I MIGHT – HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH IT BECAUSE I AM NOT RECEIVING MESSAGES OF TORTURE AND TORMENT FROM ANY OF THEM, KNOWN TO BE IN HELL, AND IT IS JUST AS I SAID AND WROTE AND THOUGHT – KATE WANTED TO GO YEARS AGO, SO THIS NOSE GASSING THAT IS – FIGHTING WITH ME, IS NOT HEADED SOCIETY IN THE – CORRECT DIRECTION! AND – I AM GOING TO AFGHNISTAN, GET BEHIND ME – I AM GOING – YOU’VE NEVER SEEN MILITARY YET, AND IT IS – WHAT THEY ARE SO AFRAID OF, AFTER YEARS AND DECADES, IT WILL BE – THAT EASY! I AM NOT SORRY, AIN’T NOT A GOODAMN ONE OF YOU – ME! AND I DID NOT FORGET, THE MORNING IS GOOD, AND I – GET VERY SERIOUS ABOUT PEOPLE WHO – THINK – THEY KNOW SOUTH AFRICA, THIS IS NOT – A SKIN COUNTRY – I WILL HAVE NO MORE SKIN(S) FIGHTING, OR I WILL END IT ALL! SEEN THAT MOVIE, THE POWER OF ONE WITH THE WARDEN MAKING A BIG FUSS AND WAY FOR THE MAN WITH THE TOBACCO?! IT’S PRETTY CLOSE TO THE REAL TRUTH OF THE REAL PROFILE – OF ME, MAKE WAY, JUST LIKE PRINCE ALL-YE, I GOT A SOUTH AFRICA PROFILE OF ME THAT THEY – DON’T CARE IF I WANT TO PAINT THE WHOLE COUNTRY PINK AND PURPLE, COVER IT WITH SPRINKLES, PAINT EVERY ZEBRA, MOVE EVERY ROAD ALREADY BUILT, CHANGE EVERYTHING IN THE WHOLE COUNTRY – THAT IS HOW MUCH THEY ARE WILLING TO LET ME – WORK IN SOUTH AFRICA AND THAT MEANS – THEIR GOVERNMENT! AS I KEEP HEARING THESE THINGS IN MY HEAD OF WILL I HAVE THIS, WILL I HAVE THAT, LIKE A CHECK LIST OF WORKS TO BE DONE AND RECEIVED – AND THAT IS NOT – WHERE I AM COMING FROM! NO! I AM NOT JUST GOING TO THROW MONEY AT PEOPLE TO HAVE EXPENSIVE CARS AND CLOTHES AND HOUSING – THAT IS – NOT THE POINT! IF ALL YOU ARE IN AN EXPENSIVE HOUSE OR CAR – YOU ARE NOTHING – YOU ARE WORTHLESS! I WANT TO ELEVATE – THEIR EXPERIENCE – OF LIFE! LIFE IS HARD! LIFE IS TOUGH! YOU COME OUT BORN – SCREAMING! EVERY DAY IS A FIGHT! WHAT HUMANITY DOES TO OVERCOME – TO CHAOS, EVERYTHING THAT IS UNSEEN – YET IS STILL THERE, AND CREATE SOCIETY, WHERE PEOPLE SAY, PLEASE AND THANK YOU, YES AND NO, INSTEAD OF KILLING EACH OTHER, IS APPEARENTLY MORE DIFFICULT FOR YOU HUMANS – STILL, AFTER ALL THIS TIME ON EARTH, OR THE TAKEOVER – WOULD BE OVER! IF ALL YOU ARE IS A COUNTRY WITH WEALTHY PEOPLE AND EXPENSIVE THINGS – YOU ARE WORTHLESS! HERE WE ARE IN MONTH TWO OF THE DRY SEASON AND EVERY OTHER DAY – ITS A DOWN POUR OF RAIN – I MEAN, EVERY WEEK, EVERY GODDAMN DAY – THEY ARE NIGGERHOOD SENSITIVE COP TAKEOVER – LOSING! BLAMED MY BROTHER AND A LOAN – FOR THE COPS – NOT PAYING ME AT THE CAR WASH AND THEN – DID IT AGAIN WITH ANOTHER UNDERAGE – WHO CAN’T EVER BE MY ATTORNEY, AND THIS OPEN BALCONY – IS IN SERIOUS TROUBLE – BOB’S WIFE – DIED! IT CAN BE DONE, REAL PEOPLE DYING AND DEAD THAT I HAVE SEEN AND SPOKEN TO, AND TOLD THE TRUTH ABOUT THEIR DEATH, NOT JUST A JOB RELOCATION, OR MOVED – DIED, THINK ABOUT THAT MISTAKE – OPEN BALCONY! IT’S A NORMAL REACTION, JUST AS JESUS HAD FOLLOWERS WHO WENT WHEREVER HE WENT, PEOPLE WHO ARE WILLING TO LET ME – DO ANYTHING, SUCH AS AFGHANISTAN – IS THE NORMAL REACTION! NIGGERHOOD SENSITIVE VR SEX ABUSE PLAY PRETEND – NOT NORMAL, KEEPING ME IN AN INVISIBLE PRISON – NOT NORMAL! BRAIN TUMOR IS TRUE! AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY WERE MESSING AROUND IN MY HEAD AT THE CAR WASH YESTERDAY, BUT THE ANSWER IS – YOU’RE GONNA WANT TO BACK UP! ALL OF A SUDDEN I GOT AN IMAGE OF A DUDE ABOUT 12 FEET TALL, SHOULDERS ABOUT 6 FEET WIDE, PENIS STRAIGHT OUT WITH A GIRTH OF ABOUT TWO FEET AND TEN FEET IN FRONT OF HIM, FIRST THING YOU’RE GONNA WANT TO DO WHEN YOU SEE THAT – IS BACK UP! YOU’RE – NOT GONNA WANT TO GET CLOSER, OR YOU’LL LIKELY DIE! CAN’T EVEN TALK OR GET A WORD OUT – BEFORE HE’D KILL YOU – JUST WITH HIS PRESENCE, AND LAUGHTER, AFTER ME INTERPRETATION, IS NORMAL, AND WHAT JESUS CHRIST LOVES TO SEE IN PEOPLE AND HEAR FROM ME, IT’S NOT WHAT JESUS CHRIST WAS ABLE TO DO, IN LIFE, MORE OF A SERIOUS GUY, BUT BEING ABLE TO TAKE SOMETHING, VERY DANGEROUS AND SCARY, AND TAKE IT INTO A SMALLER PIECE THAT IS MORE EASILY UNDERSTOOD, PROCESSED IN THE MIND, IS A MORE VALUABLE GIFT THAN MOST OF THE LIVING – REALIZE! THESE ARE THE THINGS YOU FIND OUT – AFTER YOU’VE CROSSED TO THE OTHER SIDE, AND FIND OUT ALL THE TIMES AND MOMENTS – YOU WERE WRONG IN LIFE, EVERY MOMENT OF ANGER, UPSET, FRUSTRATION, ETC, FILLED IN WITH WHAT CANNOT BE SEEN BY HUMAN EYES, YOU ARE NOT ACTUALLY – ALONE, IT – JUST LOOKS LIKE IT, CHANGES EVERYTHING! I – LOVE YOU MORE – AND ALWAYS WILL, BUT – THEY HAVE TO LET ME! DCB PAE NM CAI! ;($!