SOMEONE WANTS TO KNOW WHY OR HOW I EVER GOT STARTED WITH ACTING, IT STARTED WITH MY MOTHER AS A CHILD, AND IT LOOKS LIKE, MY CHILD IS SO PERSONABLE, CUTE, AND RELATABLE TO ALL AGE GROUPS, AND IT WAS CALIFORNIA, NEAR L.A. AND MY MOTHER HAD LIVED AND WORKED IN DOWNTOWN L.A. IN THE ‘60’s, MEANING SHE WAS FAMILIAR WITH A LOT OF THE AREA. IT LOOKS LIKE TO ME, MY MOTHER KNEW SHE WAS FAMOUS, SORT OF, SHE IS IN THE MOVIES, MY FAIR LADY AND THE UMBRELLAS OF CHERBOURG, CLASSIC, VERY FAMOUS MOVIES, NOT B-MOVIES, THESE, MINE AND MY MOTHER’S ARE ALL VERY FAMOUS, WELL KNOWN MOVIES. A LOT ABOUT THE REMOVAL OF MY UTERUS HAS TO DO WITH HOW FAMOUS MY MOTHER WAS AND THE WORK SHE DID IN THE 60’s. AND, I DID THINGS AS A CHILD LIKE WEAR MY BATHING SUIT ONLY IN OREGON WHEN IT WAS 50 DEGREES OUTSIDE, WALKING AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD (CONFIDENCE) UNAFFECTED THAT IT WAS MORE APPROPRIATE TO WEAR OTHER CLOTHING, AND OTHER CELEBRITIES AND PEOPLE ASSOCIATED AND FAMILIAR WITH CELEBRITIES MIGHT UNDERSTAND WHAT THAT KIND OF EXTROVERTED PERSONALITY TRANSLATES TO ON SCREEN. THAT SORT OF PERSONALITY WORKS IN OTHER FIELDS AS WELL. MY MOTHER DID PUT MY BROTHER IN PLAYS IN OUR OWN HOUSE, AND MY BROTHER SORT OF LOST INTEREST. IT ALSO HAS TO DO WITH A PERSON BEING ABLE TO COMMAND THE ATTENTION OF MILLIONS OF PEOPLE, AND NOT BECOMING CRAZED, AFFECTED, OR CHANGED BY IT, IT IS ALSO, VERY RARE. NOTHING REALLY HAPPENED FOR ME IN CALIFORNIA BECAUSE OF THE DOUBLE-AGENT, BADLY SPOKEN RUSSIAN SUBVERSIVE BRUNETTE WOMAN, AND SHE IS IN THE MOVIE, CHAROLETTE GREY AS THE NERVOUS SCARED WOMAN WHO MEETS CATE’S CHARACTER AT THE COFFEE SHOP AND GETS PICKED UP BY THE POLICE BECAUSE THAT REAL WOMAN REALLY WAS TERRIFIED OF ME, CHERITH, SHE KNEW IF SHE WAS EVER FOUND OUT, SHE WOULD DIE, AND SHE DID. NOW, LOOKING AT MY LIFE, I HAVE BEEN RELUCTANT TO BEING THE STAR, I HAVE JUST WANTED TO BE MARRIED AND LIVE MY LIFE AND THAT LOOKS LIKE, PEOPLE, LIKE FBI MAN, WERE NOT READY YET. ALL THESE PSYCHOS LIKE BIB HAD NOT YET DIED. SO, IS EVERYONE READY NOW?! BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN SCREAMING AND RANTING AND BEATING UP TRASH BINS AND SMASHING BOTTLES, REALLY, JUST TO GET YOU PEOPLE – OUT OF MY WAY! SO, I CAN! SO CHERITH CAN FOR REAL INSTEAD OF ANOTHER PROXY, 49 YEARS, I HAVE BEEN MORE THAN PATIENT! AND THIS LOOKS LIKE SHAPIRO DOES NOT LIKE, JUST LIKE ME, PLACING PROFILES ON PEOPLE LIKE WHAT ZOHAN DID WITH PLACING THE PROFILE OF DAVID ON HIMSELF, IT IS VERY SIMILAR TO USING CIVILIAN PEOPLE AS PROXIES FOR THE REAL BAD PEOPLE, AND, IT IS TOO DANGEROUS. A BAD READ FROM ME HAS VERY SERIOUS CONSEQUENCES! AN EXAMPLE OF IT IS IN GERMANY, 1989, THAT WAS A SETUP MEET WITH MY MOTHER AND A MAN WHO WAS GOING TO WORK WITH MY MOTHER AND HER EMPLOYER WHEN WE RETURNED TO THE STATES, AND THEY BLEW IT BECAUSE I SAW THE PROFILE OF THE TERRORIST ON A PIECE OF PAPER (BOURNE MOVIE) IN THE MAN TO MY RIGHT’S INSIDE JACKET POCKET AND IT WAS ALL I COULD DO TO REMAIN CIVIL WITH MY MOTHER AND THIS MAN AT THE RESTAURANT AND NOT REACH INTO THAT MAN’S JACKET, AND PUNCH HIM IN THE FUCKING FACE, I WANTED THAT FIGHT! THEY BLEW THE COVER BECAUSE WHO READS, THE UNSEEN?! CHERITH DOES. I MEAN, WHO DOES THAT REALLY?! AND HAS NEVER BEEN FORMALLY TRAINED FOR THAT?! CHERITH.
