bred, into – privilege, or bred into having a remarkable mind?
Worried about you, from Zero Dark Thirty, code: worried, University of Alabama.
Is that ok, is that ok to say, Zero Dark Thirty, goes together with, is that order okay, in Zero Dark Thirty. The word is order. Meaning, foreign persons because I do not see any Americans with worry or concern for what happened to my family, not even with what happened with MWB, order, meaning, foreign persons believed my mother’s strokes, were – hits, orders to hurt her, intentionally.
Is that ok, from Zero Dark Thirty, I have not seen one intelligence person who understand non-American, foreign persons, the way I understand them. Is it ok? They are referring to my, vagina. There have been foreign persons, foreign governments who were concerned, I was not a happy woman because I was not married, and they were correct, are correct, and America, got it wrong.
Furthermore, you morons allowed these hicks to believe something that wasn’t true, like they are all evil because of the country of their birth and their religion. When they were – trying to help you.
If this true, the real MP had never seen me go, Hulk Fucking Mad before with a real threat, that is not my fault. And, he may be able to spot people, he also has a lot to learn about – life.
I was facing bullets, as well. They took out my mother because I helped intelligence. Soldiers are not the only Americans whose lives are in danger. They’ve taken thirty years of my life because they DO NOT SEEM ABLE TO WORK UNLESS I DO THEIR WORK FOR THEM.
I don’t believe I want to work with the military or intelligence, anymore. Forty-eight years is longer than most of their careers. And, I am really tired of someone else getting the credit, money, and acknowledgement of the work, I’ve done.
My mother’s 1999 stroke, and subsequent strokes in 2005, 2006, were all efforts to prevent intelligence and Washington, DC, kills, by Americans, not foreigners, or foreign persons, or those you were and are fighting in Afghanistan, that threat, and what happened to my mother, was from Americans.
It goes like this, I was supposed to graduate from HCC in the year 2000, graduate from FSU, the capital of Florida, in 2003. David got to go in my place to FSU. David is from New York. They were mad that I was not being loved, AND they wanted me, not another man, and NOT ANOTHER WOMAN, ME.
And, now, you can’t have me.
You also, have another plot within local law enforcement that just looks like its been allowed to perpetuate, and it is not really that personal; however, it is being – God, how boring, used again, to subvert the efforts of Washington, DC getting their kills, that would mean, domestic terrorism, to perpetuate more wars, and – EXTEDNING UNDER-QUALIFIED, AND ILL-EQUIPPED PERSONS WHOM I WOULD NEVER APPROVE, ALLOW, OR GIVE INFORMATION TO, JUST TO FUCK SHIT UP, RATHER THAN GET FUCKING WORK DONE.
It goes like this, and it looks like Sona does use local law enforcement as a cover, and manipulate them, it goes together with the Department of Motor Vehicles, starting in 1986 when I moved to Florida.
And, worse, this is not a profile of one person, this is a profile of a working plan that has been in place, only for the benefit of the state of Florida’s – budget. So, this would be a group of persons.
You’re looking for men, with daughters, and this other FBI man, I have already excluded, men with daughters, and they are using me, as a surrogate daughter.
The daughter would be loved yet seen as a – slut. And, in most instances, married to a straight man.
The father, my father, is a decoy. Don’t follow that.
1999, one, 2003, two, 2005, three, spell the word mother, place an X over each letter, M, O, T, (Japhia Mott), and you get – her. That her, is me.
Spell the word brother, place an X over the letter T, that looks like a cross, and you have, bro, her. Still me, all about, me. Rob, her.
My brother’s car accident meant to look like they really wanted him, over-confidence. They still want and wanted me. Boring.
This is a chronic alcoholic, a dry-drunk.
Depressed. Depression. Chronic depression.
Drug use.
Dingy clothing. Nothing ever really new, and new looking. Brand new. Store-bought, brand new.
Not active, not an athlete, not fit, not in shape, not muscular.
They have access.
Poor and bad money manager. Little income to savings ratio. Very little retirement has no real savvy in financial investments like real estate, so if they are a homeowner, their home is valued at nearly the same as it was when they purchased it.
Disconnected from reality. Of a young daughter turned into a mature woman.
The role of the Department of Motor Vehicles is just used to create an image of a real person, being the vehicle, it’s not really true. Or truthful; however, they use the distance between when and where I park, and how and how far away I go from my vehicle, as a sort of metaphor because its not real, not even in the mind of the person who created this.
I walk away from my vehicle, and I “show” rejection by walking away, to go to work, or church, or a movie, or wherever, then I return to my vehicle, and they punish me for being away. And, then they repeat the cycle again, for decades.
And, yes, this complex does, reek, of under-cover work, like local law enforcement work, probably just done because my mind, and the work I’ve already done, is WELL BEYOND THEIR SKILL, PAY-GRADE AND YEARS.
It’s done to humiliate and punish me for being, exceptional. And, wanting to date, and have a sexual relationship with a straight man because I have wanted not much more than to get married since a young girl.
And, they really would have done profile work on me in 2013 that would have shown me as a really great match for a really top military man. His second marriage, a divorced man because of my age, and how good it would look on my husband having a wife that was so fucking hot because I took care of myself better than you’ve allowed me to look, than Franco has allowed me to be, AND, I was a woman that spent years taking care of an elder parent? It’s almost like money, it would be such a power couple.
This is my gym, meaning Franco, I looked better and was really fucking hot, in 2012, 2013 when I took care of myself, without you people.
And the only reason for the garage sale and David handing me the information about The Crossing Church, Grenier wanted out. It’s a reason actors are actors, they work only a few months at a time, not years and years, and decades.
And, David is also, better at this. With me. He has ambition, but he’s lost interest because he’s been so hurt. He also, has a lack of focus. Mostly from disinterest. I don’t really think David has any interest in filming, film, or television. Honestly, he looks sick of it.
This all says, local police and law enforcement being used to subvert the efforts of using me to get Washington DC, their kills.
I know I’ve been observed the last few days, and no, I don’t really care what his opinion is of me. One quality of mine that is probably most unusual, is me, knowing and believing in myself, for instance, that I am better at this, like getting targets to kill, I believe is a talent of mine, not something I was born with like translating, it’s a talent, and I believe I am better at it than anyone, yet, I am also, devoid of an inflated ego, or exaggerated perception of myself which is probably present in a lot of intellectual, academic minds, yet also, I do not allow myself this notion because I know it will interfere in my work, and working that will bring me, less than the best.
Also, I am much more complex than, a comedian. Perhaps, I laugh because the reality is so frightening one laughs to avoid the threat, perhaps I laugh because it is real, perhaps I laugh to make others feel better, perhaps I laugh because I like it, perhaps I laugh as strategy, perhaps I laugh because I know I am smarter than you, perhaps I laugh because I know you will die, perhaps I laugh for reasons, you cannot factor into a program.
You want me to be worried, concerned, know whether or not I am going to pass your test or not, when you have never passed mine?
This is what I know, my lack over-inflated ego, is probably about the most desirous quality a man, especially a criminal man, WANTS. It makes me a woman, that drink of water, when a man is lost in the desert about to die.
It makes me more desirable than the most beautiful woman in all the world, any man could ever want or create. Physically more beautiful than the most sculpted, leaned, zero cellulite, perfect skinned flawless beauty in all the world.
All because of my – mind.
They want me to believe they are finally going to work me intelligently, that there is a promise of a better future than the one they have allowed me, that I should want it so much I would want to make sure I “pass their test”.
Well, I don’t believe them.
I made sure, they were aware I don’t believe them anymore that I turned off all media and news. I won’t read the news anymore.
This 360 life, can’t follow me around anymore. It is not intelligent. And, something I’ve never wanted. Probably the real reason David is was so willing to spend all these years with me, he likes this work. Bam-bam does. He’s pretty good at this work, usually, he could be better. It’s also, probably, more satisfying work, than filming.
Are you going to make a move, or are you going to dance all night with your hand on my ass?
No, I don’t believe you people anymore.
The truth is, I already told this man, everything he needs to know. Do you want to know what that is? You don’t need to know; you aren’t cleared for this conversation.
FUCK OFF!
Why am I not losing weight?!
Someone wants people to know they are trying to get me to stop walking outside (smoking). By weight gain. FBI?!
Am I the only person who believes and is interested in brain research?
Because brain research, I did not vanquish brain research by calmly telling the bad guy trying to kill me, to drop his weapon.
He had already just by being there with intent – to kill me, and already having killed my family, shown to be a threat, so in dealing and working with brain research, you don’t calmly tell the boogey-man, if he would be so kind, please go away. You go HULK, snowman BIG mad, and kill them if you must.
Perhaps, I am the only one that believes.
I guess that’s why I am not working with you, anymore.
Why did they turn off my electricity again?
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 