I DON’T KNOW HOW ELSE TO SAY OR WRITE THIS OTHER THAN, YOU’RE WASTING TIME! VALUABLE, PRECIOUS TIME, THAT ONCE GONE, YOU CANNOT GET BACK! THIS PROFILE OF DAVID AND HANNIBAL SAYS, BETTER TO DIE WITH DIGNITY SOONER RATHER THAN DIE LATER AS A VEGETABLE, A MAN UNABLE OR AFRAID TO WALK UP TO A WOMAN, AND SAY THEIR LAST GOOD-BYES! BOTH DAVID AND HANNIBAL BELIEVED ME TO BE THEIR TRUE LOVE, AND WERE DENIED MARRYING ME, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND! ABOUT A YEAR OF WASTED TIME WHEN THEY SHOULD HAVE BEEN EXECUTED, WITH NO REAL OR GOOD MEMORIES FOR THEM TO TAKE WITH THEM FOR ETERNITY! UNLESS, YOU HAVE THEM IN HIDING BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOT BEEN TELLING, OR YET, TOLD THE TRUTH IN THE NEWS OR TELEVISION SINCE 2014! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND THE IMPORTANCE OF TELLING THE TRUTH, ESPECIALLY IN THE NEWS! :($!

THAT, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND SCENE IN THE MOVIE ZERO DARK THIRTY IS TRUE, IT IS NOT DIRECTED AT JUST ONE PERSON! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ME! YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO WORK ME OR MY LIFE WOULD BE DIFFERENT! DO I HAVE FRIENDS, PEOPLE I CAN TALK TO?! THEN, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ME! DO I HAVE A BOYFRIEND, AM I DATING?! THEN, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ME! DO I HAVE A JOB I LIKE AND IS ABLE TO FINANCIALLY SUPPORT ME?! THEN, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ME! DO I HAVE HOBBIES, ACTIVITIES, LEISURE TIME I ENJOY AND FEEL PRODUCTIVE?! THEN, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ME! ARE YOU FORCING ME BY SOME FORM OF COERCION TO ENGAGE IN SOME FORM OF SEXUAL ACTIVITY THAT I DON’T WANT TO?! THEN, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ME! ARE YOU LIMITING MY FINANCES IN ANY WAY?! THEN, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND! ARE YOU MANIPULATING MY BODY AGAINST MY WILL, EXPRESS CONSENT AND PERMISSION?! THEN, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND! ARE YOU TAMPERING WITH ANY OF MY PERSONAL BELONGINGS, MY PHOTOGRAPHS, VIDEOS, FURNITURE, ETC?! THEN, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ME! YOU DON’T KNOW ME! YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT ME! YOU DON’T HAVE THE WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION! YOU LOST! ONLY I AM THE ONE LIVING THIS EXPERIENCE! YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND! :($!

YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!
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YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!
YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND OR MY MOTHER WOULD BE ALIVE AND WELL!
YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT THESE YEARS COST AND TOOK!
YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!
YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ME!
YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!
YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND I WAS NOT HAPPY ALL THESE LONG YEARS!
YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!
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FBI MAN, THEN WAS NOT THE TIME TO LOSE COMMUNICATION WITH ME, AND IT HAS DWINDLED INTO EVEN LESS AND LESS COMMUNICATION! I WAS GIVING YOU A WAY TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ME OR THINGS WOULD BE DIFFERENT! :($!

YOU LOST! YOU LOST WOMD AND YOU HAVE NOT YET RECOVERED HER! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND! YOU LOST WEAPONS! YOU DON’T HAVE HER! YOU LOST! AND IT IS GETTING WORSE! AGAIN! YOU LOST! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND WHO I AM AND HOW I WORK! :($