IN TRUTH, I AM A LITTLE SHAKEN UP BY TAMMY’S DEATH(S), I DON’T HAVE ALL THE INFORMATION YET, OTHER THAN SHE MUST HAVE KNOWN TAKING MONEY WAS NOT CORRECT, YET HER GESTURES OF FRIENDSHIP BEFORE AND AFTER, HAVE ME A LITTLE SHAKEN UP. IT’S MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE HAS DONE FOR ME, KNOWING WHAT WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN TO THEM, EVERYONE ELSE HAS FOUGHT ME, AND MADE MY LIFE AS MISERABLE AS POSSIBLE – BEFORE THEY GO. THERE IS NO RELIEF FOR ME IN ANY OF THIS? EVERY DAY IS MORE VIRTUAL IMPRISONMENT?