ECA! MUD AND LEAVES GRASS, CHERITH HAS A MEMORY, FBI MAN WANTS CHERITH TO WRITE IT AGAIN, THERE ARE DOME OPPORTUNITIES THAT WILL ONLY HAPPEN ONCE IN YOUR LIFE, OPPORTUNITIES GONE SOMETIMES NEVER RETURN, FOREVER GONE, I, CHERITH HAVE A MEMORY IN OUR BACKYARD IN OREGON, MUST HAVE BEEN CLOSE TO SUMMER, BY MY CLOTHES, BUT CHERITH WORE HER BATHING SUIT IN 50’s FEGREE WEATHER AND RAN AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD, CHERITH IS EXCEPTIONAL, MY FAMILY HAD A SMALL PATCH OF DIRT WE USED FOR A GARDEN, GREW CORN, VEGETABLES, WHEN LOOKING OUT THE BACK DOOR, TO THE UPPER LEFT, I HAD JUST FINISHED WEEDING THE LAND, USED AN UNMECHANIZED HAND TOOL TO TILL THE LAND, AND WATERED IT, THEN THOUGHT, WELL, LOOKS LIKE THIS MIGHT NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN, SO I WATERED THE DIRT SOME MORE AND TURNED IT INTO MUD, AND UNABASHEDLY GOT IN THE MUD, I HAD CHANGED INTO A BATHING SUIT TO GET MUDDY, AND OUT NEIGHBOR WITH THE BLACK DOG PINTO, HAD A PILE OF, MUST HAVE BEEN GRASS, THEY DIDN’T TREES IN THEIR YARD, NOT REALLY, LITERALLY THEY HAD MADE A PILE OF GRASS, AND I – PUT THE TWO TOGETHER, THE MUD IN MY YARD, AFTER GETTING MUDDY, WENT TO THEIR YARD, THE HUSBAND WAS NEVER HOME, THE WIFE SAID IT DIDN’T BOTHER HER IF I USED THEIR YARD DEBRIS, I ASKED, I DID NOT ASSUME, AND PROCEEDED TO GET COATED IN THE YARD DEBRIS AFTER THE MUD, THEN JUST GARDEN HOSE WASHED OFF ALL THE DIRT! WHY DO KIDS PLAY WITH MUD PIES?! WHY DO KIDS PLAY IN DIRT?! WHY DO WE FO THINGS SOMETIMES?! WELL, IT MIGHT NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN, BUT WHEN PRESENT , I CAN SAY, I DID! THAT WAS ME! SOMEHOW THERE IS A VIETNAM CONNECTION, AND I AM MAKING A POINT OF CHERITH DID NOT JUST UNRULY CHILD ROLL AROUND IN THE MUD! I SAW SOMETHING, AND I ACTING IN THE MOMENT! AS MUCH AS A CHILD MY AGE HAS THE ABILITY TO DO! I DIDN’T HESITATE – I ACTED! GIVEN THE CHANCE WOULD YOU?! FOR CHERITH – ITS ALWAYS YES! THEY JUST PRESENT CHERITH WITH THE WRONG OPPORTUNITIES! ALLOWING THESE SATANIC WORSHIPPERS TO DEMON POSSESS FOR CONTROL AND PLAY SATANIC RITUALS AND WHATEVER THE GODDAMN FUCK THEY DO – IS WRONG! AND THEY KNOW IT! TEIKWW IS UNWILLING TO RELINQUISH CONTROL – IT WILL BE HER DEMISE! A FEW YEARS LATER AS A PRE-TEEN I WAS AT A CHRISTIAN CAMP, AT AN EVENING CHURCH SERVICE, AND I HAVE THIS MEMORIES SURROUNDED BY OTHER GIRLS LAUGHING AND GIGGLY IN THE SERVICE PRETENDING TO BE ADULTS, WHEN THEIR JUST KIDS STILL, AND THERE WAS AN ALTER CALL, AND NOT SURE WHO ELSE WAS PRESENT, I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO DISCUSS THAT YET, BUT IT WAS – INTENSE AROUND ME, AS THOUGH I SHOULD BE AFRAID TO GO, TO GO FRONT, TO GO FORWARD, TO STAND UP AND BE NOTICED, SO – I ACTED, AS IT WAS GETTING MORE AND MORE INTENSE, I JUST GOT UP AND WALKED TO THE FRONT, AND THEY PRAYED! ITS NOT FOR ME I DO THESE THINGS, ITS FOR OTHERS! I WANT TO KILL PORNO QUEEN THATS HOW MUCH I HATE YOUR SEX ABUSE AND VR TOUCHING MY BODY! I GOT TO PLAY IN THE MUD, IT HAD BEEN CLEANED, I REMOVED ALL THE WEEDS AND DEBRIS, THEN I GOT TO, WITH PERMISSION, ROLL AROUND IN THE NEIGHBOR’S YARD DEBRIS, AND WASH IT OFF WITH THE WATER HOSE! AND I – WAS A KID! NA CAO! ;($!