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August 18, 2019

Do you know why no one roots for Darth Vader?  Why no one wants the dark side to win, why the light and the force will always win?  The sound Darth Vader makes when breathing, his breath, and breathing noise are a death rattle.  Meaning Darth Vader is a man who is an actual, or at least was, a real woman who enjoyed watching people as they die, as the light is extinguished from their eyes, as they breathe their last breath, also known as, a death rattle.

The Mason murders have always bothered me as long as I can remember hearing about them.  If this woman didn’t ask and was brought to me instead, it means there is more information to be found in those cases and murders.

Once Upon A Time In Mexico, he carries a guitar case because it is about real murder and real terrorism cases.

Every civilization finds it necessary, to compromise its values, code: every civilization finds it necessary, FEC, is a name, IN, means in prison, Russian Jews.  To compromise its values, is military code, looks old, probably, USSR military code.

Black September means, black baby, and, um, that’s wrong.  It’s a black and white photograph, not a black child or baby.  And, worse, there looks to be a mistranslation that started this action against the Jews, like something so really simple as someone did not know I was still a baby and child.  WOW!  IF THAT’S TRUE?!  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!  IT IS AS IF TO SAY THESE PEOPLE HAD NO REAL UNDERSTANDING OF ANY NOTION AS TO WHY THEY KILLED JEWS, AND THESE PEOPLE?!  WOW!

LET ME SAY AND WRITE THAT AGAIN, IT LOOKS, IT SAYS TO ME IN THE MOVIE, THE PEOPLE WHO SHOT THE PEOPLE IN THE 1972 OLYMPICS, HAD NO REAL TRUTH IN THEM OF WHY THEY MURDERED PEOPLE OTHER THAN THEIR RELIGION OR COUNTRY OF BIRTH.  THAT IS NOT DEFENDABLE ACTION!

It does appear that they got money from white South Africans who did not truthfully know the destination their money was going to go.

I am in this movie, a lot, in Walt Disney World, in Orlando, Florida.  No joke.  It is as if to place me as much as possible in Israel and around these people, for protection, safety, and knowledge.  The opening shot with Avner walking to the car is the grand opening of Morocco at EPCOT when I was there with my family.

I know your father, means there really is a man in California that really knows my father.

There is something behind the wall, Harai.

This is my living room in Simi Valley, California, Yariv.

The death of her sister on Tuesday, is a cover story.

Your mother is who you resemble, this is the Russian man, who would be of Jewish faith who brain spoke to me.  I told you so.

The scene with the chandelier on the floor, the building is all wrong, meaning the person who they trusted that is represented by that building, is all wrong.  I wouldn’t have trusted them.

I think it was my fourth birthday party, my mother made a barbie doll cake for me, and I cried and cried a terrible bad cry, not a sad cry, a bad cry.  This is probably when a man, a birthday party is a good way for adults to be around children, brain spoke to me about my brother’s rape in a public bathroom, and I cried, a terrible cry.  How many children at that age are able to understand something such as rape, or sexual abuse?  I think they actually asked me in words, brain speaking, and did not just think with a visual image, and I cried, a terrible cry and could not stop.  My mother wrote about it in my baby book and used to tell people about it.  I didn’t hold onto those tears and cry, like a grudge or a scar.  I just let the emotion of it be felt, and then, let go.

Is the bed bomb correct?  Or movie scripting?  If the bed bomb is correct, is makes it appear that at least one stroke was terrorist related to me because of what I did in the Mexican California restaurant when I was 17.

I would have met the real Papa (sorta).  He would have liked me.  They do work with and for governments.  There is probably inspiration here for the movie, Le Haine, The Hate.  Louis, the real Louis, would really detest me.  Detest me.  Detest me and my whole family.  The real son is really not that smart.  He is not as smart as me.  He literally would want me and my family – dead.  For no real reason other than he is not as smart as me and cannot be seen in his father’s eyes – as an honorable man.

The actor did a true, if not a real close read and depiction of the real Papa, mentally, not physically.

It is not true; he does have me as family.  If he’s not changed the paperwork it is still in his heart.  It’s been seen by many people.

If the real Louis is responsible for my mother’s stroke, etc. he’d be dead by his own father.

The storefront kitchen is World of Motion at Epcot.

The movie suggests that the Dutch woman’s murder is the stroke the two Spanish girls gave my mother.  Paid for by the real Louis.  Just because his father loved me more because I AM REAL, and he never will be.

In the movie Munich it makes it appear that the real Louis is responsible for my brother’s sexual assault in a bathroom as a boy just because I got his father’s attention because of the military work I had done as a child.  It also makes it appear that the real Louis is responsible for a lot of celebrity deaths just to get a bigger name and reputation than his father, and if this is the truth – HE WILL NEVER GET RESPECT ANYMORE.

The real Papa is seen shaking Avner’s hand at the airport, by the Israeli (Army) saying he is a nothing.  That’s me, he’s talking about.  It means the real Papa is a better man than his son, what a terrible predicament to be in as a father.

Has he been handed over yet?  To the American authorities?  Do you understand, he did it to conspire against his own father?  His own country.  And humanity.  What a dummkopf.

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August 17, 2019

Um, I just heard a very serious threat, if it’s true.

I have no idea why you made my FBI man look like he needed protection, this man isn’t scared of his work, he doesn’t trust you people.  That’s not the same thing.

I have no idea why the story about these people hating Americans has been allowed to permeate into our everyday language as a truth, as something as acceptable as three meals a day.  When in truth, I must be crazy if I am the only one who sees it this way, it looks like love, more like love than hate.  Too dangerous to eat out, from Zero Dark Thirty tells me, they were watching my mother and me, every day.  I used to take my mother every day for a car ride, and I used to get takeout, often, bring it home for my mother, other times she ate in the car.

Do you know it looks like the approach to the conflicts, meaning terrorists, look wrong?  Here’s the best example; when the September 11^th attacks happened, the only comfort I found was not watching the US news, it was watching BBC World news.  Meaning the British got the code and got it correct and the American’s were using workarounds to solve the problems and conflicts.

I have been wondering why I was allowed to be hit in the head by a terrorist (it’s what it felt like) while at work, causing a head injury that I had to ice for weeks, while being seen at a station that was seen as being in the White House, and having a Christian man, “introduce” the terrorist, or sneak the terrorist inside my head while I was conversing with a Christian man.  I have been wondering why this was allowed to happen.  Making me, count over and over, so I could continue working, and not have to speak to them in my head.  Whose dumb idea was this?  What were they thinking?

So, no one has been trying to recover my brain?  Everyone has been just trying to kill me?  Are own intelligence?  Or just two women have been waiting for me to die and trying to find ways to kill me?  Because killing me could start an unholy war?  And remove protection and help for intelligence?

The profile you made of Bezos divorce just says the woman is stupid.  I also have no idea why Bezos sounded hesitant and tentative.

This profile of a woman sneaking onto planes, is disturbing, it is in the hair, forehead, and eyes.

The terrorists that associated themselves to Sea Shepard crew started in 2015 when I went to work for Disney the second time.  I hope everyone realizes it makes it appear through Guest Services special requests were being done against the United States and its allies by a goddamn double agent and THAT WASN’T ME.

I received that call; they didn’t WANT the attack to happen.  But they sure were fucking pissed off!  They absolutely did not want to attack.  If I am the only one that believes that I still believe it is true.  They didn’t want to attack.

Now you fucking morons have so many decades of wrong and bad information about people it’s instilled in their being as truth.  It looks like the message is slow and difficult in REACHING THE PEOPLE IT NEEDS TO GET TO!

I also know there are dumb idiots out there that want to cause harm and war, they are not going to make it.

The Ohio shooter profile says nothing to me.

Paradise strong profile: Am I the only one that sees this?  You do realize you’ve made it appear that I am completely unattractive to David, he thinks my breasts are too small and wants them to be bigger, and that my body size is disgusting to him.  Meaning I am too fat, and the shape of my body is disgusting to him.  Um, why would anyone believe this?

The color of Marta’s shirt in Bourne looks like it is code for a chemical (compound), I don’t know the name of it, most likely, it would be a chemical responsible for the mind altering, brain research.

What the fuck is wrong with you people?!  Why does everyone act afraid of our own Allies?  Why am I the only one that defends, protects, and supports our Allies?  Why am I the only one that understands the importance of cooperation and working together with our Allies?  Why is everyone else trying to pick fights by using me against our own Allies?!  Whose fucking dumb idea is this?!  Is Bezos to blame?

I am not giving up on being an Allies to the British – EVER!  I WOULD RATHER DIE FIRST!  IS THAT WHAT YOU HAVE PEOPLE REALLY WANTING?!  BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE.  OR YOU WOULD HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN WORKING ON RECOVERING MY GODDAMN BRAIN INSTEAD OF FIGHTING WITH ME!

IT’S A LITTLE SERIOUS!  AND MY DAY SHIFT SCHEDULE?!

Is this true, do you actually see a decrease in chatter and activity when I write things like I send the enemies of the United States and its Allies to their graves?  If this is true, then this is a problem to whom?!

The suspected Islamist state militant profile is the Italian I am not friends with.  That’s him.

That’s amazing those prisoners sent that message to me.  That was very nice of them to think of me at all.  I think their conversions are the most amazing, wonderful things to happen.  This must have been an important man you sent me to talk with, considered important.  I hope everyone sees and notices this importance.  Have they changed?  Any of them?  For the better?  Seen in their eyes.  In the backs of their eyes?  Do they look differently out of their eyes?

You realize the reason anyone was able to believe stories about American terrorism is because it was true.  The difference being not all and every American, but double agents, and your own intelligence within your own countries conspiring against its own people, also.

No, I really don’t have to work an evening shift or PM shift to work with our Allies like England.

Why do I still not have a shift change?

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August 16, 2019

I have no idea what the fuck you people are so afraid of.  I have no idea why you people are so afraid of China, specifically.  You look dumb to me.  To be afraid of China.  Dumb.  Why am I the only one that sees the great, good benefit it is to the United States to have China, and the Chinese as Allies to the United States?  Why am I the only one that sees that?  Because all you are looking at is an altered panty line (that I didn’t do) on my denim pants?!  You people look like dumb fucks to me!  You still don’t understand the value of my physical person, in something as so very significant as my skin.

I have been around a lot of Chinese, and China, I have never been there, in my mind, in person.  I have been able to read it off of other intelligence persons who have actually lived there and worked there.  This goes back to when I was living in California, most of the China and Chinese I know.  I really don’t get this prejudice against Asians, and specifically, the Chinese, I don’t get it, it doesn’t live in my mind-set, so why does it live in any of yours?!

I don’t know why you people allow yourselves to be out thought!  And, then you physically place it on me or around me and these people, specifically men, who truly believe and see this – will NOT allow me to be seen AS LESS THAN I AM!

Is this Hong Kong protest story true?  Because I have never believed it.  Just like the blood on the boy’s head does not look like real blood.  So, if you are creating videos of staged violence to show support, I am really not sure how to respond to that at the moment because I want my body back.  My body before these women thought they knew how to handle me.

Do you people want allegiance and cooperation, or do you just want news stories?  Because I don’t give a fuck about your goddamn news stories!  I do give a goddamn about real people!

That’s a stateside threat, in the dark profile.  Are you gonna get him and catch him with the plans and weapons in his home before he does damage or are you to going wait (weight) until after people are hurt or killed before you catch the son-of-a-bitch?!

Ammar, from Zero Dark Thirty is code for AM, March, as in the loss of my AM shift, specifically with the work and help I did that is seen in Black Hawk Down, meaning they created a whole character BASED OFF OF THE FAILURE AND FAILURES SEEN IN BLACK HAWK DOWN BECAUSE I WASN’T ON A GODDMAN DAY SHIFT, OR EARLY SHIFT, OR FIRST SHIFT, OR AM SHIFT!  It is also code for frequency, meaning it is about inaudible work.  So, why does my day shift schedule not appear on my actual schedule?

Has anyone really looked and investigated my former fiancé?  He is in Zero Dark Thirty, in this dialogue that reads, did you think, comma, a nice guy, comma, bad, comma, fucking, comma, news, comma, news meaning Nelson Mandela’s release.

No, he certainly wasn’t the best choice of men; however, why have I never been allowed to have a real boyfriend since?  Because you have no idea the benefits it provides when I have a boyfriend, and to be seen with a boyfriend, and loved?

My boyfriend says something to me, and it is relief to me, I say in response, okay, goodie.  We are the team he and I, not another man and another woman lifting me up, or helping me, he and I are it.  You people still haven’t figured it out.  And it makes us look dumb.

In The Peacemaker, he touches the still warm eggs with his fingers.  It looks like our intelligence has been aware our enemies have been after our lineage and children and no one has had the balls to EXPOSE THESE MOTHERFUCKERS?!

Guess what, I believe it looks like a mistake in 13 Hours, to show at the end of the movie that nearly everyone retired after the incident.  I believe it is a mistake to hide.  These people need to be exposed and it needs to be talked about over and over and NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT IT – UNTIL THEY HAVE SURRENDERD!

I have no idea what fucking moron thought you could bring me to work with terrorists and I would “teach” or cooperate or coexist with terrorists.  NOT A FUCKING CHANCE IN HELL!  LET’S GET SOMETHING STRAIGHT RIGHT FUCKING NOW, TERRORISTS, PEOPLE WHO ALIGN THEMSELVES AGAINST THE UNITED STATES AND ITS ALLIES, PEOPLE WHO ARE CONSIDERED ENEMIES OF THE UNITED STATES AND ITS ALLIES – MUST SURRENDER!  END OF STORY.  END OF DISSCUSSION.  I WILL ACCEPT NOTHING LESS, AND I WILL FIGHT UNTIL THEY SURRENDER!

WHO THE FUCK SAW IT ANY OTHER WAY?!

DO YOU THINK WE’VE GONE TO WAR, LET’S SAY IN AFGHANISTAN, TO KNIT TEA COZIES TOGETHER?!  WHO IS THIS FUCKING MORON!  AND WHY ARE THEY ALLOWED TO THINK AROUND ME?!

We could just let countries destroy themselves and then when they are defeated by their own people, we could take over their country.  Do you see there is no benefit to watching a country destroy itself?  A foreign country.  War has become an entirely different function than it used to be in history.  It will probably be our grandchildren or great-grandchildren’s generation that actually gets to see and live the benefits of war or fighting against such oppression, hatred, greed, lust, villainy, tyranny, and deceptions.

On that note, I really and truly have no idea why there are not more young people involved in politics and wanting to be future leaders, politicians, and future President’s, President of the United States, or around the world.  Why am I the only one that sees a growing apathy in young people about and toward their governments and leadership?  Apathy in young people, that should be very alarming to a lot of people.  Apathy is much too malleable, swayable, and undeterminable.

Again, be aware of things that WILL never exist in Cherith’s mind-set, racial slurs and biases, failure, and acceptable loss of life.

If you are bringing an African leader to work with me, prepare yourself mentally.  It looks like it is going to be surprising.  I don’t want you to get caught off guard.  Think of contingency plans ahead of time.  Not that you wouldn’t have already done this, I just want you to prepare yourself mentally.

If you bring the Munich Olympic village to me, be aware, it will be very involving.

I have no idea why you have me looking poor, tired, homeless, aged beyond my years, when you have the Weapons of Mass Destruction in your employment that could be seen as incapacitating men with just a glance, as I have done before when I worked at the level I was before with leaders of nations.

I don’t know why I am the only one that feels the timing is all off, when I drive, mostly, you speed up when you should slow down, you cause traffic jams when it should be moving, the timing is all off.

The Epstein profile tells me absolutely nothing.

What’s in the bangs?  There is something in the bangs.

The nose and hair on the man in glasses in the Hong Kong news story, is wrong.

Remember, if you are convict, a criminal whether inside or now out (meaning not gay, served your prison sentence and are free), if you do not make it in my military, you don’t make it, you don’t pass.

This Englishman who has been brought over here to work with others, specifically did not want to be heard with his voice in my head, or his voice, do you know why?  He wants to make sure he is seen as not causing any harm to me.  It is rather significant.  You will need his help and others as there is a real threat to our US military and Britain’s military in gathering secret information inside prisons and then selling that information through secret communications.  AND, I DON’T FUCKING LIKE IT!

Do you know the scene in the movie, Up, when Russell says, no, Kevin, Mr. Fredricksen is a friend, is about a read on me when I watched Great Expectations the original black and white version from the forties as a child of eight or nine?  What child watches such a difficult and intense classical movie such as Great Expectations?  Me.  Do you know I literally wanted to crawl inside the television set and stand in front of the boy – just because he was speaking to a convict and criminal?  I was so worried and upset about the boy and his life in danger, I had to watch the rest of the movie.  Do you know how I got that information at such a young age?  Pedophiles do not make the military or intelligence, they don’t pass.  This is most likely just a read I got from a Russian who had served time in prison and brain-spoke to me while I was still in my mother’s womb.

Fredricksen code: Fred, Fred Meyers was a store in Oregon, most specifically this is about jewelry my mother bought for herself when we lived there, rick, I, R, I am C, K, these are both Cherith, sen, meaning Hans Christian Andersen, meaning, not fairy tales, children’s stories, and I did buy a Hans Christian Andersen book at an antique store in Tuscaloosa, Alabama.

Yeah, I know this other FBI man has committed crimes; however, he has done a lot of other good work as well.  I am sorry someone upset him.  They caused interference, noise, and disruption when I was actually working him for the better.  Why someone else’s mean and pettiness was allowed to get involved when I was working him with compassion, empathy, and honesty, I have no idea.

Do you see that?  I was working him with truth, and you allowed a grudge and vindictiveness to get in the way because you have your ego ahead of your mind and heart.

There are intelligence handlers and persons for sale within that building.  I believe there are children for sale also.  Military children for sale.  I don’t remember any other specifics at the moment, other than they are for sale.  I don’t like that.

The Rashida Tlaib profile person looks overwhelmed, confused, not confident.  If you are going to continue in that direction, they need more help.  I know there is a person there that has no desire to do harm, most specifically on me, to be seen as a person who does or has done harm to me.

Brianna looks confused, sexually confused.  Is she actually trying to hit on me?!  She must be crazy.  If someone thinks she looks up to me more than just a strong person, then she is confused.  She is too swayable.  She has no true convictions.  She doesn’t love me; she still has no self-identity.  She should be getting more help from church activities, church functions, church meetings, she needs help from church leadership, she is not able to function enough at my level.

I love David.  I have no idea why David doesn’t have children.  I would have loved to have been able to have David’s children.  I wouldn’t have missed the opportunity.  I have been sad for it since the opportunity has been lost to me.

If Brianna vocally coached me because I would not listen to the Beyoncé song about it you liked it then you should have put on a ring on it, then she is trying to be spiteful, again.

Why am I the only one that sees the value in not putting others down just to feel better?  Because putting other people down WILL NEVER allow any person to feel better, it will ALWAYS cause harm.

The notice we received about the A/C unit when we lived in Plant City upset me to no end.  It could have been about my maternal grandfather’s death.  Removing it, paying people to remove the A/C unit, that purchase, was not going to help.  It was as upsetting as a local threat to me and my family.

Similar reaction I had to this notice about removing my bench that could be about my mother, someone hacking into the HOA here, telling me to remove the bench, to appease their guilt about killing my mother.

I think whoever, and everyone involved in killing my mother should die.  My mother’s death, most specifically, is a death to our military and our military strategists.  It is very similar to killing double agents for spying against the United States and its Allies.

Here is your lesson for the day on how not to cause a SHUTDOWN IN CHERITH’S HEAD: What happens at a crime scene, immediately?  They rope, or section off the area, so no one interferes with the crime scene.  This keeps people away.  It stops people from being heard, or their thoughts from getting involved.  If you have used things like HOA notices to get information from me, you have been doing it wrong to handle me.  If you have been using Jew-haters and Back people smell to handle me, then you have been doing it wrong.  If you have been speaking to me, speaking code, or words, or wording to get information from me, then you have been doing it wrong.

Give Sherlock Holmes five (Cheri and no one else) minutes of your time at your crime scene.  Meaning let Cherith look at the objects, like a twig, a branch, an object without anything else.  Do you know what this does?  This removes your training, your bias, and “their” meaning the criminals emotions.  Allowing me objectivity.  THAT IS HOW YOU HANDLE ME TO GET RESULTS!

When does this end?  And, why is my employer(s) trying to kill me?

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August 16, 2019

Be aware, I am still in shut-down mode, you’ve lost communication with me.  I am recovering.  I have the answers to help you with this; however, it is just going to have to wait.  I am incommunicado.

I am incommunicado and I am working on it.  The answers to prevent incommunicado with me are quite literally in the episode of Sherlock at the crime scene with the man on the ground.  Sherlock is not really talking with Irene Adler at the crime scene.  I am aware you need this information.

Be aware of this: Just like acceptable loss of life does not exist in my mind-set, racism, bigotry, these thoughts, also, do not exist in my mind-set.  I will quite literally not see it that way.  It would be why it has taken me so long to be able to see from someone else’s point of view the help and assistance they were asking for because it does not exist in my mind-set.  I will repeat this a lot as it seems to have been misunderstood from intelligence.  I know and understand that loss of life happens; however, in my mind-set – IT NEVER WILL.

Gator profile: Be aware when I write right or left side it is not their right or left side it is from mine.  Right eye seeks to do harm, left eye completely unaware, eye brows are like a red herring meaning it will get you nowhere, the right nostril is too wide, upper lip is like fuming mad, the right crook of the mouth is wrong, the rest is just not that important.

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August 15, 2019

Listen up motherfuckers, I’ve got a secured line now.  I have secure access on my devices, so if you think you can follow me through the news or my writing, think again.  You won’t be able to see it.

You’ll have a lot of people trying to break in, almost immediately.  It’ll be a fucking shit show.  Be prepared.  You won’t believe the chatter and what you’ll get from that.  You’ll be surprised.

Who is this in the puppy story?  You have at least two people in the eyeballs, and that is all it says because I am not able to get better detail than that.

The most exciting thing, at least to me, is not brain research it is the fact that I am better than a lie detector, and the ability I have to make people, especially as double agents.

Tell everyone about Fight Club!  And, don’t stop telling people about Fight Club!  That is why Maya says she is going to smoke everyone in the op in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty.  The wife bleeding out, is my mother.  The harm you allowed to enter into this country and hurt my mother, and then you allowed it to happen to my future children.  You’re goddamn fucking right, I WILL smoke every single one of you motherfuckers that allowed this shit to happen to me and other people when you THOUGHT you knew what the fuck you were doing when it is there for the whole goddamn fucking world now to see in the movies – all your fuck ups!

The video was not meant to be discovered until after he was dead, it is echoed and repeated again in Sherlock, no, you’re here for the photos, BUT that’s NEVER going to happen!  Never going to happen, IS IT?!

Do you know why I have been so insistent on my choice of outdoor footwear at my home?  I have had an alarm going off in my head since before YOU HAD ME CUT ALL MY BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS OFF ON MY PORCH AND CONNECTED TO A VERY SPECIFIC MAN!  A GODDAMN FUCKING ALARM!

BE VERY AWARE THIS RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE UNITED STATES AND GREAT BRITAIN IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME!  Does it not scream at everyone else that the Prime Minister in the movie, Love Actually says that America is the greatest country in the world?  It screams at me.  And, then they (like the whole fucking country) gets so very upset with the handling you’ve done of me they no longer want to have a special relationship.

Whoever thought it was important for me to somehow be connected as having a personal relationship with a royal like Harry, I have no idea.  It says real, and then it also, does not.  I don’t appreciate being lied to.  I don’t appreciate being deceived.

I didn’t have to get involved in any way with the royal family to help and work in cooperation with England.  So, I have no idea what you people have been trying to do.

What have you people really been trying to do?  Recover my brain, or wait (weight) until I’m dead?  With this television show nonsense?  Have you been trying to recover my brain, or have you just been waiting until I’m dead?  Because it really looks like everyone involved for quite some time now has just been waiting until they get to kill me.  The whole premise for this show looks, especially now, as though people have just been waiting until they get to kill me.  No fucking joke, like they have people on stand-by ready for their kill orders on me.  There are several of these people who are literally waiting to get their kill orders for me.

Waiting for the next person to kill you from The Bourne Legacy is about my mother when she and I were driving in Germany!  However, it looks like you’ve had such dumb shits working with you, you have people who think that was not a bad idea to do with me.  Really?!  Wait until after I am dead BEFORE you get a bad guy!  Un-fucking-real.

Be aware: Edison does not make it into my military, he does not qualify for the military.

Harry, do I literally have to ask you this personally in order to get my day shift approved?  Or, are you people going to do the same thing again because this has happened before I went into HR and gave the acceptance letter of a day shift and it NEVER APPEARED ON MY SCHEDULE MAKING ME WORK A NIGHT SHIFT ALL OVER AGAIN ALL THESE YEARS!

Why does no one just end this?!  I know who I am, so it is possible to get this work done without a public audience.  People really will just watch another television show, and it will be no problem.  So, why does this just not end?!

Do you know when I first saw myself in the movies?  In BBC Sherlock.  Do you know why that is?  Sherlock is so full of intelligence, it is so over-stuffed, so over-full, so over-packed, so imbued with such detail, most of which cannot be seen, it is the reason I finally got it.  Not because I got bits and pieces because it was SCREAMING at me without taking a goddamn machete to my head!  That’s real fucking skill.

I have no idea why you people work this way, I don’t work this way, and it makes any intelligence person connected to this – DUMB!  If the very reason you’ve placed SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH Jew-haters smell on this cleaning woman at work, um, really, you thought the smell would get my attention?  Because it doesn’t.  It doesn’t work.  It just says you have worked through plots against, specifically, the Prime Minster of Israel at the time of the killing of the Olympic athletes in Munich in 1972.  I was on the land in Munch, Germany and I did walk past the for Olympic structures and was read by a handler.

Yes, you enter a foreign country with the specific purpose of killing people who are working in a diplomatic fashion to create peace, such as, the Olympics, the very purpose of the Olympics is to promote world peace, and you assassinate specific persons because of their religion and country of birth, you don’t get to live anymore. 

That’s real fucking shit, people.  It is the same as double agents.  You conspire to work against the United States and its Allies, you don’t get to live.

Guess what, I don’t think this way either, if you believe the stench Agent Smith is referring to when he touches Morpheus’s head in The Matrix has something to do with racist thinking about black people, I have no idea how to put that in words because I literally do not think that way.  If you place stink and stench and horrible smell up my nose that promotes facial hair growth, not hair on the top of my head, on my face and think you are connecting spies or intelligence with the HATRED of black people, you look fucking dumb to me!  You look mentally incompetent to me.

I think everyone has not considered the extreme importance of my appearance especially on my face.  It is extraordinarily disturbing to me, this facial hair on my face, it reads: very disturbing.  And, you’ve connected it with Brianna and Courtney, and others.  Very disturbing.

I was read at the Munich Olympic grounds, and I do believe all the question marks that are seen on Irene Adler in Sherlock are about the read they got on me and my face when I walked past with – just a glance.  I see it.  You’ve missed something.  I had questions.  It means the work is not yet done.  The work you thought was completed, has not been thorough. 

I have always liked this movie, Munich, most specifically, I have always like this character Avner meaning, I really would like the real man.  The work is not yet done.  You want to make SURE I wear my pants, now!  And, I mean right fucking now!  You want to bring this building to me?  Anyone?  The Munich Olympic building bring it to me.

Looks like if you bring it to me it will help with a lot of our military involvement like in Afghanistan.

Wow, it’s still pretty bad.  It will help to heal a lot of people who are still living.  Remember I love the Jews because my parents have never shown anything but love to Jews.  I love the Jews because I love God and I believe in Jesus Christ as the Living Son of God, and I know Jesus loves the Jews, the bible tells me so.  Remember, I love the Jews because I’ve been spoken to by Russian Jewish men before I was born.  And, I love the Jews because I know God LOVES the Jewish people.

Bring the building to me.

Realize that my FBI man as seen in The Peacemaker as the man who escapes with the nuke from the truck, is me.  That is why he escapes from the truck to an airplane.  Most specifically because his Russian is pretty good.

What is this?  I like this pub!

This North Korea profile just says Edison and another man.  If you don’t qualify for my military, you don’t qualify, and you don’t pass.

I chose this man for a specific reason.  YOUR GODDAMN FUCKING RIGHT I DID!  Man, make certain this Edison is denied all access, he does not make or pass into the military.

If this is actually necessary, I don’t believe this Mississippi woman is actually going to listen or believe this.  She looks and reads, lesbian.  A dyke or male or the dominant partner lesbian.  And that really could be her choice in life; however, it is not actually in her head and mind.  Sounds completely crazy, I know, but it is not in her mind.  She, no joke, reads as actually straight in her head.  She also, will not listen to this at all.  She won’t believe it, and it looks like she will not go to a therapist to talk this out with anyone.  She won’t listen.  That in itself, is a tell.

She reads as a woman who really likes and enjoys people and their stories.  That’s a good thing.  Liking people is a really good thing.  It’s probably the reason she does documentary work; however, she looks like she would be happy and like the work of something like a book editor, or book publishing, something that is a slower pace.  The slower pace has to do with her ability to receive (no other word for it) incoming messages, or information, or speech, or anything that requires the brain, and that is quite a lot.  That speaks of trauma and abuse and her ability to function through it all.  No, she will not harm children.  She might hurt her partner.

She would prefer to be with a man like a military man.  It would probably help her mind to heal.  She reads in her head that she has never really liked lesbian sex.  She gets off, yet there is no love there for her.  She reads as a woman who has never really loved.  Not to the soul of her being.

BE VERY, VERY CAREFUL HERE: LET THE WORLD KNOW THEY WANT ME TO REMOVE THE BENCH ON MY PROPERTY THROUGH THE HOA OR HOMEOWNER ASSOCIATION.  BE VERY, VERY CAREFUL HERE!  HARRY, THIS IS SPECIFICALLY ABOUT YOU.  AND, OTHERS, SPECIFICALLY ABOUT YOU.  MEANING THEY WANT YOU REMOVED AS IN DEAD!

I JUST SHUT DOWN!

AUTHORIZED CLEARANCE ACCESS PERSONNEL ONLY!

 

August 15, 2019

BE VERY, VERY CAREFUL HERE: LET THE WORLD KNOW THEY WANT ME TO REMOVE THE BENCH ON MY PROPERTY THROUGH THE HOA OR HOMEOWNER ASSOCIATION.  BE VERY, VERY CAREFUL HERE!  HARRY, THIS IS SPECIFICALLY ABOUT YOU.  AND, OTHERS, SPECIFICALLY ABOUT YOU.  MEANING THEY WANT YOU REMOVED AS IN DEAD!

AUTHORIZED CLEARANCE ACCESS PERSONNEL ONLY!

 

August 15, 2019

God fucking damnit!  I will not thank you for allowing our enemy to appear smarter than we are because I know it ain’t true!

Do you know why I have my, I won’t agree with you shirt in my fucking window?!  Am I really the only one that is able to figure out all this code in the movies?  Did you think I would agree with the character Dr. Julia Kelly, in the movie The Peacemaker?  Are you sure?  Do you want to rethink that?

Yeah, you’re goddamn fucking right I am willing to go to war and risk war if it is the correct thing to do.  I sure as fuck won’t agree with you, or risk going to war, or risk our militaries lives – IF YOU’RE FUCKING WRONG!

Do you know why Dr. Julia Kelly is wrong in the movie The Peacemaker?  It is this line of dialogue alone; we weren’t meant to find this video until after he was dead.  Meaning, I was not supposed to know, and the world was not supposed to know WHAT I HAD DONE UNTIL AFTER I WAS DEAD.

The first rule about Fight Club?  Don’t tell anyone about Fight Club, means tells EVERYONE ABOUT BRAIN RESEARCH!  Tell the world!  Tell everyone!

Do you know that there are at least a few people who know this information: there will be an unholy war (I have said and written this before, at least a year ago) unlike any other yet to have happened, if for any reason, I am to die.  An unholy war unlike any other.  It is in the minds of others.

Do you know the real reason why I asked for this super scary Russian agent to be brought to me?  He was literally a turning point.  We, and the world, were headed into World War III, and the USSR was a pivotal point in turning our world history away from World War.

I’m a defector, he is in the music, I defected him, good!

Do you get it?  This is subversive activity, meaning because I thwarted and prevented World War III with the USSR, plans were put into action to CREATE ANOTHER GODDAMN WAR!  LIKE NOT TELLING THE WHOLE GODDMAN WORLD I AM THE WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION, SO THERE REALLY IS NO NEED TO GO TO WAR WITH ANOTHER COUNTRY WHEN YOU ALREADY HAVE IT!

My FBI man is seen in the movie that means his Russian must be pretty good.  It is probably the reason I love him.  The fact that his hair is seen at such a length, is a problem.  It is a warning.  I had to cut all my hair off because of a bad hairdresser that ruined my hair.  Quite literally, what happens to my hair has been seen as a threat to my intelligence handlers.  A threat to my handlers, not me.  Something else, I won’t agree with.

This is a little unusual, in the movie he is told to put his gun away, and then the Russian shoots everyone at a stop point, or border crossing, it is unusual.  I haven’t brain-thought about it yet.

I am not the only family this has happened to.  I am not the only family.  This is real terrorism, happening to real people and real families, most specifically, for military reasons.  Killing people with “natural” causes like strokes, or heart attacks, that’s – TERRORISM!

White SUV, in Zero Dark Thirty, reads: SUV, utility and vehicle, utility, seven letters, Cherith, seven letters.  The unidentified male number three was really watching me and my mother when I went grocery shopping with her.  It would have enraged and soothed him almost at the same time.  Upset because of what had happened to her and soothed because I took good care of her.  They were most definitely watching me in the grocery store, and everywhere else.

Scary version, from The Bourne Identity, scaring version of who is giving Bourne the orders now?  Scary version reads: you had no idea who was after me until they were already here.  You had no idea.  Well, I know who I am now, scary version is over.

Someone at work did said this, they fired the first shots, and it did read true and correct.

What are you doing with this North Korean profile, it reads: not legit.

Stop allowing our enemy to be seen as smarter than us, or I WILL punch every one of you in your goddamn face!

By the way, I figured out the peace offering was not acceptable BEFORE I finished watching the movie!  The peace offering being it was ok and acceptable for me to die BEFORE any and everyone was aware of all the intelligence and military work, I’VE FUCKING DONE!

AUTHORIZED CLEARANCE ACCESS PERSONNEL ONLY!

 

August 14, 2019

He is making a perfume, no, I do not agree with his actions.  He is exposed now, I’ve exposed him.  He can work without ever committing crimes again.

There is a peace offering on the ground, no, I do not accept the offer.

He is sorry.  He did not mean to offend me or cause disruption.  If the only reason I am not able to wear my Levi’s, an American brand of denim, is because someone unlawfully altered my denim pant to appear that I have a visible panty line regardless of what undergarment I might wear.  I do not agree with the choice of action.  I believe my own body as it was over a year ago in those pants, specifically, does more good than anyone seems to be able to understand.  It is not a peaceable course of action.  It actually has caused killings and fighting to happen.

I don’t think anyone seems to understand how I actually effect these men’s minds.  It was still better with my body inside those pants.  Get it?  Do you see, yet?

Be careful of this: Do you understand?  And, then I say, no, I don’t think you do.  If you are using this on a criminally insane person; meaning, a person that understands or comprehends that their actions will cause harm, murder, suffering, or death that is not the same in my mind as understanding because I will not allow or agree with their actions.  It can, does, and will allow for a false positive.  It would be better to ask, is this person evil.  Yes, the criminally insane are evil.

The mentally insane have no ability to comprehend that their actions are going to hurt people and possibly cause them death.  They cannot be rehabilitated.

Why would anyone allow me to work with people who do not have the level of expertise I have had since I was a baby and child, it is about the equivalent of subverting the efforts to capture known terrorists.  Yes, you probably have had a great deal of people who are able to do work, but not at MY level.  It’s an important distinction.

Yes, Putin, specifically, wanted me to write that slaughterhouse in 13 Hours was meant to be abortion.  However, this is also before I said that the slaughterhouse was actually a meat packing plant in Plant City, Florida that I drove past nearly every day.

I need people to understand that the way I see and understand and comprehend language is similar to music in the air, or notes floating in the air, or something that is intangible like faith.  I believe that the Russian that has been used before would not be everyday common usage of the Russian language.  It would be correct grammar, aristocratical, it would be Russian that would be educated at somewhere like Oxford, or Cambridge.

Why do you have a nose ring being seen – EVERYEHERE – as air enhancements like weight gain as a way to stop me from working and with INTELLIGENCE?!  WHAT ELSE DO YOU THINK THE FBI OR CIA DO?  INTELLIGENCE.  WHAT DO YOU THINK A SPY IS OTHER THAN INTELLIGENCE!  DO YOU THINK SPIES AND INTELLIGENCE NEVER WORK INTERNATIONALLY?!  NOT AGAINST THE UNITED STATES, FOR US!  WHAT DO YOU THINK THE MILITARY NEEDS WHEN THEY GO OUT ON MISSIONS IF NOT INTELLIGENCE?  WHERE DO YOU THINK OUR LOCAL POLICE GET INFORMATION PASSED ON TO THEM IF NOT FROM OUR OWN INTELLIGENCE?!  WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING OTHER THAN NOT BEING TRUTHFUL WITH A NOSE RING AND AIR ENHANCEMENTS!

I would not allow people to make mistakes, FBI men.  Who asked this of me, this profile that I said was wrong because there was too much make-up and the hair color was wrong?  This looks like a person who does not know how straight men minds work.  Why did you find pornos at Bin Laden’s house?  Do you think he was a pervert?  Or, do you think he had an appreciation, a desire, a wanting of the female body and form?  It makes it appear that these were lesbians who created the profile, so that I was so tired, bags under my eyes, dark circles and barely any make-up on when you created the conversation of me saying, do you think your mind is greater than MINE?!

Why am I the only one that understands the POWER OF FEMINITY, FEMINE IS POWERFUL!  FEMINE IS DESTRUCTIVE!  GOOD!  ALL THE BETTER FOR EVERYONE!

It literally says and reads that these people being lesbians, or not, did not actually want me to be able to capture terrorists, as if they are afraid that something might happen to me, so in their mind they created a less than the best situation when I am more than able and capable of defeating these motherfuckers without your interference.

Their desire to do good comes (don’t get carried away) from a good place in their heart; however, I literally can do much better than that.  You don’t truly understand the depths of their minds if you have stopped allowing me to be feminine with something as simple as clean make-up, skin care, hair products, and my real and true Norwegian coloring, and my real parents genes.  Stop interfering, you are causing not the best work to be done.  It is making mistakes that have to be repeated again, and again because you are afraid, and not able to work at the level, I REALLY, AND TRULY BELIEVE I AM BETTER AT THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD!

Do you see that?

You didn’t want me to get hurt, so you created a less than the best interpretation when I really can do this work like no one else in the world.

The road to hell is paved with good intentions.

Yes, there is something in the thread or stitching of the dress that the actress wears as Irene Adler in the last scene of Sherlock, it has to do with a nursery rhyme or children’s story, probably an English one, it is not one I am familiar with, and I didn’t see it before because it is not as interesting to me as the door behind Mycroft.

The blues and greens, these pills in the Bourne movies, is just Benadryl.  Do you know why it is Benadryl?  It just says, asthma, I’ve seen a doctor or someone when I was tested for asthma is Oregon.  It’s not really enhancements, and it does say, I should question why I got bronchitis when I lived in Oregon.  I used to think it was because of the weather, now, I believe it is because people wanted me to see and be seen in the medical facility that was provided by my parent’s insurance, being Kaiser Permanente.

Yes, I love Germans.  Yes, I love Russians.  Yes, I love Jews.  Yes, I love Americans.  Yes, I love the English.  Yes, I believe that Africans in their own countries are more than able to uproot any terrorist activities and hold their own leaders accountable for the governments they are in charge of.  Leaders are elected by the people of their own country; they are accountable to their peoples.

Yes, this Englishman who did something so stupid as committing a crime like stealing the royal jewels, something considered to be impossible, in a matter of minutes.  However, what he really did was get into a computer system that was supposed to be impossible to get into.  He is completely workable.  Do you know why?

He is completely workable because I told him just what he needed to hear, exactly the words he needed to hear to get to his mind.  It is a scientific fact that criminals commit crimes because they wish to be caught, they want to be caught, scientific, irrefutable fact.  What he literally, no joke, told the world with his supposedly, “Incredible” crime: I am incapable of taking care of myself on my own, I lack the ability to function as an adult and take care of myself on my own.  So, guess what?  He is now government property.  The penal, or prison system, takes care of him.  They bathe him, wash his clothes, feed him, give him shelter, give him the soap, and personal hygiene supplies.  They provide the electricity, the heat or air-conditioning so that he is neither too cold or too hot, so that he does not get sick, they provide the necessary medical care, and so on.  What a dumb thing to do.  And, he was just manipulated into thinking it would make him a great man, and now he never gets to love a woman, probably for the rest of his life.  Dumb.

Who’s the government property me, or criminals and convicts locked up in the prison system?  He believes there is actual proof that I am government property.  For that to be true there would have to be paperwork.

Yes, I love my boyfriend.

Yes, I love military minds.

Is this true, in the Bourne Supremacy that Timothy Wolfe was not enough, the IQ score not being enough, that he couldn’t have done the work he did without me, or is it just a way of story-telling and describing the work I did for the US military?

Yes, my FBI man is correct with the White House, in that, I am a US citizen, and I actually am a white female.  A white woman.  I am not any other ethnic group or have any other ethnicity in my blood and genes other than Caucasian.  There is absolutely nothing wrong with that, and it does work for the better of all because it is the most truthful.

Yes, this profile of MS in the White House is correct of my mental wellness and how I appear, frazzled, stressed, over-worked, beyond tired.  Is this my FBI man?  He is correct.  This is how I am appearing to the world and it is just not the best that it could be.

Are you trying to create a circumstance so that I am working as his former, now dead lesbian partner used to work?  Why would anyone do something so dumb!  California, Mexican restaurant, greatest defeat!  This is the level I MUST BE WORKED AT OR NOT AT ALL!

No, FBI man, I do not agree or accept Casey at all.  She simply is not able to work at the level I am able to work.  Not at all.  And, probably, not ever.  Do you know where she should be so that her heart and mind get re-connected?  Something like a daycare for children before they are old enough to go to Kindergarten.  She really should not even be doing any police work.  She has a desire to want to do good because of her abuse, but she is not able to work at my level.

Nor, is Brianna able to work at my level.  She doesn’t even like her own mother.  It’s in her mind and heart.  She knows she is supposed to love her mother, but she doesn’t really love her.  She doesn’t love herself.  It actually is in her mind that she would rather die than live because she has so much shame that lives in her, her mind cannot accept the shame.  It is pretty severe shame.

David, you must be a very patient man.

No, I do not accept any notion of being another man’s dog to train or be trained, it literally is damaging to any of these men because it does not allow them or me to be seen in their minds as a full erection!

This is normal, this is how straight men, especially, are supposed to be in their own minds, full erections!  It does GREAT things in their minds and brain!  Great things!  I am terribly demanding.  I will not apologize for that either, it is for the betterment of all, that I am so demanding!

Be careful that you do not get these things confused; high maintenance, in the movie, When Harry Met Sally, is about the level I expect and demand because it fucking works the best – PROVEN!

Be careful that you do not get this story-telling notion, in the movie, When Harry Met Sally, of Sally being a dog, as an actual dog to train, or an actual dog, obviously, I am a woman, and I want the man to be the man and I want to be his woman.

It is not the same thing, when work is to be done.  When my boyfriend and I are at home, he is my man.  I am his woman.  It is a big difference.  I will not allow these men, any of my men I’ve loved to be seen as less than I know they are in my eyes, mind, heart, and body!  I will not allow it!  I will do so much as to push them away because you have allowed them in some way, big or small, to allow them to be seen, if even in the minds of others, as less than I know and believe them to be!  DO YOU KNOW HOW POWERFUL A LOVE THAT IS?!  THAT LOVE, THAT’S TRUE POWER!

Nor, do I believe that any woman who truly loves her man would want her man to be seen as less either, while working with me, I know the difference, I am more than trust-worthy with other people’s relationships.

Be careful and do not get this confused, every day I got to see David while I was at college, I was telling him with my eyes, no, David, you love me.  Stop lying to yourself, you love me, I love you, love me in return.  It is a difference.

You flirted with Sherlock Holmes, is this really true?  Did this lesbian former partner really try flirting with me?  She would have allowed herself to be deceived or confused then, it is simply not possible, and she would have known about David and me, it doesn’t make any sense, other than, she did not have a strong enough, or sharp enough mind.  There is no reason a lesbian should hit on a straight woman.  It really is not a good thing, or a good sign.

Is the only way women have lesbian sex and relationships is because another woman bullied them, and made them have sex with them?  What a terrible thing!  That is not love at all.  It is very close to rape, and then convincing the rape victim to love the rapist.  This is most upsetting and alarming.

I believe every person who has been sexually abused, or abused, or raped should really re-think, and re-work the events through, so that no one is allowing their abusers to go unpunished simply because their mind is stronger and knows they are supposed to love instead.  Abusers need to be punished for their crimes.

Yes, the scene in Perfume, I’ve written this dialogue down, I will walk through your blood (I actually auditioned with a monologue that had this gruesome bloody detail in it, never got the job) and drip my disgust like acid, is an accurate reading of how I would make a criminal feel in his mind, so they see themselves for who they really are.  I don’t think I had to make this other FBI man feel this way for him to confess his crimes.

This man’s plan in the police lane, did I give him the idea, or did he come up with it on his own, or did he just see the potential and possibility of what I did, is really genius.  And, it really will work.  Stay hydrated men, you will need it.  It’s a genius plan.  Please, and thank you.  You have no idea yet, how much you will get from this genius plan.  Because you people still do not yet know how many followers and admirers, I have.

I have an admirer that is not in jail or prison and is criminal, wealthy, and he really loves things I do, such as, you must be joking.  Dead leads, most specifically, you will find answers to when you find this man.  When I say things like, you must be joking.  It’s close to lust for me.

I had an admirer follow me when I went to Chicago, he was eating in a sort of upscale pub-style restaurant when I believed I was in a Container Store, and we are not friends, he might think he is a friend, I do not like what he has done.  He would be somewhat Italian in coloring, he had knowledge of my Vietnam experience, he looks like a double agent, selling military secrets.  Wow, what a way to get on my shit-list, selling military secrets to our enemy!

Peacekeeper, these dead Russian soldiers in the movie are probably people this scary (to most people) Russian agent gave of men or people who were spying against the United States and its allies because I turned him for us.  Thank you would be better and sufficient.  Scared of the man who just wants one warhead, this is just me, I am the one.  He really was a bad motherfucker.  Thank you is all I ask of you.

I don’t hold a grudge against this man who had my former fiancé abuse me, he has repented.  It was a mistake, and is has cost hundreds, if not more, of lives, mostly military.  No, I will not thank you.  He has repented, so I do forgive him.  He had no idea of my previous military experience, or he probably would never have allowed the notion of me being in an abusive relationship, so that I would be able to read other persons who have been abused.  You don’t do the level of military work, intelligence work that I have already done as a child from a place of fear.  It doesn’t work.

Sexy time, if the reason I would not allow myself to show anyone any sexy time of me while at work, regardless, of the air enhancement, I told you my mind is stronger.  I would not allow it because it would literally have hurt my feelings if you had an etiquette teacher or person who tells commoners or anyone how to approach, speak, and interact with royalty, while in the presence of royals, I would not allow it because it would have hurt my feelings to see him seen as less.  He would have been seen as less than he is, and it made me cry because it would have hurt my feelings.  Like a harm done to another person.

Are you getting it yet?  The power of my emotions?

He sounds scared shit-less, from Black Hawk Down, this is just your solider training, soldiers, and military men.  There is a better way.  Russians are very passionate people.  These terrorists, and Middle Eastern military minds are all emotion.  That is the power of emotion.  Placing me in a mind set because I might be near danger, and be afraid to go alone, not the best work.  And it does look in my head as though something is not right or correct when it has been done with me.  Your training is over soldiers, think differently in my head.

Did this woman actually cause harm to my mother because she was jealous that her lesbian partner was thinking about me, flirting with me?  I would have rebuffed her; it would have been inappropriate, and I would never have flirted back.  It is really terrible if she hurt my mother.  If she does not like Courtney it says a lot about her mind, it says she is better able than Courtney to do work, it says she has a better character than Courtney.  That’s heart, mind thinking ability.  She’s a mid-level also.  Nothing wrong with that, I would prefer people, and that’s everyone, be happy, instead of frustrated at their work because it is beyond their clearance, or pay grade, or level.

If the reason my brother who had been sexually abused then sexually abused me it says, this is going to sound strange, it says his mind is stronger than anyone has allowed him to believe.  It says his unconscious mind knew he was not supposed to be raped by a man, he was supposed to grow up and love women.  I know, it sounds strange and its gross and creepy; however, that is brain thinking and brain working, not everyone is able to read and know these differences.

Know this, I love my boyfriend, I want him. All my life, nearly every one of my family members has been killed and my boyfriend is the first man WHO DID SOMETHING ABOUT STOPPING IT!  OF COURSE, I LOVE HIM FOR THAT!  HOW COULD I NOT?!  DO YOU THINK HE DID THAT TO IMPRESS ME OR YOU?  In doing so, he did prove he is better than any of you.

The reason I wrote, do not bring him to me, maybe I was thinking about my protection means, I have not trusted you people with handling him, and I was correct because you’ve hurt me, more than him.

The flashing beacon of Bourne at the beginning of the movie, is most unusual to me.  It says, my turn blinkers on my white Mitsubishi Galant that I paid off and had the title in my possession both in my personal filing cabinet and then at our safety deposit box.  It says it was altered purposefully because they wanted me to go to the service station that would have been the dealership in Lakeland, and have it repaired.  It means, they were waiting on me to pay for something, so then the orders could be requested, and something, probably bad happened because I just couldn’t afford it!

It is possible to go back and get all the service records of my Galant and look at them, I would speak with the service manager and people who worked there then, it will give you intelligence.  It is possible it’s closed down now.  The shirt that Marta where, a dark marine blue, is also, most unusual.  It’s very telling, I haven’t been able to work through that yet.

Has my boyfriend been working on other things instead of movie code and that’s why you decided to do something so dumb as to have Brandon give me a vocal coaching that will actually be able to be hacked into and be seen by any person who wants to know if you’ve allowed me to be harmed at work?  It tells me Brandon wants to be ripped a new asshole, meaning, he wants to be yelled at for doing a bad job of being my manager by giving me less than a 100 percent.

Be careful, Franco is not doing well, this is what I’ve seen.  I love you, Franco, if only platonically.

This Greta Thunberg profile is not good, is says, devious.

AUTHORIZED CLEARANCE PERSONNEL ONLY!

 

August 13, 2019

This set me into a very upset state of mind last night: there is a list, a list of military personnel of very high, and high ranking officers of the United States and its allies, every country that has helped and participated with military operations from 1986 to 2001, a list of persons being used to target them, their families to stop their lineage, hurt and harm their families with destruction that will not make it into the news for the whole world to read and know about it – that is real terrorism.  That’s a big list of persons.

Chelsea in the building is one of the biggest terrorists connected, she cannot be unconnected, she has a death contract on her, she is not the only one.  Chelsea in the building says England works against the United States and subverts, and that is most definitely not the truth.

This ugly face you have on me now after working at The Container Store is not a good look for any of you men, and it does not speak well for women and the truthfulness of women’s hearts.