LEGAL TEAM, I AM THE ONE, CHERITH GJESTLAND WHO FIRST USED THE WORD, RELEASED TO MEAN ORGASM OR EJACULATION, I WAS TRYING TO BE POLITE ABOUT MANNY EJACULATING WHILE I WAS VIRTUALLY WITH HIM! AND LET IT BE KNOWN I DO NOT LIVE IN A FANTASY WORLD! I LIVE IN THE WORLD WHERE I KNOW THE POSSIBILITY OF THE IMPOSSIBLE BEING – POSSIBLE! OR, I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO ACHIEVE ALL I HAVE ACHIEVED! I AM NOT SUSPENDING DISBELIEF! I KNOW WHAT I KNOW! DAVID, I DO NOT LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE I FANTASIZE ABOUT WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE IF DAVID AND I WERE MARRIED OR BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND, AND ZOHAN WAS NOT INVOLVED WITH ME, OR FBI MAN, I ACTUALLY KNOW, I KNOW THE TRUTH OF THE REALITY – WHEN I SEE IT! ATTORNEY, YOU GOTTA KILL THE ACCESS! HERE IS DAVID STILL A SEXUALLY ABUSED LITTLE BOY TRAUMATIZED BY HIS SEXUAL ABUSE, AND THEY TURNED HIM, BY DENYING HIM TRUTHFUL AND REAL ACCESS TO ME, INTO A SEXUAL PREDATOR AND THAT IS WHY HE PREFERS TO TALK THROUGH WALLS AND EAR PIECES! THEY TURNED HANNIBAL INTO A SEXUAL PREDATOR BY DENYING HIM ACCESS IN TRUTH AND REALITY TO THE MOST EXCITING PERSON IN ALL THE WORLD TO HANNIBAL, IT WAS MY ASSESSMENT OF HANNIBAL BEFORE I EVER LAID EYES ON HIM! I AM NOT ONLY THE MOST EXCITING PERSON, I AM ALSO A WOMAN, THERE WILL BE NO EQUAL AFTER HE HAS HAD THE SMALLEST AMOUNT OF TIME WITH ME! I KNOW THE REAL TRUTH WHEN I SEE IT! OR I WOULDN’T BE SO UPSET ABOUT THE LOSS OF THE DAVID I KNEW – WAS POSSIBLE! THE GREATEST MEMORY I HAVE OF PRINCE HARRY IS HIS, WHAT HAVE I DONE REGRET WHEN HE AND HIS BROTHER SPOKE THROUGH MY WALLS AT MY QUEBEC CANADA ARTWORK, ON A SUNDAY EVENING, AND IT IS INEXPLICABLE, WHAT HAVE I DONE AND WHAT HAVE I DONE TO HER, TO CHERITH, THE MAN HE WAS BORN TO BE – GONE FOREVER AND HE COULD NOT PUT IT INTO WORDS. DAVID’S GREATEST MEMORY, I WILL REMEMBER FIRST LOOKING AT DAVID, WHO SEEMED TOO SKINNY FOR HIS AGE, ESPECIALLY CONSIDERING HE WAS MARRIED, STANDING IN FRONT OF THE HOTEL (APRIL 2016) IN FRONT OF THE MOTEL I WAS STAYING IN FOR MY MOTHER’S FILMED PRETEND FUNERAL WEARING A GOLD LINK NECKLACE THAT CAUGHT THE SUN, MAKING IT STAND OUT, WITH A SHORTER MAN STANDING BEHIND HIM, WHO WAS NOT EDISON, HE WAS A MAN INVOLVED IN THE FILMING PRODUCTION OF THIS FAKE REALITY DOCUMENTARY, IT IS DAVID’S, WHAT HAVE I DONE MOMENT, AND DAVID CURLED UP IN A FETAL POSITION IN THE BACK OF A NAVY BLUE VEHICLE IN CURRENT ADDRESS STREET WHILE HANNIBAL WAS MY BOYFRIEND AND DAVID WAS GOING THROUGH HIS DIVORCE IS THE REAL TRUTH IN ALL THESE YEARS SINCE MAY 2001, WHEN DAVID AND I WERE PARTED AND OUR FRIENDSHIP HAS NEVER BEEN RESTORED!