IS THIS REALLY TRUE, HE LOST A STAFF MEMBER A FEW YEARS AGO THAT HE WISHED HE HAD THE CHANCE TO DO IT OVER AGAIN, SO HE COULD HAVE SHOWN AND DEMONSTRATED HIS ADMIRATION AND AFFECTION, THAT DOES NOT LOOK ROMANTIC (SO, STOP GIVING HIM FLACK ABOUT IT!) JUST SINCERE, AND IT PAINS HIM TO HAVE – LOST THE OPPORTUNITY?! WHILE SHE WAS ALIVE. IS THIS TRUE?! SHE WASN’T THE MOST GLAMOROUS WOMAN IN THE WORLD, SHE WAS DEDICATED THOUGH!