IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER, MY BESTEPAPPA DIED, THEN MY AUNT TRUDY SUFFERED A STROKE, THEN MY GRANDMOTHER DIED FROM A STROKE, THEN MY AUNT DIED, THEN MY GRANDFATHER DIED, AND THE DECADES OF MEDICAL ABUSE OF MY MOST REMARKABLE MOTHER WHO I BELIEVED WAS BETTER THAN ME IN A LOT OF WAY AND HOW MUCH I WISH SHE HAD BEEN ABLE TO KNOW ALL THE REMARKABLE ACHIEVEMENTS OF HER DAUGHTER THAT SHE ALWAYS SAID WAS, SOMETHING ELSE, UNTIL HER EXECUTION! AND, SHE WAS EXECUTED FOR BEING INNOCENT! THE REST IF MY FAMILY’S MEDICAL HISTORY, I DO NOT HAVE INFORMATION ABOUT! :($!

One of my favorite photos of my maternal grandfather is a sort of old age home, see how well cared for he is here, jacket, hair combed, clean facility! The photo has been edited of his eye color! My grandfather was big, but not overt! Full of Irish charm, strong, I loved this man! He always made me smile! When my grandmother, his wife died, he said to my mother, his daughter, I never told her (his wife), I loved her, and they had been married over sixty years! He changed dramatically after his wife died, he became feeble from the heart-break! The last time I visited him in a geriatric hospital, I said the words out loud, for him to hear, I love you! I didn’t want to leave without, saying the words!
My BESTEPAPPA and Bestemamma in Simi Valley, California

THIS IS REALLY DIFFICULT TO BELIEVE, THEY WANT ME TO BELIEVE THAT THEY HAVE HAD GREATER RESULTS, AND SEEN THE ABILITY FOR IMPROVEMENT, ESPECIALLY WITH RELATIONS, WITH CHERITH, IN SOUTH AFRICA, IN THE LAST SEVERAL DAYS! THAT THE XHOSA GAVE CHERITH GJESTLAND A XHOSA NAME! IT IS DIFFICULT TO BELIEVE BECAUSE I AM STILL STUCK IN THIS BLUETOOTH VIRTUAL REALITY FAKE WORLD, WITH DEMON COVID KNIGHTS, INSTEAD OF TALKING TO REAL PEOPLE! FOR ONCE! UGH! :($!

WHERE’S MY MILLIONS OF DOLLARS?! ANOTHER DAY NOTHING GETS DONE?! FOUR MONTHS SINCE DAVID AND HANNIBAL DIED AND NOTHING HAS BEEN DONE ABOUT FAT DEMON BODY SUIT GASSING PREGNANT WITCH KLAN COVID KNIGHTS?! UGH! :($!

IF THIS IS BEING ASKED OF ME, THE LIONS AND HYENAS IN THE PRIDE LANDS, IN THE MOVIE THE LION KING, LOOKS VERY SIMILAR TO A WIZARD OF OZ REFERENCE BEING A MENTAL PICTURE OF ONE’S SELF, WHAT IN YOUR OWN MIND DO YOU SEE OF YOURSELF? ARE YOU A LION OR LIONESS OR ARE YOU A HYENA? ARE YOU REGAL, DO YOU HAVE PRESENCE, COMMAND, DETERMINATION, FEROCITY, ROYAL, STRENGTH, THE ABILITY TO CAPTURE A FEELING OR MOMENT IN STILLNESS, QUICKNESS, POWER, OR ARE YOU SMALL OF MIND, DULL, NOT SMART OR INTELLIGENT, NON-THINKING JUST GOING ABOUT ABOUT YOUR LIFE WITHOUT THINKING OF CAUSE AND EFFECT, THE NEEDS OF OTHERS, WILLFULLY DISOBEDIENT, A PROCRASTINATOR, LAZY, MEAN AND UNKIND?! ANY OTHER MYTHOLOGY OR NON-CHRISTIAN STORYTELLING, I WOULD NOT PAY ATTENTION TO! THE POINT IS, IT IS YOUR CHOICE, WHO TO BE! NOT EVERY WAS BORN TO BE A LION, BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN YOU SHOULD BE SMALL OF MIND, OR LAUGH AT THE MISFORTUNES OF OTHERS, OR DELIGHT IN THE DEATHS OF ENEMIES! BE CAREFUL, GUARD YOUR HEART, STEEL YOUR MIND, AND REMEMBER, GOD LOVES YOU WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! GOD IS PURE LOVE AND GOD LOVES YOU, EVERYONE! RED, OR YELLOW, BLACK OR WHITE, YOU ARE PRECIOUS IN HIS SIGHT, JESUS LOVES THE LITTLE CHILDREN OF THE WORLD!