Dnltmcai, second shower of the day again as shush-ban got 23 excited again and they’ve been drinking and getting high and that itchy stuff that’s a side-effect of something so terrible it must be cleaned all the time, is evil, they should have asked shushu-ban to leave – years ago, it’s so terrible of a bad mess, and suddenly there are no cars up and down the street with that super bright light in the sky, full of energy, ch wants a lasso, ch us going to take it with her, we’re all going to die here! Heinous! ;($!?,

So, this is bizarre, Dnltmcai, tzatziki tastes very different when it’s warm versus when it’s cold, ch was reminded the other day, as ch no longer eats the meat, unless anyone wants to make a vegan version

They just cried emergency again, Dnltmcai, as they had another fight again, and Christmas with ch is also a lot like the Disneys brave movie, as if you logically think about it, these people who play with stuff beyond there control and got messed up, cognitive and dementia problems as that should never happen, have been guarding ch all these decades, and they’ve been deluding people by selling ch as just a common flower girl, but just like brave movie, after you lied about being able to go live with another family and love another, no matter how many times, you open and close the door, you can’t go back, you can’t go back, you can’t go back, ch isn’t there anymore! You should have stayed, the first time! Tony can’t talk in ch head ever and Tony is having beautiful delusions! You’re crazy! ;($!,,

Also, Dnltmcai, it’s really personal when ch decorates for Christmas, such as the doves and cardinals and poinsettia lights on her tree, it doesn’t feel like a thing to put on a display, it feels very personal, connected to a real source, they’ve just been taking it for granted! ;($!?,

Somebody wants to know, Dnltmcai, what’s it’s like in ch house at Christmas time, and by the way, they found out ch was going to buy ch father a Saudi hat and write on it and they managers till ruined it, and then they asked for ch viet-opie to get a Saudi love hat and ch is wondering where he’s been for months and months and ch sure got suspicious upset immediately about who is asking for more Saudi money when – it will never belong to any of you! And just like pajamas were my favorite from the city of angels movie, when ch gets to decorating at Christmas, it’s not formal feeling, it feels like being in an ice castle with something of wind-chimes tinkling in the dim of the Christmas lights, you don’t actually want to leave, and then kinda like howls moving castle, door, door, you feel transported back to the reality of contemporary present day, and then you go back to the ice castle of the wind-tinkle of the lights, and it transports you what literally feels like a magical place, we exist in this world only, it’s sort of what they mean in the frozen movie, do the magic, do the magic, when you get to have real relationships with ch, you’re in a room, everyone, each their own, you just haven’t yet started the conversation, as ch heard the other day, they thought ch could write a book on the art of conversation and it would be read by more people than…and discussed by people, also, ch heard some people think perhaps, maybe God took all this time and history and events, and wanted to teach people, you spent all this time on earth, became different ethnicities, cultures and languages, and by the weigh, peas and carrots takes their pin, most seriously, and what if God was waiting to tell people the story, perhaps he went through several other people, and asked, would you be willing to take a black as your brother, as we had to go through all that bad black slavery history, evil to humanity and mankind, would you be willing to take black as your brother, or Hispanic, or a non-Jew, or a Jew, and God found an answer in ch who truly meant it, ch will take – all of them, everyone, regardless! Big tall glass of buttermilk, punch her in the vibrator, she punched ch in the cheekbone already ;($!?,