EITHER ONE IS HAPPENING, OR IT IS NOT! EITHER THIS IS A REAL RESCUE PLAN THAT IS BEING WORKED ON FOR REAL, OR IT IS NOT! AND THERE IS NO REASON FOR NOT GIVING ME SOMETHING LIKE A STIPEND OR LIVING ALLOWANCE UNTIL THEY FINALIZE THE PLANS! SO, IT TELLS ME, I CANNOT TRUST YOU, UNTIL IT – HAPPENS! LIKE REAL PLANE TICKETS! THERE IS NO THREAT BY NOT GIVING ME REAL INFORMATION LIKE, PLANE TICKETS! THIS LIVING OFF OF WORD OF MOUTH – CANNOT CONTINUE! IT HAS MADE – TOO MANY MISTAKES! NOW, ME MAKING ALL SORTS OF DECORATING FUSS OVER THE HOLIDAY’S LAST YEAR WAS BECAUSE CHERITH WANTED HER REAL FAMILY BACK WITH PRIVACY! NOW, DAVID AND HANNIBAL ARE DEAD! DAVID WHO LOOKED AT ME AS HIS COLLEGE SWEETHEART IN 2013 AT THE CONTAINER STORE, FINALLY I HAVE MY COLLEGE SWEETHEART BACK! HE UNCONTROLLABLY REACHED FOR ME ON HIS LAST DISGUISED DAY AS NAY! HE LOOKED AT ME AS HIS COLLEGE SWEETHEART, DAVID IN DISGUISE (PROBABLY BECAUSE THEY KNEW MY HARVARD VISOR READ AS UNHIDDEN, AND THEY DID IT JUST TO MESS WITH HIS HEAD!), AND BECAUSE DAVID WOLFE STILL READ AS IN LOVE WITH HIS COLLEGE SWEETHEART, THEY MESSED WITH DAVID’S HEAD, JUST LIKE HANNIBAL WITH ALL SORTS OF REASSURANCES, AND PRAISE FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONS, INTO HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH COURTNEY, JUST TO MANIPULATE DAVID, AND HE IS DEAD NOW BECAUSE OF IT! IT WASN’T UNTIL DAVID WAS ARRESTED AND MY ATTORNEY GOT TO HIM BEFORE DAVID WAS FINALLY ABLE TO ADMIT THE TRUTH, HE WAS WRONG, HE NEITHER WANTED OR LIKED – ANYTHING THEY TALKED HIM INTO! HE WANTED HIS COLLEGE SWEETHEART SINCE THE DAY WE MET, AND NOW HE IS DEAD. SAME THING WITH HANNIBAL! JUST TO CONTROL AND MANIPULATE HANNIBAL BECAUSE THESE OTHER PEOPLE – CAN’T! BECAUSE OF IT BECAUSE DAVID AND HANNIBAL ARE DEAD, I WON’T LOVE AGAIN LIKE THIS! THERFORE, YOU ARE – ALL IN DANGER BECAUSE OF IT! AND NOTHING IS HAPPENING – FAST ENOUGH! THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR THESE KNIGHTS PEOPLE, AND THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR THE TREATMENT FROM HBO, AND THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR THE FAT GASSING AND GASSING, AND THERE IS NO EXCUSE TO CONTINUE TO FAKE NEWS ANYMORE! YOU PEOPLE ALL LOOK DEAD TO ME! AND I WILL NOT MOURN YOU! I WARNED YOU! AND YOU HAVE DONE NOTHING! YOU KILLED DAVID! YOU KILLED HANNIBAL! I WILL NOT LOVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE AND YOU ARE IN DANGER BECAUSE OF IT! :(