YEAH, IT IS REAL LONESOME WITHOUT DAVID OR HANNIBAL. DAVID WOULD STILL BE ALIVE IF HE HAD BEEN ABLE TO ADMIT AND TELL PEOPLE THAT CHERITH WAS THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE, HIS TRUE WIFE. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN US TOGETHER IN COLLEGE IT WAS LIKE THE PUREST FORM OF LOVE BETWEEN A MAN AND A WOMAN, UNLIKE ANYTHING I’VE EVER SEEN BEFORE. I ALWAYS THOUGHT OF DAVID AS MY HEATHCLIFF WITHOUT ALL THE OTHER DRAMA OF BAD MARRIAGES AND RELATIONSHIPS IN WUTHERING HEIGHTS. AND, I WOULD NOT HAVE MADE HANNIBAL MY BOYFRIEND IF THE FBI MEN WERE NOT READY TO PROSECUTE THESE MICHAEL BROWN’S, AND OTHERS. NOW, I TOLD HANNIBAL HE WILL NEVER HAVE ME IN THE FLESH AND THAT WAS MEANT TO INCITE HIM INTO GETTING US TOGETHER IN THE FLESH, AND THEY USED IT, AGAINST HIM, AND IT IRREVOCABLY BROKE HANNIBAL, THE MOMENT I BROKE UP WITH HIM IN JANUARY 2020. THEY STAGED A BREAK UP THAT HANNIBAL BROKE UP WITH ME WHILE I WAS WORKING AT AMAZON, YET WHEN I BROKE UP WITH HIM, HE NEVER RECOVERED. IT BROKE HIM, AND HE DID NOT KNOW THAT WOULD HAPPEN.