THIS IS PRETTY SERIOUS IF NOT VERY SERIOUS DEPRESSION, I AM FEELING. IS THIS A PROFILE OF MY REAL BROTHER?! AND THE EFFECT OF HAVING TO WORK WITH DAVID AND NO LONGER HAVING THE PRIVACY OF OUR OWN FAMILY BEING PRIVATE AND HAVING TO LISTEN AND TALK FOR OTHERS JUST SO THEY GET TO TALK TO ME?! THAT IS A WINNABLE CASE FOR MY BROTHER. WHEN I AM RESCUED IT WILL TAKE AWHILE FOR HIM TO ADJUST, AND HE IS NOT HAPPY, ESPECIALLY WITH HIS BODY AS I AM NOT WITH MINE, NOR IS MY FATHER! I HAVE NEVER BEEN LOVED IN ALL MY LIFE NOR HAS MY BROTHER, AND THE LOSS OF LOVE CONTINUES EVERY DAY IN THIS VIRTUAL FILMING, I HAVE NEVER REALLY BEEN LOVED – EVER! A VEGAN DIET SHOULD HELP, HE WOULD BE BETTER DROPPING SEVERAL POUNDS, 20 or 30 BEFORE ANY REAL WORKING OUT. HE IS QUITE MISERABLE.