ZOHAN I DO NOT WANT YOU TO LOSE YOUR ANOINTING! NO ONE SHOULD BE MISSING THIS POINT EITHER, DO NOT LET YOURSELF BE LED OR SWAYED WITH THE IDEA OR THINKING OF WHAT WOULD IT BE LIKE TO BE CHERITH’S BOYFRIEND OR HUSBAND, A FRIEND AND FRIENDSHIP IS STILL A VERY POWERFUL (BECAUSE PEOPLE LIKE THIS WORD) THING TO HAVE, TO TALK, TO COMMUNICATE, TO BE ALIGNED WITH, AS A FRIEND WILL DO MORE THINGS UNSEEN (BLESSINGS) THAN YOU WILL EVER HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT, FOR IT WILL BE DONE – FOR YOU! AND, I HAVE NO FRIENDS ANYMORE, SO I KNOW – PEOPLE NEED ME! IF ONLY AS A FRIEND! HANNIBAL IS A GOOD PROFILER, IF HE DID THESE PROFILES, JENNIFER ANNISTON, LOOKS LIKE SHE WOULDN’T MIND A FEW EXTRA POUNDS ON HER BODY, SHE WOULD STILL EXERCISE AND BE FIT, BUT SHE WOULD PREFER A SLOWER PACED LIFE, TO READ MORE, AND NOT HAVE A LIFE FILLED WITH FRANTIC HOLLYWOOD DRAMA, A LOT OF HURT FEELINGS, THAT IS NOT REALLY TERRIBLE, IT JUST NEEDS A MEDIATOR, THAT IS WHAT A THERAPIST IS, AND I DO MIND THIS EXTRA WEIGHT ON MY BODY! IT IS A TERRIBLE BURDEN PLACED UPON ME! AND I KNOW I HAVE SPENT TOO MANY YEARS OF MY LIFE SPENT WITH OTHER PEOPLE’S AGENDA ON MY BODY!! THAT IS NOT DIFFICULT TO SAY PEOPLE WANT THEIR OWN IMAGE PLACED UPON THEIR OWN BODY AND NOT SOMEONE ELSE’S! AND, WAS THAT REALLY A MAN FROM THE NETHERLANDS?! HIS BRAIN SAYS FOR HIM, THE GAY LIFESTYLE IS FULL OF FALLACIES! AND IT IS A BURDEN ON HIS MIND! HE PREFERS THE RUSSIAN MENTALITY OF THINKING, ITS STRONGER, IT FEELS DIFFERENT AND BETTER, MORE IN ORDER AND HOW IT SHOULD BE! ZOHAN NEEDS TO KNOW THIS, HE AND I WOULD BE VERY SEXUALLY COMPATIBLE, I DO NOT LIKE HAVING TO SHARE THIS INFORMATION PUBLICLY, I WANT TRUTH IN MY REALITY! THAT IS MY FIGHT, ZOHAN, IT IS NOT AGAINST YOU, I WANT THE TRUTH AND THE REAL REALITY OF IT! I NEED MORE REAL TIME INFORMATION ON HIM BECAUSE YOU FOOLS KNOW NOT WHAT IS BEST, OR KNIGHTS AND BOB’S WOULD BE GONE! APPARENTLY BECAUSE I NO LONGER GET TO HAVE FRIENDS, YOU PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW WHAT THE MIRROR OF A REAL FRIENDSHIP IS! DAVID, I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU FELL INTO THE TRAP THAT LOOKS LIKE A SELF-FULFILLING (PHIL FROM THE MOVIE HERCULES) PROPHECY OF SELF-DESTRUCTION, AS IF TO SAY, I CANNOT AND BECAUSE I BELIEVE I CANNOT I HAVE CHOSEN TO FOLLOW THE PATH THAT WILL LEAD TO MY OWN DESTRUCTION! IT IS KIND THAT OTHER’S ARE TRYING TO EASE MY GRIEF WITH TRUTH, YET IT IS HARD FOR ME TO UNSEE THE FUTURE OF THE POSSIBILITY THAT EXISTED. THAT WAS VERY SPECIAL BETWEEN DAVID AND I, AND IT’S GONE NOW.