It’s bad news again for me with another black cross 3 days off this week, and they staged another banging near the door as I walked in my house so I’m mad, it’s not funny! And TEIKWW just said they aren’t allowed to asshole anymore! And I’m just mad! Mad! I don’t know what they did to screw up what looks like everyone of you people including QE thought I was disposable and you didn’t need me, I could die, just go away, and you’d never need me, but then, every day of your lives, you need me, SHES door banging again like it’s a practical joke, there is a suicide problem that happened just after the break up of Michael Wayne brown, and Annette works tomorrow night, I kept getting a message of suicide, there was no hope, and it’s possible someone like QE was trying to send me a message by using a person who had committed suicide to talk to me, but I felt hopeless, and it’s not really ever gotten better, the pain just gets worse every day, none of you are actually engaged in my life, and that was brutal awful with River and Alex again – I wanted to hang up, and I get too many messages about trying to kill me, kill me for a phone hang up, kill me, it’s a grey waterfall, the flat hat on her head in the king and I and it’s likely a Gandalf reference, it’s a good thing, and this is just waaay too much crazy insane town using me for an air cushion – this has no purpose and I have no purpose in life like this! You people are not engaged with me, you just can’t send me to school or work and have people baby-sit me, and never let me – live! Suicide! It’s not good here! ;($! , fbi man, my attorney, ZOHAN, TIMMERS, my father and brother, my cia, it’s too much pain! This is not life or living! Good-bye! ;($! ,