December 9, 2019: READ: My Life In Pictures

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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

December 9, 2019

If that far-left news story is about my former neighbor’s that’s a class-action lawsuit waiting to happen.  And, it’s very winnable for me against my former neighbor’s, very winnable.  It’s very damming against them, they should be worried.  It’s conspiracy and subversion, the likes of which have never been seen in a courtroom.  It’s very bad.

Bush’s grandson to run profile looks like this real man, who MUST be so smart he’s brilliant, or genius-smart because if he was using virtual reality, I was nearly blinded by HIS BRIGHTNESS OF MIND.  Meaning, while I was working and typing here, he was so bright, his mind was so smart, all I saw was white, like blindness, not skin color.  It also looks like the profile of the person who wants me to have a permanent pension.

If this is correct, he feels my life has been made into indentured servitude.  It’s provable.

The movie, Little Man Tate, is about me, being the exceptionally bright little boy, and the special school he goes to – is my real mother, not the other way around.  The low-class, waitress of a job woman that is his mother in the movie, is this double agent subversive woman who was in the building when I told them how to defeat – brain research.

No, it is not a problem, that the real Hannibal Lecter – no longer exists.  I don’t know in words his real name, other than my Boyfriend.   It looks like – he will never be that man again – by way of me.

To me, he is really unbelievably smart, not a monster, smart.

I love these scientist guys!  It goes together with the dialogue, in Silence of The Lambs, I gave you an A, and she says, A-, and the truth is, he gave me an A, for the book I wrote and made about Acid Rain people, and the effects of Acid Rain, and that is how – the Rainmaker from the Power of One – happened.  I wrote a book.

Just being around these scientist’s helps them think, and just being me around them, helps me.

Nasa CJ

I believe this photo has been re-edited because the truth is, we went to Kennedy (it goes together with Dachau, Germany) Space Center when we were on vacation to Florida – when a hurricane, was it Hurricane Elena?  I got a t-shirt, happened to be turquoise-y in color about the hurricane, and it was mentioned to me when I visited the University of Tampa with my family, probably 1985, by an older male than myself, a student at the University, and my brother did not look like this in 1985.  Also, Kennedy Space Center, I was – bored at.  I didn’t think it had enough – stuff.  Things to do.  Things for people to interact with, read, and discover.  It just felt like it was touting, achievements.  Well, I want to know things, don’t you?

Girl arrested for making death list news story reads, true and correct, and it is not me, I did not make a death list.

The Amazon news story reads, the Pentagon wants to sue Amazon for the size and weight of my body.

Who created the profile they placed on me by way of my father’s email, of Gaddafi and David at my employment at Disney?  It was so big, vague, and ambiguous that is felt as big as Atlas holding the globe on his shoulder and looking at Atlas from a great distance.  No one could narrow down the profile, at all?

It had Gaddafi, David, my Boyfriend, probably every known person on the FBI’s most wanted list, the CIA’s, Interpol’s, and I don’t know how many other agencies.  Most other people, probably, would have lost their minds.  Is it any wonder, I wrote the things I wrote about David and my Boyfriend if you included those men I love, with other – evils.

It’s not how it is supposed to be done.  They are not supposed to be – included.  You are not supposed to connect people together like that.  It tells me, you don’t know how to – ask.

Did you find one military man who ordered a code red, on me, meaning, a death list or contract because I am female, and I worked with the US military?

Someone is worried, and anxious, here.

I will remind you, I tried to get a second job when I was working at The Container Store, to be able to make more money.  I tried to get another job before my former employer fired me.  What are you people doing preventing me from – being me?  And being employed – anywhere?

That sea slug is the same as the olive with cheese that I did not eat, it is the same as me wanting to vomit in the store yesterday.  That looks, arrestable.

Mt Hood Painting

This is the painting I made at West Gresham school that my teacher did not like, yet it was chosen by the store and framed in the early eighties.

Grandfather

My grandfather in our backyard in Plant City, Florida as seen in the movie, UP.  There really was a pair, a male and female Painted Bunted I saw outside my mother’s bedroom window, January, 2011(?).  It was so spectacular of a sight to me, I nearly dropped, probably food for my mother, everything in my hands.  They are the most spectacular birds I’ve ever seen, a male and female Painted Bunting.

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The back of my grandfather head’s is where the garage A/C was, this is about 1993 in our backyard in Plant City, Florida.  This photo has been re-edited.

Bear

 

This is my Babee Bear, playing with a toy mouse.  I placed treats and toys like toy mice, on things like the knob on the cupboards for the cats to play with, it is what normal cats would do in the wild.  Isn’t he gorgeous, my Babee Bear?  A most remarkable cat.

De jevu cruise

Do you want to know how déjà vu made it into the movie, The Matrix?  Me, on a cruise, and I literally uttered the word – out loud, déjà vu.  Whoa.  When I got off the boat and walked – here.  Where this Burger King is in St. Martin, Virgin (another Sherlock reference) Islands, the movie, Speed 2 was filmed.  And, I literally, I should have made a copy for my files, wrote in a contest that Blockbuster had that Speed 2 should be filmed on a boat, I just would have written it a little differently.  It’s probably why there is a deaf girl as one of the character’s, deaf, meaning, inaudible.  The movie, Speed was made about a real man when I went to school on the school bus, in Gresham, Oregon.

Cherith Tammy Magic Kingdom

This is Tammy Hoskins and her children and me, at Magic Kingdom in 2013.  After my car accident, that is a brace on my arm.  And, it’s been grossly edited, my bust.  That’s not an obsession, or an addiction, it’s a fetish, and it’s – gross.

Friday

This is my Friday.  My Friday cat.  My Fri-fri, or fry-fry.  A really great personality, he had.  Every person who visited our house, loved Friday.

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Friday and my mother.  Playful, not mischievous.  A good boy.

Cows NZ

This is in the movie, Leap Year, speaking fluent cow.  This is near the Waitomo Caves, in New Zealand, we parked the car, I got out and all these cows were looking away from me.  I said something, and literally, every one of them turned their heads to look at me.  So, I took a photo.  It’s a remarkable moment, people who work with animals and animal behavior might understand the significance.  It’s more than it appears to be.

Figaro flowers

Figaro.  I named him Figaro, and he was a lot like Figaro in Disney’s Pinocchio.  Playful, fun-loving, and loved to be outdoors.  He loved the flowers the most, being amongst the flowers, sitting in the yard, and not the dirt.

Figaro tree

Figaro, enjoying the outdoors.

BIrd post NZ

This is the bird that literally flew down when we stopped at a rest area in New Zealand.  I was a-ways away from the rest of the group, and this bird literally said to me, I heard you were here, and I wanted to see you.  I took a photo because I could hardly believe it.  The little bird on the post, is referenced in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty.

Grandfather in yard

My grandfather in our backyard in Plant City, Florida.  He had so much personality, charisma, and Irish charm.  I loved him, dearly.  He was my favorite grandparent.  He was the most FUN!  Fun to talk to, fun to be around, fun to know, fun – everything.  When my grandmother died, when his wife died, a part of him died too.  He was never the same.  My grandfather played the fiddle (Sherlock).  It was as if because his wife died, his life inside him died, too.  I wondered if a part of him died because when his wife died of a stroke, I mean when they told my mother and grandfather my grandmother was dead, he told my mother, almost immediately afterwards, he never told her he loved her.  He was a great man.  To me, he was a great man.

Grandfather Christmas

My maternal grandfather in our living room at Christmas, in Plant City, Florida.

James Stevens

James Stevens and me at a Christmas party.  This photo has been edited.  James Stevens was in The Container Store after Edison is the reason, I posted his photo.  It’s a little curious.

Jerry and Figaro

Figaro and Jerry in our front yard in Plant City, Florida.  Jerry’s fur has been re-edited.

Jerry

This looks like Jerry has eyeliner on, and it is not edited.  He was the most glamorous cat, like a movie star, glamorous.  He presented himself without effect, yet glamorous.  It is a little more than disturbing because I believe now, since Jerry was my brother’s cat, and it is in the movie, Crazy Stupid Love about AIDS, that Jerry contracted FIV, the feline HIV, and I believe it was given to him, and NOT AN ACCIDENT.  That’s really gross, mentality, and not in any way – intelligence.  I do not believe he was born on July 12.  Glamorous, look at how his fur is in between his paws, so white, so glamorous.  Without effect, or ego, just glamorous.  I named him Jerry because he and Mr. Tom were best of friends.

Jerry and Snowball

Jerry and Snowball as kittens.  Everyone should be able to see the inspiration in a lot of my photographs and in the movies.  Snowball was the cat they placed in the chair with my mother, after I saw the movie, The Matrix.  It’s really atrocious.

Kitten appliances

These photographs of the kittens in the appliances is very innocent.  So, the placement of my mother’s glasses on the stove, when I found her face-down on the floor suffering from another stroke, a different stove from this one, and the damage to the dryer in my current home, meaning this dryer in my home no longer functions, is disturbing.  The cats in the dryer happened while I was getting the clothes out to and from the dryer folding them and so on, only to discover, since I left the door open the cats, as kittens found the opportunity to play.  And, they were only playing, it was so funny, I had to take a picture.  Same thing with the oven, it was a cold day, my mother left the oven door open after baking something to give heat to the rest of the house, and the cats found an opportunity – to play and have fun.  It’s innocent.  Yet, it looks like it’s been used to allow a mentally unwell person – delusions, until just a few months ago.

Kittens

Kittens.  I think that is Wednesday, on my back, she was given to the Lyons family.

Mother Christmas

The photo of my mother has been re-edited to look as though she is painting when the truth is, she was – sewing at her sewing machine.  This is our Plant City, Florida home decorated for Christmas in the early nineties.

Mouse and scruffy ball

Mouse

The photo of Mouse on the curtains is an example of why I named him, Mouse.  He was full of life.  Mouse was hit, I believe, intentionally by neighbor, shattering his pelvis, yet he lived.  He is the cat I heard, a death cry when I was vacationing in Boston, Massachusetts, in August 2001.  I heard a death cry, all the way in Boston when he was being put-down, or to sleep, or humanely euthanized for an un-treatable ailment.  I head him so loud I went to the window of my hotel to see if I was hearing something other than Mouse.  Mouse was my mother’s cat.  Mouse is laying on a dresser in my bedroom in our house in Plant City, Florida.

Mr Peacock

This is Mr. Peacock.  I believe they sent Mr. Peacock to my house, for a reason, and I did not want to catch and capture, Mr. Peacock, nor did I feel I should call an agency to have them collect Mr. Peacock.  Whatever they were trying to do with Mr. Peacock, I wanted nothing to do with it.  I fed him, and talked to him, he is referenced in the movie, UP, of capturing the bird.  Something, I didn’t do.  He’s beautiful.  I also collected his feathers that fell off, I didn’t take them off of him, and I made a house out of his feathers for an Art class at HCC.  Peacocks are amazingly beautiful to look at.  That is our backyard and pool and the sunroom where I found my mother with a stroke after watching, The Matrix, in Plant City, Florida.

Mr Tom and Jerry

Mr. Tom is a girl, is also, Kevin in UP.  I did not realize she was pregnant until she was in labor.  Jerry and Mr. Tom loved each other and were the best of friends.  I believe they somehow poisoned Mr. Tom making her unable to be a mother.  She went a little crazy, after pregnancy, she is Babee Bear’s mother.  She wouldn’t nurse Babee Bear, something was wrong with her.

New Orleans HOB

New Orleans, Louisiana August 1999.

Norman and CJ

My father and brother playing at yard work in Plant City, Florida.  That’s how my father used to look when I took care of my family.  The photo has been slightly rounded of my father’s belly.  It’s not difficult to tell it does not go with the rest of his physique.

NZ rabbit

Me, in New Zealand, at a tourist-y store, and a real Angora white rabbit near the Waitomo Caves.  The Waitomo caves are where glow-worms are.  If you know anything about glow-worms, they are luminescent worms that on the roof, or top of the caves, and literally cannot be photographed and have the same experience, meaning, it literally is something, like myself, you MUST see in person.  It is a most remarkable natural occurrence.  I literally did not buy a post card, or photograph, or anything about the worms because it does them no justice, once you’ve seen them in person.  And, I loved the Kiwi’s.  I loved New Zealand; I would go back – like that!

Passport photo

However, this got started, I am not sure, I was talked into getting an International driver’s license in 2015.  That is a Ralph Lauren, linen shirt, I was made to give up and sell while working at Disney in 2015.  My neck is not that big, and there are other discrepancies in the photo.

Plant CIty house back yard

The back yard again, in Plant City, Florida.

Plant City house front

The front yard in Plant City, Florida.

Queen street mall AU

This is Queen Street Mall in Brisbane, Australia.  It is also where I bought my Joey key chains for myself and other’s in my theater group.  I also, loved the Aussie’s, I loved it there!  What great people.  We went to Australia and New Zealand in December 2000, election year.  Queen Street Mall was loads of fun.  This is where I had a conversation on the river ferry with an Aussie, like the boat captain, it has a White House reference if anyone wants to know, about the US election because if anyone remembers a winner of the 2000’s election was not named for more than a month, by way of – hanging (shame on you HOA, here about my plants on my balcony, that is a felonious crime, and very arrestable) Chad’s.  My first real boyfriend’s name – Chad Dykehouse, in Gresham, Oregon.  I was thirteen, he was sixteen, we went while, ice skating in Portland, Oregon.  And, no, I do not believe there were any ear pieces with Chad.

Sundae

This is Sundae.  A white cat that looks like she has scoops of ice cream on her back.  Sundae was my mother’s cat.  When you held her or picked her up, she felt like her bones were hollow, she was so light, light as a feather, and like she weighed nothing.  Sundae was diagnosed with cancer and put to sleep.

Thanksgiving Passover

Passover in our home in Plant City, Florida, and I was made sick in my stomach from something before Passover.  This happened a lot being sick in my stomach I would have to lie down to feel better.  The other photos are of Thanksgiving, Dean and Mildred Dalton spent Thanksgiving in our homes in Florida for decades, and my father always brought people from other countries, like these Columbians, from USF, every Thanksgiving, since it is an American holiday.

Tiffany and Anastacia

The skies awake, so I’m awake from Frozen, is the far-right bottom corner, of Tiffany and Anastacia, and their kittens.  Anastacia was so weak after having kittens, it took her weeks to recover.  That is also my vanity that Jerry is sleeping on in the far, upper left, with sample-sized perfume bottles.  My mother made the vanity cover herself, and I believe the vanity itself was purchased at a craft store.  That stool, to that vanity, I had since Simi Valley, until Edison in 2014.

Tiffany and Tashi

Anastacia on the left and Tiffany on the right, and their kittens or babies.  Tiffany’s eyes have been re-edited to look different than who she really was, a fun-loving, playful, happy, cat who was also, a good mother.  Anastacia’s face has been slightly altered to look Siamese, although she did have a narrow face.  Anastacia carried herself very well, self-assured, and a really good mother.  They were both really good cats, good sister’s, and good mothers.  Don’t get it wrong.

TuesandThurs

Thursday as a kitten, and Tuesday, on the left.

TuesThursFri

Tuesday on the left, Thursday on the right, and Friday.  Tuesday and Thursday were such personalities, fun and happy, and playful.  And, Thursday was so smart.  I still miss him.

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My Babee Bear and Tuesday.  Oh, how Tuesday loved Bear, like oh what a man he is, Bear, WOW!

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Too-too, Princess Tu-tu, Princess To-da-Lay, Toots MaGoots, I had a lot of names for Tuesday.

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Thursday, my brightness.  Thursday.  Expressive, talkative eyes, and his front paw with only, three digits, his “thumb” and first finger had been removed before I adopted him from our vet at May’s Animal Clinic.

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Thursday!

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Thursday knew Bear was important to me, so he always made sure he was a friend to Bear, and he liked Bear, too.  And, look at Thursday’s tail!

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Babee Bear, and Thursday as a kitten.

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Murphy on the left, and Lambert on the right.  Murphy the Magnificent, the Brilliant, and Lambert the Good, the Protector of All, the Ever Vigilant!  Not long after I adopted them in 2017.

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Maurice the Handsome, the Best-Behave-est Boy in the world!  Doesn’t he have the most remarkable fur coat!  Such colorings.

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Lambert and Murphy just relaxing.

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From left to right, Lambert, Maurice, and Murphy!  Good boys!

December 9, 2019: READ: WARNING: FBI: CIA: INTELLIGENCE: No, You Can’t – That’s The Real Truth!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

 

SO, IS THAT WHAT YOU MORONS ARE ALL REALLY AFRAID OF?!  I’LL BE TOO FUCKING GOOD; YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO FIGHT?!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!  THAT IS THE WORST MILTARY STRATEGIC THINKING IN THE FUCKING WORLD!

 

December 9, 2019

Surrender to me, very well, I accept – Princess Bride.  That’s a real read of me – as a child.

You have a problem, you have at least one person, who truthfully wants to me to be permanently pensioned to de-bunk all the years of misinformation, and for all the work, I’ve already done.  I don’t think that’s a problem, I just don’t know how they are going to be able to do it.

What you’ve allowed to be set-up with my life, and cover employments, is like an air-tight pre-nup.

The character in Rescue Dawn of Gene, as in Gene from Eugen Oregon, is really a profile of a draft-dodger, dodge this from, The Matrix.  That’s also a real read of me, as a child of a dislike for persons attempting to betray the United States military, don’t get it wrong.  It’s a profile of Charles Manson, and it looks correct of creating himself into the “character” of Charles Manson, a murderer, just to avoid the draft into the military.  That’s why I laughed because the actor created such an interesting interpretation of the character it says, a great deal about his mind.

If you follow that thinking, meaning think beyond what I just wrote, a person creates a character, outside of their self, such as Charles Manson – just to avoid going into the military to avoid killing people, and WHAT THE FUCK DID HE DO ANYWAY?  MURDER PEOPLE.  It’s really stupid.

So, what that says, is an inflated ego, a disproportionate sense of self, I could go on, really it says, an inability.  Inability.  Like a dysfunctional – penis.  Not even semi-flaccid, or semi-hard.  Inability. 

Stop making real people like Charles Manson into people they aren’t.  Unable, inability, that’s what the real Charles Manson is, unable, inability.

It’s not my fault all my highly skilled, highly trained men, stopped working with me, by way of moving to Florida, in 1986.

All the fun of, that clue will lead to another clue in National Treasure, meaning, coding in the movies, and putting me as intelligence in movies, was supposed to stop when the Queen came of age, as is seen in Frozen.  They’re going to announce it, Gladiator.  That’s 1988, people.

Truthfully, I am really appalled that I must no longer – wear a bra.  That is what you’ve caused and allowed to happen. I am no longer allowed to wear – a bra – as protection from the abuse of a pregnancy belly on my person!

Be careful, all the belching in my belly, tells me Casey and a lot of other – women (that’s really illogical, so be careful that’s really unhealthy, and a real problem that’s been allowed to perpetuate as nonfiction when the truth is, it is fiction) complete and almost insane jealousy over me and David, together.

Check yourselves people.  You don’t belong here.  Check yourselves if you have a problem of me – loving straight-men who love straight-women who love straight-men.  Be real-fucking careful, you got a real problem, here.  Stop perpetuating – myths as reality.

Someone should explain why the Iranian leader news stories and profiles, are actually and now in – India.  And, be careful because the rest of the news story, isn’t true.  Meaning Iran and the leaders of Iran are not out to get me, or kill me, so stop chasing after false news stories, and stop trying to create war within countries, where none exists!

Is that Finland Prime Minister news story in any way real?  On Bing?  As it appears?  BBC shows her hesitation.  Hesitation is not the same as being – guilty.  Did my Boyfriend create it also?  It’s the most truthful and accurate profile I’ve seen of the real Casey Anthony.  THAT’S FAST!  That’s faster than all those years she’s been working with the police and in the prison system.  That’s a pretty good change that happened – FAST!  Because of me.  Because of me being – a mirror.

Stop making people into monsters, when they’re not.  It serves no purpose whatsoever for a community, for a state, for a country, or for the world.

I would say, she is almost leery about (it’s almost like being a new person) this change.  That just says, she needs positive re-enforcement, not negative re-enforcement.  Positive re-enforcement that she’s able and done the correct thing.  That’s what I heard last night.

This is what I believe.  I believe the real Casey Anthony is able to socialize, be in the world, and have a family, and more children, and be ok.  She’ll need help to get there – that’s why I’m a future thinker.  It’s not that she’s a danger.  It’s not the same thing.

Why am I the only one that sees the benefit of making sure that suspected criminals, or alleged criminals, and that goes for detainees also, don’t become super-criminals, or monsters, or infamous for their crimes?  Why am I the only one that sees it’s completely illogical.

It’s illogical.

It’s illogical.

It’s illogical.

Illogical.

I cannot say that enough, illogical.

Listen, I believe it is most important that the law enforcements agencies at every level are given their proper respect and support; however, that being said, I will expose – anyone – if their motives are wrong, insincere, disrespectful, unintelligent, or inferior.

I have no idea where this mentality and thinking started to perpetuate in the media and entertainment; therefore, into our mental states, as a reality, that ALL police officers and law enforcement are – a different breed of people.  When the truth is, they are also – just people, who want husbands or wives, or partners, a home life, to spend time away from work with family and friends – just like everyone else.

So, stop believing myths and storytelling as reality.  My mother told me at a very young age while we were still living in California that movies, are not real.  And, I already knew that.  Yet, isn’t it also important not just to believe in the possibilities that exist in movies, isn’t it important not just for children, also for adults to realize – the truth.  Movies are not fact.

Put our thinking caps on and be better.  And, that is – metaphorical, caps.

Samsung executives jailed news story reads true and correct.  Hiding assets, embezzlement, and bribery.  It probably also, goes together with the games on my tablet, as they are rigged, programmed to not allow me to continue, or go to the next level, unless I buy something in the game.  It’s rigged.

That yes bank news story reads that you’ve been following dead leads.  Meaning, they aren’t real, they are just like what is in the movie, War Games, and none of you have really known it.

That CNN 2019 Hero of the Year news story is a gross mistruth!

That internal watchdog news story tells me that you had a real lesbian sheriff, or police officer, or law enforcement watch me as I “interacted” or “spoke” with the real Casey Anthony, and her face says, shamefully amazing.  Meaning, another way to say that is they’ve been doing it wrong.  Interrogating suspected criminals, and she learned something about how to speak to alleged criminals, didn’t she? 

And, the female opposite her says, no, Cherith isn’t going to send someone someplace – they aren’t going to make it back from, or have the real skill to be really helpful, and you didn’t ask me, so I didn’t answer until you asked me, it’s not the same as me not being aware or knowing where I was, truthfully I am a little surprised at how happy she appears, only because I just don’t think about work in terms like that, like celebrating a victory, I just don’t think like that.  To me, in my mind, it just – is. 

And, that’s me, not wanting to be greater than the work, it’s just who I am.  So, it looks like a lesson for this woman, in being – small.  The importance of being small. 

It certainly doesn’t mean in my mind, in my mind-set, or my mentality, that I am not important, or real, or valuable.  I just place the importance and the focus being on – the work.

French far-left sentenced for intimidation news story reads, true and correct.

Russia banned from global sports reads, true and correct.

Reporter vents anger is a false news story.

US sanctions hit Iran hard reads as true and truthful, also, it says, it is having an effect upon – children, the children of the country as truthfully being hopeful, for the future, by way of me writing, and my photographs, I’ve been posting.

I had a violent reaction to the sea slug news story photo, meaning I nearly vomited.  Upchucked.

Paramedics stole baby reads, horrifying.

Mythical creature in Medellin, is a real problem.

If you have a drug lord, they use their wives and children as – protection.  This wife is turn-able, defect-able, if offered the proper protection, if you want his information, or she will die with him.

Let me remind the whole fucking world – I didn’t give, I don’t offer, protection – to ANYONE.  HOW FUCKING DARE YOU!

YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE SOPHISTICATED PIECE OF EQUIPMENT I ACTUALLY AM!

For some reason, people may or may or be aware of, I MUST write BEFORE I go outside in any way – at all.  For protection, of my person, that is why I MUST.

So, if I am not on your timeline, now you know why.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, it is probably in 13 Hours about Gaddafi’s death um, because of me people.  And, for some reason, I don’t yet know who this person is, and they are probably dead now, I’ve heard it in my head as Kaddafi, not Gaddafi.

Gaddafi liked his disheveled appearance, with bags under his eyes, and rough skin, he believed it gave him street-cred, or credibility as a man, and that just says, no penis and inferior thinking.

He’s very Western in his look meaning, his appearance from the photographs I’ve seen.  There is actually nothing good in him, in any of his photographs, meaning, duplicitous.  Mostly, what I see in photographs of him – he’s a bad thinker, always has been, never been a leader, not to himself, and not to his country.

If you want to know how Gaddafi got to be over-thrown?  I quit working at Disney, and Washington, DC-FAMOUSLY-NOW-FREAKED-THE-FUCK-OUT, by way of losing their intelligence, and SOMEONE FINALLY WENT OVER STATE-LEVEL HEADS, and the purchase was – the pavers. 

The pavers I placed on the A/C side of the garage (congrat-u-fucking-lations, HOA at Walden Lake you just allowed subversion of capturing known threats by way of allowing a false notice to be sent – to MY HOME), and the tell was my mother, even after her stroke, walked outside, my father brought a chair for her to sit while I worked on the pavers, and you fucking assholes let people destroy the evidence of that, by way of deleting the photographs I had of it.  Also, the photograph of me sitting on a horse at Turkey Creek stables – deleted.

The code, or go code, was read by someone in the pavers, probably in the retaining wall, or boundary, or border adjacent to the walkway I created between my house, and my neighbor’s house, of a flower bed, or raised bed with crepe myrtle trees, and don’t forget, the almond tree, the almond tree is important to – someone, probably someone who visited my home while on a visa, and he looks friendly, real friendly.  Do you want to know who he is?

It’s heinous what you did with Edison and allowing David to be involved in it.  Edison being responsible for my mother’s last stroke and you allowed him to be the ONLY man I was allowed to date in this house?  How does that happen?  Why did no one protect me and myself by way of my dating life, by allowing the man responsible for my mother’s stroke – TO BE THE ONLY MAN I DATED, AND PLACING DAVID IN THIS HOUSE AND SAYING, I LOVE YOU – TO ME?!

It’s exceptionally heinous.

Heinous.

Really heinous.

December 8, 2019 READ: WARNING: My Life In Pictures

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN – AND DAVID, AND THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, AND MY BOYFRIEND, AND THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY!

BE ADVISED: ALL OF THESE PHOTOGRAPHS HAVE BEEN TAMPERED WITH LIKE EVIDENCE AND ALTERED, NONE ARE A TRUE REPRESENTATION OF ACTUAL – FACT.  NOT ANYMORE.  YOU DUMB FUCKS.  YOU’VE ALLOWED OTHERS TO RE-TELL ACTUAL FACTS AND TRUTH, SHAME ON YOU!

December 8, 2019

Since you morons have done such a piss-poor job AND destroyed my life, I feel obligated to set the record straight, and show the proof of their errors, and show people the decades of police abuse, intelligence abuse, eves-dropping and allowing misinformation to perpetuate.

You should be able to see the pattern, and a lot of movies and films that were made, inspired, and based off of my own personal photographs.  Well, Hollywood has mage billions of dollars before me, it will survive without having to use me – without my permission.

Baby photo
This photo has been tampered with like tampering with evidence, I do not believe my hair was standing up, the head is misshapen, and I AM BEYOND ANGER AT YOU TAMPERING WITH MY PHOTOGRAPHS!
Church rock
This is the church rock photo that is referenced in a movie, this is when we lived in Simi Valley, California.
Baton twirling
The profile is not entirely mine, however, the rest is.
Cheri photos
There is an obsession with re-editing all the hands and fingers in my photographs, and a fattening of my facial cheeks. My heartbreak is, I would have had beautiful children. By looking at my baby pictures, and child photographs, it’s not difficult to tell, I would have had beautiful children. I won’t thank you assholes for allowing that to happen to – ME!
creggan-and-cherith-kids.jpg
It’s one of my favorite photos of my brother and I, with the exception of what they’ve done to my hands, and cheeks, and we were not positioned that close to our heads. However, the stillness of the photo I’ve always thought was remarkable.
young-cherith.jpg
This is just another smile of mine, that happened, often, sort of like boredom.
Mother made doll
My mother sewed me this doll and outfit.
Norman baby pictures
My father and me.
Norman uniform
My father is his uniform.
mother CJ
My mother Gayle, and my brother, Creggan.
California Gjestlands
Gjestland relatives in California, and I don’t know all their name because I don’t actually know all of them. The photo on the right and the photo on the left show evidence of photographic – manipulation, of the woman with the white hair, that is my Bestemamma, or grandmother, on the left in South Africa, and on the right in California.
Heiter house Bestamamma Bestepappa
This is my Bestemamma and Bestepappa visiting us from South Africa in Simi Valley, California. I don’t know whose house it is.

Simi Gjestlands

Simi front yard
This is the pergola in our front yard in Simi Valley, California that had grapes growing on it. Xeriscaping before it was ever a word, that was my mother, and my mother’s idea. Smart because it also, saved on cooling – the house.
Heiter house
This photo was taken of our old house, on Hietter street, in Simi Valley, California when my mother and brother went on a trip to California, somewhere around late nineties to early 2000’s.
South Africa relatives
These are relatives of mine at their house in South Africa. I really, don’t know their names. I don’t believe I’ve ever really met them. The boy looks just like my brother. However, you associated the girl on the left with my father’s prostate cancer either a real story or not, and my former employment because she was at my former employment – in person, and my brother then, texted me about having to be with my father in the hospital for prostate cancer. It’s looks very suspicious to me. The photo I have of these two at their pool showing the color of the house that is the same color as across the street here, has been stolen and I want it returned!
Gayle pictures
From left to right: That’s me and my brother, probably after we moved to Portland, Oregon, my mother in the sixties, and I’ve love her necklace, I still have it, it’s unusual, not typical, and my mother after she’s had a make-over, or her make-up done, as she used to sell make-up, and I do not appreciate how they’ve re-edited her bust.
Portland House
This is our house in Portland, Oregon. I do not believe the original photograph showed my underwear. This is the house, where I saved a President’s life with my bike, and my cat Shoo-Shoo was killed.

Gresham CH young

Calgary Zoo
On a trip to Calgary, Alberta, Canada while living in Gresham, Oregon.
Hawaii CH and CJ
The vacation in Hawaii. To me it says, I know I’m important.

Hawaii parents

Hawaii Hula
This photo has obviously been re-edited of others.
softball.jpg
This is how old I was, and how I looked when I said, bring that scary Russian agent to me, and he defected because of me, a child still.
middle school cherith
Middle-school photo, that looks re-edited to me.
Math teacher
The very tanned man in my math teacher in eighth grade, in Gresham, Oregon.
Mr Haynes Egypt
Mr. Haynes, my Social Studies teacher who was on a sabbatical in Egypt for a year before I had his class.

My eighth-grade graduation ceremony.

Actress award Gresham
The award for best supporting actress in eighth grade, and my cat Puff n’Stuff. And, the look to my brother, I know you better than that.

Mimzi

Medival Times
This is my family on vacation in Orlando, Florida, at Medieval Times. Something they’ve done, brain-speak to me as they take a photo.
Youth camp Oregon
This is a church group having a weekend retreat in Oregon. It’s a one-bedroom cabin, a kitchen, and another room, and all of those kids and the adults stayed in that cabin and went skiing. There was no bathroom, only an outhouse. Oh, yeah, and the river, of ice-cold mountain water, for bathing. No one took a shower or bathed. Paul to my right is the only one I remember or recognize other than me.
Barney
Barney, the perfect English gentleman in our car on the move from Gresham, Oregon, to Florida.
Dacau
This is Dachau, Germany.
Aunt Trudy 4
My aunt Trudy who suffered a stroke after I told intelligence how to stop brain research, and went to Germany. Those are braces on my teeth.
Miami Zoo
Miami Zoo.
Mom Bermuda
My mother went she went to Bermuda. I remember it being mentioned when we lived in the Oldsmar apartments. The photo has been very edited.
CJ car accident
My brother after his car accident.
Mystery dinner party
This is the murder-mystery dinner party we had at our house in Plant City, Florida. That is my manager in the blue dress from Dillard’s, my father, Steven Surrency behind me, and Tammy Thomas (then) Hoskins to my right. This is the new sexy in Sherlock. The reality is not as glamorous as a television series. That robe was also, my aunt Trudy’s, it’s from the forties.
Dillards Viacom
From bottom left, clockwise: people I worked with at Dillard’s, my Chicago trip, and then my manager at Dillard’s and Tammy at a Christmas party. The photo on the far right is very-edited, again.
Bored at work
I’ve done this often, place things on my head. Sometimes to be funny, sometimes it helps me think. I was trying to relieve stress, from boredom.
Birthday desk
This is another pattern they’ve followed, like decorating my desk (pre-9/11 attacks) at Hilton, for my birthday, letting me believe they all really like me – then, fire me. It’s happened at – every employment I’ve had all my adult life.

DaveDavid theater

Hilton David
This photo has been especially edited, our heads were not that close together, my dress is different, they’ve changed the look on my face because I was so in love with David, I was lit from within, and everyone knew it. That is Rachel Robar in the photograph with me.
Stuart
Stuart Shapiro.
Travel trees
Something I’ve enjoyed doing while travelling, finding trees to be photographed. I believe this was in Milwaukee, Wisconsin.

I haven’t gotten to all my kitty-cats, yet.

I WANT MY PHOTOGRAPHS BACK!  YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES!  CAN’T PROTECT, SHIT!

 

December 8, 2019: READ: WARNING: FBI: CIA: INTELLIGENCE: NORTH KOREA!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN – AND DAVID, AND THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, AND MY BOYFRIEND, AND THE FBI MAN, AND GIMPY!

 

December 8, 2019

YOU’VE GOT A REAL PROBLEM HERE.  YOU ARE REALLY CLOSE TO INVADING AND STARTING A WAR WITH ANOTHER COUNTRY – KOREA.  I AM NOT NAMING NORTH OR SOUTH BECAUSE THE TRUTH IS – YOU ARE REALLY CLOSE TO INVADING THE ENTIRE COUNTRY OF KOREA AND STARTING A WAR!

I am about to lose my fucking mind.  I am about to fly into Korea myself!

What the fuck have you people done?!  Creating another false reality – that doesn’t actually exist!

I’LL REPEAT – IT DOESN’T EXIST!  IT’S NOT REAL!  WHATEVER YOU FUCKING MORMONS HAVE DONE – YOU’RE CHASING AND FOLLOWING AFTER SOMETHING – THAT’S NOT REAL!

BE FUCKING GLAD I’VE ALLOWED MYSELF TO THINK BETTER OF MYSELF THAN ANYONE OF YOU HAVE EVER TREATED ME OR MADE ME FEEL, SO I’VE BEEN ABLE TO RECONNECT TO MY REAL RUSSIA, MY REAL RUSSIAN, AND MY RUSSIAN JEWS!  BECAUSE NONE OF YOU – HAVE HAD THE CLEARANCE FOR THE TYPE OF WORK – I’VE DONE AS A CHILD!  JESUS CHRIST!  NO WONDER I’VE NOT RESPONDED TO ANY ONE OF YOU!  I’VE BEEN PROTECTING YOU, LIKE A PARENT – BECAUSE YOU HAVEN’T BEEN ABLE TO UNDERSTAND WHO THE FUCK I REALLY AM!

That Myanmar leader profile is about Erin and be real careful because genocide has actually happened in Burma, in Myanmar.  You are about to send another person to their death with false reporting, false profiles and stories – that you don’t understand because you’ve allowed a delusional to BECOME EVEN MORE DELUSIONAL, and now dead.

And, although one person may be dead, or persons may be dead, the profile and stories you’ve created and don’t know, and don’t understand are faked and false – are not.  And, you don’t understand you’re allowing reporters and journalist’s to be caught in the lies, they are clueless about, simply for telling the story, although it is – false.

Let me caution you and warn you, EVERY ONE OF YOU PEOPLE WHO HAS BEEN WORKING WITHOUT MY FULL KNOWLEDGE, LIKE SPY WORK, OR RECONNASAINCE, OR REPORTING BACK TO ANY PERSONS EITHER IN LAW ENFORCEMENT OR INTELLIGENCE – HAS HAD TO SERVE – JAIL TIME!  THEY’VE ALL BEEN GIVEN JAIL TIME, JAIL SENTENCES, PROBABTION, A FELON RECORD – EVERY ONE OF THEM!

BECAUSE YOU’VE FOLLOWED ORDERS – AND NOT ME!  YOU’VE FOLLOWED ORDERS AND YOU HAVEN’T UNDERSTOOD OR BEEN AWARE OF THE REAL – OBJECTIVE!  TO SUBVERT INTELLIGENCE!  SUBVERT IT!  SUBVERT IT!  SUBVERT IT!  I DON’T DO THAT!

All you people tell me – still – is you don’t understand brains, different types of brains, brain disorders, such ADHD, or chemically imbalanced brains, so you try and place a profile on me through virtual reality to try and understand what it feels like to be the person with the affected brain?

Is that because you don’t know how to read – English?!

If you are allowing other countries to use virtual reality on me here because they CAN’T read English – stop getting people killed!  They aren’t qualified or able to work with me!

All they have to do is read.  If you can’t read English, you aren’t allowed here.

That ADHD smell up my nose by way of Black-hater person smell, and Jew-hater smell, tells me someone created an ADHD drug, supposedly to help people effected with Attention Deficit Disorder, and all it does, really, is deaden the person’s emotions.

Meaning, the person who created the drug, or developed the drug, believed that in preventing the person to feel emotions they would then be able to better focus and concentrate.  Well, I believe they are wrong.  So, that means, there is a defect in the drug, at least the drug profile they placed on me.

It does allow a person to focus, although what it creates IN DOING SO – is extreme frustration.  You have a drug that is able to create focus, yet it makes the person feel EXTREME FRUSTRATION, DAY AFTER DAY, AFTER DAY?!  WHAT DOES THAT THEN CREATE?!

Preventing a person from feeling – is not the correct or best direction to go, especially if you have a person with a brain in need of – help.

A chemically imbalanced brain, a chemically imbalanced female straight brain, would not be able to understand why they are feeling – what they are feeling, like anger, upset, rage, unhappiness, irritability, and so on.  If a person does things to try and make them – feel better, like having an alcoholic beverage, it actually is a good thing.  It means they – WANT TO FEEL BETTER.  THEY JUST DON’T KNOW HOW. 

THAT IS VERY DIFFERENT.

WANTING TO FEEL BETTER AND NOT KNOWING HOW TO FEEL BETTER – VERY DIFFERENT!

NOT KNOWING THE BEST WAY TO FEEL BETTER – VERY DIFFERENT!

In reference to Casey Anthony, I would need more time, mostly it looks, dietary.  Like serotonin.  And, that doesn’t always show up on a standard blood test done by a doctor.  She’s not crazy, and child neglect is a little difficult to prove.

If a person is frightened for their life, they are willing to do irrational things – TO STAY ALIVE.

NOT EVERYONE IS THE HERO.

SO, WHY ARE YOU STILL ASKING – THE WRONG QUESTIONS?  BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO DO POLICE WORK, OR YOU JUST WANT THE WORLD TO SEE, HOW BAD POLICE WORK IS DONE, HERE IN THE STATE OF FLORIDA?

I don’t believe Casey Anthony deserves the death penalty.  If you’ve altered information on my internet – just for a game, YOU’RE DUMB!

Let me also caution you the last time I worked with real police – was Oregon!  Do you understand that?!  The last time I worked on real cases to solve real crimes – was Oregon!  That’s the Lovely Bones crimes of child murders.  Do you know what that means?!  IN FLORIDA, BY NOT PROPERLY WORKING ME, PROPERLY HANDLING ME, YOU’VE ALLOWED REAL CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN TO HAPPEN – BECAUSE NONE OF YOU HAVE UNDERSTOOD – WHO THE FUCK I AM!

SO, I WON’T THANK YOU FLORIDA FOR ALLOWING CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN – TO HAPPEN!

WISE THE FUCK UP!

DO YOU KNOW WHY THEY’VE NOT BEEN ABLE TO HANDLE ME PROPERLY?!

ANYONE WANT TO TAKE A GUESS?!

IT’S IN THE MOVIE, LOVE ACTUALLY, A BULLY WHO BULLY’S US IS NOT A FRIEND, AND THEY ENDED THE PARTNERSHIP AND RELATIONSHIP – BECAUSE YOU MORONS DIDN’T PROTECT THE RELATIONSHIP!  YOU WERE TOO BUSY COMPETING WITH YOURSELVES!  COMEPETING WITH YOURSELVES!

THEY ENDED THE RELATIONSHIP WHEN I WAS WORKING AT TEX-MEX RESTAURANT AND THEY HAD ARRANGED A MILITARY MAN TO DATE AND EVENTUALLY MARRY ME – GET IT, A MAN WITH A GUN WHO KNOWS HOW TO SHOOT, WHO’S PROBABLY KILLED PEOPLE, A BETTER FUCKING MATCH, A BETTER MAN I WOULD BE ATTRACTED TO – AND YOU ALLOWED THAT MISSION – TO FAIL, BY ALLOWING A GAY MAN TO SEAT PEOPLE IN HIS OWN SECTION; THERFORE, CONSEQUENCES HAPPENED – YOU WEREN’T AWARE OF UNTIL IT WAS TOO LATE – AGAIN!

They ended the relationship, and NO ONE, has figured out the importance of me being married and having a family of my own – STILL.

WELL, GUESS WHAT ASSHOLES – THE ENEMY DID FIGURE OUT THE IMPORTANCE AND YOU; THEREFORE, ALLOWED THEM – NOT JUST IN THEIR OWN COUNTRY – IN FUCKING HISTORY, ALLOWED THEM TO APPEAR, like a hero.  For me.

You stupid fucking assholes!

I won’t thank you for that either!

I will write again; you’re still doing it.  You are still allowing the enemy to be seen as a hero because you’re denying me a life of my own, a family of my own, to date and marry a straight man whom I love and who loves me – WITHOUT EARPIECES!  God-fucking-dammit, you’re allowing the enemy to be seen as the hero, not just in their own country, it will be recorded in history, as the fucking hero, and none of you have fucking seen this – yet!

WITHOUT EARPIECES!

WITHOUT EARPIECES!

WITHOUT EARPIECES!

WITHOUT EARPIECES!

WITHOUT EARPIECES!

WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU MORONS DOING?!

You fucking morons don’t know how to fucking ask me?!  So, you’ve created this elaborate process that takes fucking forever when this work could be done within in a matter of minutes, you’ve created something – you think works – that takes months at best, and usually years to get the real answers.  I am able to do it in a matter of – minutes.

So, what are you really doing?  Because I am a taxpayer too.  I think that tax money could be better – spent!

Let me write it again, it doesn’t work.  It doesn’t work the way you think it works.

More importantly, this has yet to be corrected, I have no idea who’s responsible for a – no joke, quite literally – a gay only working environment, intelligently with Cherith.  EVERY ONE OF YOU INVOLVED AND RESPONSIBLE FOR CREATING THE WORK ENVIRONMENT THAT HAS BEEN A GAY ONLY INTELLIGENCE HAS BEEN RESPONSIBLE FOR THE DEATHS NOT JUST OF GAY PERSONS, BUT FOR DEATHS OF REAL PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOT HANDLED ME CORRECTLY AND PROPERLY, IT IS A BRAIN THING AND IT IS NOT, I AM NOT, A COMPUTER PROGRAM!

EITHER YOU LEARN THIS REAL FUCKING QUICK, OR YOU STOP WORKING WITH ME INTELLIGENTLY, EITHER FOR MILITARY WORK, OR INTELLIGENCE ALL TOGETHER – OR YOU WILL BE RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DEATH!

I AM NOT A COMPUTER PROGRAM THAT IS – PROGRAMMED!  I AM A REAL PERSON!  I AM EXCEPTIONAL!  THERE IS NO COPY!  THERE IS NO REPLACEMENT FOR ME!  I AM THE ONLY ONE!  LEARN FROM ME!  THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER CHERITH!  THERE IS NO BACK UP IF YOU LOSE CHERITH!  THERE IS NO ONE WHO WILL BE ABLE TO DO THE WORK THE WAY I WORK!  NONE!  IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN!

NO TWO BRAINS ARE ALIKE.

IT IS NOT POSSIBLE TO CLONE THE HUMAN BRAIN – WITH ALL ITS FUNCTIONS.

YOU’VE SPENT AND ALLOWED ALL THIS TIME AND ENERGY TO BE SPENT ON TRYING TO CREATE ANOTHER ME – INSTEAD OF WORKING WITH ME; THEREFORE, YOU’VE BEEN PREPARING FOR THE TAKEOVER OF ANOTHER ME SINCE I WAS A TEENAGER!  WHAT A WASTE OF VALUABLE YEARS!  WHAT ANOTHER WASTE OF TAX-PAYERS MONEY!  INSTEAD OF WORKING WITH ME, YOU’VE SPENT TIME, MONEY, RESOURCES – FOR THE INEVITABILTY OF MY DEATH!  WHAT A WASTE OF MONEY!  WHO THE FUCK SIGNED OFF ON THIS?!  FIRE THEM!  GET YOUR MONEY BACK!  YOU’VE LOST BY NOT HAVING THE CORRECT FOCUS AND DIRECTION!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!

THERE IS NOT ANOTHER – ME!  THERE IS NOT ANOTHER PERSON BETTER AT HELPING YOU FIND PEOPLE – THAN ME!  NONE!

It’s just a detail, the Pastor at WORSHIP, the Pastor who baptized me, is the man who, always drove with his top down.  He had a convertible, no matter the weather, and I mean the temperature, so whenever it got – nipp(le)-y (I write that word, nippy because I’ve said this word many times), outside, he still drove with the top down.

He is the same man who told me a story about his son playing basketball with his friends, he got a bloody-nose, by way of an accident, meaning his friends didn’t mean to, he ran into them, or they ran into him, whilst playing, it happened, and it was unintentional. 

His son bled onto his white t-shirt.  On his way home, after playing basketball, he stopped for gas, and threw his bloody t-shirt in the trash, and that only says, rich.

The convenience store clerk called the police because she saw him with blood on his shirt, the cops then followed the son home, upon arriving at his home, with the police, in front of his parent’s home, he lived at home with his parent’s, he had to tell the story about the blood on the t-shirt.  And, the misunderstanding of throwing away a bloody t-shirt.

This pastor, also very attractive man with a full head of hair.  It’s just a detail.

It goes together with the invisible ink in National Treasure, the bloody t-shirt and the invisible ink in National Treasure go together with the blood on the body of dead Bin Laden’s nose, in Zero Dark Thirty.

And, all that really says, is a girl, Lauren Green…something, from my middle school in Gresham, Oregon, in one of our classes together, had an invisible ink pen and she squirted it on my shirt I was wearing, and laughed about it like it was a joke, and I WASN’T LAUGHING.

WHY’D YOU DO THAT?!  WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!  WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT – TO ME?!  I GOT ANGRY, LIKE I NEEDED TO TEACH HER MANNERS.

It’s just a detail, it doesn’t mean anything, other than that is how they used me – before in police work, does Cherith get upset, angry, and then they read it on their suspect.

Lauren was a popular girl, she was in the popular kids – clique, and I was a friend to all, just like in UP, I was friends – in every clique.

I’ll write that again, so you don’t miss the meaning.  How many children do you know are able to have real and true friendships – in every clique?!  How many?!  How many children do that?

I did.  Successfully.  In everyone.  I had at least one friend, in every clique.  Nerds, geeks, jock, popular kids, rejects, and so on, I had at least one friend in each clique; therefore, quite literally in every clique, I was seen as a friend, friendly, a person to trust.

I did this in middle school.  Do you understand the unity that creates in a hostile environment like, middle school?

YOU DUMB FUCKS NEED TO GET YOUR HEAD, CORRECT!

Houston police Sgt. Christopher Brewster profile looks promising.  Looks correct.  Looks like real trouble, and that goes further than his own department.

India relatives ID victim’s news story, this is a drug lord, I want dead.

Joshua reclaims title news story is false and incorrect.  So, be careful, this is another person about to die, if you do not desist.  Because if the man I ask to be sent – don’t go, others will.

Follow that banana news story if you want to, it will get you nowhere.

Narcissistic is the only thing that is correct about the dentist profile.  And, the truth is – you don’t know how many other people besides me – it’s happened to.

It’s more likely the narcissism is an effect from his evil personality, and person.  Evil.

So, I will remind you the last time I went to the dentist at Smile Wright, he froze me, gave me Novocain, so my mouth was numb for nearly 12 to 14 hours – after the work was done.  If I was intentionally over-medicated, it was to show me how grotesque I was at my over-weight size.  So, continuing to not allow me to lose weight, also, feeds this evil man’s DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR.

What the fuck do you think you are doing feeding an evil man – delusions of grandeur.  It is not to trap, capture, and catch him.  You are trying to kill me.

The only thing correct about the Bob Hawke story is the Rosalyn profile, this is the subversive, you fucking assholes allowed to work with me to stop brain research – specifically – from ever been discovered and found – REAL!

Guess what, she’s dead now!

So, what do you think the real truth is in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, no, I’ve just learned its better not to argue with you, meaning Maya, is really all about?  Do you think it is just about their career and job, or do you think it is a lesson to learn about – being able to stay alive?!

Meaning, you either listen to Cherith WHEN she tells you something, do as she says, or it is historically proven, Thus sayeth the Lord, you break it, you bought it, dead is dead, and you will die.

DON’T YOU EVER THREATEN ME ACROSS THE STREET – AGAIN!

YOU HAVE TWO WOMEN HERE PRETENDING TO BE ON A STAKE-OUT AND STING OPERATION – THREATENING ME – IF I LEAVE MY HOME IN ANY WAY!

FOR WHAT PURPOSE?!  BECAUSE I AM NOT A CRIMINAL!  THEY ARE!

DON’T YOU EVER THREATEN ME HERE AGAIN!  OR ANYWHERE!  HOW DARE YOU THREATEN ME – JUST FOR LIVING AND BEING ALIVE!

DON’T YOU EVER THREATEN ME AGAIN BECAUSE I AM EITHER ON MY BALCONY OR MY FRONT DOOR!  DON’T YOU EVER THREATEN ME IN MY OWN HOME, OR EVER DIRECT ME TO EITHER LOCATION – EVER AGAIN!

YOU DON’T GET TO USE MY HOME AS A POLICE STAKE OUT!

DON’T YOU EVER THREATEN ME – BY WAY OF POLICE HARRASSMENT IN MY OWN HOME – EVER AGAIN!  ARE THREATEN ME IN ANY WAY – EVER AGAIN!

DON’T YOU EVER TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT DO AS AN ADULT, AS A FREE PERSON, I AM NOT A SUSPECT OR A CRIMINAL!  YOU ARE ASKING THESE ASSHOLES TO KILL MORE PEOPLE IN OUR COUNTRY – BY BEING FUCKING STUPID!  DON’T YOU DARE EVER DO THAT TO ME – AGAIN!

THAT’S TIER FUCKING ONE, THAT’S YOUR MONEY-MAKER, IN ZERO DARK THRITY – THAT’S ME, ASSHOLES!  I AIN’T THE FUCKING SUSPECTED TERRORIST!  I’M THE FUCKING MIRROR, YOU DUMB FUCKS!

AND, YOU’VE LOST – THE MONEY-MAKER!  BECAUSE I’M UNEMPLOYED!

THAT’S POLICE HARRASSMENT!  THAT’S NOT POLICE WORK!  THAT’S HARRASSMENT!  I WANT A RESTRAINING ORDER AGAINST THEM!

I’VE ASKED THE WHITE HOUSE TO BECOME INVOLVED WITH NOT ONLY THIS COMMUNITY, BUT THIS HOME OWNER’S ASSOCIATION AS WELL, BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE DOING, YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO WORK INTELLIGENTLY, AND YOU AREN’T FOLLOWING CORRECT AND PROPER PROCEDURES!

DON’T YOU DARE EVER THREATEN ME HERE AGAIN, SIMPLY FOR BEING ALIVE AND LIVING!

YOU ARE ABOUT TO GO TO WAR WITH KOREA, AND NORTH KOREA – AND IT’S FAKE!

IT’S A FALSE STORY – AND YOU’RE KILLING ME FOR IT!

CORRECT THIS REAL FUCKING QUICK, OR THE WHITE HOUSE MIGHT NOT SURVIVE!  THERE ARE TOO MANY MOVIES – ALLOWING IT TO HAPPEN!

THE WHITE HOUSE MIGHT NOT SURVIVE!

END THE PHONY WAR GAMES!

December 7, 2019: READ: WARNING: FBI: INTELLIGENCE: DUNCAN HUNTER!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN – AND DAVID, AND THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, AND MY BOYFRIEND, AND THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY!

 

December 7, 2019

I ACCEPT YOUR RESIGNATION, DUNCAN HUNTER, NOW, RIGHT FUCKING NOW!

OR, YOU WILL BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DEATH – HOWEVER IT COMES!  SELF-DEFENSE – IN ADVANCE!

SO, YOU DON’T GET TO PLAY WITH THINGS YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND AND CAN’T DO!

SELF-DEFENSE – IN ADVANCE!

I ACCEPT YOUR RESIGNATION RIGHT FUCKING NOW!

YOU DON’T GET MY HOLIDAYS!

HAVE FUN WITHOUT ME!

I WILL NO LONGER ALLOW YOU TO TORTUTRE ME IN THIS WAY!

GOOD-BYE – ALL!

SINCE THEY WILL NOT ALLOW ME TO LOSE WEIGHT – I WILL BE DEAD SOON AND WILL DIE!

GOOD-BYE!

SINCE YOU HAVEN’T FIGURED IT OUT – FIRING ME WAS MY DEATH SENTENCE!

YOU ARE STILL NOT ALLOWING ME TO LIVE!

GOOD-BYE!

COUNT YOUR MONEY WITHOUT ME!

GOOD-BYE!

December 7, 2019: READ: WARNING: DON’T EVER COME HERE AGAIN, BOYFRIEND!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN – AND DAVID, AND THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, AND MY BOYFRIEND, AND THE FBI MAN!

December 7, 2019

DON’T EVER COME HERE AGAIN, BOYFRIEND!

I AM MORE THAN UPSET AT THE POUNDS, ADDED AND EXCESS WEIGHT, AND EXCESS – GAS YOU CONTINUE UP MY NOSE!  I’VE HAD ENOUGH! 

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF BEING RAPED OF MY FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS – FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT!

THE ONLY THING MY BOYFRIEND HAS DONE IS TO GET ME – FIRED!

I’VE HAD ENOUGH OF THE ABUSE OF MY FEELINGS AND HEART!

I AM SICK TO DEATH OF THIS ENORMOUS WEIGHT AND BALLONED BELLY CONSTANTLY!

DON’T BE SURPRISED TO FIND ME – DEAD!

I WON’T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!  I’D RATHER DIE!

LEARN TO LIVE WITHOUT ME! 

FORGET YOUR WEAPONS – YOU NEVER HAD THEM!

DON’T EVER COME BACK HERE BOYFRIEND – ANY OF YOU PRETEND AND WANNA BE BOYFRIENDS!  DON’T EVER COME HERE AGAIN!

I’M ON A DIET – OR I AM GOING TO DIE!

I AM GETTING TO BE REAL SORRY I’VE EVER GOTTEN TO KNOW YOU HANNIBAL LECTER!  AND THAT GOES – FOR EVERYONE ELSE AS WELL!

I’VE GIVEN AND GIVEN AND GIVEN UNTIL I HAVE NOTHING LEFT AND YOU NEVER STOP!  I’VE HAD ENOUGH!

STOP MAKING ME CRY WHEN I AM NOT UPSET!  I AM EXTREMELY ANGRY!

NONE OF YOU CAN BE ME!  NONE!  SO, WHEN I’M GONE – I’M GONE!  WHEN I’M DEAD – I’M DEAD!

HAVE FUN FIGURING OUT BRAIN RESEARCH ON YOUR OWN!  OH, YEAH!  YOU NEVER NEEDED ME TO BEGIN WITH!  SOMNEONE ELSE COULD HAVE DONE EVERYTHING – I’VE DONE!  THANKS, A FUCKING LOT FOR TEACHING ME – THAT!  CAN!  THAT’S WHAT THE FUCK YOU TELL ME WITH THE FUCKING CAN-BELLY UP MY NOSE!  SOMEONE ELSE CAN DO WHAT I DO!

THEN YOU’LL NEVER NEED ME – AGAIN!

GOOD-BYE!

December 7, 2019: READ: WARNING: FBI: INTELLIGENCE: STOLEN PHOTOGRAPHS!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN – AND DAVID!

 

December 7, 2019

I WANT TO KNOW WHO THE FUCK STOLE ALL MY PHOTOGRAPHS!  OF MY FAMILY!  OF ME!  AND OF DAVID!

DID YOU STEAL THEM, DAVID?!

I WANT WHOEVER IS RESPONSIBLE – PROSECUTED!

YOU HAVE BECOME A VILLIAN TO ME, DAVID!  YOU ARE A BAD GUY!  I HAVE NOT ONLY LOST ALL RESPECT FOR YOU – YOU ARE NO LONGER THE MAN YOU WERE IN COLLEGE WHOM I LOVED!  DO NOT EVER COME NEAR ME – AGAIN!  DON’T EVER TOUCH ME – AGAIN!  YOU DO NOT HAVE MY PERMISSION TO BE IN MY HOME – IN ANY WAY!  YOU DO NOT HAVE MY PERMISSION TO EVER SPEAK TO ME – AGAIN!

DAVID IS A BAD, BAD MAN!

BY THE WAY, PUTTING WEIGHT GAIN IN PRODUCTS JUST TO FORCE ME TO THROW THEM OUT IN THE TRASH – IS COMPLETELY – POINTLESS!

WHAT A TERRIBLE MAN YOU’VE BECOME, DAVID!

I WILL THANK NONE OF YOU FOR LEAVING ME LOVELESS AND WANTING TO DIE!

I WANT MY PHOTOGRAPHS BACK!

I LOVE NONE OF YOU!

YOU WANT ANOTHER OPINION ON A CASE – DO IT YOUR FUCKING SELVES!

THIS PLACE IS HOPLESS!

YOU ARE REALLY CLOSE TO BEING EVIL IN MY EYES, DAVID! 

WHAT A TERRIBLE FRIEND YOU ARE!  WHAT A TERRIBLE PERSON YOU HAVE BEEN TO ME!  WHAT A MISERABLE MAN YOU ARE!

DECADES OF NOTHING MORE THAN ABUSE FROM YOU, DAVID, HAVE TAUGHT ME – NOT TO LOVE YOU ANYMORE! 

A REAL MAN DOESN’T DO WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME – DAVID!

I AM ALMOST ASHAMED I HAVE EVER HAD FEELINGS FOR YOU!

WHAT A DISGUSTING MAN YOU’VE BECOME!

December 7, 2019: READ: WARNING: FBI: INTELLIGENCE: MONOPOLY – THAT’S A HOSTILE TAKEOVER

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

 

December 7, 2019

University of Virginia profile and news story looks correct of real man who killed Caylee Anthony.

It might not be any consolation, but it looks from what I’ve seen in my head before and from yesterday Caylee Anthony died without suffering. 

Still, she died, and she was innocent, and it makes me sad, and did not know this child.  A life lost; more importantly, love shared being able to be shared – is what really was lost for the world.

I am correct.  However, much people might not like what I wrote about Casey Anthony, she didn’t kill her child.  Making bad decisions for reason she doesn’t quite understand is not the same thing, as a murderer, a killer, or a criminal.

I would greatly appreciate the media in all its forms to stop pandering to the lowest common denominator – for ratings.  For what you think, are good ratings.

No one, not one journalist, or reporter thought perhaps there is more to the story?  By doing so, you allowed yourselves to be played by the real criminals.

I thought reporters and journalists were supposed to be real reporters and not just personalities.

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I learned this song as a child in Gresham, Oregon.

If you believed there was, or is, any connection between and an episode of Sex and The City in Saudi Arabia, and me, I will tell you, you are wrong.

You’ve allowed a hostile takeover to happen concerning me and myself.  Every trackable purchase, nearly 95 to 98 percent of any purchases I’ve made have been from only – one company, my former employer.

Please stop lying to me by telling me, people are sorry for this, sorry for that, sorry for firing me, sorry for hurting – when they are not.

You’ve broken my heart – again.

None of you know anything about love.  You know nothing about how I love.

December 6, 2019: READ: WARNING: DECONSTRUCTION OF ME

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

December 6, 2019

Deconstruction of me
Desconstruction of me. With a severe emphasis on growing hair on my upper lip by way of chemical air, that everyone can see on my face, and also on my under chin. All of my photos of myself from 2012 to 2017 – are gone. This looks like no actress I’ve ever seen. It certainly doesn’t look like anyone I worked with or in my home, liked me – at all. Or, they wouldn’t allow the abuse to happen and continue.
Before Cherith
Mostly unedited. The eyes are off-shape and no longer the Norweigian blue, meaning a death threat to the Brits, the cheeks are fattened, and the smile is effected. However, the idea is, how much better and healthier I used to be – before this house.

For comparision.

Japan
This earring and necklace combination tells me its meant to show the story about I cut off my hair to buy a chain for your pocketwatch, and he sold his watch to buy a comb for her hair – at Christmas.  A parable.