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MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!
January 28, 2020
I told you so. Alcoholic beverage.
I literally cannot believe I am doing this and writing this. I also, cannot believe these men actually want to be read by me.
Um, so, no.
No, my reactions to something as painful, humiliating, embarrassing, unpleasant, uncomfortable, and yes, painful as what has happened to my body since the last quarter of 2018 cannot be swayed, coerced, or untruthful, no matter how hard they try.
What really happened? After I left The Container Store in 2014? What really happened? Because it looks like the start of the movie 13 Hours was meant to find out the real truth into what made that night in Libya happen, yet WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?! IS WHAT I SEE, FROM INTELLIGENCE, MOSTLY THE CIA, WHEN I LEFT MY EMPLOYMENT IN 2014. IT LITERALLY LOOKS LIKE THEY ARE STILL TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT, SO IT MUST MEAN, AFGHANISTAN.
I’m sorry, I am better at this than anyone else, and specifically, military, and I MEAN ANYTHING, MILITARY. I’m better at it than anyone else.
It would be really great BF (formerly HL), still broken up, yet talking because I’m not going to unlove him, it would be really great if this man would sleep through the night. Do you have any idea what it is like to have this man constantly, waking me in the middle of the night, probably with a boner, and he sets off working? Since, he’s working, he is keeping me awake.
Since it seems other people are aware these two have been in the area, and it looks like they want to be read, I will write about them. Normally, I literally, would just leave them alone.
You have reason to be concerned, David Wallaims. It does seem Matt Lucas abuses his body with drugs, sort of from boredom.
Matt Lucas did a profile of me, and it is pretty correct.
Crazy as this sounds, Matt Lucas is probably, not gay.
Did David Wallaims’ marriage put a strain on the partnership and friendship between David and Matt?
What it looks like is Matt has not been able to, in his mind, have any understanding or concept of real love. Love that doesn’t require payment, services, personal information, love that just is. Real love. It suggests physical and sexual abuse, when he was a child and he, in an attempt to forgive, has been loving his abuser(s), instead of beating the living snot out of them, or placing legal action against them.
That requires talking to a therapist, and talking things out, and it will not be easy, it will be very difficult for him. Probably close to extraordinarily painful.
What happened on Sunday looked very real, and very painful. I literally am not that person that sticks my nose in. Not in people’s personal lives, especially when I do not know them.
David Wallaims was nearby my home, and a smell(s), I’ve grown to detest entered my nostrils, and I did not say, he can die. Because it is not truthful.
I said fatty-fatty-two-by-four-can’t-get-through-the-kitchen-door, people will then think and believe, I was referring or talking about Matt Lucas, when I was not.
Matt Lucas must be pretty smart. And, that is why he does not like himself very much. He just hasn’t found another outlet, to redirect his energy. Negative and positive energy. He must really need to – think. And, not being able use his mental abilities somehow, will create such frustration and boredom, it would feel terrible in your own skin. So, he does things, to feel better, but they don’t really help.
He might actually be more physical then he realizes. Meaning, he has justified rage, that he should get in touch with and – work out. Like boxing.
He probably needs to create a plan with a therapist, in conjunction with a physical activity, like boxing because he looks very physical, and start there. If he wants to.
I’m sorry, he is not just a victim, he does have some things to be ashamed of, and he is very able to change his ways.
Has he studied anything? He is smart.
David Wallaims looks like he bears a lot of the burden in their relationship, and he tries not to let that effect their relationship. That’s mature of him.
It wouldn’t hurt if Matt Lucas admitted that to David Wallaims.
And, by the way, the profile, Matt Lucas did, says, among other things, you people are wrong about her. She’s not supposed to look like that.
Stop looking at people as body parts and start thinking about who people really are.
I did talk to my brother after seeing that episode of myself because my father, at that time, was just not interested in talking to me, not really. And, my father then is not the same man he is now, and WOW, if my mother was still alive, and could have really known all the great things I have done, I am sure she would let me swear in her presence.
I wish my mother could have known while she was alive, even if it was in her nursing home, with her stroke-brain, I wish she could have known. That I got them Bin Laden, I saved these mens’ lives, I rescued these men, I got this military and that, I wish she could have known.
It could literally also be a plot to kill my mother if they had made plans to film my life in 360. My mother was amazing. In her wheelchair, wherever we were like a store, with me pushing her, she would look at people, and truthfully mean it when she would say, I love you.
Some people might have only heard the stroke in her voice, and not that she wanted people to know, although she’s been damaged with a stroke, she still loves, people.
She was amazing, my mother was amazing.
She was mentally very smart, and she had a way with people. I wish she could have known who I really was when she was alive.
I just don’t feel like it because YOU’VE MADE ME TOO FAT! AND, I AM GROSSLY UNHAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO MY BODY!
AND, HEARING BF TELL ME HE WOULD STILL HAVE ME SEXUALLY, IS NOT ENOUGH FOR ME. BECAUSE I KNOW MY BODY, AND I KNOW WHO I AM, AND WHAT YOU MORONS HAVE DONE TO MY BODY – IS NOT THE REAL ME!
The last time I resembled the real me, January 2014.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 