IT NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALLOWED TO BE – ALL ABOUT ME

UNFORTUNATELY, FOR ME, IF YOU READ THIS PHOTOGRAPH, IT SHOWS IT’S ALL ABOUT – ME.  ALTHOUGH, I AM SHORTER, AND THESE ARE NOT MY CHILDREN, THE FOCUS, IS ON ME.

IT LOOKS LIKE, NO ONE ELSE, REALLY EXISTS, IN THE PHOTO, IT JUST SAYS, ME, ME, CHERITH, CHERITH – AND IT NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN.

BUFFET – IS NOW OVER.

Cherith Tammy Magic Kingdom

REMINDER: I’VE WRITTEN THIS BEFORE, THIS POORLY SPOKEN RUSSIAN, DOUBLE-AGENT, NOW DEAD SUBVERSIVE WOMAN, RESPONSIBLE FOR MY EYE-SCAR, WHO HAD FOLLOWED ME SINCE CALIFORNIA, THEN OREGON, THEN FLORIDA, REALLY LOVED TO MANIPULATE WOMEN, GAY OR STRAIGHT IT DIDN’T MATTER TO HER, SHE ENJOYED, PARTICULARLY WOMEN, SHOULD TELL PEOPLE SOMETHING SINCE SHE WAS A STRAIGHT WOMAN, IT IS MORE TYPICAL FOR HER TO HAVE ENJOYED MANIPULATING MEN, SHE LOVED TO MANIPULATE WOMEN, TORTURE THEM, ALMOST LIKE A FETISH, PROUD OF IT (AND PROUD SHOULD TELL YOU, SHE WAS TOO BLATANT, BRAZEN), TO ME – IT WAS, REALLY EASY TO SPOT, WHEN I SAW, ONLY HER BACK, NO, I AM BETTER THAN HER, AND ANY FINANCIAL MEANS MY FAMILY HAD – ALMOST (MOVIE REFERENCE) – HAD THAT WOULD HAVE ENABLED MY FAMILY TO HAVE MORE – MEANS – MEANING, ABILITY TO REVEAL HER AND THOSE SHE “MANIPULATED” AND GET OUT FROM HER CONTROL AND MANIPULATION, SHE WAS IMMEDIATELY ABLE TO – STOP, LIKE JOB PROMOTIONS, THE FINANCIAL STRAIN OF MOVING, AND SO ON – SHE WAS – A REALLY, BIG MISTAKE, INTELLIGENTLY. MANIPULATION – NOT A SKILL, NOT TO ME. MANIPULATION TELLS ME, SO IT SHOULD – R-E-A-D – INTELLIGENTLY AS, CAN’T. I KNOW HOW TO, SO I’VE DONE, AND KNOW HOW TO – DO, ALL MY LIFE. SIMILAR TO, BOOM! DROP THE MIKE! WALK OFF STAGE! AND, THERE REALLY ISN’T MORE IN ME, INSIDE ME, OTHER THAN – I JUST – KNOW.

IS THIS WAWA GAS AND GASSING ME ONE WAY FOR PEOPLE TO APPEAR THEY’VE DONE WORK – THEY REALLY HAVEN’T?! WHY DIDN’T YOU KILL THIS BIB IN – 1997?! THAT’S ONE MISTAKE – THAT’S COST HUNDREDS IF NOT THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE – THEIR VERY LIFE! AND WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS KID DOING – TRYING TO PRETEND TO BE THE FBI MAN?! HAVE HIS BALLS EVEN DESCENDED, YET?! THAT LAST SENTENCE – WAS AN ANSWER, IN CASE YOU MISSED IT!

I’M HAVING A HARD TIME WITH SOMETHING TAMMY SAID TO ME ONCE, HAPPENED TO BE IN HER VEHICLE, 2011, 2012, ABOUT HOW SHE WROTE A PAPER FOR A WOMAN WHO WAS IN SCHOOL (UNIVERSITY), TAMMY WROTE A PAPER TO GIVE AS THOUGH SHE WAS THE OTHER WOMAN WHO WOULD HAVE TURNED IN THE PAPER AS HER OWN, TAMMY SAID IT WAS HER JOB TO DO SO, SOMETHING THAT ACCORDING TO TAMMY’S JOB TITLE AND DEFINITION HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH HER REAL JOB. I WOULDN’T HAVE DONE IT, WRITTEN A UNIVERSITY PAPER FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO PASS OFF AS THEIR OWN WORK. IT’S REALLY SIMPLE TO ME, MAKES ME WONDER ABOUT WHAT SORT OF LEVERAGE THESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN USING TO GET PAID FOR WORK, THEY NEVER DID. IN MY MIND – YOU ARE ENROLLED IN UNIVERSITY, THEN YOU MUST DO THE WORK, END OF DISCUSSION. IT’S LIKE A WALL, YOU IMMEDIATELY PUT UP BARRIERS, WALLS, AND SHUT THEM OUT, IN YOUR MIND AND BRAIN! THEY’VE HAD TO CREATE A COMPLETE TAKEOVER OF MY LIFE – FOR SOME OF THESE PEOPLE AND CRIMINALS – TO BE ABLE TO GET NEAR ME! AND, INTELLIGENCE, YOU WANT TO MAKE SURE – YOU HAVE ME SURROUNDED WITH MY – 100%, OR ARE YOU WORKING WITH PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT INTERESTED – IN REAL WORK?BECAUSE THAT LINE OF THINKING – NOT BEING INTERESTED IN REAL WORK – NEEDS – TO GO! IF YOU HAVE PEOPLE WORKING IN INTELLIGENCE THAT ARE NOT INTERESTED IN REAL WORK, ONLY INTERESTED IN THE BENEFITS OF THE JOB – YOU GOT A PROBLEM. SOME PEOPLE ARE ONLY INTERESTED IN GETTING MONEY, SOME PEOPLE ARE ONLY INTERESTED IN HURTING PEOPLE – THIS LOOKS LIKE FBI OR INTELLIGENCE TRAINING – AND IT’S NOT – GOOD ENOUGH! BECAUSE THAT MIGHT BE THE CLOSEST ANSWER TO THEIR CRIME, YET IT IS NOT THE COMPLETE – TRUTH, IS IT?! PEOPLE ARE NOT – SHEETS OF PAPER, LIKE AN APB, OR MOST WANTED, PERHAPS YOU’VE BEEN LOOKING AT THEM WRONG, OR AT LEAST – PORTRAYING THEM, INCORRECTLY, MEANING – DOING HARM.