Author: You didn’t pull! You don’t understand! You do not own my accounts! Perceived control!

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

 

January 5, 2020

If anyone wants to know, the ex-PM Croatian news story means you have an Italian, chef, most likely, who has information.  If anyone wants to – ask.

You have at least one man who sees real danger in continuing having me here as my residence, and sees that my father, brother, and I should have a new house, together, as a way to regroup, and stabilize the situation you dumb fucks have been following after – Satan.

It is about the same as saying, you’ve opened Pandora’s box, and you no longer have the means and capabilities to contain it because you’ve all been lied to.

And, no, there really was no threat or warning, or problem, if any of my previous employers had done something as simple as, you’ve actually done this work, Cherith.  Now, let’s do the real work.  Allowing it to be a secret has only allowed subversion to flourish and NOT BE EXPOSED.

He needs help, this man who wants me to move back together with my family and end this charade, needs help, or I wouldn’t be writing about it.

And, the PURPOSE, I had for this house, was to be – ACTIVE!  You weren’t even paying attention to THE VERY REASON I NO LONGER HAD A YARD!  SO, IT IS FURTHER PROOF – SHE CAN’T DO THE WORK!

The PURPOSE, I had for this house was to be busy, to go to classes, like pottery, or yoga, or whatever.  Go on dates, go to the beach, visit museums, places of interest in Florida, travel, all sorts of things. 

AND, SHE AND YOU PEOPLE STILL HAVE ME LIVING LIKE I AM CARING, FOR MY NOW DEAD MOTHER, BY NEVER LEAVING BY HOME, FREELY, OF MY OWN ACCORD, AND THIS HOME IS MORE LIKE AN APARTMENT, AND SOLITARY CONFINEMENT, THAN A HOME!

She and you people CAN’T do the work if you FAILED to see and interpret the reasons I was down-sizing, in maintenance.

Because a free and independent Cherith, is TOO GOOD, TOO SUCCESSFUL, TO FRIGHTENING TO SUBVERSIVES?!

The truth is, I think, Satan, and perhaps a few other subversives were worried, I would be able to date a better man than David, when I moved here.  Like a real United States military General, who wouldn’t mind living with extended family, AND NO ONE SAW THE DANGER IN NOT ALLOWING THAT.

I believe David and this Russian, who didn’t see it coming, are finding it most difficult to believe how they’ve been used as sort of sexual pawns.  Because that is not who these men really are, either.

The truth is, if and when I am able to date and love a man, for real, without earpieces is only frightening to those persons who were never supposed to have access to me to begin with.  Making men malleable by other women, by outside forces, is really another warning sign.

What does this picture say to anyone? 

Here is what happened, I noticed Maurice sound snuzzled-asleep on this cat house, a cat house that was LITERALLY (Zero Dark Thirty) on the top shelf at our local Publix supermarket, I had to ask for an employee to get it down because my mother, in her wheelchair, asked me to purchase it for our cats.

Maurice asleep like the snuggle-bug he is, cozied up to the cat blanket, I went to take a picture with my phone.  Lambert was fast asleep, with the amount of time it takes to frame, and move around to get a good picture, so, about 30 seconds or so…Lambert woke up, and walked up like this to Maurice.

It actually was painful for me to see Lambert react in this way.

Lambert says, Maurice, Cherith want to know if you’re ok.  Are you okay?  Are you sleeping?  Is everything okay? 

Lambert shouldn’t be so over-stressed by having me, a person, a human, be near Maurice.  Lambert has such an alarmed response when I’ve talked or taken photographs, and it’s not normal.

Lambert has gotten better about it, they are now three years old, all of them.

I don’t know what they did to Lambert and Maurice before I adopted them, if they were in a foster program before I got to adopt them, I believe people abused them, simply by – stressing them.  And, you might need to be an animal behaviorist to understand the importance of NOT stressing animals.

I wanted to adopt two more – kittens.  Not cats, I wanted kittens, and I’ve stopped – warning again, red flag – planning for that as well.  Because it feels like you’ve allowed people to take my choice – away from me.

I’m on strike.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

 

January 4, 2020

Why this is important, someone has not made it clear, meaning, all it said, the media profile I received, all it said was important, and nothing else.  This used to have a saying, or a proverb, or something, a note that went along with this necklace when I bought it.  Since, I no longer have it, it is difficult to, give certainty to this purchase.  There was probably, one word, that went with this necklace.

I thought, I believed it was very unique, great, worthwhile, meaningful, interesting, storytelling, all sorts of things, until I got to school, college, and Jill made such fun of me, bullying me, I didn’t wear to school anymore.

We were also, no longer friends, after that.

She was mean, biting, vicious, cruel, all sorts of things.  Because I don’t know how a woman could look at this necklace…

…and be mean about it, and to the people, the necklace was about.

The profile I received says I helped you get the Unibomber, it did not say his name, it said, Unibomber.  If this is true, I would have gotten him while employed at Rita Staffing in Lakeland, Florida.  I used to have all the paperwork in my files.

Until just recently.

If I helped you capture the Unibomber, I probably was only making about $7 an hour, or less.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

 

January 4, 2020

You have a man who would like this information, so here it is:

This is the Joey keychain I bought in December 2000.  All the Aboriginal painted design has worn off, but I still have him on my keychain because I love him.

The store was literally just a few stores to the left of this photograph, Queen Street Mall, Brisbane, Australia.

If you are interested in more brain research information, you might want to consider consulting an expert(s) in exorcisms, and such.  It’s probably why there were so many movies like Poltergeist in the ‘80’s, and why Angels and Demons goes together with Catholicism.  And, I would be very careful, that is extremely – dangerous.

And, my attempts like watching television or the internet to get information, like what I was trying to do after 9/11 have been thwarted in this house, since you’ve invented this following me, or filming me as I go about my life, and worse, having people from the television, tell me what to do, where to go, and so on.  It’s very deceptive.  It looks like innocent fun, yet the real truth is you are denying me access – to information, that could actually be helpful, with the United States military.  It’s the truth.

So, I do not know a great deal about exorcisms, demon possession.  I would be extremely careful, you would need a very learned man, and very spiritual man, Christian and/or Catholic, and probably, a real team of men to consult with brain research.

And, I do write a team of – men – on purpose, for a reason.  I do know what will work; you need men.  And, you would need to be about as careful in considering them, as you would, astronauts.  The margin for error on this, should not be taken for granted.  What you could expose a person to; could create something, apocalyptic.  I write that, on purpose because the pattern you people have been following is to do the opposite of what I say and write, just to see me get irate when people die, and plans go badly.

And an apology will not suffice in dealing with this, so I am warning you, IT MUST BE MEN.

Since, they’ve also had a library of all my possessions in this house, including my records, vinyl, albums, here is some more to share of music that was my childhood.

Oddly, I don’t have The Rescuers album that I sung to as a child, so someone must have stolen that also in this house.

Six Degrees of Separation goes together with the movie, Collateral Beauty, and this photograph…

…and I no longer have the photographs of me from The Container Store, College Night 2013, it looks like Courtney is responsible for stealing them because it had the word College and it would remind of her David and me.  I’ve been telling people, writing it, and the danger, and warning people about this life since, 2014.

This is really, not about, art.

That double agent subversive woman seen in the movie, The Passion of The Christ, as Satan, is a really bad sign, a really big warning.  It is almost like putting the terror alert to the greatest number (and that was in 2004), I wouldn’t know if there is a terror alert number because I no longer have access to what is going on in the world.

You don’t know, what you don’t know, and information is vital, especially in intelligence, that’s why you don’t just kill people because they’ve done bad things.

And, I don’t understand why I am sick from eating:

To me all it says is, another lawsuit.

Making me sick, making me fat, and everything you people have been doing here since Edison in 2014, its only mission is to prevent me from working with the United States military.

It should be screaming in your ears as such a warning.

If you don’t want my help at the Pentagon, with the United States military, or intelligence, fine.  But I won’t be a gay therapist for you people because that’s not who I really am.  And, since Courtney, 2011, it has only been a ruse, a diversion from allowing me to keep the military honest and true and allow subversion – to flourish.

I am so upset at being threatened at the church I had been attending, it is the same plan you used with David following me everywhere, showing himself and his face to me from 2012 to 2014, every single day, nearly, there was a David sighting.  There was so much of it that I would message him on Facebook, and he never responded, a logical assumption is that I was not a welcome friend, anymore.  It’s why we’ve never spoken face to face since 2001.  I mean as David and Cherith, or whatever his name is.

It just looks like a mentally unwell person.  Because what person goes around, every day to make sure Cherith sees him, and then, never talks to her.  And, I don’t believe David did that on his own, he was paid to do such.  And, it’s super creepy, especially now that the whole world knows all the real work I’ve done with intelligence and the military.

It really is not how you treat a Captain.  Just like breaking into her home to poison her food, clothing, and personal products, is not how you treat a Captain.  Breaking and Entering, is against the law.

You’ve let me know by threatening me in my own church, I am not welcome there.

So, I no longer feel welcome to attend church there.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

 

January 4, 2020

I AM ABOUT TO LOSE MY FUCKING MIND – AGAIN THIS MORNING, GET THIS STUPID, NO-GOOD-DUMB-IGNORANT-STUPID-FUCK OF AN EX-MILITARY MAN AWAY FROM ME!

Don’t tell me this stupid man is one of the men, that is seen in the movie, 12 Strong, in the dialogue of, tell me you didn’t submit that paperwork.  Because you don’t know how bad that is, that one sentence, you don’t know how bad that is for our United States military.

Do you know what the calling Hezbollah scenes are in the movie, Zohan?  Do you?  Want to guess?  Or, shall I tell you the real truth?  Calling Hezbollah is me, working at one of my former employers, at a call center before September 11, 2001 with real dead serious men, wanting to just blow shit up, only to call me, get me first, and then, deciding against it.  That’s why it’s so fucking funny.

Calling Hezbollah scene in Zohan is really, she’s my friend, no, she’s my friend, no, she’s my friend, no, she’s my friend, and YOU FUCKING MORONS WEREN’T PAYING ATTENTION TO IT – FAST ENOUGH – UNTIL BIN LADEN GOT TO SHOW THE WORLD HOW MUCH HE BELIEVED IN ME, YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS!

HOW ABOUT NOW?!  YOU WANT TO PAY ATTENTION, NOW?!

Don’t tell me you submitted that paperwork from 12 Strong means, you had stupid, no-good, cocky, arrogant, meddling, piece of shit recruiters, military recruiters, with it in their license plates – G 12, with orders to follow me to work, TO MAKE SURE I WAS FUCKING SAFE, YOU STUPID FUCKS, who then took it upon themselves – to do dumb shit, just to get me terminated from the employment after September 11, 2001, for the simple reason, they didn’t like the – no joke – the early morning hours.  They didn’t like having to get up so early in the morning because that was my shift, so they made a way to get me terminated, so they wouldn’t have any more orders to follow.

Please don’t tell me, you then allowed him to be involved in any way, this stripper club, black helmet man to be involved – IN ANYTHING IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD, WITH PRODUCTION, OR ANYTHING INVOLVING MY LIFE SINCE 2001?!  WANT TO KNOW WHY?  THIS STUPID MOTHERFUCKER HAS GIVEN INFORMATION ABOUT BATTLES, MISSIONS, MILITARY WORK HE WAS ON – TO THE ENEMY, KNOWING IT WAS AGAINST REGULATIONS.

I know there are military laws that still apply to an honorably discharged solider, and he is guilty.

Most likely, this stupid, no-thinking man, gave information in a Champagne room at the strip club, after having seen me, had a meet arranged through the private investigators working with The Container Store because I am Trinity, in the Matrix, and he, DIDN’T UNDERSTAND WHAT THAT MEANT AND MEANS!

So, they were “selling” meets, at The Container Store, and THAT is espionage.

Do you know how bad that is?  For everyone involved and working at The Container Store?  Espionage.

From that meet alone, it is probably the reason Erin was – FIRED – from The Container Store, and they didn’t want to alarm people – WRONG – so, they covered it up by making it appear Erin was promoted or, transferred to another store, and it is a lie.

That black helmet motorcycle man gave away classified military information because he was too stupid to be a real man.

He likes you, David.  It means he probably has something to give you, if it is only something he says, and there is nothing wrong with that.

Why it is my job to tell people it looks like David’s best friend, the man, Andrew (?), who it appears David asked to go and talk to me because David was also hurting about October 2001 from the loss of  our friendship, lied to him about what happened because he never spoke to me because he didn’t believe I was a good enough woman for David because I was too fat, then.

How about now?

Get me out of South American politics, you people don’t know what you are doing.

This Soleimani killing news story means this Sona woman if she was involved with this military General while I was at another employer, guessed.  It means, she gave a report, or intel, as though it was from your 100%, and she lied.  Because it never happened.  Because she can’t work.  She can’t work with me.  Nor, could she have ever – worked.

Do you want to remove her from this neighborhood before they bring the fight – again – to our borders?  Not a joke.

Is this really how you want the world to see what you’ve done with your 100%, your Weapons, secreting wetness, and a urine-like feeling in my crotch, in my underwear?  Does this look like a strong America?  Wet underwear?  And, that goes for every version of a “Sherlock” woman prancing around here with a dog, as though, I am her dog!

Please do not tell me this mentality ACTUALLY exists in the United States military of, why don’t we just KILL EVERYONE?!  Because that is what this dumb-hick of a wanna-be military man SHOWED me here at my house last night!  Why doesn’t Cherith just want to kill Carlos Goshen?

Think about that for just a second.

Why does Cherith NOT want to kill this Carlos Goshen?  And, please stop insulting him and myself with your stupid news stories as though he and I are romantically involved or ever will be, it’s insulting to your intelligence and mine, and his.  YOU DUMB FUCKS!

So, I say again, DOES THIS MENTALITY ACTUALLY OCCUR, ACTUALLY EXIST, ACTUALLY HAPPEN WITHIN THE UNITED STATES MILTARY?!  KILL EVERYONE?!  KILL EVERYONE EVEN IF THEY ARE ALREADY CAPTURED?  KILL ALL DETAINEES?  DO AWAY WITH DETAINEE CAMPS, AND JUST KILL EVERYONE?!

ARE-YOU-FUCKING-STUPID?!

By his actions alone, this black helmet man says, to the world, please kill me because I don’t know how to live, how to live with myself, and how to be a man.  And, it’s possible, he has already gone too far.

Do you people not know how to inspire your own United States soldiers?  Want me to do it?  Or, is that what you’re afraid of?  If Cherith goes on tour to military bases, the enemy will so frightened, YOU WON’T HAVE TO FIGHT, AND PEOPLE WON’T DIE?!

YOU-FUCKING-MORONS!

This is how you inspire people, to be better people:

Our Thespis group, our college group got together before 9/11, at an entertainment/bar/arcade games/video game type of business.  David started playing air hockey, I played air hockey with David, and he and his then girlfriend, Ashley walked away…

…I stayed.  I stayed at the air hockey table, um, for a while.  Playing and playing and playing, and then, to my right because there were stairs to my immediate left, a boy about the age of 11 or so with his father, started watching me, a woman, play air hockey.

Now, in air hockey there is only one player on each side, the goalie.  This little boy watched with his father for a few games, and I saw him talking with his dad while I was playing, then this little boy…asked me to play with me.

I don’t have a photo of him, or his face, or a way to show you what – inspiration looks like.  So, I’ll tell you, I’ll write it the best way I know how.  Fun.

That over-weight woman was having so much fun, hitting the puck into the goal, with so much zeal her life could have depended on it (it didn’t); however, I was so sincere about getting EVER FUCKING GOAL AGAINST ME, TO WIN!  That this boy of about 11 years old asked his father if it was okay to play with me, a woman, and a stranger.

When was the last time you did that?

I mostly remember that story because it wasn’t until the next day, when my shoulder was in so much pain, I couldn’t figure out, why I was hurting and in pain.  Uh, oh yeah, I wasn’t playing air hockey, politely.  I nearly threw my shoulder out MAKING SURE I WAS GOING TO WIN!

And, please stop this stupid mentality of thinking that me, or another person because of their size, are just lumpy dumps of fat lards.  They are still people, with minds and brains, and feelings.

That 11 year old boy could be the reason my father had a shoulder injury, that he told me the doctor told him he needed surgery for, I am not sure whether or not that is true anymore, so father, please stop listening to them, they don’t love you, like I love you.

Capturing bad guys, defeating terrorism, ending the Vietnam war, rescue missions – THAT’S FUN!

Unless, you weren’t called to do that work, unless you weren’t meant for the work, and if that is true, all is not lost, there are other things, and other works to do, and be very careful, you don’t seek it, for the power and  glory of it.

The reason I signed the paperwork, the reason I submitted my paperwork for reinstatement at my former employer who denied me, you need me, you need me in the Pentagon, and you don’t know it, yet and still.

If I am the only one who believes it, it is still true.

At the rate your going in Afghanistan, you’ll be there another twenty years, or more, and no one, has a real clear plan of what to do – after – the fighting.

You’ve all copied after a movie, as though it was fact, and I’ve done what God has asked of me to do.  Be truthful.

If you allowed the AMA (Ask Me Anything) detainee to speak and talk with that stupid ex-military man, it means AMA is very clever.

You’ll find out.

And, the reason I told you to ask the director why he used the worm-like entity on Satan is because it is personal, to the director, Mel Gibson.  And, I am able tell you the vision Mel Gibson had in his mind for Satan, he was not able to put on film, it is not really very close, to how he envisioned a Satan.

It is one thing to be an actor, playing a part, like Satan, it is quite another to be in the film as, intelligence, as Satan.

You people have been following after Satan.

I haven’t.

I suppose it is another reason, your name isn’t – Weapons.      

And, you truthfully have at least one man, who is very upset that I am not able to be seen running, outside, freely.

I’m done here.

Too much unpaid work!

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

 

January 3, 2020

If you do not believe in God, go away.  Stop reading.  Because you will not be able to manage, deal, handle, or understand what I am about to write.

I am on strike, by weight, and more importantly, I am spending more than 40 hours a week here, at my desk, writing, I mean, correcting you, and I am not getting paid.  It is too much.

This Sona woman, has she been in charge of – this neighborhood, and my schedule, hours, and so on?  She is in no way able to be a manager.  She has no comprehension whatsoever, I’ve written this multiple times, she has no comprehension about – time.  She is beyond incompetent.

If it is not her, someone, or as a policy of working me since 2014, there is a mind-set, notion, and plan that has been in place of working me with no concept of what work is able to be accomplished in what hours, time frame, and so on.  If a person is completely unable to understand how many hours there are in a day, you are not capable of being a manager, a supervisor, or in charge.

Eight, ten, twelve hours a day of writing, I mean, correcting you, unpaid, just so I won’t be available, and working with the United States military, and you people do not yet – realize – YOU HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING AFTER – SATAN!

Satan.

Satan.

Satan.

You have been following after Satan, following the lead of – Satan, and she was a woman.

I am most serious.

I spoke about this movie, on the floor, while I was employed at Disney, pay attention FBI man because it involves you, too, The Passion of The Christ.  Let me start off by letting everyone know, I am nowhere in that movie.  I am not code, or intelligence, in anything I saw again in the movie, The Passion of The Christ.  Do you yet know who is?

You should have the highest alarms bells ringing in your ears upon reading that last paragraph.  We are in an unholy war and you don’t yet know it.

I spoke about The Passion of The Christ to a white, straight male while working at Disney it goes together with the ATM man at Suncoast Schools Federal Credit Union, it tells me, you didn’t see her – coming, Satan.

While I am on the subject bring that military corrupted man disguised as an Edison back to me, he has not been truthful to you, even while in custody.  It’s pretty bad what he has done!

I spoke about the vision of the movie, about how the director was making a statement about – women.  What I spoke was beyond his comprehension, from what I see now.

Let me clear it up, real fucking quick, a lot of what is in the movie, The Passion of The Christ, with the camera lens, the acting, regarding the women, and it is probably something Mel Gibson understood without being able to put words to it, is this, women have a great deal of unrecognized, unnoticed, misunderstood – humanity.  And there is a difference between humanity and punishment.

It is as if to say, a lot of men, do not understand the difference between humanity, believing in humanity, and people, and knowing when punishment is just or not.

I will tell you that Mel Gibson was called to direct The Passion of The Christ, and THAT HAS TO DO WITH WHAT HAPPENED WHEN I WAS IN AUSTRALIA IN DECEMBER 2000.   He was called, that’s what Christian’s call it when a person, has a calling from God, meaning, something they were born – to do.

It goes together with…

…and the reason they use the phone, phone booth and so on in the movie, The Matrix.  A calling.  Being called by God.  Being born to do a work, no one else might be able to do, or succeed at.  That is the definition of a calling.  It is another reason they worked so hard to get employed at Promus/Hilton.  Because…

…some people believed so much in this child, they gave her intelligence.  I never asked for it.  It was given to me, as a gift.

Here’s more proof of that…

…and, you shouldn’t wonder from these photographs why they made the movies, Look Who’s Talking. 

What did you say? 

I know you.

And, say it again, I like it.

That’s what these photos say to me, and they probably were looking or spying through the window, perhaps, not even in the room.

I know this word.  That’s dead seriousness in those eyes.

Because of it, and because you people have not been paying attention to the correct things since 1989, Terminator, the movie Terminator – happened – because they were trying to get me back to the state of California, and it hasn’t succeeded, yet. 

Because of my brain, you morons let Satan do this…

…and yes, that is quite a state of disrepair on my face, that scar over my eye, is the work of a woman.  On a child about this age…

This is going to frighten people, so perhaps, if you are afraid, STOP READING.

The movie, The Passion of The Christ goes together with the war in Afghanistan, and brain research.  It’s the reason the movie, Anastasia has Hell and demons in it because – YOU NEED MY RUSSIAN JEWISH HERITAGE IN ORDER TO UNDERSTAND BRAIN RESEARCH BECAUSE BRAIN RESEARCH AND DEMONISM, SATANISM, AND DEMONS are very close to what happens with brain research.

Are you starting to see how brain research is a weapon to use to stop terrorism, yet?

You allowed an infidel, an unbeliever, you allowed, Satan, on the floor with me at Disney, that brunette-haired woman.

If she was in any way smart enough to know they’d been putting me as intelligence into movie, or if she was given the information that I was being used in movies as intelligence, and she figured out  SHE IS SATAN IN THE MOVIE, THE PASSION OF THE CHRIST!

She is responsible, and she had help, for the strokes upon my mother, and fibroid cysts causing my hysterectomy.  An unbeliever.  An infidel.  Satan.

She figured out that she was Satan in the movie, The Passion of The Christ, and she went after my mother because you people have not been paying enough attention to me.  You placed me in a job, an employment, with an employer as Weapons, and then you so much as – walked away.  As though you had no more responsibility to me, as Weapons.

Do you want to know why we are in a war in Afghanistan?

That’s my brother playing Jesus at a Christmas play at Turkey Creek First Baptist church in Plant City, Florida, and you morons just…

…gave him away.  Like, in the movie, UP, you just gave my brother away, and no joke, if I am the only one who believes me, I know it to be true, it is the reason we are today, in a war in Afghanistan.  My brother as Jesus goes together with the brother’s looking the same in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty.  Chase around the ghosts, meaning dead ends that will get you nowhere as code in movies, if you want to, or I am able to tell you the truth.

We are in a war, in Afghanistan – because you just gave my brother away.  So, I write again, my family, me, we are not secret service, we are; however, a matter of national security.  It’s the very reason they installed the camera’s in this home, so how did you let them – give me a car accident in this house?

I mean it most sincerely.  Either recognize the intelligence of my family, or there will be consequences.  Still.

A reporter telling a story, or being able to tell the story, a news story, is just that, and should not then be turned into a reporter being my manager, my handler, or anything else other than being a reporter!  What the fuck, moronic idea have you been working?

And Scott at 8850, goes together with me trying to watch Dial M for Murder on Amazon, and a real terrorist, in connection to a real reporter at The Washington Post, and it probably has to do with the fact that you morons let SATAN work at my former employer!

That woman that wouldn’t let me read her face IS SATAN!

Um, yeah, I believe, I am going to disagree with her, and ask for her execution.

Your threatens to fire news story tells me, you have a problem you don’t understand, and you can’t control.

You’ve allowed the Edison person and profile to prevent me from working with the military, hurry, hurry, hurry, just to prevent me from working with the military.

If you want to know why the director used a worm like entity in the nose of Satan in the movie, The Passion of The Christ, you should ask the director.  To me, it just says, demonic.

The real alarm is Satan holding – a baby.

And the proof of that is while I was praying at my mother’s hospital bed for God’s help, He sent me the name and image of David to me, and the Angel I saw in the street, very similar to the mother of Mary and Satan scene in the movie, The Passion of The Christ.

It must mean other people have seen Angels like I have, it is in the movie, Powder, with the actor’s skin color, yet it is as comparable, the image of the actor in Powder, is as comparable to a glazed doughnut, and the Shroud of Turin.  Meaning, they are nothing the same.

I believe I saw an Angel of such a size, only because of my – height.  Meaning, God meant it for me.

And, be warned, you replaced the neighbor across from me from Courtney to Meghan Markle, it should scream as a warning to everyone, she should not be here.

This is for you, my friend…

…they persecute me because I forgive people, especially criminals.  I know he’s done terrible things, a real criminal, he is also, an intellectual, probably a poet, like TS Eliot, yet, him being a poet has nothing to do with my former home.  However, the real prayer rug is more like this…

…because it had deer on it.  My mother painted the horses, and I bought those deer, at Target.  And, that goes together with…

…this church scene I bought from Target through Christmas Central, it is supposed to be one set, two pieces, yet I had to buy two because somehow people have been allowed to intercept my – purchases – place hidden cameras in the lights, and failed to deliver what I ordered – the first time.  Send these people to jail.

Like the people responsible for the hidden cameras in my Christmas tree…

…and, I must share these photos of my home because you people do not know what you are doing, you should not be in my home, and then place news stories in the media, that are not factual.

The real Hannibal the Cannibal, Hannibal Lecter turned Hannibal the Evangelical because he realized and learned by me, his mirror, who he really was because his spirit was willing. 

Let me share with you about my maternal grandmother, Boyfriend…

…when my grandmother became a Christian, she stopped wearing makeup, she stopped listening to music, she wanted to have a physical change as a Christian, a look and countenance of piety.  Sometimes that happens with Christians.  It is just not the Christian, I am.

Oftentimes it is difficult for Christians, to be human.

I know I am not the Christian that will be, a church wife.  I just have too much in me.  A church wife being, the housewife, who never swears, who is dutiful and loving.  More importantly, it is just not who I really am.

Murphy says, hello.

Our Japanese exchange student, Misago, and my mother at Crown Point in Portland, Oregon, at the Columbia River gorge.  If any of you have been using my aunt Sylvia as a model for the caregiving work, I did with my mother after her stroke, we, and the work we both did with our mother’s was not the same.  I was an Occupational Therapist, Physical Therapist, I did cognitive work with my mother, I bathed her, made her meals, dressed her, and so much more.  I was also standing guard over my mother, and no one noticed.

This was a typical day in our backyard in Simi Valley, California, with the exception of this child with a black wig on.  There were always kids, and children at our house.  And, if you don’t know how to read this photograph…

   

…that’s an over-tired child, a child who’s played too hard, done too much in the day, and needs a rest.  If you can’t see that in this picture, you probably, shouldn’t work with children.  Probably, my mother took this photo, and it shows, my determination, by smiling, although, I was over-tired.

I doubt I had a handbag; I doubt I didn’t have bottoms on (SICK!), or was eating an orange, more likely I was eating a chicken drumstick.  The rest is just a typical day. 

This is gross, this has been re-edited.

You have a bunch of perverts who have been allowed to be – in charge.  My bathing suit I am wearing says, it’s cold outside, and I’ve just outgrown my bathing suit already.  I’m sure my parents are not the only parents who had their children wear too small of clothing, for lots of reasons, perhaps they didn’t realize the bathing suit was too small until I put it on, and it was just family, you sicko’s!  And, all those kids at the car, that was like every day, for me, at Simi Valley, what fun that was!  All those people, all those children, FUN!

So, the only reason I am in solitary confinement like this, with people talking through other people, and not being allowed to have real relationships, tells me, you don’t know what you’ve been doing.

Now, this is too much.  This is too much work, especially since it is unpaid.  If it hadn’t raised such an alarm seeing that double agent, subversive woman as Satan in the movie, The Passion of The Christ, I wouldn’t be writing.

But I’m done here.

This is too much.

I’m over-worked, and you know it.

                                      

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

January 2, 2020

I am on strike because I am beyond enraged.

Some morons here think the only way to get a straight woman’s attention IS TO ATTACK THE STRAIGHT MALES THAT ARE ATTACHED TO HER!

DID MEGHAN MARKLE ALSO HAVE  ACCESS TO THE INFORMATION THAT MY ENGLISHMAN – WHO IS NOT PRINCE HARRY – WAS GOING TO BE IN TOWN FOR NEW YEARS, AND YOU DUMB WOMEN HAVE ALLOWED HER AND YOURSELVES TO LOOK A FOOL BECAUSE HE AND I REALLY LOOK GOOD TOGETHER?

I AM SO UPSET I DON’T EVER WANT TO GO BACK TO THAT CHURCH!  I WON’T THANK YOU FOR THAT!  YOU DON’T BELONG HERE SONA, MOVE WHILE YOU STILL CAN!  GET OUT OF MY NEIGHBORHOOD WHILE YOU STILL CAN, UNLESS SHE’S ALREADY GONE TOO FAR!

THIS SONA WOMAN IS NOT THE ACTRESS IN 13 HOURS IT IS THE REAL WOMAN SHE IS BASED OFF OF, IT GOES TOGETHER WITH THE MOVIE, SIX DEGREES OF SEPERATION, WILL SMITH PLAYS A GAY MALE, YOU PEOPLE HAVEN’T FIGURED IT OUT, TOM HAHN IS NO LONGER LIVING.  STOP SENDING GAY PEOPLE TO WORK WITH ME!  YOU DUMB IMEPT, COMPLETELY INCOMPETENT WOMAN GOT THIS REALLY GOOD MILITARY MAN LET GO FROM THE WAR BECAUSE – YOU CAN’T!  HE SURE AS FUCK CAN!

YOU MOTHERFUCKERS LET ME GO AT THE END OF AUGUST 2019 AND YOU’VE BEEN WORKING ME LIKE I AM STILL – EMPLOYED!  I’M NOT!

ALL THESE STUPID WOMEN AROUND HERE ARE DOING NOTHING MORE THAN PREVENTING ME FROM WORKING WITH THE…

MILITARY!  MILITARY!  MILITARY!  MILITARY!   MILITARY!  JUST BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE – CAN’T – WORK WITH THE MILITARY!

YOU DON’T WANT TO WORK ME IN THE MILITARY ANYMORE?!  YOU DON’T WANT ME FOR THE SUCCESSFUL TARGETS TO KILL ANYMORE?!

FINE!

 BUT I WON’T SIT AROUND HERE PLAYING HOUSE WITH ANY WOMEN, MAKING DOILEYS DARNING SOCKS, OR ANY OF YOUR DUMB FUCKING BULLSHIT!

THAT’S A BLACK MAN, AN AMERICAN BLACK MALE WHO TOOK MONEY AS A BRIBE, A BUY-OUT, AFTER I MOVED HERE, PROBABLY 2013, JUST BECAUSE HE BELIEVED HE WOULDN’T GET CAUGHT AND HE HAS A GROUP OF FRIENDS WHO ARE ALSO IN THE CIA, WHO’VE TAKEN MONEY, DONE BAD WORK, ON PURPOSE!

DOUBLE-BUBBLE HERE…

…IS ONE REASON I’M ON STRIKE!  YOU HAVE MEGHAN MARKLE AND OTHER PEOPLE THREATING ME AT MY OWN HOME IN MY OWN CHURCH!  I’M FUCKING PISSED!

IT’S REALLY NOT A JOKE!

I DON’T WANT TO EVER GO BACK TO THAT CHURCH!

I AM SUPER-FUCKING-MAD!